Soul Distancing: What is it? What is it Good for?

This YouTube video, "Soul Distancing as a Method of Dealing with Narcissists" by Dr. Ramani came to me today, tuning into YouTube, amidst the tail end of the Global Pandemic Quarantine. 

I had spun out of my center, and into a weird level of downward spiraling, infighting, and multidimensional info wars, over recent days, over a film called www.PlandemicMovie.com blasting across YouTube, and Facebook, upsetting the applecart of the mainstream 80% or so of the human population, on social media.

The joke is that I thought I could openly share this, and most people would grateful, or see it as I do, as truth. Well some did, and some didn't, and many treated me like I was endangering humanity and had to stop. What? Suddenly I'm not allowed to like a documentary movie, because it has a lot of corporate owned media rallying against it, dominant powers continue pulling posts about it down, off of corporate owned Google owned YouTube and Facebook. Guess what people? I am allowed to like and share whatever I resonate with. I have free will.

Here is my comment on Dr. Ramani's YouTube post. It feels more appropriate as a whole blog post!

Ah, Dr. Ramani, Thank you so much for this incredibly timely helpful guidance. I rewound a lot, relished, took in your insights, and am pleasantly stunned. I will come back and review this some more, and share it too. Your guidance on Soul Distancing feels like salve to my soul. 

I am an adoptee, an adult child of divorce, and had an unusually gentle honoring Father, and when he divorced my Mom, when I was 10, I was left alone with my Mother, who inspired me indirectly to follow your videos. So part of me that had a dear and gentle, honoring, loving kind father, is so overly open with my soul, that most of what you are stating here never dawns on me, naturally. Still it makes such great sense! I am wired to share the best of me with others, mostly all the time without question. I mostly don't assert discernment, in that the mainstream humans do not come from the precious place of their whole soul, as a main priority. That's not mainstream priority or training. I have old habits of trying to fill up manipulators, bosses, the public, clients, men, friends, acquaintances, strangers, service people, and unknowns on social media, and who gets left out of the equation? Me, of course! Classic co-dependency. 

Then I internalized all the not good enough, parent your parent, hopeless, helpless, insecurity patterns from growing up as in my single parent household, with my suburban theater star, more materially identified, at times, Narcissistic Mother. So this is super interesting and informative to me.

Have been studying all this stuff for years. I relate as an empath, and to Starseed phenomenon, as in my work facilitating QHHT, a very deep expression of Hypnotherapy, where the guidance comes through the client, at the regression's end. 

Over recent days I shared what some call conspiracy theory, of a film called "Plandemic." About 20% of the public are open to these possibilities, I see as truths. Yet I openly shared posts on Facebook about what I see as validity in these matters. It became a total shit show, as so many more mainstream people, from relatives of local friends, to a kid I went to grade school with, to an amazing friend from almost 20 years ago, felt threatened, attacked, and ended up hurling a bunch of abuse at me, just in the recent few days. 

I woke up to a warning Facebook Messenger e-mail, from a fellow QHHT facilitator, whom I barely know, informing me of these attacking, verbally abusive, condescending, controlling remarks, by the adult kid from my grade school birthday parties. I erased her posts, hid the tags, and went through an elaborate process to take a vacation from our friendship, and checked a box for Facebook to remove all tags and posts between she and I. 

I did use Soul Distancing, in that I was mad, and knew better than to feed her anything, directly. There is a big energetic divide and split in the world right now. I invested hours in sharing my soul very fully, in responding to old friends I barely know, and their attacks, as it became a huge muddy pit of energy sucking time that I wasted. In the end, I made a statement denouncing the bullying, and inviting people to continue the hate and negativity and abuse on their own private walls instead. I erased all the poisonous attacks, and expressed a post about what I learned sinking into the muck and mud of human discord, for so many hours. 

After I updated and set boundaries, and swept my space, so to speak, it became very calm, like my peaceful back yard, during the pandemic. All the soulful people came out, and shared beautiful encouragement, and related, truth teller posts. One said "I wrote a book on this very topic." And one thanked me and said "I think you're brilliant as f*ck," which I wasn't seeking out, yet still love! May consider this on my headstone: "She was brilliant as f*ck, and made it all up as she went along!" A lot of words to say, yes this is so up right now, in America, and around our world, as so many have been trained that the Narcissists win, and that emulating their abusive manipulation tactics is a path to success. So I really love and rejoice in this healing guidance. And I love learning from the experience where I felt free baring my soul to my 3,000 and some friends of every eclectic level and type of interest, and party line, as it then, totally backfired into an info war. 

Then I followed my heart, and held my ground, and celebrated my right to express my truth. Still I want to make art, and take walks, and live a balance that does not come when I am leaking my soul to a big fat pack of fearful hungry wolves. Nothing against wolves! So it's a fine line to walk, as I want to allow my full expressive self, and live a loud and allowed. I just don't want to take abuse from so many detractors.

So thank you so very dearly. I may rise and fall a lot on this learning curve. I have felt this increase for social discernment, during these shifts, and quarantine time. And you hit the nail on the head, naming it, and pointing out the poisons, when the attackers on offense spot, target and suck off of my openess, and big light. 

Oh, wait, all this juicy energy of mine is not for you guys, until I write a book, or blog that you can buy, and read, or not! 

After it all of that, I wrote about something I have been pondering lately. I've been recalling memories of being 7, on the playground, at school, when the boys were into kooties, and raiding and capturing girls to be kidnnaped to the boys' kooties fort. I remember it disturbed me to the core. Likely triggered my primal adoption wound too. I still remember breaking down and crying, and saying "no, let me go, I don't want to play this." And there we have one of my illustrious, early childhood, soul distancing experiences! 

And so I spoke of this in a lighter way, saying take your infighting back to your own kooties forts and caves, as I don't want to play, "let you control me." It's not fun! No way! 

So thank you, Dr. Ramani, as this is very timely, and very new to me, even though intuitively I know and practice some of this. A lot of words today, to say, wow, wonderful, yes, awesome ideas and guidance. Thank you! 

You are right. The gray rocking technique, and no contact even, seem more flat and generic, and feel a bit more inauthentic as practices unto themselves. What you are describing here, with Soul Distancing, is more about knowing one's full worth, seeing the mass population, and obvious Narcissists and manipulators for who they really are, and not making my soul a big plate for them to feed on. And seeing the rewards that come of real true authentic connection, when I change my settings of who I am, not to throw most of it away, on people who don't even have the ability to value themselves and life, highly enough to value me. Wow! I love the popularity, and engagement of your YouTube video post, in only 24 hours. Super amazing!

So that's my post, Y'all. The recent few days, energies, as well as what's emerging, and being exposed is a much longer story. Yet I have other tasks to get to today. Did I really learn the lessons on Soul Distancing, as expressed here in Dr. Ramani's video. I admit I have more practice, review, consideration, and integration to invest.

I feel we are in tender times. I feel that having both these experiences, and knowledge of this new concept, Soul Distancing, I have learned some new resources. I have learned to share in more aware, honest, simple ways. I have learned from the harsh effects of how some have dealt with me, that when I post a comment honestly on other friend's social media posts, I do my best to be really clean, open, honest, and respectful, and let them know, I hold a different opinion, and still love and respect you as the individual you are. Or that was well articulated, and I may look into some of that, and still I have my own differing opinion on the individual, movie, info, video, etc.

Last night I felt into how much we are called on to have mercy right now, on all of humanity, as we are shoved into these challenging global, local and national initiations. Friends reminded me of the states of fear, shock, panic, division, pain and sadness, rage and helplessness and hopelessness humans are circulating through right now. I added some. I am grateful that we are also feeling and sharing experiences and expressions of Grace, uplift, upshift, encouragement, empowerment, love, caring, unity, concern, trust, faith, prayer, good will, kind actions, courage, sharing, liberty, justice, clarity, and gratitude, right now too.

I see the Corona Virus challenge as a sacred sanctuary, time out - time in for many, as a reboot for Mama Gaia, and for us Humans, as a rite of passage, an initiation, a unify-er, and as holding space as a catalyst for the Great Shift, and the Great Awakening into the New Earth timeline, process, prophesy, and experience.

I am sad for all the devastation, pain, plague, sickness, death, and destruction, inherent in all this chaos, curently circling our world, as this virus. I do believe the virus is a co-creation of a man-made, predatory bio-warfare plan.

Stay tuned if you wish to, as I share more on future posts.

Still I recommend the work, guidance, music, art, and supportive YouTube and social media platforms and videos and guidance of the following Wayshowers:

David Wilcock

Divine Cosmos 

Nora Herold 

Lorie Ladd

Dolores Cannon 

Julia Cannon

QHHT Official

Beyond Quantum Healing

Allison Coe

Michael James Garber

Ron Amit

Paul Luftenegger

Jen Klarfeld

Jeff Roland

Laura Tarnoff

Sandra Ingerman

SARK

Matt Kahn

Era of Peace

Kevin Moore

Lauren Galey

Magenta Pixie

Laura Eisenhower

Jeva Uqualla

Dr Judy Mikovits

Lisa A Romano

Dr. Ramani

Dr. Les Carter

Dr. Gabor Mate

Nahko Bear

Rising Appalachia

Dr. Rashid Buttar

Mike Adams

Pamela Aaralyn

JP Sears

Our Everyday Lives

Vananda Shiva

Dr. Shiva Ayyadurai 

Thrive the Movie

Thrive the Movement

Plandemic the movie

and countless more, in no particular order at all!

I don't have all the answers! Still I relish so much we are learning, and how much we are growing, individually, and as one big human family on Earth, right now!

Peace Love and Authenticity, Blessed Beloved Ones!

Truly, 

Jen Klarfeld

Imagine: Co-creating Surrender Together at Home

Art by Jen Klarfeld

Hello Soul Kin:

Wishing you all blessings, encouragement, Grace, fortitude, faith and wholeness, through the Global Shift, we are traversing.

I have been enjoying Sacred Sanctuary at home. Have been loving the time out, time in, and the experience of being ejected out of my pre quarantine habitualization, and being injected back into my home, heart, soul, being, and purpose. I have been enjoying a breather from my Healing Practice, from competing for survival, and from attempting to play small enough to fit in a world, I never really fully succeeded in understanding, accommodating, or resonating with... or within. I am so grateful.

I have ingested a lot of the updates from my tribe, the Starseed & Galactic Volunteers. I have also enjoyed catching up within my own Source Expression and Connection, as well as within myself, my home, and some projects, that still have components to complete.

I have been lifted to beautiful heights, via positivity, and guided meditations. And I have followed the darkness down into the pits of human hell zones, going down the rabbit holes of some of my Starseed Brother's and Sister's info videos on YouTube. Some are saying that we are navigating these worlds on one world, where some 80% are buying into the mainstream, and some 20% are filtering multi-dimensional perceptions of what is now unfolding in our worlds.

Lorie Ladd & the Galactic Federation, and Magenta Pixie: Petra Pixie McGuire and her Team, the Nine, have guided me to use frequency, intuition, choice, Grace, and high levels of discernment, and boundary honoring, traversing the Grace and obstacles arising in this Shift, and Great Awakening of Humanity. Nora Herold and the Pleiadians, and John Burgos and Lauren Ellis Galey, and their Teams, and many more, have also shared Guides, and Guidance, reminding us to tune in, feel our feelings fully, and let our guides, knowing, and intuition lead us through this wild maze, this rollercoaster of eclectic realities, emotions, and changes, uplifting, and simultaneously crashing systems and beings on our world.

I have listened to Wayshowers, David and Elizabeth Wilcock, Q, and the heavy hitters, exposing so many dark scapegoats, devils, predators, the deep state, the Satanic Billionaires and so on, and their evil plots to destroy, bully, enslave, and feed off of humanity. This week alone, I have shared views with friends who believe that this, that, and the other politician, and political parties are evil, good, heroes, etc. Then factor in all of our personalities, and various levels of consciousness. Yikes.

It is interesting to play in the varied levels of frequency, fear, Grace, and information. I have learned more about these info wars, as the Galactic Volunteers and Wayshowers get triggered into fear, and war amongst ourselves, and within. I've learned to choose, when I can afford to go down the rabbit holes, and follow the info, and when I can intake Democracy Now, and when I can't.

I've learned about many levels of corruption in politics, in organizations, "leaders," and systems, many of which we are witnessing, as they crash to the ground, as the numbers shift daily, as to who holds what as authority and truth, and what as propaganda, disinformation, and power over scams against humanity.

I am seeing many people I love in grand new levels of crisis, and more still in harmony, Grace, unity and LOVE! And many many of us traversing and witnessing accelerated levels of all of this, simultaneously. I love the guidance from Lorie Ladd and the Galactic Federation of Light, that there is truth in everyone's experiences right now. My truth meter is intensifying, as we move through this shift, and I believe that the Earth has already shifted into its true new identity as The New Earth or its 5-D wholeness and Heaven is right here on Earth. Holding this as truth, is essential to me.

The individuals and religious systems that are promoting guilt, shame, blame, fear and dystopian fantasies, fall flat, and hold little to no truth, honoring, respect, authenticity, authority, nor resonance for me. I have learned that these are Narcissistic habitualizations, and manipulation tactics, as are control, fear mongering, drama spewing, etc. Still I am honoring validity of more possibilities, than I ever have before. Navigating through energy, frequency, intuition, guidance, and how my body and emotions feel, moment by moment, is a priceless gift right now, and moving forward.

Honoring that I can not control, or solve humanity's problems, is a great blast of truth and honesty, in my boundary patrol experiences, presently. And honoring that learning about the vast array of truths operational on Earth right now, is interesting, educational, part of my Starseed calling, and also something, to reign in, a bit, and monitor, my energy exchange on, going forward.

Since I am learning that this Ascension Process is not all unfolding all at once, in one way, I am discovering a bounty of Grace, in being on the front lines, allowing myself to discover, and ease into discovering what brings me joy, what frees my Soul, and my Soul gifts into my life, and thus into expression and sharing in this world. If the world is already free, and we are expressions of this world, and these dimensions, as well as all the worlds and dimensions we do and have shared in, then honoring our invitation from our Living Earth, Galaxy, Universe, Multiverse and Soul, is what's real and up on Planet Earth right now, as I see it.

Art by Jen Klarfeld

So the beautiful questions arise, as to what brings me joy, how are divinity, unity, love, joy, Grace, and freedom best expressed and lived through all that is unique within me, right now, and how and where do I begin? What do I choose, and what do I feel aligned and resonant in harmonizing with now? What is divine in me, and how does choosing to prioritize this help me amplify and see this divinity and Grace all around me, in Nature, Humanity, LIFE, and Creation?

There is a great deal of beauty and harmony pouring through us right now. And there are these massive crashes, eruptions, shifts, and destructions, of so much that is now expressing as whole, harmonious and divine, right here and now on Earth. Simultaneously some of life that we do hold near and dear and precious, is also getting rocked in the crashing systems, waves of change and wild intensifications, of so much of life on Earth, during these shifts as well.

Some say polarizations are dissolving. Simultaneously much of life on Earth is growing far more polarized than we've ever seen. Transparency is increasing, as our frequencies rise to meet that of our living, nurturing Earth. Still Nature and the Earth, and my energetic sphere are overflowing with a lot of Grace, beauty, simplicity, presence, and harmony. Simultaneously I still face human problems, mysteries, and challenges, as do many of our relations on Earth, at present.

So welcome to our New True Earth, Souls, and Heart centered lives, as we navigate these wild changes, splits, growing pains, emergencies, emergences, and Grace opportunities. I welcome us all home to our centers, where choice feels raw, real, and upgraded to new levels.

I came here to thrive victoriously. I feel welcomed in new levels of surrender. My mind does not know all the details of the where, what, how, why, and when of it. My Heart's course is set on freedom, unity, love, grace, community, creativity, choice, culture, wholeness, and soulful divine options for one and for all. Feeling into this brings me comfort. I transmit Grace, Love, encouragement, centering, and comfort out to you, as we navigate these waves of divinity filled change, and unprecedented opportunity, at the dimensional crossroads we are presently navigating. Choose your timeline wisely, as our Earth, Suns, Moon, Stars, and Soul have already co-created for you, for me, for us, in the right here, right now, and beyond. The Earth is already free. Are you resonant in aligning with her, with you, with us?

Where I am, the birds and ravens are singing, the sun is shining, the full moon is rising.

I've been playing small, smaller that I am. I am here to shine and grow into my full radiant, flowering, true and beautiful, whole Self. This helps me see you in your full divinity, your full harmony, to see the seamless dedicated network of loving unity that we express as and from!

"Imagine all the people living for today!"

Imagine full health, hope, and immunity taking roots and wings on this planet, in ways we know within, and dare to embody, express, celebrate and share.

What can you imagine, for you, for humanity, for our beloved, Earth, Skies and Life?! Rise up Beloved Ones. Bless this true way, as we turn the game around to love, balance unity, wholeness and freedom!

I adore and love us, as who we are, and who we are blooming into. Blessed and eager, witnessing and living our changes. Sacred Life, Sacred Love, Sacred changes, Initiates. I love and adore you very dearly!

Peace on this shared path and planet!

Emissaries of Light

Hello Beloved Soul Kin,

Well, we humans of the world, are traversing this Global Pandemic, bracing for new, unexpected changes in the decade of 2020. We've never seen anything like this, in our current generations. Simultaneously so many cultures and people are being deeply triggered, and wounds of families, cultures, nations, current lifetimes, and past/parallel lives are getting wildly triggered. Old systems are abruptly being exposed, shaken, and leveled, as we are living through the dismantling, and crashes to the old empires, patriarchy, predatory structures, hierarchies, power over systems, wars, and imbalances of a dying Earthly cycle.  

We are watching and living, straddling multiple worlds, bombarded by seeming threats to survival of self, loved ones, friends, family and friends of friends, associates, beloved singer songwriters, health, peace, safety, finances, control, planning, and choice, and the uprooting and crash of most of the most of the structures we depend on daily, to function as individuals, families, nations, cultures, and as a human collective. The news is filled with realities to horrify you, and all whomever watches and listens.

On the flip side, we are birthing a new frequency on Mama Gaia, as has been prophesied in indigenous cultures, world religions, by Seers and Prophets, and Starseed circles and channelings, across time and space, and beyond. New levels of cooperation, unity, compassion, love and care are rising, as many of us partake in the gifts of time within ourselves, in our homes, and with our friends and family, near and far.

Old systems I felt locked into, and choiceless within, all temporarily cracked open and kicked me to the curb of new freedoms, challenges and choices, now, and moving forward.

I've ridden the rollercoaster of shifting fears, and emotions, offenses, defenses, fight, fright or freeze, reactions, and new opportunities, to break out of old patterns of freezing up, hiding out, playing small, feeling powerless, helpless, hopeless, procrastinating, and disconnecting from my Self and my Soul gifts, throughout challenges of the recent five years, my whole life, and and through this global pandemic and all its changes. I've partaken in distractions, operating below basic survival, and other basic human downward spirals, playing hide and seek with the wholeness of my soul, while playing human being.

I've felt feelings of Grace, love, unification, healing, energies rising, compassion, deep connection, and emergence, within my being, in our community circles, our nations, in the human collective, and our larger world.

I've felt new levels of freedom and playfulness, empowerment and choice to change, and support from infinite, un-trackable Sources. I have sat, frozen disallowing so much of the playfulness I know I am truly here to unleash and live, as shackles of old traumas, PTSD, situational challenges, survival pressures, and pure fear, have stopped me in my tracks, to conform, when I actually came in wired to lead!

"What is real and true?" We are all likely asking this daily through this mass initiation! And being present in the moment, is mostly what's true, as all our bigs plans and intensions are resting on shifting sands, and seismic shifts, shut downs, and invitations to tune in.

I am especially grateful for so much freedom being ignited now, free time, free bills, for the interim of freedom from income. So many beloved teachers, mystics, and guides are offering of their soul gifts for free, ushering in classes, tele-conferences, free painting lessons, free movement classes, free concerts, free lessons, free miracles, free Starseed zoom offerings, free global meditations, free mask making tutorials, and free shamanic group healings, and even free tutorials of how to deal with difficult emotions, relationships, people, and more. It's infinite, how much music, mysticism, guidance and comfort, is bubbling up through compassionate kind, reverent human incarnates, and the Spirit Teams behind us all!  

Many of us are steeping in this gift of time for supreme self care, nature, home life, comfort, life choice, and self expression. We are feeling guidance from within, and fellow wisdom keepers are confessing to resting, meditating, and napping whenever we feel moved too!

I am realizing, amidst the information I am consciously choosing to engage in, that the human collective overall, has been living in very upside down ways, in disordered, diseased spells, as Nora Herold highlighted, last night, on the Beyond the Ordinary Show teleconference with John Bergos. I am looking deeply at how upside down and inside out, and displaced, and out of my own authority, I have been living.

I am grateful to friends and guides, including Laura Tarnoff, Nora Herold, John Bergos, Lorie Ladd, Petra: Magenta Pixie, David and Elizabeth Wilcock, SARK, Matt Kahn, Sandra Ingerman, my QHHT Family, my ThetaHealing Family, my Earthwalker Family, Gabor Mate,  Ron Amit, and Michael James Garber of Transformotion and New Earth Ascending, inspiring artists, mystics, family, friends, Soul Kin, and more.  I am grateful to friends working as nurses, doctors, dentists, grocery store clerks, delivery people, drugstore clerks, as well as comedians, musicians, painters, dancers, singer songwriters, poets, DJ's therapists, Starseed Guides, Creator, healers, mystics, shamans, Seers, and regular mom's and dad's and families, teens, elders, babies, and all. I'm grateful for truth tellers, known and new.

I am grateful for this timely, crazy, peaceful rollercoaster of a reboot. I'm grateful for extra time to tune in, and explore what brings me joy, who am I truly?, what do I wish to invest my soul energies in now, and emerging forward, and how best to proceed.

Last night I participated in an amazing experience, tuning into a brilliant, funny, on point, free, live video teleconference on John Bergos' Beyond the Ordinary, BTO Show, Featuring Nora Herold and the Pleiadians. There were 300 or so Starseed participants. It was revolutionary, precious, dear, spectacular, and amazing. Nora reassured us, in closing, that we don't need a formal Channeler to receive support, help and guidance form the Pleiadians, we are connected, directly, all the time.  Here are some highlights of the rich aftermath of my experience, as I posted on a Facebook event post of Nora Herold's.

Keep reading, to share my experience of mysterious benevolent lights in the sky, as I encountered them in the dark of this morning's pre-dawn starry sky!

Thank you John Burgos, Nora Herold & Team. I can’t wait to experience the replay.  Something shifted in me, listening & participating. I spearheaded a project of unboxing 12 + boxes of books in my healing space, as had been trapped in cardboard boxes  over 4 or so years, after some interior adobe work, that was never finished completely. I started late, so I pulled an all nighter, winding down about 4:44 am. I went outside to drag my recycling bin to the street.  

I live in a Santa Fe, NM suburb, and we have covenants that restrict our night lighting to better showcase the starry skies. I noticed feeling so blessed tuning in and marveling the starry beauty. As I looked up I saw this procession, 1 “star” followed by a 2nd, a third, a 4th. I stood in my driveway, counting 11 of these slow moving silent star looking UFOS, 🛸completely awe struck.

I dragged the recycle ♻️bin out to the street, and walked back, and watched more. I thought "they can’t be planes,  ️ as they're silent, and way too high up. I watched until the last one traveled from near the Big Dipper, in the Northwest diagonally across the sky, towards the moon  in the Southeast.  I lost count, yet it felt like I witnessed 20 - 25 of these slow, steady traveling lights.  I asked “who are you?”  And I heard "Emissaries of Light." I came in about 5:08, and was up in the awe of it for another hour, as sunrise began.  

So thank you P’s, human guide friends, and team. That was one of the most magical light experiences I’ve ever had!  Definitely thought of my Star Family, and the call, and am ever so grateful!!

Not only do we have access to these Emissaries of Light, we are them! What a beautiful offering to honor my own reconnection. What a precious gift. We are all emissaries.  We are all this Precious Gift! Blessings and mighty mighty love, Precious Hearts, Precious Souls, Precious Kin! I love you dearly! We're here, and we are blessed, no matter how the crazy circumstances keep rocking our boats! So deeply blessed! Love and wholeness, Precious Light Emissaries!

Response to Acts of Aggression by Mr. Donald Trump

Response to Acts of Aggression by Mr. Donald Trump

Dear Government Representatives Senator Martin Heinrich, Senator Tom Udall, and Representative Ben Ray Lujan,

Thank you for your ongoing service for the people, by the people, and of the people, of this grand nation of the United States of America.

I would like to express my feelings and thoughts, in response to the recent assassination of the top Iranian Military General, Qassem Soleimani, by the directive of the Figure Head in Chief, President Donald Trump.

I am greatly disturbed, and find the actions taken, and directives administered by the U.S. Military, inauthentic, unconscious, dangerous, and not at all wise, diplomatic, or respectable, on any level.  These actions to not represent me, nor do they represent any of the Americans I know.

There is an old paradigm, now dying  out on planet Earth, where kill or be killed tactics had a function.  I do not kill my fellow humans to deal with problems in my life.  I do not condone my country to do so either.  I do not feel there is any place in today’s world for such displays of imbalanced patriarchal rage, power over, and militaristic strategies and actions of violence as a first choice.  In fact I see diplomacy, in the lives of individuals, and in the action of nations, to be our best, and only healthy primary directive, and response.

Mister Trump’s action in this murder, sends out a dire message that comic book, cinematic, action hero, bully on the playground, video game antics, killing, war, aggressions, and acts that can trigger international retaliation, terrorism, murders, and potentially wars, are in any way healthy, wise, heroic, or proper protocol.  The era of imbalanced power over, wars, and unchecked power is over in the conscious levels of humanity.  I believe, and feel it is time for our mirroring government representatives to stand up, provide, co-create, nurture, and command safety, protection, wisdom, diplomacy, and the concepts at the core of most human spiritualities, religions, governments and laws, that of “do onto other’s as you would do unto yourself.”

These actions are an aberration to health, true wealth, safety, and sense, on every level possible, as they reflect inward to the youth, and constituents of this nation, and as they ripple out into the larger nations that make up humanity and Earth itself.  The human who is the president, now, is a sick, and dangerous man, and leader.  His jarring, dangerous, untempered actions, endanger Americans everywhere, and simultaneously endanger the individuals throughout the world, that we have been fighting to attain peace for and with.

Please do whatever is possible to close the gaps again, that allowed this breach of safety to occur, without the careful oversight of Congress.

I am truly appalled, sickened, saddened, and rendered temporarily hopeless and helpless, in shock, at the actions taken for personal gain, and out of personal imbalance, and mental illness, lack, and ego, of Mister Donald Trump.

May we as Americans, and Global Citizens rally together to repair such cracks in the foundation of our governance, and swiftly rekindle new levels of diplomacy, and consciousness necessary to maintain peace, respect, and safety in our actions, reactions, affairs, and dealings with humanity, all around the world.

The time is now, for a balance of harmony and strength, divine feminine, and divine masculine, resourceful power from within, and power in co-creation, and a respectful balance between spiritual awareness, and material action.

Thank you for reading my thoughts and feelings on this breach of safety and sanity for all.  The  American Military Industrial Complex, and material profits, for the sake of profits alone, is no longer a viable priority.

I condemn these actions, as dangerous, sick, unchecked, and potentially catastrophic, and threatening to initiate war, terrorism, and unending political fury, agitation, unrest, pain, danger, defense, offensive tactics, retaliation, and disease, on a quantum scale.  I do not support such actions on any level.

Thank you for allowing me to voice my views into these irrational actions.

Truly, 

Jennifer Klarfeld

P.O. Box 6961

Santa Fe, NM 87502-6961

Self Reflections by Jen Klarfeld from January 1st, 2018

"Thunderbird Woman" Painting by Jen Klarfeld

Publishing this beautiful, open, raw, self reflective Facebook post, I wrote two years ago, on January 1st, 2018.

Looking back on photos of celebrations of old, with friends. Whatever year this was, I did not yet consciously know, Lynda Star would become inspired to move to Truth or Consequences, and I would leap in to make my dreams real, in this magical downtown Santa Fe retail space.

I have been hiding in healing and self reflection, for over a year now, partially stunned by situational traumas around money, changes, time, & a surprise injury in late October, 2016. Apparently I’m not the only one who has surfed such human tests, in recent years! My healing practice: Trailblazing Transformation continues, while my progression into my new vision & opportunity progressed over 2017, behind the scenes. You could say it budded, yet did not fully flower yet.

Now 2018 beckons me to leap in, open fully, hop to it, bloom for my own joy & bloom with and for my growing wholesome team! And so I am eager to trade my old fear vouchers in, for full, true faith in action. Screw you stuck, scared, inner orphan saboteur! Or rather I love you, tender, weakened timid parts, of the fabulous wholeness of me!

My Dad Marshall Klarfeld just called, after seeing a movie with his beloved Wife Mary Martin Guittard Klarfeld. 

My California Cousin Susan sent me this super magical package of mostly small black and white old photos of me as a little newborn, newly adopted baby, my new truly magical own bedroom, with friendly painted orange fairytale characters on the fabulous wallpaper, a rocking chair, my little crib, and a big orange round rug. I love orange 🍊!

There was this less fancy looking lady in a few of the pictures, holding me like a pro. "Who was she?" I wondered. So I asked my Dad. He explained, she was the nurse, and that Mom was scared, she wouldn’t quite know what to do. “How long was she there?... A couple weeks?” My Dad said he didn’t remember exactly. He said, "Oh no, more like 6 months!”

I was excited seeing the pictures of me as brand new. I was really moved by the timing of receiving them, as I feel so baby like, birthing myself anew, yet again, at age 53, with my downtown studio.

I spend a lot of time imagining odd details about my journey, in the womb of a birth mother, whom I found as an adult, and bonded with on-line and through a few gift and card exchanges.

I have mental and heart felt feeling files of truths, guesses and data. Perhaps it’s part of my theme, where I joke, I make it all up as I go along. It’s a blessing I’ve had all along.

So now I marvel at this new data, that fear was an influential factor from a handful of key players, in shaping my outlook and my path.

I have this vision of me in my first two weeks of life, surrounded by nurses of various shapes, sizes, colors & ethnicities, while hospitalized, on the bridge between my womb time family of origins, and my lifetime family of nurturance. I was born both breech and with jaundice.

So now I feel both tender, surprised & curious feelings today about this new piece of the puzzle of me.

My Mom, Judy, my adoptive Mom, had no experience preparing and bonding with me. We were not in constant communications, loving and easing each other forward, sharing unity through one body.

My Mom had fears, while needing and receiving long term help in caring for me. She learned to bond and care for me, from a servant like stranger, who also had no previous bond with me, either.

I’m fascinated both contemplating and integrating this reality into my her-story.

Today I felt a lot of judgement towards my Mother, for recent infractions of her style of being and fearing into me and my current world & existence. How can I cater to her needs and fears, when she’s programmed me so deeply to mother her through hers? It feels like such a lose/lose proposition.

My Mom, Judy found solace in expressing emotions, other people formed and neatly wrote into musical plays. Her passions were ignited, and outlets opened, in her pretending to be someone else, in front of a room full of strangers.

I tested it out, and tried it, over years of Theater Camp. Pretending to be others can be fun. I quite like donning a British or East Indian accent for a sentence or two. And I love to get lost in an exquisite play, movie, book, comedy, poem, or song.

I am more at home surrendering to some gusher of Soul expression from within. I love the solitary escape into making worlds through art, lines, shapes, movement, and color.

My Birth Grandmother was afraid of and for me. She saw that I was “removed” immediately at birth, exiled, like a valuable small slave. My birth mother was obviously blessed, cursed, and terrified, having me to love and loose, having to hide me to survive. Having me inside her, while being shamed, blamed, and ultimately overthrown. All this shapes me. It’s not an excuse, it is an explanation of feelings that still live inside of me. This is the stuff Bruce Lipton calls "the biology of belief." No wonder my soul signed on to root out, allow, feel, nurture, and transform trauma. I was shaped by quite a lot of it, even in my safe, picture perfect worlds!

I was not drawn to the stage like my Adoptive Mother, seeking applause and external validation, while enlivening joy through song and pretending.

I love creativity, seeing, feeling and hearing people for who they are, creating and holding space for self expression, self valuing, soul exploration, trauma transformation, intimacy, trust, truth, authenticity, freedom, and limitlessness.

My Mom Judy loves the physical plane, the body, costumes and clothing, manicures, food, drink, song, big emotions, entertaining, dance, drama, applause, praise, being seen and valued, caring, exploring, winning, and her giant extended gypsy theater family of people playing vividly within stories, set finite stories. She loves learning, big city opulence, architecture, Broadway musicals, make-up, Ella Fitzgerald, Gene Kelley, the Steelers, the Cubs, stories, books, trees, flowers, nature, singing, and live theater! She loves human rights, news, television, her home, yard, garden, and parties, as hostess or guest. She quite likes limits, should's, and being the star, the life of the party, the expert, and the smart one. She expresses anger openly, and shared thoughts eagerly, often without filters. If her words don’t say it, her facial expressions will tell it all! She’s fiery, gets bored easily, suffers fools poorly, hold a grudge indefinitely, hates reading instructions, is low tech, and highly disciplined.

I love intimacy, depth, the soul, art, books, stories, songs, dancing, community, true self revelation, reflection, diverse cultures, creative expression, deep perception, writing, hiking, swimming, surrender, movies, plays, mysticism, spiritual community, transformation, humanity, the unique faces of humanity, being, the earth, harmony, grace, love, valuing, seeing, awe, depth, space for unity, ceremony, sharing, inclusivity, hippy culture & music, the divine feminine, the true age, holding space for genuine emotions & feelings, radical honesty, self disclosure, love, friends, family, connecting, communicating, exploring, adventures and learning. I love people’s life stories, games, play, food, celebrations, hot springs, ancient hiking trails, indigenous culture, intuition, New Mexico red earth roads, freedom, and a sky full of stars.

I love our starseed origins, dreaming, fluidity, befriending the world, soul connections, popcorn, omnivorous options, Thai Green Curry, and parties hosted outside my home! I love days at home in my Pajamas, caring, kindness, and dropping into deep connections with fellow Souls on the journey. I love channeled starseed messages, light language, labyrinths, meditations, and visionary life. I love art collaborations, friends, family, healing and children. I appreciate the simplicity of boys and men. Soul gifts and treasures & transformation awe me!

Fear scares me, and at the same time, I’ve learned the art form of allowing, nurturing, blessing, welcoming, and holding space for human emotions that are real!

I powerfully relate to being a Starseed, an early indigo, an artist, an empath, and a visionary, and a rare new balance of feminine & masculine complimentary energies.

I suppose my Mom and I still scare each other frequently with both our differences and our mirrors.

At 52, I am learning to accept and allow each of us, as we are.

Seeing the love and the fear that went into bringing me here, gives me new levels of understanding and compassion, for all involved. These reflections help me claim my full power to take action, own and claim my full vision, gifts, intentions, choices, desires and will.

I have froze, feared, closed down, floated above my body and my life, and hid more of my soul gifts, than fully revealed and formed.

Now I see with wider eyes, a larger horizon, as I step back in wonder, Grace, gratitude, appreciation and awe, allowing all of this, for the blessings they are.

It’s my turn to step up and mother my creations into proud full expression. If I need a nurse to help midwife me a bit, in the beginning, I now understand that asking for help is a very humble and human way to proceed.

Blessings in birthing your treasures, my Friends. May we keep inspiring each other, and as parts of a whole, standing up, asking for, and engaging as much help as we require!

And if you are someone who has been helping me sometimes, or all along, Hello I love you! I’m grateful! Earth Angels, Divine Angels, Creator/Source/Love, Blessed Self, Family, Friends, Guided, Esteemed Teachers, Associates, Circuiteers, Healers, Creatives, Co-Cretors, Beloveds, Dates, Sheros, Hero’s, Fans, Mystic’s, Trailblazers, Starseed, Light-Ship Mates, “Enemies,” mistakes, shames, embarrassments, lessons, failures, successes, destructions, losses, Creations, Loves and blames, Thank you, 🙏🏾 Thank you, Thank you! Together we’re clear, Golden, Goddess, God, Super-powered, playful, silly, Angel-guided, highly Victorious One/won! So keep playing like we are ETernal, free Divinity in Motion, valuable, welcome, like we belong, and are at home, here in Heaven on Earth Mama!

Let’s all be the mother (earth) we had, and the mothers we are!

Rich Resourceful Mama, Living expressions of/on our safe, secure, loving, caring, nurturing, free, whole, completely abundant, harmonious Mama Gaia!

We’re here to make you proud, this new season of life!

Aho!