tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-83722045122665566142024-03-14T08:36:21.333-07:00jenuineindigo1a blogspot for sharing insights of Jen Klarfeld, Raw Creation Artist and Trailblazing Transformation Hypnotharapy facilitator. I am a Santa Fe based artist, and a hypnotherapist integrating many cutting edge transformational tools, specializing in the activation and exploration of STARSEED KNOWING!jenuineindigo1http://www.blogger.com/profile/11056956205937857750noreply@blogger.comBlogger91125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8372204512266556614.post-47932930162904014662021-02-11T03:55:00.007-08:002021-02-11T04:04:42.166-08:00Jen Musings on Trailblazing our Current Initiatory Passage!<div dir="ltr"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;">You know where news comes from, truly? It comes from the same place truth arises from: within! </span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;">This blogpost ever so beautifully emerged, inspired from some of the turbulent, offense tactic spewing reactions, to my radically open, truthful posts on Facebook, this week.</span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;">If you don't resonate with it, don't bother reading it. If you share my wavelength, then my all means dive in.</span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;">Start here:</span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;">The way the current exploited "disease" is measured had been manipulated, and amplified during the Trump Administrations, while diminished, at the point of, and after the fake inauguration, and real president censorship, to make it appear worse under the Trump presidency, and lighter and more "solved," as Biden and Harris pretend to rule from a pitch dark every night, by 11:00 pm White House. Question everything! Look beyond the lead ceili<span style="background-color: white;">ngs of the controllers and censorship, (ie) mind control.</span></span><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif">Of course MSM (mainstream media) is not reporting on any of this,</span><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif"> still liberty is here, we just can't see i</span><span>t in its fullness, yet it will deliver all of us into Unity, as we guide the way! I hold deep faith, no longer shackled by Deep State Superstitions, propaganda, fear, shame and smear campaig</span><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif">ns!</span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">If you still believe there are no connections between AIDS, SARS, Ebola, MERS, "COVID19," Ebola, Fauci, Gates, planned biowarfare and eugenics, modern day big tech oligarchs, MSM Reporters, and our so called "Liberal Democratic" American Leaders, still trusted by half or more of my family members, associates, friends and loved ones, <span style="white-space: pre-wrap;">th</span><span style="white-space: pre-wrap;">en you may have your perceptions shackled by the old paradigm predators, controllers, warlords, hypnotizing the Human Family into a complex web of strategized war, bioterrorism, and control mechanisms, also known as modern slavery. </span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial;">If you still trust Gates, Fauci, WHO, the CDC, Pelosi, and the Democratic Mayors shackling our minds and actions, businesses, and so on, I'd say you have some uncensored research still to do. Look at the most Malignant Narcissists you've ever been blessed to learn from, and compare the offensive tactics, abuses, and control mechanisms locking up a majority of Humanity in 2020 & 2021, regulating all nations of our world, in ways that people raised in Communist regimes can educate us on. </span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial;">Ask some Native American Friends, if they trust the government, and think the system of "reservations" and government cheese rations, is something we might all wish to aspire to, let alone blankets ridden with smallpox. Ask anyone of Jewish heritage if they trust big government and a nation of people policing one another from within strange fear overlays, shaming their perceived "opponents" for non compliance. I do not support, nor fall for dangerous un-American Government overreach, nor abusive usurpations of our liberties. Ask anyone aware, about all of the exploitation, and abuses of the Black American population, in clandestine Medical experiments on them, and preposterous superstitions, and practices based on the false notion that black people do not feel pain, as intensely as white people. No, we still have much discernment and research to apply!</span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial;">Source, truth, activism, action, sovereignty, the United States Constitution, our military, justice, Patriots, President Trump, and the US Supreme Court are not going away anytime soon, not completely, and certainly not for good. Nor would it really be good for Americans and Humans if we did! </span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial;">In fact the world is watching, and News Reporters worldwide, are exposing the truth The Vaxxx's are neither safe, proven, fully tested, nor for the good of any one but greedy predators, from a crashing era! In fact the massive worldwide vaxxx campaign is not even about vaxxxes because they are not A) real vaxxxes, and B) not guaranteed safe, and C) we are now told that experts do not guarantee these vaxxxes will definitely even protect from the vi-ruse, as well as D) many predict that they will get the public hooked as a drug dealer prioritizes in their ghetto, and once you are in their grip, they will roll out and require many more, and E) The darker plan is to create a dependency on the state and government, thus replacing healthy autonomy, freedoms, free business, deregulated life, with forced totalitarian regime restrictions, of the nature that have been implemented and tested out on Humanity and Americans over almost a whole year now, normalizing the disordered and abnormal daily. </span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial;">The diabolical eugenics, genocidal, and marketing scheme is more about dangerous new control, through TransHumanism, via RNA altering spyware. I know it really sounds like insane conspiracy, when communist style censorship is filtering and weaponizing most of the American and worldwide news, medicine, information, human freedoms, health, government, banking, and related systems! </span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial;">Meet Joshua Philipp, Producer of the first hour long documentary film on the CCP Virus, "Tracking Down the Origins of the Wuhan Corona Virus," on YouTube, Reporter for the Epoch Times, and Host of a truly high integrity "Crossroads with Joshua Philipp" on Rumble and YouTube. I adore and respect this man, his reporting, his documentary film, his integrity, commitment, and Courageous Soul! For truth, he is at the top of my Luminaries list!</span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: arial; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" class="BLOG_video_class" height="266" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/3bXWGxhd7ic" width="320" youtube-src-id="3bXWGxhd7ic"></iframe></div><br /></span></span></span></div><blockquote style="border: none; margin: 0px 0px 0px 40px; padding: 0px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial;">Joshua Philipp of Crossroads, on Rumble and YouTube & <a href="http://www.TheEpochTimes.com">www.TheEpochTimes.com</a></span></span></span></span></div></blockquote><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial;">Google, Facebook, YouTube, Twitter, and Instagram, are not prioritizing you or truth, overall, only their own profit! </span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial;">(Henry) Hank Aaron became the poster child for the biowarfare vaxxx propaganda campaign, targeting black people and people of color, and he dropped dead, 18 days later, at 86. Are you paying attention? </span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial;">I attempted a post about it, in warning, on our local Facebook, Santa Fe NAACP wall. Lest we say, my stance and views were met with racist, partisan, projection, judgement, bullying, archaic abuse, ignorance, fear, bullshit, closed mindedness, victim mentality, and cancel culture, by 2, and ignored by more, as well as offensive divide, war, shame, categorization, and control tactics. Why? In large part because many Americans an Humans are racing to the cliff's edge like instinct driven lemmings.</span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCd99vMOLHT1UjZLWDAeAXzdTXG6h8pYmUbQv1HXLhefBB9-yEJffa6gmHZpq8XmuKF_GM4wT1SLziSeUh3YTeVyUE-RHZCQPfGwYFYiIbL6H5Ln2gus0F8hD5S9KkWx-2MfOEBxpuTiY/s1600/lemmings_1.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="965" data-original-width="1600" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCd99vMOLHT1UjZLWDAeAXzdTXG6h8pYmUbQv1HXLhefBB9-yEJffa6gmHZpq8XmuKF_GM4wT1SLziSeUh3YTeVyUE-RHZCQPfGwYFYiIbL6H5Ln2gus0F8hD5S9KkWx-2MfOEBxpuTiY/s320/lemmings_1.jpg" width="320" /></a></div></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: arial; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" class="BLOG_video_class" height="266" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/2fHYNMvcAhc" width="320" youtube-src-id="2fHYNMvcAhc"></iframe></div><br /><span>Oh, wait, I stand corrected. Turns out the long history of lies we all learned about suicidal lemmings source back from a disinformation campaign created by a Disney Film. Good to finally learn the truth, at 55, that whole species of animals, are not actually mass suicidal oriented, nor in need of big pharma solutions... ever!</span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial;">I guess millennia of history, and and American slavery has created a trauma response of just going with the program... in many of us, as I have past life recall of stolen from Africa enslavement, and ancient Assyrian enslavement too. Trauma runs in all of the Earthly cultures and bloodlines, especially since the colonizers appeared on the scene. As one from a tribal nation, if not many, I see tribalism, enslaved habituation, thinking, action and inaction in me, and my lineages. I mean why did the Jews simply follow, in WWII? Why didn't most of them figure out the plot, and flee? Easy to ask now, I suppose.</span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #990000; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">I am not falling pray to the disordered criminal lies and con artists. I hope you the naysayers take to heart, who I am and what I say, because your trusted buddies Anderson Cooper, Rachel Maddow, Diane Sawyer, Wolf Blitzer, George Stephanopoulos, CNN, CNN's Chris Cuomo, Bloomberg "News," ABC, cBS, Huffington Post, New York Times, The Hill, Washington Post, MSNBC, Whoopi and the Gals on the View, do not, and I repeat: do not have truth, freedom, nor your interests at heart! At least not from most everything I have seen.</span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg28fgFapbsugNg1P65xyWSUXfiwGOXtc5lSuf6yEy7MOJR6XgupvMPybI9_sn3_tKi03kflt8PijsRsMp5J1GFBeFI8LdAhBTATclLc3jCQp5xS_UE6ByyjCnuHts8OCr5H3umUZwI_YM/s500/time-alone-oh-time-will-tell-think-you-are-57875058.png" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="487" data-original-width="500" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg28fgFapbsugNg1P65xyWSUXfiwGOXtc5lSuf6yEy7MOJR6XgupvMPybI9_sn3_tKi03kflt8PijsRsMp5J1GFBeFI8LdAhBTATclLc3jCQp5xS_UE6ByyjCnuHts8OCr5H3umUZwI_YM/s320/time-alone-oh-time-will-tell-think-you-are-57875058.png" width="320" /></a></div><br /></span></div><blockquote style="border: none; margin: 0px 0px 0px 40px; padding: 0px;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">"Time will tell, you think you're in heaven, but ya living in Hell..." - Bob Marley</span></span></div></blockquote><div dir="ltr"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" class="BLOG_video_class" height="266" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/Zn8BjPG2ylc" width="320" youtube-src-id="Zn8BjPG2ylc"></iframe></div><br /></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;">I am not invested in the info wars, from merely my conscious (5 to 7% day to day, ordinary) mind, nor 5 human senses alone. I am researching and engaging intense research, multidimensional and divine awareness, Luminaries and Healers with much insider intel, personal intuition, and colleagues who access the divine levels of who we are, as I do, in my Transformational Practice, and almost everyone I trust is seeing, give or take a little, the same truth I am uncovering. OK, give or take a lot! </span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;">No, I am a multidimensional, Sprit based, indigo, aware Galactic Soul, volunteering on divine assignment, as are many. So if you </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;">primarily identify as a trauma based victim, a singular race, or limited color, a nationality, or a 5 sense based human being only, then get out of the way, because my perception hold a lot of multidimensional and starseed originality, stability, resilience, candor, brilliance, thunderbird medicine, heyoka medicine, holistic healer and galactic medicine, power, guidance, Spirit and unification, and Indigo systems busting frequencies. </span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;">Call me a unicorn skipping across the clouds. It's OK. I won't take it personally. Or I might, and cast you out of my circles. But if you can love yourself enough to respect, honor and love me whole heartedly, then we can share, as a beautiful frequency match. If not, see ya on the flip side. If so see you on the flip side much sooner! </span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;">It's a joy for me to say, if you think I'm appropriating yours or others' cultures, think again, because you don't even have that level of jurisdiction over me. In fact, I'd likely prescribe a Past Life regression, ceremony, shamanic journeying, spirit guidance, psychedelics, tea, and or soul emergence. Or let's just honor that my wavelength may be foreign to you, at this time. </span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;">This is the time of the Great Shift, and if you can't see this yet, I can still honor you. Yet I can't come and join in, and limit myself to old paradigm fears, constraints, and constrictions. My soul expansive wavelength is here for bridging in the True New Earth. I do not say this out of any superiority, more from hard won Earthly alignment. Your understanding me is of no necessity to me. </span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">So buyer beware, and stay tuned, because all is not what it seems, and your hate will have a better target, or set of targets, than the current social pressures have consistently, strategically scapegoated, and cancel cultured over the one man the Majority of America rightly voted for, before the national and foreign treason and fraudulent election, scamdemic, scam bioterrorism vaxxx campaign, war, & fraudulent government take-over began. </span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">But how many Americans and worldwide citizens can access truth, during a Communist Global, censored takeover, a covert, cult based, totalitarian war against America, Americans, Freedom, our freedoms, worldwide liberty and justice, and our whole family of Humankind, while censorship, psy ops, Malignant Narcisism, and offensive abuse tactics, war crimes, attack strategy, and destructive control and propaganda continue to increasingly infiltrate, block, barricade and mar our shackled, looted plundered, enslaved, overthrown minds, lives, nation, health, government, energy, systems, communities, home, work, income, originality, liberties, choices, health, and free and divine will, let alone our bodies, families, businesses, choices, and plans.</span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;">And before we extinguish the topic like the propagandists and puppet masters seem to be paid and paying off easily corruptible humans to ever so readily do, let us take one more deep dive beyond petty mass social media censorship, shall we?</span></div><div dir="ltr"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">Here is a link to Mike Lindell's new 2 hour documentary: "ABSOLUTE TRUTH: Exposing Election Fraud, and the Theft of America of America by Enemies Foreign and Domestic." It's a powerhouse, and I want to watch it again, and again, because my passion for truth these days is unparalleled!</span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><a href="https://michaeljlindell.com">https://michaeljlindell.com</a></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">I was exposed to David Wilcock, through starseed family and community over 11 or so years. My Starseed Father was on panels at Contact in the Desert with David Wilcock, George Noory, Erich Von Dänikin, "Ancient Aliens Guy:" Giorgio Tsoukalous, and more.</span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">Below is a photo montage featuring my Dad and family, and on the bottom row, David Wilcock & my Father Marshall Klarfled, Filippo Voltaggio & my Dad, and Jimmy Church. My Dad really loved and adored meeting, bonding and presenting with these Galactic Compatriots & Evolutionary Revolutionary Soul Kin!</span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;">The YouTube Video Link is: David Wilcock and Dannion Brinkley: Hidden History of Elections. This amazing presentation, filmed 2 weeks after the most controversial election in US History, exposed often censored and overlooked, cancel cultured information, insider intel, and previously hidden truth about the 2020 American Election fraud, as well as the corrupt nature of the voting machines, and insights into a long dirty history of voting fraud in America. It's a mind blowing, real world exposé, Exposing information that the Criminals, Predators, Fraudsters would prefer to withhold from us, indefinitely! David had been warning us for 10 or more years to prep, and have food, and water on hand for a time where we would be stuck at home. </span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;">He has recorded 21, 2 to 5 hour live presentations, in collaboration with his wife Elizabeth, and their beloved friend Dannion Brinkley, exposing controversial insider's information, intel, and research, as well as intuitive and divine guidance, as it related to the take down of the corrupt, Deep State Global Elite, their crimes, corruption, and the role of the worldwide Alliance, The Patriots Movement, The role of Donald Trump in protecting America, Americans, Truth, Democracy, and our human freedoms in America, and our shared world, during this time of war, tyranny, disinformation, censorship, global infiltration, false flag operations, strategic divide, eugenics campaigns, propaganda, attempts to overthrow our President, Donald J Trump, and ultimately the take down of an empire of mass predatory criminal control of America and our world, all during this 2020, 2021 initiatory passage. David presents on the Great Awakening, and leads mass, worldwide meditations to help raise the love vibrations on Planet Earth, as some 18,000 or so of us gather and tune in simultaneously. David and Dannion are both world renown Authors and leaders in the field of empowering and inspirational, live conference presentations, and interviews, over many years and decades. They have written some of the most truly revolutionary books of our time.</span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjmTG2opCpr4zYL75BE_lFU-wIHdfWYF8Tpij8gswL0QW53dzCYLD6ki5jMxJXrzTQlrEnME1MU8SXIpoAvZRiPSJi6lz2554XDF59c02X-ovfJH-bSB1GeVuvgxl9xdz-cOjZRJHsIH4Q/s960/52161586_10157228545054078_8503505826936258560_n.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="960" data-original-width="960" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjmTG2opCpr4zYL75BE_lFU-wIHdfWYF8Tpij8gswL0QW53dzCYLD6ki5jMxJXrzTQlrEnME1MU8SXIpoAvZRiPSJi6lz2554XDF59c02X-ovfJH-bSB1GeVuvgxl9xdz-cOjZRJHsIH4Q/s320/52161586_10157228545054078_8503505826936258560_n.jpg" /></a></div><span><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" class="BLOG_video_class" height="266" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/DUn7LRxT7bk" width="320" youtube-src-id="DUn7LRxT7bk"></iframe></div><br /></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span>The truth will pour out to the whole world. It already is. It will shock and startle all, especially those who are not researching beyond the main propaganda stream! Here </span><span>we are at the bridge between the New true Earth and the True Age, and the fall of the old Cabal. Speaking openly about all of this, when and as we sense we safely can, is our salvation. And yes we have Mother Father Goddess God, and the US Constitution on our side. </span></span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;">The world is not speaking German now, and we will not all end up Speaking Chinese this round either. But the American, Corporate, and Wall Street ties to the Nazi regime are seen and known by many of us now, thanks to David Wilcock and many insiders, revealing previously long suppressed truths. The lies spun against </span><span class="gmail-_247o" style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;">President Donald J. Trump, the Alliance,</span><span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"> and his Patriots, lull many people into a secure sense of falsehoods, to believe millions of us Peace Loving war ending, power to the people that's right Activists are in any way dangerous. It's a joke. Monied factions can infiltrate any system, to make peaceful Liberty based people appear as anything but. This is called propaganda. </span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;">I hated Trump with the best of them, until Mach 2020 rolled around. Hydroxychloroquine, </span><span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;">and simple basic anti malarial and anti parasite medicines and other therapeutics could have saved countless lives. Yet the whole scamdemic was weaponized. So I am comfortable and proud of my research,stance, and allegiance, and I make my reputation for myself. Being honest has cleaned dear, and old friends, relatives, and associates out of my life, whom I still deeply love and look on, in admiration. I believe they are the ones still processing ancient traumas. I get it. Maybe I am too. Such is human life. I feel sad for friends bullying me, calling me crazy, calling me names, dumping verbal abuse and offensive tactics of shaming, blaming, slandering, ostracizing, humiliating, guilt tripping, and rejecting, all because of their insecurity, and fear of our diversity originality and freedom of thought and perspective. </span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">I thought Liberal Democrats used to stand for diversity in skin color, and sexual orientation, and that's important. Yet without freedoms written into our constitution, of thought, expression, rights to congregate, to sing, gather, pray together, to conduct business freely, our Democracy is an absolute sham, as are those around our world! </span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span>If you can't see the weaponization of all these corrupt, old paradigm systems, then I feel for you. </span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span>Most of my life, I could not see them either. I was as brainwashed and propagandized as the next guy. I respect diversity of everything: thought, culture, will, identification. Our lives can remain free, when we stand up, protect, and free our minds, beings, health, lives, souls, families, and friends, nation, and world. Yet for that we need to grow up at new levels, and research the corruption in all the major systems in America and our world, so that we can protect these for all Americans and all world citizens! </span></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: arial;">As a Hypnotherapist, I am not primarily interested in entrancing myself and others. </span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; white-space: pre-wrap;">I am really patiently facilitating a process of trance, and Shamanic tools to help ease individuals out of the trauma trances we are unconsciously running, that tell us lies, lies to our vision, like much of corrupted TV, Hollywood movies, sports, and politics. Lies like "I'm not enough, I'm not good enough, I'm not, I'm a burden, I'm alone, I'm perishable, I'm lonely, I'm unsafe, I'm endangered, I'm not valuable, I'm not special, I'm insignificant, I'm nothing, I don't know, it's not safe to know, it's not safe to love, it's not safe to be magnificent! I'm unworthy, I'm unlovable, I'm broken, I'm dangerous, I'm a threat, I'm the outsider, I'm a shame, I'm guilty, I'm not divine, I'm less than, I'm separate, I'm unlikable, I'm anything less than Goddess God, I'm not beautiful, I can't create, I am too poor, I am crazy, I don't deserve love, I don't deserve success, I don't deserve freedom, they're going to laugh at me, they're going to cast me out, I have no voice, I have no purpose, I have no meaning, I have no worth, etc." That's all part and parcel of subconscious trauma trances. That is what I am on a long count path of transforming in my self, in my Explorers, in my transformational practice, my community, relationships and our world. </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; white-space: pre-wrap;">I feel I am doing an amazing job of this, thanks to many outstanding and inspiring teachers. </span></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;">I've had to fight more days than not, for this hard won security, service path, purpose, and life. What are you willing to fight for? </span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;">I'm willing to fight for America, Americans, our Human Family, Transformation, Human evolution, soul expansion, originality, creativity, collaboration, liberty, unity, joy, love, and for Human and American Freedoms for all, beyond strategized propagandized race, sex, class, and polarity wars. That's me. I was adopted (stolen) from a Jewish 16 year old new mother, love child that I was, into an outwardly stable Jewish family, in a very precarious marriage. They are the main family I know, and consider a Soul Family Group. </span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;">Only in my 50's did I learn of my Scottish, British, and Irish bloodlines on my paternal line, that stretch back 13 generations to Inverness Scotland, and all the way back to the Willison lineage that fought beside George Washington in the American Revolutionary War. I am a Daughter of the Revolution. This runs through my DNA! </span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;">At ages 54 and 55, for the first time, I am proud of this, and my Country, and aware of how the world is watching, and praying everyday for our freedoms, so as to help set a precedent for theirs, worldwide. Global elitists can keep living on a globe, for all I care. Many will face criminal charges for treason and criminal and predatory actions soon. I couldn't be more grateful. In fact the True Earth energies are shifting and rising, and criminal activity, acts, and tyrannies, the enslavement, hunting, killing, and war against humanity is crashing down before our eyes right now, well some of our eyes now, and many more later. </span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;">The shadow leaders, and false prophets are on a loosing downward spiral. A zig zagging line of crashing dominoes. The hunters are becoming hunted! We are helping realize this, and clear the path for human dignity, liberty, justice, health, joy, freedom, equity, holistic solutions, soul, food justice, housing equity, diversity, unity, celebrating our differences, loving ourselves enough to keep loving our glorious reflections. That is the world I am here to lead and co-create with whichever friends are brave enough to see, think, intuit, and research, out beyond the shallow shackles of this young, patriarchal, material focused, Atlantean influenced, promising nation.</span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;">Ancient Lemuria is rising, ancient Atlantis is Rising, the divine Goddess and Gods and Light Masters are incarnating in human expression. Divinity is incarnating in Human Expression. It's a very exciting time to be living, leading, creating, and co-creating. </span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;">Time to rip the muzzles off, and dive back into leading life, instead of being corralled and immunized like sick, deadened GMO cattle! We can do better, much much better! We can rise above that shit. </span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;">I have said it before, and I'll say it again. I'm a Galactic Volunteer, an Indigo Wayshower, and a Multidimensional all lives long! So I don't take shit from people who think they are their color, or they are their political affiliation, or they are a hater. That's not how I experience it, or not how I choose to limit my experience. No we are Free Spirits, commanding full rights to liberty, free speech, safety, home, work, income, protection, balance, human dignity, care, caring, respect, honor, truth, transparency, full expression, soul expansion, true unity, and the New Age of Aquarius. </span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;">We are Divinity Incarnate, we are on purpose, we are Holy Goddess-ifestors, we are Star Children, Mystics, Healers, Holy Ones, Emancipators, and Trailblazers. We are originals! </span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;">We live in a free will Universe. We are all highly advanced to have even landed a role on this blessed, complex planet of LOVE! I have so much to share with you, as I am completely and wholeheartedly passionate about. And I am a 55 year young crone, with a few new white hairs growing out of my head daily. So take your disrespect, and get some therapy to uplift yourself out of the brainwashing and divide and conquer, war tactics being thrust upon all of us. </span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;">No biowarfare poison cocktail fear, shame, and guilt campaign, rape by a Vaccination for me. In fact 2020, and the comprehensive freedoms that grew out of it, and 2021, are opening my eyes to trust the balance, that Mother Gaia Nature provides all we need to remain whole and healthy: body, mind, soul, and spirit. </span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;">I am not buying what the scared shitless, brain dead, criminal predator, fake rulers are pushing. So I support and encourage trust, authenticity, joy, unity, humor, health, independent and shared transparent research, liberty, freedom, truth, justice, comedians, musicians, art, artists, originality free will, and our full whole hearted divinity. I support Quantum Leaping, unity, friendship, boosting our immunity through faith, community, health, Spirit, Soul, holistic and spiritual practices, gathering, ceremony, divination, human divinity, studying, learning, fitness, nature, whole foods, cleansing fasts, and love and intimacy, revelation, and purposeful creative living. I support me, to support you, to support our community, our unity, our state, nation and world.</span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;">The healing path starts in the heart of each and every one of us. It is in brining these together that we truly flourish. Do this, and those old paradigm cowards don't stand a chance! Do this and we all Quantum Leap to the heart beat of a whole True New Earth! I welcome you to our co-creative dance, and leadership play!</span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></div><div dir="ltr"><span style="background-color: white; color: #990000; font-family: arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;">Time to let all the hard work go, and find out what and where you find, encourage and share great joy and ease, in surrender to your great innate, and this which we share in and with our precious world. Are you game?</span></div>jenuineindigo1http://www.blogger.com/profile/11056956205937857750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8372204512266556614.post-24310868083824299202021-02-10T14:12:00.000-08:002021-02-10T14:14:53.357-08:00Is President Donald Trump a Devil, a Nazi, a Scapegoat, or is he Actually Playing a Larger Role in Service to Humanity and Human Liberty Worldwide?<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span data-slate-node="text" style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-family: arial;">This blog post is inspired by a well meaning Fellow Creative, Author, and Film Maker, whom I met at the opening of his film "Three Magic Words: The Movie," as features my beloved teacher Dolores Cannon. I hold a lot of respect for Michael Perlin, and I spent most of my adult life, seeing through </span></span><span data-slate-node="text" style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-family: arial;">a pretty similar lens, on many levels, </span></span><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;">while identifying </span><span data-slate-node="text" style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-family: arial;">as a Liberal Democrat, a visionary, and a proponent of of peace, unity and transformation, as consistently as possible in human form. I strongly disagree with much of what Michael Perlin says in this blog post he shared with me, which he himself wrote, as my Facebook friend. I actually skimmed it, and censored it quite quickly off of my Facebook post, upon which I was promoting Michael J. Lindell </span></span><span face="Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #674ea7;">the pillow entrepreneur, and his documentary "Absolute Proof" on the election fraud, the same election fraud that is being censored as all Hell, by people and companies who have thier own self interests prioritized, and yours not so much! Super interesting. This video: "Absolute Truth" is available to watch for free in Rumble and at Michael J. Lindell's website: </span><span face="Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" style="color: #674ea7;"><a href="https://michaeljlindell.com" target="_blank">https://michaeljlindell.com</a></span></span></p><p><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">Hi Michael Perlin. I met you at a film and media festival, here in my home state of New Mexico years ago, I believe, as I am a Hypnotherapist of nearly 30 years, and a Facilitator of our Beloved Dolores Cannon's QHHT Process. I remember dearly adoring you, and you taking time out to speak to me. I was very grateful, and recall sharing a deep rapport with you. In fact we've shared Facebook friendship for years.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;">Today, as most days I posted openly, while carefully on Facebook, on my personal wall, about a documentary by another Michael, Michael J Lindell, a pillow Entrepreneur, who like you, created a documentary film, only his is called "Absolute Proof" exposing not only the US election fraud, as David Wilcock has done such an ingenious job of exposing even more deeply, with amazing insider info, in one of his 20 something videos, remarkably still viewable on YouTube, across 2020 and 202, on Divine Cosmos on YouTube. David Wilcock and David Brinkley: Hidden History of Elections on YouTube: </span></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" class="BLOG_video_class" height="266" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/DUn7LRxT7bk" width="320" youtube-src-id="DUn7LRxT7bk"></iframe></span></span></div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;"><br /></span></span><p></p><p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;">You visited my post and were the 3rd or 4th to challenge my views, apparently because they are diverse from yours, and you did so in a relatively polite manner, as you shared a post of this link: </span><a href="https://medium.com/@starseedfilms/the-final-battle-between-good-and-evil-5be6409be000" style="font-family: arial;">https://medium.com/@starseedfilms/the-final-battle-between-good-and-evil-5be6409be000</a></span></p><p><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">I was unclear as to who you are, in the moment, and thus thought I was getting harangued by someone I attended high school with again, which does happen. I had left a couple of comments up on my wall post, that were both abusive and disrespectful of President Donald J Trump. Yours made 3, in my view. I was busy at the moment, visited your website, and skimmed a bit of your article, fishing for the bias, already present to me, in your potentially anti Trump opposition, or query... to the point of possible scapegoating, as is so popular with the detractors of President Donald J Trump, his administration, Patriots, Walk Aways from the Liberal Democrat Party, and Independent Voters, as I have since Spring 2020 become. I admit I skipped down to your views on Q, a few on Trump, and immediately erased all three, comments that felt offensive or hate filled to me, including yours and your article link. </span></p><p><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size: medium;">I do wish to let you know I took time out of my life, and read what you wrote, just now, as you are someone I respect, and I truly adore and own a copy of your Movie "3 Magic Words," which you may have autographed. Not sure after all the years. I also wish to admit that I was a life long Liberal Democrat, who was really aligned with hating all you cite here, as this was my own thinking and rhetoric, overall, over the recent years. I too, have spent years arguing the same points for a world where we live as one, and relate as an adopted daughter, born to a Mother of the generation you speak of, who was 16 and pregnant in 1965. I also had 3 Jewish parents, by nature and nurture, and was adopted through a Jewish Adoption Agency. </span></span></p><p><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size: medium;">I do not want to change your mind, as I deeply respect diversity in perceptions and perspectives, when friends and associates share with me, beyond the divide and hate so popular these days. I appreciate the time and effort you poured into these thoughts and this blog post. I wholeheartedly agree with the neutral parts, of being here to create and co-create unity, a unified Nation, and a unified World. In fact, I believe I am one of the Galactic Volunteers, Dolores so eloquently discovered, wrote 19 books, and delivered countless lectures and interviews on. My Father authored 4 books on our stellar origins, before graduating Earth, and returning to the Stars and the Light. </span></span></p><p><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size: medium;">I just wish to say, I see it in another way. I walked away from the, to me, corrupted, infiltrated Democrat Party, in Spring, or so, 2020. I had learned of information through luminaries I have followed, and trusted, as I do Dolores Cannon, over some dozen or so years, including David Wilcock, who is believed to have been Edgar Casey, the extremely famous mystic, who cured thousands by way of entering a trance channel like state, as he was also known as "the Sleeping Prophet." David has been warning us for 10 years, to have food and water prepped and ready for a "lockdown event," as informed by insider intel. He did not know exactly what the event would be. He has studied the Nazi influence and their deep ties to America, Wall Street, and beloved American companies, originally in a college course. He has successfully exposed the Deep State collusion in the manmade scamdemic, the election fraud, the 4 years of slanderous, relentless hate smear campaigns against the man and the President Donald Trump, the big tech oligarchs' censorship, overreach, and their illegal editing role on multiple social media and big tech platforms. </span></span></p><p><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size: medium;">I simply disagree with almost all you allegations here, which read as false to me, as being true, yet projected on the wrong side. I get it. I accepted these beliefs, too, for my whole adult life, prior to mid March, 2020. Now I see 99% of the MSM mainstream media, as propaganda. I see the censorship clamping down, using offensive abuse tactics commonly used by Malignant Narcissists to control, shame, blame, attack, and render inferior their prey. I know. I was raised by a Narcissistic Mother, and have poured years into the study of Narcissistic abuse and recovery from such influences. For the record, I did come back, and read your whole article. Overall I do not concur. Yet I did, throughout most of my life. </span></span></p><p><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size: medium;">I myself see the tyranny of so many controlling predatory factions and criminals, as I see infiltrating our human freedoms, world wide. I see the abuses of power, control, wealth, and abuses of power and freedoms, rampant in the oligarchs on the Liberal Democrat side, and worse, the forces funding them, and their criminal behaviors, including George Soros. </span></span></p><p><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Frankly I have paid dearly, as many friends, and even some family, both close, dear, and lifelong, have judged, shamed and blamed me, judged, shamed and blamed Donald Trump, Q, our Military, and more for crimes that I now see clearly are being rendered by the exact people creating war, disease, usurpation of human freedoms, fear, and hate and scapegoating campaigns, eugenics, control, genocide, the Transhumanism movement, and more. I would simply ask you, if you honor your body and those of your immediate family by prioritizing organic and whole foods, over genetically modified foods, then I am curious if you support, encourage and plan to line up, voluntarily for a RNA altering genetic experiment, that will have IA components to it, as plans to render you and your body a patented owned slave of sorts, and if you see connections to the Nazi's in this, or if you trust what your media, Fauci, Gates, social media oligarchs, Pelosi, the WHO, and Hillary Clinton, and Biden and Harris are actually colluding in against you? Have you ever heard this expression, "Black Lives Madder," as I have from an African American Santa Fe Artist Patriot Friend? Why did Henry (Hank) Aaron die 18 days after taking a jab on TV, to help propagandize the promise of Vaxxx safety to the African American community? What will you tell friends and family, when the reports of Bell's Palsy, Morgellon's disease, complications and death occur with increasing frequency to People of Color, Indigenous People, Native American People, and Black Americans, and Chinese Men, Elders, Americans, and Humans, worldwide, as potential effects of the experimental, highly controversial COVID19 Vaccination? </span></span></p><p><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size: medium;">And what if 2 jabs is not enough, does not absolutely protect from the virus, and actually is part of a modern day Nazi campaign, that Donald J Trump has lost 1/2 of his fortune, and invested four years of his life, and simultaneously endangered his life to fight against? And what if 2 jabs leads to 5 or 10 a year or what if Americans and Earthlings alike are restricted from travel, food, and state and federal dependencies as we have seen, and some experienced across 2020 and 2021? And how many years is this slavery campaign slated to be enacted upon Humanity and Americans alike. And what will the world look like if we comply without question, true independent research, and aware guidance from those who are poised to keep sharing truth with us? What if the push for green living outlaws your rights to own and drive a car, or live in a single family home? </span></span></p><p><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Do you want to sell off your American originality, our rights to run individual businesses, to congregate, sing, pray, and celebrate holidays, and view movies in public venues, in trade for sanctioned Communism? I certainly do not see what you say as truth, anymore than I think Luminaries David & Elizabeth Wilcock and Dannion Brinkley, author of "Saved By The Light" are reporting on Satanic predators and criminals Pedowood, and corruption at all levels of American and worldwide society because they themselves are evil. That simply holds no truth to me, on any level! In fact it pains me deeply to see friends turn against these Luminaries, because said friends have been brainwashed to buy heavily censored lies, fear and hate promoted as if these are core, truths when all of that propaganda against all of us truth tellers is, to me a travesty, and a war of a new kind, a war against Americans and Humanity. </span></span></p><p><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Anyway. I used to see through somewhat of the same lens as you express here. I do not call material life an illusion, as I am an artist, and see it more as an expression.</span></span></p><div data-slate-node="element"><p><span data-slate-node="text"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">
</span></span></p></div><div data-slate-node="element"><p><span data-slate-node="text"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">Dolores Cannon, her research, and her Daughter Julia explained this to me and many Starseed. They have said, that ours is the only planet where we have to forget we're God, and to forget our purpose not just once, but lifetime after lifetime. Perhaps both you and I incarnated as Galactic Volunteers to help guide Humanity to that Peace love and unity, as the musicians, artists and wayshowers of the 1960's enlivened in hearts like mine, that has never dulled nor died. </span></span></p></div><div data-slate-node="element"><p><span data-slate-node="text"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">
</span></span></p></div><div data-slate-node="element"><p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span data-slate-node="text"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;">I wish you would use "I" statements when you project that the 1960's failed, or however you worded it. I do not hold this to be true, and am grateful I never did. In fact as a QHHT Therapist, I hold a view that we often have to dive deeply into our shadows, like the main character in your film: "3 Magic Words: The Movie,"</span></span><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;"> had to do. </span><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;">As I also trust that we are in the Great Shift, holding space, and loving caring compassion, while openly sharing information and truth, in the wars as are being waged against Americans and Humanity right now. </span></span></p><p><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size: medium;">You and I are definitely on the side of peace, love, unity, and standing up and transforming our traumas and those of our lineages and communities, to transform our world for the better. Dolores Cannon did not believe in evil, by the years I was blessed to interact with her. Her BS meter, and her soul research cleared that up for her. I agree 100%. To me there are merely polarizations in the continuum of consciousness, divinity, unity, awareness, love and balance, with most of us in this Free Will Universe, actually holding enough security to live well, and transmit wholeness and goodness into our world, while leading harmonious balanced lives. I believe there is a spectrum from service to all to service to self, of conscious to unconscious, or balanced divine feminine and masculine, to the levels of toxic masculinity and greed that create war, divide and conquer, poverty, starvation, and the weaponization of all systems, by criminal predators who have forgotten their true nature. I know and trust Donald J Trump, as imperfect as he has early on expressed himself to be, is expressing, operating, and leading from all the higher qualities you mention as having died off from the 1960's Peace Movement. </span></span></p><p><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Trump has actively protected Americans, jobs, borders, life, liberty, peace, and ultimately human lives all around our world. He has slowed and stopped the American war machine, exposed the internal and international terrorists attacking endangering and threatening Americans and major American Democrat run cities as well, and banned criminals from entering America and facilitating human and drug trafficking, murderers and gang violence, and more. I respect him immensely, since I started researching, intuiting, and thinking for myself. I am as far from a racist as possible, having facilitated shamanism and Past Life Regression over almost 30 years. I won't even restrict myself with a race identification on a census, or document, as I do not align with such lore. I believe the whole campaign of anti racist training is a divisive psy ops, more truly exploiting Black Americans, Black People, and all people if we don't wake up and see the manipulation for what it is! I'm here to lead all people in transformation, renewal and freedom, originality, and truth. I certainly get the impression that you are here for your own version of compassionate service and unification of Humanity.</span></span></p></div><div data-slate-node="element"><p><span data-slate-node="text"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">
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data-slate-node="element"><p><span data-slate-node="text"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">I have never related to patriotism, the American flag, or nationalism either. And now, as a recovering walk away from the Lib Dem party, Independent Patriot, I see it in a proud new way. If we are such a unique, nation, as I feel we are, here leading the world, as the melting pot of Indigenous, African, and Immigrant Peoples, then why wouldn't we take pride in, and deeply and dearly value our Nation, and the people and cultures that take pride in co-creating it? I have witnessed and felt awe, in 21 years of living in a Native American community and land, of Santa Fe New Mexico, as many Native Americans are far more proud of America than I have overall been. </span></span></p><p><span data-slate-node="text"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">I am proud of America and Americans, because most of us hold Grace, love, trauma and challenges in our lineages and our personal lives. What would it take for you to fully value our break with tribal ties of our origin cultures, and this co-creation of our new tribe of all races, colors, creeds, and sexual orientations, as the wild card, like Donald Trump, here leading a global revolution to all that you say you wish for our world, and the next 7 generations to come? I can see it. And if you can't I politely agree to honor your liberty, and honor your full diversity, in the way I always did, before during and after the world wide and American war against Americans and Humanity, as is culminating in 2020 & 2021. </span></span></p><p><span data-slate-node="text"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">I hold full faith, that it is like your movie. In fact I have been wishing to watch it again, and relish its message, and our Beloved Master Galactic Teacher, Dolores Cannon.</span></span></p><p><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Carl Sagan and my Cal Tech Grad, Grace based Starseed Dad, Marshall, both shared that old science based view that we are each a small spec, a grain of sand, in the larger LIFE. I can hold this as true to some degree. And I also highly respect the deeper explorations of individuals like you and like me, through Dolores and Julia Cannon, who eloquently remind us that we are Mother Father Goddess God Source Divinity Great Spirit, Creation LIFE Light, temporarily brainwashed to forget we are Goddess God, and to forget our soul's LIFE purpose, not once, but over and over again, until we remember who we truly are. </span></span></p><p><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size: medium;">I see Donald Trump doing exactly this, throughout his presidency, and highly amplified this recent year. Many who see beyond the veils, see him leading victoriously as our 2 and 3 term President, when the law catches up, as he was unlawfully vilified, scapegoated, slandered, hated, attacked and abused over the recent years of his presidency, by many dangerous predatory human creatures. </span></span></p><p><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Maybe he is here to Make America Great Again, because he was chosen by the world wide Alliance as David Wilcock masterfully invested 22 or so videos, risking his career, platforms and reputation in exposing this, over the recent 11 months. Maybe making America Great Again, is about rooting out the corruption. I hope you will consider seeing Trump in the recent years, seeing how he stood up against Jeffery Epstein, and barred him from his Hotels, and instead fought for us, and for our freedoms, the ones we have not fully had over the infiltration of predatory worldwide leaders, criminals, and governments. </span></span></p><p><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size: medium;">I celebrate our diversity. Anti facism, anti racism, anti war, it all mostly promulgates the same injustice, wars, and predatory exploitations as they ever have. That's like starting a wedding ceremony with a pledge to share an anti hate marriage. It's preposterous and irrelevant. People marry because we meet in and share love, not because we are anti hate, or anti fear, or anti individuality! We don't say, let us get together to combat loneliness and personal desperation, or existential angst. That would be more of an act of desperation, rather than a commitment to love. Children and the Spirit realms are not naturally run by "no's or devils, nor inversions, unless there is abuse of such children on the Earth plane. Why the scapegoating of a man who is risking everything to keep American free?</span></span></p><p><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Anyway, in Summary I see it through diverse eyes to the case you have laid out in your article, and I express this pretty softly and gently. Thank you for your views, and for sharing them with me. I agree on the lovely philosophical bits, mostly. Yet the ones playing us by inverting all the facts, seem to have infiltrated you too. And that's OK. I found my way out. Perhaps you will to. Perhaps you are right where you are meant to be at this moment. And I suppose in truth, that is for your to know for you, and not really about me, after all. So thank you for openly speaking your mind heart and points of view. My intention is that we each stand up for true American, human and worldwide Human rights and liberties, so that truth, voices, humans and our transmitted expressions forever remain protected, safe from harm and manipulation, and ultimately free! I wish this for you, Michael Perlin, for me, for out leaders, our fake leaders, and for our nation and world.</span></span></p><p><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size: medium;">We may not see eye to eye on every detail, yet I hope we can remain in a shared state of respect, and even unity, even with a few healthy and necessary boundaries, while the war rages on, and we lead from unified hearts anyway! Peace to your heart, and to the hearts of all, through this Convoluted, complex Universe we find ourselves gathered in, and pondering through!</span></span></p><p><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></p><p><span data-slate-node="text"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></p><br /><br /></div>jenuineindigo1http://www.blogger.com/profile/11056956205937857750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8372204512266556614.post-19654388967923859832020-10-25T13:29:00.000-07:002020-10-25T13:29:14.805-07:003-D Division, and Quantum Leaping into our 5-D Loving Unity!<div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="8f342-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="8f342-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; 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font-size: 12px; font-weight: 700; text-align: start; text-decoration-line: underline;"><div><br /></div><span style="font-weight: 400;"></span></div></td></tr></tbody></table><span style="color: #050505;"><br /><br /></span></span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="8f342-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="8f342-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #050505;"><br /></span><span style="color: #800180;">My response to a seeming, racist smear campaign against me, by someone of mixed race, in my local and on-line community.</span></span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="da2iv-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="da2iv-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="da2iv-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br data-text="true" /></span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="ccoet-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="ccoet-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="ccoet-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">Sharing this response post, to one of the most over-the-top, rage filled, racist projections, I have experienced in decades, towards me, by someone apparently highly conflicted inside, projecting her personal, and familial, and cultural hate, racism, devaluation, and the pain locked inside her, on social media, onto me, after my responding openly and honestly on a political post, on a local musician friend's wall. </span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="rrvj-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="rrvj-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="rrvj-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br data-text="true" /></span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="5m696-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="5m696-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="5m696-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">I refuse to shut my heart down, and withhold my truth, simply because some may degrade it, within their own fear and pain projections. The fear of others, is not the definition of where I live. Yet it takes me some extra effort to navigate these challenges, due to my own human frailties, challenges, and programming. For me it is a life long, lives-long process of healing, and transformation, loving, and learning.</span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="a07rh-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="a07rh-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="a07rh-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br data-text="true" /></span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="34vnb-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="34vnb-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="34vnb-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">My response, after being targeted and ganged up on by the daughter of someone I have shared a treasured friendship with, over 20 years in Santa Fe, and after being blindly attacked and abused by other friends of friends who do not at all know me, in reality. I am not divided inside, as much as Americans and America is being systematically warred against to be, right now. I'm being tested, like many of us, and don't even blame the haters. I just know who I am. And I feel an immense sadness, and pain inside of me, to be abused in these high school clique like attacks. This is all part of our growing through this awkward, painful divide, and rebirth of sorts. Not trying to diminish, nor take away from other's experiences, perceptions, nor any of it. </span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="f5m67-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="f5m67-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="f5m67-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br data-text="true" /></span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="erkfa-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="erkfa-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="erkfa-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">I also wish to share this, because I have lived above the hate that was inflicted upon me in my own dysfunctional, tribal family of origins, and in socialization within my life, and communities. And I just want to hold harmony, true love, empathy and understanding that is mine, through all of this change. And I want to shed light on the haters, whatever perceptions and sides they align with, both the haters in my family, and in our community. And I want to say, I feel painful emotions too, I hear you, and I am not the enemy. Your pain is worthy of feeling, expressing, and getting help to feel, process, and finding support through processing. And it's important for me to see, know, and speak aloud, that I am not the cause of your pain, I am not your scapegoat, I am not the dangers you fear, out in the world. And I am not willing to pretend I am, nor am I a garbage dump for unprocessed pain of people whom I love, up close, or from far away. I am just not. I am not an adversary, nor am I an opponent, nor a stereotype, nor a threat. I don't need validation from people who can't see who I really even am, anyway. </span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="iaqk-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="iaqk-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="iaqk-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br data-text="true" /></span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="dldq2-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="dldq2-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="dldq2-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">Here is my response to getting dragged into racist hate, at a level I don't buy into, or fan the flames of intentionally, ever. Rather I hold views, as a human, and an American, that are under fire, as many people's views, and realities are, right now.</span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="2g2in-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="2g2in-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="2g2in-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br data-text="true" /></span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="a4egd-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="a4egd-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="a4egd-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">Hey, Local Friend that was always outwardly kind to me, prior to 2020. You're Mom was one of the first Artists who related to me, and welcomed me and gave me her original art, on layaway, when I was new in Santa Fe, years ago. I have 6 of her original paintings and prints, in my home, that bring me great joy. I do love your parents, and was given a CD of your music, years before you met me, and I felt a feeling of love, care, admiration, respect, and kvelling over you, as well. </span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="a4egd-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="a4egd-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="a4egd-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="a4egd-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">I'm not outwardly a person of color. I fell in love with a man from West Africa, and after traveling there, did not feel that if he wished to move back, that much of what impassions me, in my healing work, even had any outlet there. Upon visiting, the family and culture was more into Christianity. I'm not so much religious. </span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="d0rg5-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="d0rg5-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="d0rg5-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br data-text="true" /></span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="6qi9d-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="6qi9d-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="6qi9d-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">So your projections on me are ironic, and I must conclude, not even about me, to me. I feel a lot of self hate projections, which is hard, as I was adopted, and my living parent is still filled with self hate and projections, and dumps these on me, in shocking moments. So yes your hate is painful to me. I don't expect you to be my friend if you don't see value in me. The healing work I do is for people who have a level of self trust, where they connect with Creator, and I facilitate their reconnection with the Source, and resources within them, so the one I lean into and trust, assisting my clients, are my clients themselves. I facilitate healing modalities with anyone who is drawn to, and shares a passion for the Soul, my teachers, and my offerings. I never really pushed it on you, anyone, nor anyone of color. </span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="jo8a-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="jo8a-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="jo8a-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br data-text="true" /></span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="ct5ma-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="ct5ma-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="ct5ma-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">The people who seek me out for help, do so out of trust and resonance, not limiting their view of me to racist views, and separation. Wow. </span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="8ifk6-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="8ifk6-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="8ifk6-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br data-text="true" /></span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="aiu83-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="aiu83-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="aiu83-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">I wish you only the best in your life. </span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="7lnle-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="7lnle-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="7lnle-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br data-text="true" /></span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="32thf-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="32thf-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="32thf-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">When we spoke outside a grocery store, I experienced and expressed genuine valuing of your life, and you shared vulnerable topics, and I had no idea you may have had judgements about me, and or therapists, and or white people who hold space for our own transformational process, and those of others. Just Wow. </span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="bt2gr-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="bt2gr-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="bt2gr-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br data-text="true" /></span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="110gr-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="110gr-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="110gr-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">Ironically, I did see your Mom, in a grocery store parking lot, and it was after you had unfriended me, and I felt a horrible dread, over having been dumped by you, wondering if I am cast as an enemy of the whole family, now. I did not walk over and greet your Mom, as I have done over 20 years of shared friendship to me. Instead I felt really sad, and divided inside.</span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="a1itm-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="a1itm-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="a1itm-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br data-text="true" /></span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="39vo1-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="39vo1-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="39vo1-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">Tell you what, you define you, and I'lll define me, and if you can't share kindness with me anymore, in public, or on-line, let's let that be about you and your filters, and your unhealed wounds. I'm on my own healing curve myself, and feel bad to even participate in your pain, hate, racism, and judgement projections. </span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="ci0li-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="ci0li-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="ci0li-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br data-text="true" /></span></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="3lk21" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">You want to hate Trump, go for it. I hate injustice, and racism, and have throughout my life, and learning about, and experiencing of them. Please don't project your judgements of Trump on me, because I am not him, and I am not fighting for racism, nor inequality, not corruption, when I simply see the possibility of Communism, the threats of Satanic Controllers, and indefinite fear and lockdown for the world, as manipulations, I stand against.</span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">I see people fighting about cages, literal cages, cages of perceptions, and cages of projections. I want to live larger than this. I want to help myself and true friends through these challenging initiations. Yet I have to let go, and let people be who and where they are, as I speak openly to myself, and my friends, and community, about how I am willing to participate, and how I am not. And about what I hold as truth, and what I let others hold as their truth, yet know it does not define me from outside.</span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">For my whole adult life, since I was 15, I have not experienced myself in the stereotypes much of society desperately clings to. </span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">I am not apologetic for this. It is a spiritual gift I bring to the Earth plane. I couldn't trade it in, if I tried. Nor should I have to. If it irritates you, or you judge it, that's yours to face, and explore.</span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">No it has not been easy, to see the souls in humans, when they, sometimes, can't even see the light in their own eyes, let alone the strength and qualities I see in them. Yet I would not turn my gifts down for anyone, nor anything. I am sure I have turned my gifts down, to fit in, to be loved, to be fed, and sustained from outside. Yet I am here trailblazing a whole new frequency into humanity, and I am at home within myself, and still learning to fully see, value, own, express, and contribute all the gifts my soul brings to the Earthly table.</span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">Being real is nothing to feel ashamed of, within the dynamics of a healthy upbringing, a healthy family, healthy friendships, and healthy associations. Many of us have established, refined, transformed, and awoken these strengths within. It is not us who are sick. Yet it is not us who are always seen and valued from outside either. It's an inside job, at a certain point in the game. An inside job that is not always easy, or supported. Yet it is an inside job, that is worthy, valuable, rewarding, and ultimately sustaining. It is a hard won inner job, that once such resources are hard won, they can not be looted, undermined, nor broken, by forces outside, no matter how pained and desperate the detractors may act, or seem. They are merely facing their own wounds, and growth imperatives.</span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">I never expected, at 55 years old, to have to play into hate, fear, blame, and scapegoating, on the scale that is unfurling in Americans, and in Humanity right now. Or maybe my soul knew all along, of the initiations that were coming, and why. It's still a shock for my human aspects, and my startled, scared inner child, still uncertain about my basic survival, and that of humanity, and America. Gratefully I have faith, I trust in my wholeness, and I trust in unity, wholeness, faith, and transformation within my nation, our human family, and our world.</span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">In conclusion I love you. I love me. My coming to this life stage is both healthy, well nurtured, and hard won. How you feel about me, is none of my business, unless you have time, patience, will, and kindness to see the actual me, and not the propagandized, fear filtered version. That's your trash to deal with. And if you chose not to clean it up, I have virtually no say in that, except this expression to my self, my friends, and my community.</span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">I will remain open in heart and soul to you, and to your shadow casting clique of bullying haters. That's me. That's how I lead life. That ultimately reflects on me, and my soul, and my capacity for valuing life, and my fellow admirable beings. I know these times are not easy to navigate for any of us. Still I am willing. And I release you back to your comfort zone, and or your discomfort zone, and back beyond both to the comfort zone where we met, before all this manufactured discord!</span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">See you on the flip-side. And true deep divine love to all of us, sharing, caring, and giving our best, before, during, and after the big staged divide show! I trust we are bigger, brighter, and better than all this chaos, divide, and mayhem. Still I do hold faith in the changes many of us are holding light to traverse, and birth our world through.</span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">InLakesh: I am another yourself!</span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">Love and authenticity on the journey.</span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">Love and faith through our Ascension.</span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">Truly,</span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;">Jen</span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="35e0b-0-0" style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #800180; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div></div>jenuineindigo1http://www.blogger.com/profile/11056956205937857750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8372204512266556614.post-30661814139414416242020-06-01T19:34:00.002-07:002020-06-01T19:59:11.849-07:00Questioning it All<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #7baaf7; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Against popular belief, I am questioning it all, uncovering really well hidden clues, with friends and guides, as they expose the potential that Kobe Bryant and his daughter, and those flying with them, at the beginning of 2020, the year of perfect vision, balance, and building new foundations, were murdered, in the helicopter crash, as was planned by the same sub human controllers, who, from what I see, planned the bio warfare, global, house arrest and pandemic. I am actively questioning who sponsored and planned America's House Resolution 6666, the Trace Act, and when the Pandemic started to ease up in America, planned race riots, triggered by the public, lynching style, murder of George Floyd? Are you questioning any of this too? </span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #7baaf7; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Who dropped clues of their satanic tyrannical plan, in 2 sick performances at the Grammy's, on 1/26/20, 3 clues, if you include Kobe's Bryant's sacrificial, beloved male black hero's ritualistic murder, on the day of the Grammy's. </span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #7baaf7; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">The campaigns and levels of disinformation, layered on campaigns of disinformation are piled high to the sky. I've been following youtube and FB posts of David Wilcock, and Magenta Pixie, who are Starseeds, who have been seeing through this stuff, with insider info, and soul guidance, guiding them, for a long time. </span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #7baaf7; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">I've felt slammed to the ground and deadened, last and this week, after watching the horrific footage of 1 out of 4 dystopian zombie robot , mind controlled??? cops, murdering an unarmed black man, catalyzing these riots, in cities suburbs, and towns all over America. Social distance, death, disease, masks, bullying murder, violence, more murder, 6 trillion dollars looted from the federal reserve, mostly poured back into failing capitalist pockets, and interests. Scapegoating, blame, division, disruption, drama, ruin! May we hold energies of compassion, wholeness, and curiosity as we traverse through all this chaos, death and destruction. </span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #7baaf7; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Ready for our quantum leap, out beyond the artificially manipulated realities! Let's take back our our sanity, and our safety too, individually, locally, nationally, and globally! Let us take back of feelings, our voices, our compassion, and our cooperative power! </span></span></div>
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We are Unifiers, Unifying the Unifiers, and we Want to Know!<div data-block="true" data-editor="1vh8l" data-offset-key="cad63-0-0" style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="cad63-0-0" style="direction: ltr; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="cad63-0-0"><font color="#e67c73" face="arial" size="4"><br /></font></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="cad63-0-0" style="direction: ltr; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="cad63-0-0"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><img border="0" data-original-height="558" data-original-width="992" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgiSrRyl94QhKOhDCWW6akjJ9RhAvCuEP1A6pds2YgXsODDVkFXpz3RWYPnnNk9txjk3h5IVK7HilL0k3SxyjlGeSDbO_BLGkfcxwIJSb0DSZLeS-8V7O9oj-L2u4SYKDtsmqiESodw_tk/s320/george-floyd-ht-jc-200526_hpMain_16x9_992.jpg" width="320" /></div><font color="#e67c73" face="arial" size="4"><br /></font></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="cad63-0-0" style="direction: ltr; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="cad63-0-0"><font color="#e67c73" face="arial" size="4"><br /></font></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="cad63-0-0" style="direction: ltr; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="cad63-0-0"><font color="#e67c73" face="arial" size="4"><p style="margin: 0px 0px 6px; white-space: normal;">At first I was crushed, hurt, crying, and grief filled, shocked and unable to rest and sleep at ease, facing the story, and video coverage of the murder of George Floyd, at the oppressive knee, of a white police officer, as his Chinese American Comrade, stood by like a silent zombie. Crooked murderer cop, wearing a crooked badge! Why?</p><p style="margin: 6px 0px; white-space: normal;">A few things I am pondering include: A white police officer weirdly mimicking, frighteningly appropriating the stance Colin Kaepernick and NBA Players taking a knee, in protest of police murders of innocent, unarmed black men, often at the hands of American White Police Officers, in a bizarre reversal of roles?!</p><p style="margin: 6px 0px; white-space: normal;">Then we hear George Floyd calling out, "I can't breath," mimicking Eric Garner's pleas, just short of 6 years later. 6 as in Resolution 6666, the TRACE Act. Also mirroring the symbolism of CoVID-19, both causing people to be unable to breath, to fear they will be unable to breath, and simultaneously killing more people of color, men, and men of color.</p><p style="margin: 6px 0px; white-space: normal;">And then you see the the murderer white officer, and other officers, symbolically again, a white man, and a Chinese Man, and 2 others, with no masks on, symbolizing many more current Deep State Sponsored realities, of America and China, and the warring between Democrats and Republicans, over freedoms and dangers of wearing and not wearing masks, and mimicking the Lame Stream Media's push to ignite fear in everyone, that any and everyone not being compliant and not masking their face, voice and mouth, is an enemy of the people, state, community, and thus murderous, suspect, deadly, and out of control, mind-controlling us to blame each other, instead of looking at the Strategic plan and blaming the Deep State Players for colluding and manufacturing, and igniting a deadly Global bacteria... infection... virus... pandemic of corruption, manipulation, control, spying, and more, while putting the whole world under mass home arrest and new levels of surveillance.</p><p style="margin: 6px 0px; white-space: normal;">Then there's this photo of George with not one but two Corona Light beer bottles, one behind him, and one reflected in a sort of door behind him, and someone noted on a YouTube video, that the colors behind him are red and yellow, which make orange, and they made something out of that. 2 Corona Bear bottles, in 2020, our year of global 2020 vision, and of the experiment called Corona Virus, and 6 trillion dollars that has been drawn out of thin air, to pour back into many struggling businesses and corporations, as well as distributed in meager sums to the people. Another 6!</p><p style="margin: 6px 0px; white-space: normal;">Also of note is how the corona virus has been represented in the color orange, with orange spikes, when we are continually shown prisoners on MSM sponsored news, in courtrooms, and or jail cells, they are often clad in the regulation orange prisoner's uniforms.</p><p style="margin: 6px 0px; white-space: normal;">Some point out that there was a number 6 painted on the garbage can, in front of the scene. And we see the whole symbolism of domination, control, and power over getting burned into our psyche's, in the master and slave, white European conquest and subordination over the big muscular, powerful, disempowered black man.</p><p style="margin: 6px 0px; white-space: normal;">As an aware empath, I can also recognize all this symbology, reminding the whole American population, "we've just been practicing on the black man, and the black community, enslaving and conquering, repressing, suppressing targeting, controlling and destroying red, brown, black and people of color in America, symbolically, for domination over them, on the way to domination over all Americans and all people."</p><p style="margin: 6px 0px; white-space: normal;">And we heard him beg and call out for the most basic human needs to be denied, of dignity, freedom, safety, breath, life, water, and his Mama. Again, symbolically playing out the theater of putting each of us, of all races into the helpless, hopeless hysteria of being pinned down, denied, overpowered, unable to get life sustaining breath, safety, water, and freedom, unable to be seen, heard, helped, or saved, triggering the hell, of feeling like a motherless child, as in the old African American Spiritual, "Sometimes I feel like a motherless child, far far from home." Anchoring in our distancing from God, in a long cycle of denying the Goddess, the Earth, Women, and people of the Earth! That's a fucking lot of hellish level of Narcissistic abuse to play out on American and Global people of color, and hence Americans, and people all over the world!</p><p style="margin: 6px 0px; white-space: normal;">It sure feels like the masked symbolism of the Deep State, marking their domination tactics, locally and globally, for all the world to see.</p><p style="margin: 6px 0px; white-space: normal;">So if George is really dead, may his symbolic death turn our world around.</p><p style="margin: 6px 0px; white-space: normal;">And if this is some kind of sick, staged mind control game, and what we saw was disordered theater, than may it also awaken humanity, and turn America and our world around to stop this hate and control based propaganda campaign against Americans and Humanity, worldwide!</p><p style="margin: 6px 0px; white-space: normal;">Peace to all the troubled hearts who have been dragged through this shared public hell, this week! I have more questions than answers.</p><p style="margin: 6px 0px; white-space: normal;">Keep asking questions my friends. This might not be only what it seems on the surface. This might be more.</p><p style="margin: 6px 0px; white-space: normal;">Peace and healing to us all, as we unite to heal these wounds, whatever exactly, they really are. Something seems very off for this murder to simply be another police infraction!</p><p style="margin: 6px 0px; white-space: normal;">I just don't feel like it's, only what it claims to be, at first glance. This time feels extreme. Extremely explosive, derailing, and confusing. Narcissists use tactics like this to feed off of, and hold them selves above their prey. It's not only about George Floyd as prey, anymore. It's about all of us together, all of Black America, all of black culture, all of Humanity, all of us!</p><p style="margin: 6px 0px; white-space: normal;">Let's keep questioning it all, on the way to truly transforming America, and systematic injustices allowed, over countless eons, here on Earth.</p><p style="margin: 6px 0px; white-space: normal;">All my love, and faith, in our collective transformation! If only this beautiful man could be the last targeted black man in America ever. How can we take steps to shift all this, moving forward, after and during the shock waves, reverberating around our world?!</p><p style="margin: 6px 0px; white-space: normal;">We have armies and trillion dollar budgets for war and defense. Let us begin to create organizations for true unity, justice, protection, and sovereignty, for those who have fought for such rights for 400 plus years, and longer than America has been savagely appropriated!</p><p style="margin: 6px 0px; white-space: normal;">I've felt sad, I've felt mad, I've felt shocked, restless, and exhausted. I also don't fully know exactly what to feel, as I question the Lame Stream Narrative! More is needed, than simply terrorizing us all, once again, with these sacrificial murders. Black Lives Matter! LIFE matters. We unify and value life, life and the precious, loving people living life!</p><p style="display: inline; margin: 6px 0px 0px; white-space: normal;">Time for renewal, Humanity. Who will police the Police FORCE! Enough already. Let's bring the Mothers in to say, Enough already! We're calling out "Mom!" too! Fly free George Floyd, whatever the truth is about what you were overpowered through. Your loved one's express you heart to us. May you be free now, wherever you are! You will be missed and celebrated forever!</p></font></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="cad63-0-0" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; position: relative;"><br /></div></div><div data-block="true" data-editor="1vh8l" data-offset-key="c4b54-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #1c1e21; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"></div>jenuineindigo1http://www.blogger.com/profile/11056956205937857750noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8372204512266556614.post-85361129844913475722020-05-24T17:02:00.002-07:002020-05-24T18:20:46.391-07:00Waging Heart's Discernment Through Compassionate Understanding<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Again I want to honor and validate realities of the challenging time we are all traversing together, on Planet Earth right now. I have been posting anything, freely, that I support, and share faith in, mostly on Facebook, and other social media platforms. </span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;">Anyone whom I see as sharing some truth. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;">Of course I feel great compassion for all effected by the Corona Virus, and especially those who have proven extra vulnerable, including elders, immune deficient people, Native elders, and people in NM, and Arizona, and our world, and the disproportionate # of black people, and people of color, some of whom are more endangered, during this time of heightened disease, and infection. When </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;">I see and listen to news reports on these realities, and feel horrible, as most of us do. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;">My overall experience holds me to be a peaceful, loving, unifying person and soul. I have no real interest in stirring drama, promoting attacks on others, and so on. What a stupid waste of time, purpose and energy! Really! </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;">For the record, I am not anti mask, nor anti vaccination. I am for learning from many people, for guidance within, and through experts in their fields. I also want to learn more, and expose what I see as dangers, lies, and corrupt institutions, laws, and manipulators, bringing them into full transparency of both the truth and the lies. I want to help bring the lies and manipulations to justice, of these many old, enslaving dictates, regulations, practices, and spins of information, as so many corrupt leaders have been operating, and misleading humanity through, now, and throughout history. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;">My stance is, that I aspire to learn from the people who are questioning the efficacy and safety of suddenly masking and regulating all of global humanity, in the name of safety, as thoroughly as, many of our friends and family members are questioning the questioners. Can't we all question? Or is only one portion of humanity just in questioning our realities? </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;">If we could restore justice to all the old failing systems of the currently dying paradigm, I might feel encouraged to someday consider taking a clean, honestly regulated vaccine. </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;">Or I might discover new options and alternatives for maintaining such a healthy immune system, that I am open to shifts in our evolution, out beyond vaccines. Overall, I am more interested in the immune strengthening options, and in enhancing our rights to be free to explore all the facts, without all the high levels of repression, suppression, and mass brainwashing, that do not allow free circulation of truth, studies, films, facts, research, voices, and researchers.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;">Still, I am standing up to question the truth behind many lies. Many are doing so by my side. And possibly many more, feel really safe and protected, in the same areas and restrictions I am questioning. And perhaps many people feel very threatened and unsafe, within some of the explorations, and investigations I feel empowered, and comforted, engaging in.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;">So I shift several times daily, in what I feel is appropriate, safe, uplifting, revealing, encouraging, and so on, to share freely. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;">If you bully me, or my friends, on my social media and Facebook page and posts, and or life, I reserve the right to block strangers, review friends, and or erase comments of people I don't even know, bullying, or even haranguing us for energetic feed and fuel. I don't owe friends of friends explanations on what I value, and why, and what I don't and why. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;">And who is paying a bunch of fake cartoon bots, to suddenly go on strangers' feeds, and spar, and spike drama-levels to a sky high range? I don't fully know, and not sure I even want to know. I just know I'm not responsible for what a bunch of strangers, actors, and fakers, invading my space and energy, think, anymore than anyone famous, is responsible for the nut jobs out there bullying and condemning. It's really abusive, and these are actual offensive tactics, these creepy bot people are using. Gross! No thank you! No way!</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;">So I may shift to posting more of the expressions that I feel are immediately about me, and or are expressions of encouragement, and freedom. I may begin the process of using giant, new levels of discernment about who, when, why, and where to share what I hold as free, beautiful, worthy, and sacred. May shift to limit my sharing of much more, only to the resonant ones who can actually relate on multiple levels, and hear, respect, and honor the validity of where I am coming from. Also may be more eager to shift over to community, both live and virtual, that limits itself to sincere, real, and honoring people. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;">If I offended you, by sharing art, expressions, videos, memes, etc, that reflect a view, or views we don't share 100% across the board, I am sincerely sorry. I have watched and shared a few rare youtube videos, that some friends have told me, don't feel true, which I, still do not know, are they made to elicit fear, or do they hold mostly truth, or mostly lies. I don't really know either. Still on this learning curve.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;">While we have lived through difficulties, threats, injustices, healing, and victories, loves and losses, both alone, and within our families, cultures, "races," nations, lifetimes, nations, and our world, we have likely never lived through an experience like this current one, where so much fear, threat, danger, and problems are thrown out on the world, while so much Grace, connection, love, unity, sovereignty, compassion, giving, and caring, are all rising, at the same time! </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;">So I bless us all, and will pull in some of what I think is tender, beautiful, worthy, freedom bringing, etc, as I see it is not supporting people in all the amazing and eclectic circles, Santa Fe is usually so phenomenal at honoring, mixing, respecting, and celebrating.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;">This may mean, that I may loose a few freedoms of expression, in doing so, yet I have much to learn and gain, in this leap within, and a collective leap, we are sharing within our larger human collective.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;">Know that I love you, my human family. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #351c75; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;">I will keep dancing to my own rhythms, and co-birthing a bright and brilliant new world of faith, opportunities, health, connection, communion, community, love, authenticity, transformation, transmutation, shifts, beauty, respect, honoring, freedom, compassion, caring, diversity, Grace, and liberty, liberty for all! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">Our teachers and guides have been preparing many, over decades for this shift to a unified, loving, authentic, co-creative, free-will based world called the New Earth. On this New Earth many of us, who see ourselves as Galactic Volunteers, have worked through a lot of our trauma throughout our life and lifetimes. Check out Laura Eisenhower, Dwight’s granddaughter. She talks very fast, and feels like a 5 on the Enneagram to me. I don’t so much denounce the ego like Arjuna & Eckart Tolle & their restrictive systems plot to. Arjuna is one, of some special friends and guides, who taught me about the Enneagram System, 25 years ago. It still helps me navigate human teachers and personality filters! My personality does not need to attack and blame the ego. In fact sometimes I could use a little more ego, to help build my brand, leadership, practice, art, life, structure, and businesses. I like Nora Herold, who instructs us to operate from joy, and also to feel our feelings authentically. She offers a system to feel, process, and allow our feelings, and not just shackle and obliterate them. If you listen to any really good astrologers and evolutionary astrologers, our charts and the larger planetary movements hold clues as to what we’re traversing through. I’m no official astrologer, more awed by the stuff, over most of my life. Some are saying the planets are aligned in similar ways, to during the American Revolution. Still for some reason the Revolution feels very global and unified right now! </span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">I listen to vlogs, like that of Patricia Cote Robles of Era of Peace, on her website and on Youtube. I read channelers in Sedona Journal of Emergence, and listen to them on-line. Plus I relate more as a soul than a human, and likely have since high school, as an Early Indigo and First Wave Galactic Volunteer.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">I’m grateful to not be in a big city now. I am hearing more about alternative communities. Maybe we will again live by necessity, in small, gentle, tribal community, with community gardens, as Arjuna foresaw 25 years ago. Watch the movie “Thrive," for free on YouTube and the “Indigo Evolution.”</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">It can be scary, right now, traversing the current situations and conditions. I don’t toss out my ego, as it has a function and a purpose, and I honor that. I need it to keep feeling my authentic feelings, so I can cry when I see a "food banks need your help" sign, flashing at the highway entrance, when I haven't even got my own adult survival figured out fully, and to get mad, and address our politicians and friends, when our humans freedoms temporarily get threatened and suspended... see Resolution 6666 the TRACE Act, as Dr. Rashid Buttar is urgently disclosing!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">Also listening to David Wilcock, who has insider info on the Satanic Occultists controlling the systems and humans throughout history, and their devilish plot to solve "the world population problem." I no longer see Trump as the awful devil, people who had dangerous dad’s, and authority issues, and also health and security, want to parody him into. We don’t have all the facts yet, as to his real role in stepping into world leadership. I believe he was brought on board as a wild card, a trump card, to help us overthrow and take down the real, and far more dangerous Deep State, black t-shirts, ca bal, pirates, predators, global elite, and disordered patriarchal occultists.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">As per the Vaxines, Dr. Zach Bush and now even Fauci are admitting they could take 12 - 18 months to formulate, and likely they still won’t work. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">Heath, healing, and understanding which dangerous meds to take patients off of, and more, during these rushes of disease and symptoms is a big and neglected part what can help in the healing. Opening legal discussions about allowing alternative health resources is crucial right now. We need healthy, secure, open fluid communication, and social options and media that allow for this 100%. Honoring the herd immunity necessities, and outgrowing the fear propaganda in how we hold and see death, is a huge part of truth, healing and healthy awareness and immunity now too.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">Then we have to advocate for turning all the major systems on Earth around, from dangerous chemical farming to natural organic farming, free energy, free information, free truth, news, and financing, and healthcare. As we do this, the current epidemics of fear, panic, brainwashing, mass manipulations, abuse, tyranny, artificial intelligence manipulation, and the viruses, man manipulated and natural, will hold less and less power to harm.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">"Thrive: What on Earth will it Take?" the movie, which free streamed in Santa Fe and globally on 11/11/11, expresses 19 + years of solid research into the corruption, at the top of all major systems of healthcare, housing, food, medicine, energy, information, socialization, banking, and more, on our world, and how whole communities, cities, and nations are already stepping up to ban GMO’s, and now 5G. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">I hear stories, where birds are dismantling 5-G towers right now. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">Thrive the full length documentary can also be viewed for free on YouTube.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">Also "The Indigo Evolution" is a film available for free viewing, on YouTube, as it educates people, in a documentary format, on evolutionary changes in humanity, including the phenomenon of indigo kids, as I am an early part of.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">I think that 2 expressions of trauma, overwhelm, and narcissism, are exploding outward, and or imploding inward. I don’t think denying our ego straight-up, does anyone any authentic good. That’s why overall, my focus isn’t on the Eckart Tolle approach. My favorite teachers, guides, and real people, are many divine feminine leaders, systems, and balanced male teachers including Matt Kahn. These systems and teachers like Vianna Stibal of ThetaHealing, Dolores & Julia Cannon of QHHT, and Teal Swan, who’s work is all about facing and feeling one’s shadow, on a transformational path from trauma back to true self love, are ones I feel the greatest balance and authenticity in!</span><br />
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">I believe and experience our Mother Earth as abundant, sovereign, and whole, regardless of our human levels of unconsciousness, greed, corruption, delusion, and trickery. I believe that she has already reached 5-D, and that the mess unfolding now is part of our muddy, bloody labor of birthing the New Earth. Over the 25 years between 1987 & 2012, all life on Earth has been accelerating, and now as we cross into 5-D, the light love and unity is accelerating, as is some of the darkness and fear. I believe we Wayshowers have done the work to upshift ourselves and humanity, our lineages and DNA. I believe we need to claim, state, express and know our sovereignty, as opposed to oppression via old slave programs, and playing pawns in the old corrupts systems. The energies and days of this are over, as we let them dismantle and end, here on Earth.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">What is wildly tricky about these times, is that truth has been corrupted, as many of the 3-D players, predators, and old pirates are manipulating info on-line, and within artificial man made, man corrupted, capitalistic systems, with excesses of money, power over, abuses, predatory tyrannies, & their illusions of power over dynamics and habits.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">Plus my sources say this Ascension is being ignited individually, so many brainwashed people, or people living in our heads, are being thrashed around by our internal triggers, genetic triggers, past life triggers, infighting and info wars on social media, fear, both false and real, as per health, danger, death and disease. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">I believe we’re being called back to the wholeness of our hearts, back to the uplifting nourishing, nurturing, abundance of our true new earth and all of creation. Back to our higher vibrations, and back to our own intuition. Also being called back to true intimacy with chosen resonant family, friends, community and soul circles, locally and globally. I love it. A true Grace has been released out through, and onto our sacred shifting planet, and through and to our human family. It is said, even the old slave programs are dismantling. So the old systems are crashing, to pave ways into 5-D offerings and choices, within our freewill Universe. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">I didn’t come all this way, for this highly advanced assignment to fail, nor to see it fail. Memories of such past failures are definitely being triggered through all of this! “Never again!” Was our programmed response after cataclysms, in and of the fall of ancient Atlantis. Still what we are seeing is 3-D reality, and limitations breaking free into our 5-D encodement. So what is very tricky now, is 3, 4 & 5-D are all operating simultaneously. Which one do you wish to victoriously usher in? We’re still operating within the realities and laws of all 3 of them! Which one do you want a “heads-up,” in, as in, “oh, that old world trickery? I could do without that!” Or, “oh you 3-D fears, I love you, and hold space for you as a nurturing mother and parent right now!”</span><br />
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">I dropped out of 2 - 3 months of therapy recently, as my then tele-medicine therapist felt more fears around safety, her life and mine, than I even did, and I actually felt relieved letting her go. Why? Because, as we focus on frequencies and energy, feelings and intuition, we can see all that no longer serves us, in a split second. But we have to know one world, or set of timelines is dying, and being swiftly dismantled, and we need to move all our foundations and energetic ties up, off, and out of it, and build and grow our new foundations and creations on the solid, and slightly morphing new energies of our hearts, of the New Earth, of the Aquarian Age, and of caring and loving 5-D community, energy, service, unity, and co-creation, instead of old models of corruption, greed, coercion and blind commerce, for it’s own sake, and for the sake of a disordered, lost, misguided few controllers. So another way to see it, is the disordered, sick, predatory, pirating occultists are now living in a new, true, transparent, just, loving, unity based world. This world is already here. We assisted in growing it, and it is set to bloom now. The old controllers are enraged, losing traction, dominance and control over their prey! In fact the energies that held predator and prey as a viable options for humanity, are dropping away, in the new frequencies, Mother Earth and her Wayshowers are leading, right now, and moving forward. That's why the bullies are so volatile, and grasping at straws, on their way down, right now. Why isn't their fear manipulating us anymore? Why are their devious plans all being exposed to humanity so vividly, suddenly?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">I am part of a team, a well guided team of Wayshowers and Galactics on assignment, that trust 100% in this transition, this great shift of the ages, our hearts, intuition, and the hearts and intuition of healthy whole Wayshower Souls, co-leading this massive assignment. Mother Gaia has already won Victorious, and we are individual and collective expressions of her.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">I encourage us to tune into our hearts, and feelings, nature and Earth and healthy rooted community directly, beyond the tricky warring energies of the MSM: mainstream media, the fractured political parties, and anyone poisoning humanity with false guilt narratives, real biowarfare poisons, and manipulation tactics of shame, blame, attack, corrupt "protection," verbal abuse, gas lighting, fear, denial, lies, propaganda, greed, big pharma sanctioned "news" lack, control, and tyranny.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">We’ve been given the blessings of most of the human family, being invited to a giant global meditation retreat at home, indefinitely. The Earth has shifted already, and is welcoming us as co-creators now. I’ve heard it said, we are no longer merely stewards, yet more and more, pure 5-D co-creators, our living earth and us!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">I believe sick, disordered factions have fallen into greed, and manipulation, and we incarnated to help ourselves and humanity through these times, ultimately by finding, choosing, and living our joy. And by opening to health and healthy changes, true unity, cooperation, creating and co-creation.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">We did not come into this planetary awakening to fit in the human mainstream, to necessarily “belong,” to be torn to pieces in man's ongoing wars, destruction, cataclysms, and shakedowns. The current Pandemic is not capable of killing us all. It may not even kill as many people as influenza, in many places. I see it sparking new levels of caring, connection, new freedoms, new gifts, a new flowering of humanity, a new shared sovereignty, as well as new attempts at tyranny, so as to help us overthrow the old discordant energies, patterns habits and ways! I see it cleaning and cleaning our planet of toxic human problems, waste, and poisons, as we assist. I see it aligning us, as a giant peace and activism community, poised to turn our individual and collective health care abilities and freedoms, around full circle, from our sovereignty based intuition, real, free research, and banning together to co-create from this, our New Earth, and her...our conscious, trailblazing, collective leadership!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">Thanks for your message and celebration. The Earth is filled with many who see as I see, now. Still it’s up to individuals to dig through the timeline offerings, and to use our heart’s discernment, as to what to choose, grow, and build both from and to. It’s very promising, as we do allow it by choice, sovereignty and intention, to be!</span><br />
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">So much Love, Grace and Gratitude, as we share in winning, Goddess God Earth Victoriously. It is up to you, and each of us, to see our value through this time. This supports our emergence, individually and within our whole sacred human collective! Look to Guides like Barbara Marx Hubbard, and you and me, as we traverse this evolution.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">Cheers to our messy Grace based birth. Pick a timeline every-blessed-body! Even if you have to pick 111 times each and every day! So we no longer value and fit into the old time-line and corruptions, as we felt obligations to attempt to once do. Bless this crossroads, for it is the long awaited birthplace of new true levels of reality, bursting up as reality, as Earth and her precious children, including me and you! I love you dearly! Feel our guides and angels helping. And reach out to people and wholeness within, to continue to help usher us through these calm and wild changes! Cheers to our human angelic divinity! We got our backs, in beautiful new energy frequencies and ways! Tune in directly and feel and see!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Ah, Dr. Ramani, Thank you so much for this incredibly timely helpful guidance. I rewound a lot, relished, took in your insights, and am pleasantly stunned. I will come back and review this some more, and share it too. Your guidance on Soul Distancing feels like salve to my soul. </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">I am an adoptee, an adult child of divorce, and had an unusually gentle honoring Father, and when he divorced my Mom, when I was 10, I was left alone with my Mother, who inspired me indirectly to follow your videos. So part of me that had a dear and gentle, honoring, loving kind father, is so overly open with my soul, that most of what you are stating here never dawns on me, naturally. Still it makes such great sense! I am wired to share the best of me with others, mostly all the time without question. I mostly don't assert discernment, in that the mainstream humans do not come from the precious place of their whole soul, as a main priority. That's not mainstream priority or training. I have old habits of trying to fill up manipulators, bosses, the public, clients, men, friends, acquaintances, strangers, service people, and unknowns on social media, and who gets left out of the equation? Me, of course! Classic co-dependency. </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Then I internalized all the not good enough, parent your parent, hopeless, helpless, insecurity patterns from growing up as in my single parent household, with my suburban theater star, more materially identified, at times, Narcissistic Mother. So this is super interesting and informative to me.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Have been studying all this stuff for years. I relate as an empath, and to Starseed phenomenon, as in my work facilitating QHHT, a very deep expression of Hypnotherapy, where the guidance comes through the client, at the regression's end. </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Over recent days I shared what some call conspiracy theory, of a film called "Plandemic." About 20% of the public are open to these possibilities, I see as truths. Yet I openly shared posts on Facebook about what I see as validity in these matters. It became a total shit show, as so many more mainstream people, from relatives of local friends, to a kid I went to grade school with, to an amazing friend from almost 20 years ago, felt threatened, attacked, and ended up hurling a bunch of abuse at me, just in the recent few days. </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">I woke up to a warning Facebook Messenger e-mail, from a fellow QHHT facilitator, whom I barely know, informing me of these attacking, verbally abusive, condescending, controlling remarks, by the adult kid from my grade school birthday parties. I erased her posts, hid the tags, and went through an elaborate process to take a vacation from our friendship, and checked a box for Facebook to remove all tags and posts between she and I. </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">I did use Soul Distancing, in that I was mad, and knew better than to feed her anything, directly. There is a big energetic divide and split in the world right now. I invested hours in sharing my soul very fully, in responding to old friends I barely know, and their attacks, as it became a huge muddy pit of energy sucking time that I wasted. In the end, I made a statement denouncing the bullying, and inviting people to continue the hate and negativity and abuse on their own private walls instead. I erased all the poisonous attacks, and expressed a post about what I learned sinking into the muck and mud of human discord, for so many hours. </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">After I updated and set boundaries, and swept my space, so to speak, it became very calm, like my peaceful back yard, during the pandemic. All the soulful people came out, and shared beautiful encouragement, and related, truth teller posts. One said "I wrote a book on this very topic." And one thanked me and said "I think you're brilliant as f*ck," which I wasn't seeking out, yet still love! May consider this on my headstone: <b>"She was brilliant as f*ck, and made it all up as she went along!"</b> A lot of words to say, yes this is so up right now, in America, and around our world, as so many have been trained that the Narcissists win, and that emulating their abusive manipulation tactics is a path to success. So I really love and rejoice in this healing guidance. And I love learning from the experience where I felt free baring my soul to my 3,000 and some friends of every eclectic level and type of interest, and party line, as it then, totally backfired into an info war. </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Then I followed my heart, and held my ground, and celebrated my right to express my truth. Still I want to make art, and take walks, and live a balance that does not come when I am leaking my soul to a big fat pack of fearful hungry wolves. Nothing against wolves! So it's a fine line to walk, as I want to allow my full expressive self, and live a loud and allowed. I just don't want to take abuse from so many detractors.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">So thank you so very dearly. I may rise and fall a lot on this learning curve. I have felt this increase for social discernment, during these shifts, and quarantine time. And you hit the nail on the head, naming it, and pointing out the poisons, when the attackers on offense spot, target and suck off of my openess, and big light. </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Oh, wait, all this juicy energy of mine is not for you guys, until I write a book, or blog that you can buy, and read, or not! </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">After it all of that, I wrote about something I have been pondering lately. I've been recalling memories of being 7, on the playground, at school, when the boys were into kooties, and raiding and capturing girls to be kidnnaped to the boys' kooties fort. I remember it disturbed me to the core. Likely triggered my primal adoption wound too. I still remember breaking down and crying, and saying "no, let me go, I don't want to play this." And there we have one of my illustrious, early childhood, soul distancing experiences! </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">And so I spoke of this in a lighter way, saying take your infighting back to your own kooties forts and caves, as I don't want to play, "let you control me." It's not fun! No way! </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">So thank you, Dr. Ramani, as this is very timely, and very new to me, even though intuitively I know and practice some of this. A lot of words today, to say, wow, wonderful, yes, awesome ideas and guidance. Thank you! </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">You are right. The gray rocking technique, and no contact even, seem more flat and generic, and feel a bit more inauthentic as practices unto themselves. What you are describing here, with Soul Distancing, is more about knowing one's full worth, seeing the mass population, and obvious Narcissists and manipulators for who they really are, and not making my soul a big plate for them to feed on. And seeing the rewards that come of real true authentic connection, when I change my settings of who I am, not to throw most of it away, on people who don't even have the ability to value themselves and life, highly enough to value me. Wow! I love the popularity, and engagement of your YouTube video post, in only 24 hours. Super amazing!</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">So that's my post, Y'all. The recent few days, energies, as well as what's emerging, and being exposed is a much longer story. Yet I have other tasks to get to today. Did I really learn the lessons on Soul Distancing, as expressed here in Dr. Ramani's video. I admit I have more practice, review, consideration, and integration to invest.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">I feel we are in tender times. I feel that having both these experiences, and knowledge of this new concept, Soul Distancing, I have learned some new resources. I have learned to share in more aware, honest, simple ways. I have learned from the harsh effects of how some have dealt with me, that when I post a comment honestly on other friend's social media posts, I do my best to be really clean, open, honest, and respectful, and let them know, I hold a different opinion, and still love and respect you as the individual you are. Or that was well articulated, and I may look into some of that, and still I have my own differing opinion on the individual, movie, info, video, etc.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Last night I felt into how much we are called on to have mercy right now, on all of humanity, as we are shoved into these challenging global, local and national initiations. Friends reminded me of the states of fear, shock, panic, division, pain and sadness, rage and helplessness and hopelessness humans are circulating through right now. I added some. I am grateful that we are also feeling and sharing experiences and expressions of Grace, uplift, upshift, encouragement, empowerment, love, caring, unity, concern, trust, faith, prayer, good will, kind actions, courage, sharing, liberty, justice, clarity, and gratitude, right now too.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">I see the Corona Virus challenge as a sacred sanctuary, time out - time in for many, as a reboot for Mama Gaia, and for us Humans, as a rite of passage, an initiation, a unify-er, and as holding space as a catalyst for the Great Shift, and the Great Awakening into the New Earth timeline, process, prophesy, and experience.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">I am sad for all the devastation, pain, plague, sickness, death, and destruction, inherent in all this chaos, curently circling our world, as this virus. I do believe the virus is a co-creation of a man-made, predatory bio-warfare plan.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Stay tuned if you wish to, as I share more on future posts.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Still I recommend the work, guidance, music, art, and supportive YouTube and social media platforms and videos and guidance of the following Wayshowers:</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">David Wilcock</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Divine Cosmos </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Nora Herold </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Lorie Ladd</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Dolores Cannon </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Julia Cannon</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">QHHT Official</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Beyond Quantum Healing</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Allison Coe</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Michael James Garber</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Ron Amit</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Paul Luftenegger</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Jen Klarfeld</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Jeff Roland</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Laura Tarnoff</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Sandra Ingerman </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">SARK</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Matt Kahn</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Era of Peace</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Kevin Moore</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Lauren Galey</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Magenta Pixie</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Laura Eisenhower</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Jeva Uqualla </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Dr Judy Mikovits</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Lisa A Romano</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Dr. Ramani</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Dr. Les Carter</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Dr. Gabor Mate</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Nahko Bear</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Rising Appalachia</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Dr. Rashid Buttar</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Mike Adams</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Pamela Aaralyn</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">JP Sears</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Our Everyday Lives</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Vananda Shiva</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Dr. Shiva Ayyadurai </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Thrive the Movie</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Thrive the Movement</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">Plandemic the movie</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #4285f4; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;">and countless more, in no particular order at all!</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #3367d6; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;"><span data-offset-key="fn2cc-0-0" style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true">I have been enjoying Sacred Sanctuary at home. Have been loving the time out, time in, and the experience of being ejected out of my pre quarantine habitualization, and being injected back into my home, heart, soul, being, and purpose. I have been enjoying a breather from my Healing Practice, from competing for survival, and from attempting to play small enough to fit in a world, I never really fully succeeded in understanding, accommodating, or resonating with... or within. I am so grateful. </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3367d6; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;"><span data-offset-key="fn2cc-0-0" style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true">I have been lifted to beautiful heights, via positivity, and guided meditations. And I have followed the darkness down into the pits of human hell zones, going down the rabbit holes of some of my Starseed Brother's and Sister's info videos on YouTube. Some are saying that we are navigating these worlds on one world, where some 80% are buying into the mainstream, and some 20% are filtering multi-dimensional perceptions of what is now unfolding in our worlds. </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3367d6; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;"><span data-offset-key="fn2cc-0-0" style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true">Lorie Ladd & the Galactic Federation, and Magenta Pixie: </span></span><span class="_247o" data-offset-key="fn2cc-1-0" spellcheck="false" style="background-color: #dce6f8; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-offset-key="fn2cc-1-0"><span data-text="true">Petra Pixie McGuire</span></span></span><span data-offset-key="fn2cc-2-0" style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true"> and her Team, the Nine, have guided me to use frequency, intuition, choice, Grace, and high levels of discernment, and boundary honoring, traversing the Grace and obstacles arising in this Shift, and Great Awakening of Humanity. </span></span><span class="_247o" data-offset-key="fn2cc-3-0" spellcheck="false" style="background-color: #dce6f8; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-offset-key="fn2cc-3-0"><span data-text="true">Nora Herold</span></span></span><span data-offset-key="fn2cc-4-0" style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true"> and the Pleiadians, and </span></span><span class="_247o" data-offset-key="fn2cc-5-0" spellcheck="false" style="background-color: #dce6f8; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-offset-key="fn2cc-5-0"><span data-text="true">John Burgos</span></span></span><span data-offset-key="fn2cc-6-0" style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true"> and </span></span><span class="_247o" data-offset-key="fn2cc-7-0" spellcheck="false" style="background-color: #dce6f8; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-offset-key="fn2cc-7-0"><span data-text="true">Lauren Ellis Galey</span></span></span><span data-offset-key="fn2cc-8-0" style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true">, and their Teams, and many more, have also shared Guides, and Guidance, reminding us to tune in, feel our feelings fully, and let our guides, knowing, and intuition lead us through this wild maze, this rollercoaster of eclectic realities, emotions, and changes, uplifting, and simultaneously crashing systems and beings on our world. </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3367d6; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;"><span data-offset-key="fn2cc-8-0" style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true">I have listened to Wayshowers, David and Elizabeth Wilcock, Q, and the heavy hitters, exposing so many dark scapegoats, devils, predators, the deep state, the Satanic Billionaires and so on, and their evil plots to destroy, bully, enslave, and feed off of humanity. This week alone, I have shared views with friends who believe that this, that, and the other politician, and political parties are evil, good, heroes, etc. Then factor in all of our personalities, and various levels of consciousness. Yikes. </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3367d6; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;"><span data-offset-key="fn2cc-8-0" style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true">The individuals and religious systems that are promoting guilt, shame, blame, fear and dystopian fantasies, fall flat, and hold little to no truth, honoring, respect, authenticity, authority, nor resonance for me. I have learned that these are Narcissistic habitualizations, and manipulation tactics, as are control, fear mongering, drama spewing, etc. Still I am honoring validity of more possibilities, than I ever have before. Navigating through energy, frequency, intuition, guidance, and how my body and emotions feel, moment by moment, is a priceless gift right now, and moving forward. </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #3367d6; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;"><span data-offset-key="fn2cc-8-0" style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true">Some say polarizations are dissolving. Simultaneously much of life on Earth is growing far more polarized than we've ever seen. Transparency is increasing, as our frequencies rise to meet that of our living, nurturing Earth. Still Nature and the Earth, and my energetic sphere are overflowing with a lot of Grace, beauty, simplicity, presence, and harmony. Simultaneously I still face human problems, mysteries, and challenges, as do many of our relations on Earth, at present.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3367d6; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;"><span data-offset-key="fn2cc-8-0" style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true">I came here to thrive victoriously. I feel welcomed in new levels of surrender. My mind does not know all the details of the where, what, how, why, and when of it. My Heart's course is set on freedom, unity, love, grace, community, creativity, choice, culture, wholeness, and soulful divine options for one and for all. Feeling into this brings me comfort. I transmit Grace, Love, encouragement, centering, and comfort out to you, as we navigate these waves of divinity filled change, and unprecedented opportunity, at the dimensional crossroads we are presently navigating. Choose your timeline wisely, as our Earth, Suns, Moon, Stars, and Soul have already co-created for you, for me, for us, in the right here, right now, and beyond. The Earth is already free. Are you resonant in aligning with her, with you, with us?</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Well, we humans of the world, are traversing this Global Pandemic, bracing for new, unexpected changes in the decade of 2020. We've never seen anything like this, in our current generations. Simultaneously so many cultures and people are being deeply triggered, and wounds of families, cultures, nations, current lifetimes, and past/parallel lives are getting wildly triggered. Old systems are abruptly being exposed, shaken, and leveled, as we are living through the dismantling, and crashes to the old empires, patriarchy, predatory structures, hierarchies, power over systems, wars, and imbalances of a dying Earthly cycle. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">We are watching and living, straddling multiple worlds, bombarded by seeming threats to survival of self, loved ones, friends, family and friends of friends, associates, beloved singer songwriters, health, peace, safety, finances, control, planning, and choice, and the uprooting and crash of most of the most of the structures we depend on daily, to function as individuals, families, nations, cultures, and as a human collective. The news is filled with realities to horrify you, and all whomever watches and listens.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">On the flip side, we are birthing a new frequency on Mama Gaia, as has been prophesied in indigenous cultures, world religions, by Seers and Prophets, and Starseed circles and channelings, across time and space, and beyond. New levels of cooperation, unity, compassion, love and care are rising, as many of us partake in the gifts of time within ourselves, in our homes, and with our friends and family, near and far.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Old systems I felt locked into, and choiceless within, all temporarily cracked open and kicked me to the curb of new freedoms, challenges and choices, now, and moving forward.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I've ridden the rollercoaster of shifting fears, and emotions, offenses, defenses, fight, fright or freeze, reactions, and new opportunities, to break out of old patterns of freezing up, hiding out, playing small, feeling powerless, helpless, hopeless, procrastinating, and disconnecting from my Self and my Soul gifts, throughout challenges of the recent five years, my whole life, and and through this global pandemic and all its changes. I've partaken in distractions, operating below basic survival, and other basic human downward spirals, playing hide and seek with the wholeness of my soul, while playing human being.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I've felt feelings of Grace, love, unification, healing, energies rising, compassion, deep connection, and emergence, within my being, in our community circles, our nations, in the human collective, and our larger world.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I've felt new levels of freedom and playfulness, empowerment and choice to change, and support from infinite, un-trackable Sources. I have sat, frozen disallowing so much of the playfulness I know I am truly here to unleash and live, as shackles of old traumas, PTSD, situational challenges, survival pressures, and pure fear, have stopped me in my tracks, to conform, when I actually came in wired to lead!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">"What is real and true?" We are all likely asking this daily through this mass initiation! And being present in the moment, is mostly what's true, as all our bigs plans and intensions are resting on shifting sands, and seismic shifts, shut downs, and invitations to tune in.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I am especially grateful for so much freedom being ignited now, free time, free bills, for the interim of freedom from income. So many beloved teachers, mystics, and guides are offering of their soul gifts for free, ushering in classes, tele-conferences, free painting lessons, free movement classes, free concerts, free lessons, free miracles, free Starseed zoom offerings, free global meditations, free mask making tutorials, and free shamanic group healings, and even free tutorials of how to deal with difficult emotions, relationships, people, and more. It's infinite, how much music, mysticism, guidance and comfort, is bubbling up through compassionate kind, reverent human incarnates, and the Spirit Teams behind us all! </span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Many of us are steeping in this gift of time for supreme self care, nature, home life, comfort, life choice, and self expression. We are feeling guidance from within, and fellow wisdom keepers are confessing to resting, meditating, and napping whenever we feel moved too!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I am realizing, amidst the information I am consciously choosing to engage in, that the human collective overall, has been living in very upside down ways, in disordered, diseased spells, as Nora Herold highlighted, last night, on the Beyond the Ordinary Show teleconference with John Bergos. I am looking deeply at how upside down and inside out, and displaced, and out of my own authority, I have been living.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I am grateful to friends and guides, including Laura Tarnoff, Nora Herold, John Bergos, Lorie Ladd, Petra: Magenta Pixie, David and Elizabeth Wilcock, SARK, Matt Kahn, Sandra Ingerman, my QHHT Family, my ThetaHealing Family, my Earthwalker Family, Gabor Mate, Ron Amit, and Michael James Garber of Transformotion and New Earth Ascending, inspiring artists, mystics, family, friends, Soul Kin, and more. I am grateful to friends working as nurses, doctors, dentists, grocery store clerks, delivery people, drugstore clerks, as well as comedians, musicians, painters, dancers, singer songwriters, poets, DJ's therapists, Starseed Guides, Creator, healers, mystics, shamans, Seers, and regular mom's and dad's and families, teens, elders, babies, and all. I'm grateful for truth tellers, known and new.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I am grateful for this timely, crazy, peaceful rollercoaster of a reboot. I'm grateful for extra time to tune in, and explore what brings me joy, who am I truly?, what do I wish to invest my soul energies in now, and emerging forward, and how best to proceed.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Last night I participated in an amazing experience, tuning into a brilliant, funny, on point, free, live video teleconference on John Bergos' Beyond the Ordinary, BTO Show, Featuring Nora Herold and the Pleiadians. There were 300 or so Starseed participants. It was revolutionary, precious, dear, spectacular, and amazing. Nora reassured us, in closing, that we don't need a formal Channeler to receive support, help and guidance form the Pleiadians, we are connected, directly, all the time. Here are some highlights of the rich aftermath of my experience, as I posted on a Facebook event post of Nora Herold's.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Thank you John Burgos, Nora Herold & Team. I can’t wait to experience the replay. Something shifted in me, listening & participating. I spearheaded a project of unboxing 12 + boxes of books in my healing space, as had been trapped in cardboard boxes <span style="margin-left: 0.2ex; margin-right: 0.2ex;"><img alt="📦" class="CToWUd" data-goomoji="1f4e6" data-image-whitelisted="" goomoji="1f4e6" src="https://mail.google.com/mail/e/1f4e6" style="margin: 0px 0.2ex; max-height: 24px; vertical-align: middle;" /></span> over 4 or so years, after some interior adobe work, that was never finished completely. I started late, so I pulled an all nighter, winding down about 4:44 am. I went outside to drag my recycling bin to the street. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I dragged the recycle ♻️bin out to the street, and walked back, and watched more. I thought "they can’t be planes, <img alt="✈" class="CToWUd" data-goomoji="2708" data-image-whitelisted="" goomoji="2708" src="https://mail.google.com/mail/e/2708" style="margin: 0px 0.2ex; max-height: 24px; vertical-align: middle;" />️ as they're silent, and way too high up. I watched until the last one traveled from near the Big Dipper, in the Northwest diagonally across the sky, towards the moon <img alt="🌙" class="CToWUd" data-goomoji="1f319" data-image-whitelisted="" goomoji="1f319" src="https://mail.google.com/mail/e/1f319" style="margin: 0px 0.2ex; max-height: 24px; vertical-align: middle;" /> in the Southeast. I lost count, yet it felt like I witnessed 20 - 25 of these slow, steady traveling lights. I asked “who are you?” And I heard "Emissaries of Light." I came in about 5:08, and was up in the awe of it for another hour, as sunrise began. </span></div>
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jenuineindigo1http://www.blogger.com/profile/11056956205937857750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8372204512266556614.post-66116414280025409952020-01-05T15:12:00.001-08:002020-01-05T15:24:52.013-08:00Response to Acts of Aggression by Mr. Donald Trump<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span class="s1"><span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I am greatly disturbed, and find the actions taken, and directives administered by the U.S. Military, inauthentic, unconscious, dangerous, and not at all wise, diplomatic, or respectable, on any level.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>These actions to not represent me, nor do they represent any of the Americans I know.</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1"><span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">There is an old paradigm, now dying<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>out on planet Earth, where kill or be killed tactics had a function.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I do not kill my fellow humans to deal with problems in my life.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I do not condone my country to do so either.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I do not feel there is any place in today’s world for such displays of imbalanced patriarchal rage, power over, and militaristic strategies and actions of violence as a first choice.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>In fact I see diplomacy, in the lives of individuals, and in the action of nations, to be our best, and only healthy primary directive, and response.</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1"><span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">These actions are an aberration to health, true wealth, safety, and sense, on every level possible, as they reflect inward to the youth, and constituents of this nation, and as they ripple out into the larger nations that make up humanity and Earth itself.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>The human who is the president, now, is a sick, and dangerous man, and leader.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>His jarring, dangerous, untempered actions, endanger Americans everywhere, and simultaneously endanger the individuals throughout the world, that we have been fighting to attain peace for and with.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Looking back on photos of celebrations of old, with friends. Whatever year this was, I did not yet consciously know, Lynda Star would become inspired to move to Truth or Consequences, and I would leap in to make my dreams real, in this magical downtown Santa Fe retail space.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I have been hiding in healing and self reflection, for over a year now, partially stunned by situational traumas around money, changes, time, & a surprise injury in late October, 2016. Apparently I’m not the only one who has surfed such human tests, in recent years! My healing practice: Trailblazing Transformation continues, while my progression into my new vision & opportunity progressed over 2017, behind the scenes. You could say it budded, yet did not fully flower yet.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Now 2018 beckons me to leap in, open fully, hop to it, bloom for my own joy & bloom with and for my growing wholesome team! And so I am eager to trade my old fear vouchers in, for full, true faith in action. Screw you stuck, scared, inner orphan saboteur! Or rather I love you, tender, weakened timid parts, of the fabulous wholeness of me!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">My California Cousin Susan sent me this super magical package of mostly small black and white old photos of me as a little newborn, newly adopted baby, my new truly magical own bedroom, with friendly painted orange fairytale characters on the fabulous wallpaper, a rocking chair, my little crib, and a big orange round rug. I love orange <span class="_5mfr" style="margin: 0px 1px;"><span class="_6qdm" style="background-image: url("https://static.xx.fbcdn.net/images/emoji.php/v9/td7/2/16/1f34a.png"); background-repeat: no-repeat; background-size: contain; display: inline-block; height: 16px; text-shadow: none; vertical-align: text-bottom; width: 16px;">🍊</span></span>!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">There was this less fancy looking lady in a few of the pictures, holding me like a pro. "Who was she?" I wondered. So I asked my Dad. He explained, she was the nurse, and that Mom was scared, she wouldn’t quite know what to do. “How long was she there?... A couple weeks?” My Dad said he didn’t remember exactly. He said, "Oh no, more like 6 months!”</span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I was excited seeing the pictures of me as brand new. I was really moved by the timing of receiving them, as I feel so baby like, birthing myself anew, yet again, at age 53, with my downtown studio.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">My Mom, Judy, my adoptive Mom, had no experience preparing and bonding with me. We were not in constant communications, loving and easing each other forward, sharing unity through one body.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">My Mom had fears, while needing and receiving long term help in caring for me. She learned to bond and care for me, from a servant like stranger, who also had no previous bond with me, either.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Today I felt a lot of judgement towards my Mother, for recent infractions of her style of being and fearing into me and my current world & existence. How can I cater to her needs and fears, when she’s programmed me so deeply to mother her through hers? It feels like such a lose/lose proposition.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">My Mom, Judy found solace in expressing emotions, other people formed and neatly wrote into musical plays. Her passions were ignited, and outlets opened, in her pretending to be someone else, in front of a room full of strangers.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I tested it out, and tried it, over years of Theater Camp. Pretending to be others can be fun. I quite like donning a British or East Indian accent for a sentence or two. And I love to get lost in an exquisite play, movie, book, comedy, poem, or song.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I am more at home surrendering to some gusher of Soul expression from within. I love the solitary escape into making worlds through art, lines, shapes, movement, and color.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">My Birth Grandmother was afraid of and for me. She saw that I was “removed” immediately at birth, exiled, like a valuable small slave. My birth mother was obviously blessed, cursed, and terrified, having me to love and loose, having to hide me to survive. Having me inside her, while being shamed, blamed, and ultimately overthrown. All this shapes me. It’s not an excuse, it is an explanation of feelings that still live inside of me. This is the stuff Bruce Lipton calls "the biology of belief." No wonder my soul signed on to root out, allow, feel, nurture, and transform trauma. I was shaped by quite a lot of it, even in my safe, picture perfect worlds!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I love creativity, seeing, feeling and hearing people for who they are, creating and holding space for self expression, self valuing, soul exploration, trauma transformation, intimacy, trust, truth, authenticity, freedom, and limitlessness.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">My Mom Judy loves the physical plane, the body, costumes and clothing, manicures, food, drink, song, big emotions, entertaining, dance, drama, applause, praise, being seen and valued, caring, exploring, winning, and her giant extended gypsy theater family of people playing vividly within stories, set finite stories. She loves learning, big city opulence, architecture, Broadway musicals, make-up, Ella Fitzgerald, Gene Kelley, the Steelers, the Cubs, stories, books, trees, flowers, nature, singing, and live theater! She loves human rights, news, television, her home, yard, garden, and parties, as hostess or guest. She quite likes limits, should's, and being the star, the life of the party, the expert, and the smart one. She expresses anger openly, and shared thoughts eagerly, often without filters. If her words don’t say it, her facial expressions will tell it all! She’s fiery, gets bored easily, suffers fools poorly, hold a grudge indefinitely, hates reading instructions, is low tech, and highly disciplined.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I love intimacy, depth, the soul, art, books, stories, songs, dancing, community, true self revelation, reflection, diverse cultures, creative expression, deep perception, writing, hiking, swimming, surrender, movies, plays, mysticism, spiritual community, transformation, humanity, the unique faces of humanity, being, the earth, harmony, grace, love, valuing, seeing, awe, depth, space for unity, ceremony, sharing, inclusivity, hippy culture & music, the divine feminine, the true age, holding space for genuine emotions & feelings, radical honesty, self disclosure, love, friends, family, connecting, communicating, exploring, adventures and learning. I love people’s life stories, games, play, food, celebrations, hot springs, ancient hiking trails, indigenous culture, intuition, New Mexico red earth roads, freedom, and a sky full of stars.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><br />I love our starseed origins, dreaming, fluidity, befriending the world, soul connections, popcorn, omnivorous options, Thai Green Curry, and parties hosted outside my home! I love days at home in my Pajamas, caring, kindness, and dropping into deep connections with fellow Souls on the journey. I love channeled starseed messages, light language, labyrinths, meditations, and visionary life. I love art collaborations, friends, family, healing and children. I appreciate the simplicity of boys and men. Soul gifts and treasures & transformation awe me!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Fear scares me, and at the same time, I’ve learned the art form of allowing, nurturing, blessing, welcoming, and holding space for human emotions that are real!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I suppose my Mom and I still scare each other frequently with both our differences and our mirrors.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Seeing the love and the fear that went into bringing me here, gives me new levels of understanding and compassion, for all involved. These reflections help me claim my full power to take action, own and claim my full vision, gifts, intentions, choices, desires and will.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I have froze, feared, closed down, floated above my body and my life, and hid more of my soul gifts, than fully revealed and formed.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Now I see with wider eyes, a larger horizon, as I step back in wonder, Grace, gratitude, appreciation and awe, allowing all of this, for the blessings they are.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">It’s my turn to step up and mother my creations into proud full expression. If I need a nurse to help midwife me a bit, in the beginning, I now understand that asking for help is a very humble and human way to proceed.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Blessings in birthing your treasures, my Friends. May we keep inspiring each other, and as parts of a whole, standing up, asking for, and engaging as much help as we require!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">And if you are someone who has been helping me sometimes, or all along, Hello I love you! I’m grateful! Earth Angels, Divine Angels, Creator/Source/Love, Blessed Self, Family, Friends, Guided, Esteemed Teachers, Associates, Circuiteers, Healers, Creatives, Co-Cretors, Beloveds, Dates, Sheros, Hero’s, Fans, Mystic’s, Trailblazers, Starseed, Light-Ship Mates, “Enemies,” mistakes, shames, embarrassments, lessons, failures, successes, destructions, losses, Creations, Loves and blames, Thank you, <span class="_5mfr" style="margin: 0px 1px;"><span class="_6qdm" style="background-image: url("https://static.xx.fbcdn.net/images/emoji.php/v9/tdd/2/16/1f64f_1f3fe.png"); background-repeat: no-repeat; background-size: contain; display: inline-block; height: 16px; text-shadow: none; vertical-align: text-bottom; width: 16px;">🙏🏾</span></span> Thank you, Thank you! Together we’re clear, Golden, Goddess, God, Super-powered, playful, silly, Angel-guided, highly Victorious One/won! So keep playing like we are ETernal, free Divinity in Motion, valuable, welcome, like we belong, and are at home, here in Heaven on Earth Mama!</span></div>
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<span class="s1"><span style="color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">He once told me that when I was first adopted to he and my Mom, Judy, he was amazed at how he learned from me, from the very first day.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>He read Dr. Spock books, and years later told interested friends of how he practiced respecting and encouraging me to think and plan for myself, and reason best choices, when I was 5 and 6 years young, inviting me to figure out my own solutions.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>His example, decades later, was that if I wanted to play in the sandbox, after attending a birthday party, in my party dress, he would ask, “What do you think you need to do first?”<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Back then, I didn’t know that most children were not met with such heightened levels of respect and honoring, as young children, by their parents.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>In later years, when I faced challenges, and or got in trouble, he would ask me unconventional questions like, “Well what do you want to do?” and “What did you learn?”<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>He helped pave the way for me to be a Visionary, by seeing me fully, being awed by life and being awed by me, and our adventures and play.</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1"><span style="color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I remember my Dad as wise, caring, loving, concerned, sensitive, impassioned, creative, competitive, balanced, clear, clever, kind, warm, original, magical, optimistic, driven, adventuresome, fun, focused, neat, willing, positive, curious, and innocent.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I joke that I never saw a sweater out of place, or left on a chair, at their home.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>He was disciplined, playful, and deeply appreciative.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>He was awed by life, even when he didn’t agree with all aspects of it.</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1"><span style="color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I regret that I did not dance with him, a little more.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Still all our shared smiles, laughs, understanding, debates, talks, hopes, dreams, and challenges, conversations, and phone calls, guidance, and agreements to disagree, were rooted in a special kind of peace, and caring.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>They still infuse me with strength, love, wholeness and confidence.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>My reserves are filled with heart, LOVE, loyalty, goodness, cheer, faith, caring, and kindness, Grace, clarity, valuing, and vision, thanks to this special beloved being, I got to be shaped by, loved, and to know sweetly, as my Dad!<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I have a giant passion for LIFE, thanks to my Dad.</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1"><span style="color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Or I might be driving a curving road to fast, and I think, and feel Dad’s Spirit guiding me to slow down, and be safe.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Or maybe I am feeling challenges in life, or judgements from within, or child-like vulnerabilities, and fear, and or rage and sadness.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Then I think of my Dad’s life, presence, Spirit, influence, and ways, and his energies bring me peace, contentment, purpose, joy, and a feeling of feeling fully loved. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></div>
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<span class="s1"><span style="color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Thank you Dad, wherever you are now.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>I imagine you up there living in the Creator of ALL, and partaking in some truly stellar adventures.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Marshall Lee Klarfeld, 89, of Indio, California, passed away peacefully in his sleep, at home, after a very natural 3 day or so process of letting go.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Marshall was very lucid up until the end, as he worked out at the gym and enjoyed meals out with his beloved wife Mary, of over 30 years, the week before his natural passage. He was in hospice care, at home, beginning January 20th, 2019.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Marshall is remembered by many, for his qualities of strength, wisdom, curiosity, kindness, and his sweet, gentle, caring nature.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Marshall was born in Boston Massachusetts, to Harriet and Harold Klarfeld, and raised along side his elder brother and best friend of 81 years, Myron S. (Mike) Klarfeld. They lived in Boston, Massachusetts, and Marshall and Myron proudly attended the New York Military Academy, and later Marshall attended high school in Florida, and graduated college from Cal Tech, with a degree in Mechanical Engineering, in 1951. Marshall excelled in four major careers throughout his life, including a lucrative career in Television sales, supporting his own way through college. His second major career was in sales and sales management, for Upright Scaffolds out of Berkeley, California. His third career was in Real Estate sales in San Francisco, where he was known for his professionalism and high integrity. His fourth career was driven by his gift of curiosity, as he explored his way into becoming a Researcher, Author, and Lecturer in the discovery of our stellar origins, as well as a Radio and Lecture Guest on countless venues, conferences, radio and video programs, including Ancient Aliens, Contact in the Desert, The Aztec UFO Symposium, The Conscious Life Expo, The Kevin Moore Show, Coast to Coast AM with George Noory, Veritas Radio, New Realities, Co-Creator Radio Network, Shirley MacLaine's Independent Expression Radio, and many more.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Marshall wrote five books, and published and promoted four of these books on the Anunnaki, and our stellar origins, with great support and encouragement of his wife, Mary. His books and lectures can still be found, shared and enjoyed at <a href="http://www.adamthemissinglink.com/" rel="nofollow" style="background-color: transparent; box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: 600; text-decoration-line: none;">www.AdamTheMissingLink.com</a> and on many social media platforms, including google, youtube, soundcloud, facebook, amazon, and on podcasts too. Marshall had a vision to make a movie trilogy, and was recording his ideas and theories, up into his final weeks of life.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Marshall was married three times, first to Judy Klarfeld, whom he lived with in Evanston, and Winnetka, Illinois, then to Sarah Southwick, in San Francisco, CA, and finally to his wife of over 30 years, Mary Klarfeld, in San Francisco, Petaluma, and Indio, California. Marshall is the father of Jennifer Klarfeld, of Santa Fe, NM, and the Stepfather to Mary's three adult children, Jay Guittard, Clark Guittard, and Jennifer Guittard Grace, and their life partners, and families. He was Step Grandfather to 6 children, in the San Francisco Bay Area. Marshall (Uncle Buddy) leaves behind his brother Mike's three grown children, Susan, Nancy, and Laura, and their husbands and children. They were very close to their Uncle Buddy, and celebrated, and spoke of the qualities that made him special, throughout and beyond his life.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Marshall was a highly responsible individual, who was involved with politics, and stood up and assisted his boss, Wallace Johnson, when Wally, as the Mayor of Berkeley in the 1970's, wrote and presented a plan to stop the Vietnam War.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Marshall loved international travel throughout his life, and excelled in tennis, sailing, skiing, and golf. He valued fitness and healthy competition, playing chess daily with his beloved wife Mary, in local and global cafes. Marshall was a gregarious individual, organizing male female dances and mixers, at Cal Tech, when it was mostly still male. He later ordered a full set of the Great Books, and led book club meetings, reading the classics. He loved the arts, comedy, music, dance, and theater. His first wife Judy was an actress in community theater for many years, in Winnetka, Illinois. Dad was a fan of "The Man of La Mancha," " Star Trek," and "Star Wars." His Mother was an advocate for "The Power of Positive Thinking." Marshall definitely carried this attribute forward.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Marshall told me, his daughter Jennifer, that when I (she) first arrived as an infant, he was amazed of how he learned from me, (her), from the very beginning. Years later I (she) asked him, "Dad, what is your top soul gift?" He pondered it, and then announced, "Curiosity is my strongest gift. I have been driven by curiosity for as long as I can remember!" At Cal Tech, he asked his Nobel Prize winning Professors, Richard Feynman, and Linus Pauling the big questions, "Is there a God?" and "Is there life on other planets?" He never slowed down in his quest for the answers. He called himself a disciple of Zecharia Sitchen, the Author Dad was driven to discover, research, befriend, and assist in reaching people with theories they both uncovered.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I shared a very special relationship with my Dad, Marshall. I moved out west to San Francisco to be near him, around age 20, after he divorced and moved back to California in 1977. My Dad and I shared a very Grace based relationship, rooted in a lot of real and healthy caring, kindness, and unconditional love. My Dad always let me be who I really am. I can count on one hand the times I saw him get mad. They were very rare. I always felt like my Dad had been a Tibetan Buddhist Monk in a bunch of past lives, because he was exceptionally present, joyful, accepting, warm, kind, and in the moment. He had his human struggles over the years, yet his concern throughout my life, his life, and up until the end, was for the ones he loved, and how to keep them safe, comfortable, well cared for, and deeply and dearly loved! My Dad always taught, modeled, and encouraged me to trust life, and trust myself.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">We rejoice at Marshall's graduation with honors from the Earth School Class of 2019. His soul took flight 3 months or less short of what would have been his 90th birthday. We are celebrating him on both sides of the veil between the worlds. My Dad is a gentle soul, who lived a beautiful, loving, full, accomplished, positive, and playful life. He made friends everywhere he went. His friends and family have written and posted beautiful memories, feelings, and qualities, expressing closeness, and admiration, from all over the country.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">At the beginning of Dad's hospice he said to me, "I have lived an amazing and adventurous life. I have no regrets!" Upon visiting him, his first week of hospice, at a family dinner at his home, with his wife Mary, and my Cousins Nancy and Susan, Dad said, "There are a lot of people suffering and in pain, in this world. I am happy, and I feel freedom!"</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">My Dad always instilled hope, respect, love and inspiration in the people whom he gathered around him. The gifts he transmitted and shaped me with, are gifts I am proud to transmit naturally as my own, and I will gratefully carry these gifts through countless lifetimes to come.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The last message my Dad shared with me, face to face, was "Have a wonderful life!" I told him, "we are each embarking on new adventures! I trust our new adventures!" I'm grateful that my Dad was so well loved across his journey here on Earth, and trust he will be dearly loved throughout his Creation Journey and Adventures.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Think about whatever qualities you most loved in my Dad, and animate those in our world, as you think of him and know, Life is Good, we're never alone, there IS life out there, and a Loving Creator of All overseeing our way lightly, now and always!</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Welcome to the club, Human Relative. It is amazing to me to live at a time, when so many are contributing to help us see, understand, and heal from unhealed Narcissists and their messy, abusive behaviors. I like all the guidance you’ve been given here.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Some describe interacting with a Narcissist as a constant chess game. Gray rocking is helpful, yet if they're walking all over you, sometimes saying something stronger is useful, like, “I know that’s not about me,” “I hear you and I see it differently,” and or “no thank you, I’ll oversee my own blah blah blah!”</span><br />
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Remember that other aspects of the Narcissist and their behaviors include being full of toxic shame, being fake, putting on an act, being an empty shell or a donning a mask. They can’t truly love because they’ve been hurt too bad and don’t trust love is real. </span><br />
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">They are usually more jaded, wounded, even paranoid and distrusting of others. They can’t see you as separate, more of an appendage. They can’t have a 2 way, balanced, concerned conversation, and instead gain fuel through any engagement, drama, defense, etc with you. They will offload and dump their toxic poisons into, and on you. Keeping themselves in the superior position and you, and others in the inferior one, is a constant need and strategy. They lie and use manipulative tactics to avoid responsibility for the manipulative ways they treat you and others. </span><br />
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">And as you get healthy and start to set and maintain boundaries, and see and call them on their manipulative behaviors and Narcissistic habits, this triggers their Narcissistic wounding, as in it highlights the wounded real self they hide from people, and hide from themselves. So as you get healthier, they lose some of their mask, strategic power, control and dominance. This is both highly dangerous and a form of death to them. They will project all their pain, vulnerability and weakness onto you. If you back off to claim healthy whole living, balance and clarity, they will be forced to push other flying monkeys into their sphere, who believe their false dramas and give them fuel without question, hassles, or truth.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Earlier this month*, I gathered with friends and family to attend the life celebration, memorial and burial of the cremated remains of our ol' friend Larry Dalen, at the beautiful home of his daughter and son in law, Gina and Robert. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">*Actually about 8 months ago... see note at the end, explaining that I write this post in April 2018, and am adding photos and publishing it in December 2018.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Larry lived 94 years</span><span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"> and some change.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Ray shared magical, astounding memories of hikes he shared with Larry, one a 36 mile hike up the California Mountains. He shared of the carrier pigeons they kept and trained, and how they would secure a note to the pigeons, and fly them back home to alert Mom and Dad to their safe arrival camping on their big hikes.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">He shared tales of Larry's triumphs running the school store in high school, wrangling a steady stream of women to date, and escort to dances, and more. He shared tales of Larry's career of teaching at the college, teaching Chemistry in a special trade school for vocational education. Ray spoke of how much pride Larry took in truly teaching and preparing these minority young adults for new careers.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I remembered so many of Larry's overlapping stories and memories, as how he taught these learning challenged youth, so that they would really deeply know the topic, not just regurgitating static formulas, yet truly knowing and understanding it from the inside out, experientially!</span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Ray went back telling tales of when Larry trained to fly B52 jets in the Navy, while WWII still raged on. Yet somehow the war ended, sparing Larry from the ravages of war combat, instead, Larry found his way to free continuing educational programs.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Ray told tales of all the women who Larry magnetized, and dated, dining, dancing, and socializing to all his favorite big band era orchestras. Ray would get reeled in, once in a while, yet Larry kept up his life and love of dancing, dining, dating, music, and social activity, on a far grander scale, than his younger brother.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Later on Larry qualified for a real estate loan, supporting him in the purchase and construction of a mountain top, home on a Macadamia nut tree farm, in Southern California. There were tales of how their Dad ruled out owning a dog as a pet, in the kids' youth, opting for animals strictly of use on a farm. Larry made up for those years, adopting and feeding all the stray dogs around. We also heard great stories of how beloved the Mexican farm workers were, and how much they adored Larry. Larry took special precautions to help keep the Immigrant workers, safe and secured, as they were traveling the roads to and from his nut farm.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Again so many of these memories were perfectly highlighted on the screen above, throughout the life review. We saw pictures of Larry and the little orange Brat car, on the Nut Farm Hill, Pictures of them as children, gathered around the Ford, pictures of young Larry, all suited up, donning his woven basket back pack, with the hiking gear within. We heard fish tales, of the giant block of cooked bacon, that was used as fishing bait, to bring in the fish they would roast, while camping, and also bring home afterwards.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">There was a tale from their youth, of an older gentleman, who had some physical handicaps of aging, and the jobs he would enlist Larry and Ray to help him with, and the small coins he would pay them with. This would lead Larry and Ray to the local corner store, to immediately buy sweet candies and treats, so rare in the Great Depression days, back home.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Later, as a grown up man, Ray found his way to live in Colorado, and Larry and his 2nd wife, made their way to join them. The marriage relationship was not always easy on Larry, and one day he felt the only healthy choice was to flee, so flee he did, to Santa Fe, solo.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Ray recalled some of the internal changes in Larry, around that time. Larry learned someone's instructions on how to create a big love antenna, that supposedly would keep the temperature in a room, magically secured at 70 degrees, and more. That's when Larry started talking more open about "the energy," using, at the time, strange phrases like, "I can feel the energy! Can you feel the energy?" The love antenna gave off such an energy. "Can you feel it?" Larry would excitedly ask! Ray played along.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Ray who at 22 months short of 94, proudly shared of winning 2nd place ribbons in running and biking races for all ages, in Colorado, became moved to share how it brought him solace to imagine and know within, that Larry is likely hiking big pristine mountains, of their beloved youth, in the afterworld!</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">A handful of times Ray looked over at me, saying, you must have heard about this, after learning that I was the local Soul Artist, Healer, and Hypnotherapist who hosted Larry through more way out, mystical sessions, of one sort or another, than anyone! Most of the time, listening to Ray's memories, I laughed outloud, in recognition, and remembrance. If I did not recall the tale, as I did not recall the tale of the goat, I laughed extra loud, as it was so spectacularly characteristic of Larry's life and stories, memories, and regressions to memories gone by.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I shared my recollections of Larry bragging he had had 50 past life regressions. I used to correct him, "No Larry, you may have had 50 sessions, yet of all variety of modalities, from Brian Weiss style Past Life Regressions, Dolores Cannon style Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique - QHHT, Awakening Coaching, Holographic Memory Resolution, and more. Everything I had to offer, Larry openly signed up for, tried, experienced, appreciated, and celebrated.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I shared highlights of Larry's vivid movie-like past, future, or simultaneous life time adventures, all over, and beyond this world! I shared the Star Trek like, simultaneous life memory... exploration, as a space ship captain, with multiple sexy silver spacesuit clad wives in various intergalactic space ports. That was the best!</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">It felt as if memories clear to me were known by all, yet they weren't until I shared them. So of course I shared the classic Larry "Oh" story. If you knew Larry, one thing he was super famous for was his stories. And meeting and knowing him in his 80's, and 90's he always had a new one, we'd never even heard before.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">The "Oh" story was one he taught and told in his chemistry class, to his young adult vocational training students. He taught that in any situation, he had discovered there is one catch-all word, with multiple meanings, to make you look good in all situations and conversations, in school, and beyond. He explained, that that word, is "Oh."</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">He went on to demonstrate, how when asked, prompted, or expressed to, you could easily say "Oh!," "Oh," "Oh?" or Oooooh, with varying intonation, expression, and meaning. A sort of one word, for all occasions.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I sometimes think of it as Larry's favorite word and teaching!</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Some of the vast array of Larry magic came back to me. I remember when Larry was attending Lynda Star's Alien, and Starseed Movie Night, together with soul family, over close to 10 years, at Angel Station 222, in Downtown Santa Fe. He was also coming to me for more healing and guidance sessions than anyone ever had. He had a couple of goals to both share his wisdom, encouragement, hope, love, and inspiration, as an early Starseed on Earth, with young starseed, at UFO, Paranormal, and Starseed community circles, gatherings, expos, and events, which he definitely did. And he want to write a blog. While wildly engaging and outgoing, he was also by nature, a relatively private, behind the scenes kind of guy. So many of us benefited, enjoyed, and accompanied him through all of this... and more.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #b45f06; font-size: large;">"Love is a real world phenomenon that can be measured by scientific instruments. Love is a feeling that comes about from making loving decisions, from contemplating the beauty of nature, loving your garden, loving your art you just finished. The point is that these feelings are yours and these feelings heal you. Now if you want to share these feeling with another person, then you find someone who loves at the same degree you do, and then you both lovingly share your loves. These words are close to my heart."</span><span style="color: #b45f06; font-size: large; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;"> - Larry Dalen</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-size: large; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;">This leads me to another magical Larry memory. Larry shared with many of us in The Gathering of the Golden Dolphins, led by Santa Fe's own interstellar, Nina Brown, back in 2011 and 2012. We gathered once a month, in posh settings, up at Bishop's Lodge, as we activated the crystalline grid around Mother Earth, shared expressive dance parties, laughter yoga, chi gong, and more. </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;">We attracted many amazing starseed to the circle. One of the themes introduced by Nina Brown, was sharing in a space, ritual and community, where we all felt and were free to reveal and express our divinity fully! Many magical friends found their way to join us, and many inspiring presenters. Nina channeled Light Language, and we shared all kinds of glorious fun! A beautiful, musical, heart centered Santa Fe and Global Permaculture Activist and Musician, Thérèse Williams, found her way to the group, and founded a scholarship for someone to get to win a free ticket to some of the pricier events offered. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-size: large; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;">Larry's generosity, enthusiasm, passion, and kindness will be remembered by many, as he eagerly shared countless lunches and dinners, desserts, and colorful stories with us, throughout his Santa Fe experience. He referred to the foods his doctors warned him about eating as, "no no's!" He ate his fair share of them, when he felt so inclined.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-size: large; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;">I have many cherished memories of sharing with Larry, over eight or so years, sharing in Starseed and Alien Movie Night, at Lynda Star's Angel Station 222, UFO and Paranormal Conferences, the Albuquerque UFO Forum, road trips, adventures, gatherings of the Golden Dolphins, Gary Plapp's lectures on our evolving Universe, The Wake up Now Conference, Schmoozing and photo ops with Dolores Cannon, the Aztec UFO Conference, Healing Expos, Live Music, Dancing, Dolores Cannon lectures and Group Regressions, Community Meditations, The Albuquerque Film and Media Experience, cutting edge spiritual movies, parks, hikes, memorials, parties, meals, revolutionary healing modality introductions, birthday parties and holiday celebrations, Indian Markets, and more. Larry joined in, in December 2012, activating the Mayan Orion Labyrinths, on Ben Brown's Belen Mesa, with about 90 enthusiastic parka clad drummers, dancers, shamans, mystics, and flute players! Larry came down and walked the labyrinths, sat, drummed, and danced around the fire pit, out on Earth Walker Ben's beautiful Mesa Land, with Starseed Soul Kin.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;">He eagerly attended dowsing events, land activations, and more, often gleeful to be the token man, in a gaggle of 3 to 300 spiritual women! Larry was known for his pendulum, tuning into his higher powers for guidance, and even making friends, with a Spirit named Mary, in his later years, at what came to be known as the Portal, out on his daughter and son in law's land. Mary stuck by his side, until the end, sharing secrets of the Multiverse, and tips about his life, and safety, alike.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-size: large; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;">Larry joined adventurous soul kin, at lectures on how to build Earth Domes, how to cook with solar ovens, and accompanied me to the lecture that initiated me into my Theta Healing path. He joined loving Star Family, on a camping trip to Chaco Canyon, where the energies were high. We even visited UFO Crash sites, where we were greeted by deer, and who knows, perhaps we went up into a space ship, and returned with our the deer as our screen memory, protecting us to integrate back into Earthly human life!</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: #45818e; font-size: large; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;">Back at the memorial, Gina and her Sister Nora, and Robert served us Larry's favorite meal, Chicken Enchiladas, which was out of this world! After all the sharing and caring, meeting and bonding, story swapping, and life celebrating, we walked out to the land, out to the portal, Larry's spot, and a more intimate circle of family and friends clasped hands in a circle, and OM-ed, after Robert poured ashes, </span><span style="color: #45818e; font-size: large;">and Larry's beautiful little great grand daughter contributed </span><span style="color: #45818e; font-size: large; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;">burgundy rose petals into a hole in the Earth. Larry's very dear friend Laura Mac Daneld led us in OM-ing Larry back home.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-size: large; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;">Robert had poured through nearly a century of a life of photos of Larry, and family, and friends. These glorious photos filled the house, the video screen, and one giant art board with printed black and white photos, and more contemporary colored photos, from 1923 - 2017, highlighting Larry's life.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-size: large; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;">Larry's giant pure loving heart, his inquiring, bright, wise mind, and his open adventurous Spirit were truly seen and celebrated. Gina relayed a dream, her cousin Krista had, before Larry passed away on Winter Solstice 2017. </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;">In the dream visitation, Larry's two baby sisters appeared to Krista, the daughter on one of them. They were in their prime, full of energy, and dancing all around. They came to show and tell their daughter and niece that all is well, and LOVE filled, and when their Brother Larry is ready, that they're there in all their flowering youth, to welcome him back home.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-size: large; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;">I found beautiful "carved stone heart" shaped pee clumps in my kitty litter box, after Larry passed, not once, yet a handful of times. It felt like a huge portal of LOVE opened up to all of us, in his soul's flight. </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-size: large; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;">His memorial was on Thursday April 19th, 2018. On the following Sunday I found another love portal perfect shaped cat pee, Feline Pine, litter clump!</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-size: large; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;">I felt graced for my bird's eye view, knowing Larry's adventures through his psyche, and his famous stories.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">pioneering galactic volunteer on beautiful planet earth</span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;">He brought a pure heart</span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;">a broad vision</span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;">Scandinavian, Viking, American, Californian, Southwestern, Strength and Beauty</span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;">You used to tell me your goal was to travel and inspire the starseed youth, with your knowledge, wisdom, knowing, experience and stories.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Larry was born in November 1923, and took his final passage on Winter Solstice 2017. We gathered and celebrated his life in the Spring of 2018.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I gathered most of these photos in a memorial post and later another life celebration post on Facebook, with an intention to sprinkle them through this post, as I wrote, yet withheld from publishing, after Larry's truly beautiful memorial.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Almost a whole year has passed, since Larry graduated with honors from the Earth School Class of 2017. I am one of a circle of friends who was blessed to befriend, and share great depth with this special and loving man and Soul. For this I am forever grateful. A Soul like this we will see and cherish, befriend and love, again and again. So many of us are left grateful, loved and loving, in the wake of his intergalactic freedom flight, from a most original chain of lifetimes on the Earth Plane.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">We're prepping the New Earth for your next awesome LIFE adventure Larry. You're adventures and caring heart and friendship paved the way for the new changes now sweeping the Earth. We are co-creating a loving world you will surely want to birth into again!</span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Larry used to say, "to live a happy life, all you've got to do is make loving decisions!"</span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Enjoy the realms of pure light and LOVE until we see you again, Beloved Friend and Soul Kin Relative. You are forever missed, and also always lovingly adored!</span></div>
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jenuineindigo1http://www.blogger.com/profile/11056956205937857750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8372204512266556614.post-30926826859294936472018-12-04T20:07:00.000-08:002018-12-04T21:42:27.156-08:00A Long Encouragement Note Honoring Inner Security<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span data-offset-key="5e7ij-0-0" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true"><span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Here is a wholehearted reply I fit into a comment bubble, in response to a very down and out, new friend on one of the Narcissistic Abuse Recovery Groups I participate in privately, on social media. She was struggling with new eyes, seeing her pattern of befriending and associating with highly narcissistic individuals, as she was so brainwashed to let them hold all the power, and lead, direct, and push her around. She was in the deep throws of pain, hopelessness, helplessness, victim identification, and a lot of self pity. </span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span data-offset-key="5e7ij-0-0" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true"><span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Hi new friend. Please remember, we were all cast as the scapegoats, and taught we are the ones who are broken, and that the only love we qualify for is pity, negative attention, and sorrow for our lack, brokeness, pain and drama. Yet all this actually comes from the Narcissist playbook. It's not even about us. </span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span data-offset-key="5e7ij-0-0" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true">So know you are someone, someone unique and special, a gift and a treasure even, and you have it buried inside you, this potential to be a happy, secure, healthy, loved human. I listened to a few more Narcissistic Abuse Recovery videos today. It reminded me that the wounding of a Narcissist and or Narcissistic Mother is so deep, and so profound, so locked in, and at so many levels, they are the disturbed character disordered individuals who will likely never be courageous and real enough to look in at themselves, and all the broken pain bringing ways they escape reality. </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span data-offset-key="5e7ij-0-0" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true"><br /></span></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span data-offset-key="5e7ij-0-0" style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true">You still have a chance. All you describe is part of the shared journey, yet only stops on the way. I hope you will see the healthy side of feeling your true pain, of wanting to hide from a world you find painful and untrustworthy. I have been in weekly therapy for 3 years. The first year I misunderstood my therapist, and ended up taking December off. My self esteem was so low, I misunderstood something she said, and denied myself of her support for a whole month, a heavy month, the month of holidays and thoughts of family. </span></span></span></span><br />
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<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true">You have followed patterns that were laid out for you. Perhaps it would feel good to take some very itsy bitsy power steps, like putting yourself in the primary role in your life, in a small act, like going to a cafe or tea house, or breakfast place, and treating you to whatever makes you smile, with no fake narcissists at your table! </span></span><br />
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<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true">All those imbalanced relationships are actually, also amazing compost, to grow beautiful new flowers and connections with. Part of being a secure adult, is allowing your real feelings. You are already doing that. Thus you are a step ahead of the Narcissists, who can never look within, or allow their real true feelings in a sustained way. It may take some time, but once you start to turn this ship, the ship of you, around, you will never be the same. You will see through the Narcissists, and begin to pity them, and see their vast array of gross limitations. </span></span><br />
<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true"><br /></span></span>
<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true">What's weird is they are good at being selfish. So we can learn a small smidgen from them of how to put ourselves first, how to be primary. Only we can do it in ways that are healthy. I hope you will keep up your research, and turn the game around, to support you and your alignment with winning, and with healthy support. </span></span><br />
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<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true">I hope you will keep researching therapists, and be the boss you came here to be, and line up a whole handful of them. Let them try out for you, until you find one that is strong, compassionate, secure, healthy, and resonant. Play with hugging and comforting your scared inner child. Play with recognizing and telling her, you are here with her, and change is already in the making! </span></span><br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">"Self Expressing" by Jen Klarfeld</span></td></tr>
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<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true">You will see, healthy secure people find real feeling refreshing. The rest of the manipulators will fall away, more and more. As you grow up your levels of inner security, small step by small step, you will see a sea change of who you attract, and who you repel. When you see those wounded Narcissists and manipulators for what they are, you will notice, they will avoid you, as you grow secure in your strength, and guidance from within. </span></span><br />
<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true"><br /></span></span>
<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true">That's what I've got. </span></span><br />
<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true"><br /></span></span>
<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true"><b>Oh my! That become a long encouragement note. </b></span></span><br />
<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true"><br /></span></span>
<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true">You are out in new territory. It feels like a death of sort, to realize "a fake person trained me to be a fake, and hand my authority up to manipulative Narcissists." To me this means the reigns of your life are returning to your own heart and hands. </span></span><span blockkey="5e7ij" class="_3yzm" contentstate="j { "entityMap": [object Object], "blockMap": OrderedMap { "5e7ij": a { "key": "5e7ij", "type": "unstyled", "text": "Please remember, we were the cast as the scapegoats, and taught we are the ones who are broken, and that the only love we qualify for is pity, negative attention, and sorrow for our lack, brokeness, pain and drama. Yet all this actually comes from the Narcissist playbook. It's not even about us. So know you are someone, someone unique and special, a gift and a treasure even, and you have it buried inside you, this potential to be a happy secure, healthy loved human. I listened to a few more Narcissistic Abuse Recovery videos today. It reminded me that the wounding of a Narcissist and or Narcissistic Mother is so deep, and so profound, so locked in, and at so many levels, they are the disturbed character disordered individuals who will likely never be courageous and real enough to look in at themselves, and all the broken pain bringing ways they escape reality. You still have a chance. All you describe is part of the shared journey, yet only stops on the way. I hope you will see the healthy side of feeling your true pain, of wanting to hide from a world you find painful and untrustworthy. I have been in weekly therapy for 3 years. The first year I misunderstood my therapist, and ended up taking December off. My self esteem was so low, I misunderstood something she said, and denied myself of her support for a whole month, a heavy month, the month of holidays and thoughts of family. Just because all these shadowy experiences, and feelings circle around over and over again, does not mean they have to define the whole of you. They might define the past and the inner child in you. Please start taking steps to secure the healthy side of you, even if it only feels like the potential you. I do this by taking healthy steps forward, taking care of the adult or mommy like tasks in my life, which I resent, because I feel I was not well trained to be a full, responsible adult. I do this by keeping journals and writing all the fear, feelings, my needs, my invalidating experiences and memories, and more down. Yet I also make uplifting entries, like lists of activities that bring me joy, qualities my loved ones and I adore about me, soul gifts and strengths I have, and accomplishments I've made. You have followed patterns that were laid out for you. Perhaps it would feel good to take some very itzy bitzy power steps, like putting yourself in the primary role in your life, in a small act, like going to a cafe or tea house, or breakfast place, and treating you to whatever makes you smile, with no fake narcissists at your table! All those imbalanced relationships are actually also amazing compost to grow beautiful new flowers and connections with. Part of being a secure adult, is allowing your real feelings. You are already doing that. Thus you are a step ahead of the Narcissists, who can never look within, or allow their real true feelings in a sustained way. It may take some time, but once you start to turn this ship that is you around, you will never be the same. You will see through the Narcissists, and begin to pity them, and see their vast array of gross limitations. What's weird is they are good at being selfish. So we can learn a small smidgen from them of how to put ourselves first, how to be primary. Only we can do it in ways that are healthy. I hope you will keep up your research, and turn the game around to support you and your alignment with winning, and with healthy support. I hope you will keep researching therapists, and be the boss you came here to be, and line up a whole handful of them. Let them try out for you, until you find one that is strong, compassionate, secure, healthy, and resonant. Play with hugging and comforting your scared inner child. Play with recognizing and telling her, you are here with her, and change is already in the making! You will see, healthy secure people find real feeling refreshing. The rest of the manipulators will fall away more and more. As you grow up your levels of inner security, small step by small step, you will see a sea change of who you attract and who you repel. When you see those wounded Narcissists and manipulators for what they are, you will notice, they will avoid you, as you secure in your strength, and guidance from within. That's what I've got. Oh my that become a long encouragement note. You are out in new territory. It feels like a death of sort, to realize a fake person trained me to be a fake, and hand my authority up to manipulative Narcissists. To me this means the reigns of your life are returning to your own heart and hands. Congratulations! It can feel very odd and new. Yet my guess is you won't want to re-shackle yourself, once you get used to this new, hard won sovereignty! Hugs me in Santa Fe! PS last January I was at home listening to free dating seminars on-line, and shoving in a beautiful accomplished long distance doctor into my schedule. A month or two later, I realized I was projecting on him, because his outward life seemed in order. Now I look back and see he had some unhealthy red flags. Yet I was unhealthy chasing after him. I learned a lot before, during and after that. I have been more \"on my side\" this year, since then. Less eager to shove a man in, to be all my missing parts. I feel less like I'm missing everything, simply enjoying my own life. I feel like my level of inner security has skyrocketed this year within. My outward life does not fully prove this yet. Still I feel good in and as me. That's pretty priceless, and it's mine for real and for keeps! 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Yet my guess is you won't want to re-shackle yourself, once you get used to this new, hard won sovereignty! Hugs from me in Santa Fe! </span></span><br />
<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-2-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true"><br /></span></span>
<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-2-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true">P.S. Last Winter I was at home procrastinating, listening to free dating seminars on-line, and shoving a beautiful, accomplished, long-distance-relating single male doctor into my schedule. A month or two later, I realized I was projecting on him, in part because he was warm, and cute, and in part, because his outward life seemed in order. Now I look back and see the unhealthy red flags on his side and mine. I was unhealthy chasing after him, while he expressed a confusing push pull, attracting, then distancing air towards me, from the start. I learned a lot before, during, and after that. </span></span><br />
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<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-2-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true"><br /></span></span>
<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-2-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true">I have been more "on my side" this year, since then. Less eager to shove a man in, to be all my missing parts. I feel less like I'm missing everything, while more simply enjoying my own life. I feel like my level of inner security has skyrocketed this year, within. I feel like my outward life has not fully expressed this yet. Still I feel good in and as me. This is quite priceless, and it's all mine, for real and for keeps! And all of this, is all mine to share with those secure enough to attract me. </span></span><br />
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<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-2-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true"><b>Peace</b> on the journey, and or whatever you are bettered by feeling!</span></span><br />
<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-2-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true"><br /></span></span>
<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-2-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-text="true">Here are some additional resources for anyone open to, or needing to learn more about Narcissistic Abuse Recovery. I have gathered the following support YouTube Videos on this topic, weeding out some of the most super supportive, highly informative, and less well known insights and guidance videos on a YouTube Playlist I call "Top Resources for Understanding Narcissists."</span></span><br />
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<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-2-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">The second list I am sharing is a far more comprehensive list. Here it is:</span><br />
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<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-2-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">"Resources for Understanding and Recovery from Narcissists... (and Narcissistic Abuse)"</span><br />
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<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-2-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">If you are interested in the New Earth based toolkits I offer on this path of Soul Expansion, Please visit my website at: </span><br />
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<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-2-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><a href="http://www.trailblazingtransformation.com/">www.TrailblazingTransformation.com</a> </span><br />
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<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-2-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">where you can learn more about ThetaHealing, Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique, and Parallel Life Regression.</span><br />
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<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-2-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Stay tuned for more new offerings, in the making right now!</span><br />
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<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-2-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I welcome you to share this blog entry, and these resources freely.</span><br />
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<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-2-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">We have been trained to love our family, parents and partners unconditionally. I recommend and encourage new terminology, which is to love and relate with wholehearted discernment. Many of these unhealthy patterns grew out of times when emotional I.Q. was really, overall not considered, studied, honored, nor understood. You are living in new times, when teachers like Brené Brown, Kathlyn and Gay Hendricks, Vianna Stibal, The Pleiadians through Nora Herold, Dolores Cannon, Dr. Eric Pearl, and you and I exist, and are helping turn the whole game around for good!</span><br />
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<span data-offset-key="5e7ij-2-0" style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Let us celebrate, be vulnerable, honor imperfections, and honor our divinity by being whole, gentle, loving, and unifying within this grand Creation.</span><br />
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jenuineindigo1http://www.blogger.com/profile/11056956205937857750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8372204512266556614.post-35881387236954173582018-09-14T14:49:00.001-07:002018-09-14T14:49:35.075-07:00Sharing TransformOtion's Love, Ascension & Forgiveness Transmission with Light Language<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">I am both excitedly sharing both my QHHT Brothers Michael & Ron and this profoundly powerful, highly quantum "(Better Quality) Ascension Update, Our Journey, The Event, Light Language" Transmission and Forgiveness Healing, and Trip Update. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">Below is a transcription of my comment the day following, today, listening to this blessed activation and love filled healing transmission of Beautiful Michael James Garber and his Lovely Husband, business, adventure, soul, ascension and dance partner Ron Amit, of TransformOtion.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">Amazing transmission on so many levels. Thank you our Beautiful Beloveds: Michael James and Ron! Will replay this as it's so quantum, the activations and encoding will only expand with ongoing interaction! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">Got some huge aha's regarding my daring, high contrast relationship with my Adoptive Narcissistic Jewish Mother. My Dad and I have always shared pure grace, ease and love. Yes I am blessed to have an Early STARseed Galactic Volunteer, Author, Researcher and Presenter, Father, Marshall Klarfeld, now 89 years young. www.AdamTheMissingLink.com </span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">My Mom has a big heart, yet also we have carried deep fear of the Russian Jewish genocided race, culture, people! We've experienced a lot of co-dependency, enmeshment, fear, rage and control, toxic shame, and poisonous projections, through my 85 year young mom. I own my home with her help, which has been both a blessing and a war. I went "no contact" with my Narcissistic Mom, shortly after her December Sagittarius big birthday, last year. </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #45818e; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I woke up today, after tracking all your beautiful love filled transmissions and soul gift offerings, affirmation, light language, and prayer. I had a new feeling around resolution in myself and with regards to my Mom and her control, volatility, rage and so on. I scribbled down the following: "</span><span style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>STABILITY: both still fighting to find, feel, and have it. Can't steal it from the past. Can only create it individually to move forward!"</b></span><span style="color: #45818e; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> Reading Brené Brown's very personal, NY Bestseller "Rising Strong," too. </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">Love you both... ALL, and many especially's. Especially now my mind won't let me just pick one point, ha ha ha... all of this!!! Thanks for guiding and loving us all so beautifully. Love you dearly. Maybe I was going to say, especially the part where you talk about how everything is expanding, our intuition, our Source connection, our healing and energy gifts, and especially our creative gifts! Also loved the reminder that we courageous volunteer starseed souls, on assignment, chose the "e-ticket" high contrast families and relationships, not because we are losers, yet because we are Creators of Worlds, who got this! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">And I love all you said about contrast. And I totally love every perception you shared on how we are at Earth School, playing a cosmic game, and it's all a play, as I was adamantly explaining this to my best friend hours before, and she kept saying, "I don't know, I don't agree." Super encoded. My Mom was in theater, as was I in youth. So I love peeking through that lens, of how we leave earth, rip off our costumes, and all love each other dearly and completely. While down here in costume, we think, "remind me never to do a show with her again!" What a big cosmic joke! Love all the ripples we are sending across creation with our big fat Greek Earth Lives! Ha ha ha. Wonderful!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #990000;">Super Original, Empowering, and Inspiring my Global Local, Tribal Urban Creative Co-Creative Friend Issa. Thank you for this powerful wisdom, contributions, gifts and resilience. A wonderful message. Glad I got to see, hear and meet you in person when you gave your first live talk and performance in Santa Fe, in 2009, and that I have been in the circle of friends that have shared your life, creativity and story, including the Inspiration Squad! Love, encouragement, creativity, inspiration, sovereignty, unity, originality, and resilience on the way, Dear Friend, Issa Nyaphaga! May you continue to reach many hearts all around this world!</span></span></span><br />
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jenuineindigo1http://www.blogger.com/profile/11056956205937857750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8372204512266556614.post-22099097308048143512018-08-03T19:03:00.001-07:002018-08-03T19:06:59.479-07:00Vianna Stibal: Divine Timing<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Here is my celebration of the dearly encoding experience, shared all around the world today, as well as a gift video of Vianna for all of us. "I'm feeling so blessed, and cherishing tuning in live, seeing and hearing you today, Vianna Stibal... Vianna SKY BALL, as someone once translated it, which made me smile, and I noted that is perfect, as Vianna is a SKY BALL, and helps us be and assist Soul Kin in MultiDimensional SkyBall Adventures!!! Overflowing with love and GRATITUDE here, feeling educated, renewed, feathers fluffed, humble, human, divine, manifestational and peaceful all in one swirl of Fabulous Creation. </span><br />
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">This Webinar inspired, transformed, and continues so, and I loved how endearing, encoding, mythical, and right down to Earth, practical and abundant it, Vianna, our ThetaHealing Community, and we ourselves are, as well as all the permission, encouragement, and empowerment, and pure focus and simplicity as it poured through, from the heart of Creation, through the heart of Vianna, through the Hearts of us Change Makers, Wayshowers and Light Stewards. It reminds me how playful, succinct, and direct it all is and can be! Glorious! Delighted to return and play with these shiny gifts and toys & share them open heartedly! Grateful and beaming with LOVE for you Vianna, Shiny Sparkly Team, and ALL! Beautiful. Big Love Soul Kin... from Santa Fe, New Mexico, USA! </span><br />
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">PS We really are (on) the leading edge of Creation. Thanks for reminding us Vianna! YAY!!!!!!" - Jen Klarfeld - Lead Artist and Soul Artist at <a href="http://www.trailblazingtransformation.com/">www.TrailblazingTransformation.com</a></span></div>
jenuineindigo1http://www.blogger.com/profile/11056956205937857750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8372204512266556614.post-53476997559759836292018-05-05T23:47:00.001-07:002018-05-05T23:51:15.241-07:00Inspired by "The Rachel Divide"<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">It seems like she was marred by these injustices, and identified with the oppressed siblings, and did not feel proud nor identified with white parents and abusive, troubled, white brother. I actually related a lot to her, her feelings, and her story. Not specifically all of it, yet a fair bit of it, to her inner drive to define who she resonated as, and shape her life by what she held respect and love, and identification with and for! I respect her unique audacity and knowing, comfort and love, in a community she willingly fought for, even while ridiculed, taunted, attacked, hated and critiqued in return. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I was as adopted infant, and have had pretty vivid recall of past lives in multiple cultures and "races," from age 18 to 52. I resonate with African friends, loved ones, beauty culture, music, food, (just not West African polygamy so much,) and identify my race as "all," mainly because I experience a unified, and diverse world, within my memories, as having recalled slave lives of multiple races, and war lord lives as well. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I have fallen in love with men from Iran, Native America, West Africa, Brazil, and Amsterdam, and most of them thought they were only their outward cultural expression overall. Still, they all had some openness of soul, some broader view of humanity, some gentleness, some innate gifts. So an open mind is not always an easy thing to transmit in this world, even in progressive America. Still, I imagine a closed mind, is an even harder burden to bare. Perhaps adoption opens the mind, and, or else my soul brought that into this lifetime. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I can respect some of the popular views that her identification as a black woman, while born to white parents, is hard on her sons, and simultaneously, how she has raised them with a lot of love and self respect, honoring their culture, over her own. It is awkward. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Michael Jackson bleached his face and shrank his nose, and we love him all the same. Maybe sexually abusive parents and or families inspire such longings. "If only I was the opposite race, maybe I could have stayed safe?" I don't know. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Watching the documentary, it really felt like in her soul, Rachel holds connections to the African culture, "race" and experience. I was sad to see how much hate and fear she was met with in the African American community, and the sneering, conservative white Fox News type "culture," as well! I kept thinking, that hate is mostly not about her, mostly projection. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I live in Santa Fe, where the cultures mingle closer, and African culture is admired, appreciated, and respected by many. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Also, there are young children all over the world, with proven past life recall, often to different cultures, countries and sexes. Some people identify with Judaism, and marry a Hassidic Jew, fighting and studying to get in, and then appropriating their ways. There are black people who live as Hassidic Jews. Honestly let people live as who there soul identifies with. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Maybe she loved her sister, and black siblings as a child, and it was safer to see herself mirrored in beloved kin who had skin, hair, beauty, love, and gifts of the African Diaspora. Perhaps it is more injustice and slavery we are really mad at. Lets pick our battles. Maybe we're not all proud to be from primarily while lineages. Maybe that's a good thing. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I once wished to be born in the Yoruba Tribe of Nigeria, West Africa, during turbulence on an airplane. You are welcome to call it cultural appropriation. I call it deep soul memory, and the truth of who really all are, one human family, with beautiful diversity, unity, and power. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">When I fell in love with a West African gentleman, who is now married to a West African woman, I visited Cameroon. In many ways I was moved, relieved, and felt at home. The first thing the family said to me was "welcome!" I could feel it. I hope we can reclaim that level of dignity in this conversation. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I am sad for all the rage projected on this beautiful, open minded soul. I am grateful for the freedom she bridges into our shared world, from some African Soul memories, adoration, resonance, appreciation, and honoring. From some deeper love. To me she inspires the question "love or hate?" "Love or fear?" In me, from her identifications, documentary, and book, Within me, I feel she is inviting me to love. I see her, and relate to her identification, not only to being black, yet to being free enough to define, design, and honor blackness. How beautiful, inspiring, courageous, and powerful. Bravo. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I would love to see her experience a past life regression, as I facilitate, and recall lifetimes of African strength and power, struggle, gifts, family, and triumph. And likely all expressions of sexes, cultures, classes, roles, and identifications. But alas now I am projecting, and I also truly appreciate her journey, exactly as it is. I am every color and culture of this new emerging rainbow tribe. It is not always an easy inner knowing to openly direct outward, and share. Yet I would not close my mind for anything now. Thank you!</span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">See the documentary, if you are willing to keep your mind and heart open. </span><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Try seeing through the lens of your full humanity, from the love and the unity many of us want for all our children, not just a few.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I am not here denying or knocking the concept of white privilege, nor racism and all its shadow in America and the larger world. Yet I notice that black blessing is often minimized, in the raging support of pitting white privilege against black victims. To me there are also soul realities, karma, and grace. To me, if we knew who we are, across a full range of soul timelines, we would face realities where we have all played the roles of victims, perpetrators, privileged, and blessed.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">As a human with both human, familial, lineage, cultural, and national karma, problems, assets, deficits, imperfections, learning curves, amnesia, lesson plans, blessings, and Grace, I feel it is beneficial to see through multifaceted, multidimensional lenses. Doing so expands compassion on all sides. While the problems, injustices, and prejudices within communities of people of color, and or people seen by some as the "other," outsider, or scapegoat, are valid, and worthy of our focus, and ultimately transformation, I see the old black and white thinking as potentially dangerous, outdated and harmful. Ironically most "black" people, or people of the African Diaspora are some mix of black, white, and other cultural and "race" identifications.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">May I be instrumental in expressing, valuing, sharing, and validating the realities, where there is in fact more gray space, than not. For me, that is what both the life, voice, experiences, identifications, and documentary movie of Rachel Dolezal reveal. We have more to learn than we could ever fully realize, in mere human form.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Truth is we're mostly SOURCE, and a small percent human, and an even smaller part, whatever flavor of human we, as each soul, signed on for.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">People labeled as "white," many of them have complexities, life and soul memories, slave histories, victim histories, and so on. I feel the time is ripe for us, the human family, to upgrade our narrative to include full honesty and compassion. I believe we have all been everything. To openly consider this means we all have shame in our soul lineages, family lines, and more. May we begin to unpack our baggage in more vulnerable ways, to face this on the multiple levels, reality truly exists on!</span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I bless the diversity in all of us! May blessings and love fill in the places and spaces infiltrated with fear, hate, and hopelessness within my human self, and in all of us!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Almost a whole week ago, in my car, parked in the Vitamin Cottage parking lot under rare falling snow, I surfed google on my smart phone, for Cat Euthanasia.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">The previous week, I had searched portable pet stairs. My elder kitty girl had been struggling with so many challenges, in her aging process. If she was 8 years old when she came to me, she may have reached 19 or 20 by this year.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">She seemed to have Alzheimer's or dementia like symptoms, that caused her to cry out loud, kind of wailing, at various times, for food, company, comfort, or connection. Sometimes she would walk in circles, and kind of keep circling, nowhere in particular, more like a wind up toy, a little lost on the way. Her mind was on rocky ground, and not what it used to be. Her emotions were also strained. She was not the relaxed and happy, aware, care-giving being she used to be. She was retired in many ways from her old offerings.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">In her heyday, Precious was always nurturing, loving, grooming, or comforting someone. She brought love and comfort to tender, vulnerable people, and Soul Arts Clients, and to her adopted Tortie Sister Kin, Her Holiness, the Halai Lama. Halai came to us, with a gaping open wound, from a mishap, we only know she somehow lived through, that tore open her underbelly. Her original name was Holy Holly, the Manager's Favorite. I decided immediately, no one in this home will remain named after their worst life trauma and wound.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Precious came to me with the name Precious. Later I learned Rinpoche actually translates to Precious, or Precious One. So here I was blessed to live and thrive with the Precious One, and Her Holiness. Quite a holy team!</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I adopted Precious through Felines and Friends, at our local Pet Co, with the help of Randa, who became a friend, 11 or 12 years ago. Precious gained her young sister friend Halai, in November 2008, which turned into a blessing for all involved.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I still remember, when I adopted Precious, a clerk, at the store, cried, and told me she had fostered Precious, for a while. She shared of how Precious mothered some of the unweaned kittens, loving them into trusting this world.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">As mentioned Precious was a giver. If she was human, she might have led a codependent support group, as she was always putting the needs of others, before hers. In the cat world, I suppose she was simply very loving, caring, and nurturing. She would groom and love Halai, and gave most of the time, receiving on rare occasions. </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">In my Healing Practice, she was highly instinctive. I used to confide in clients, that Precious had a kind of a radar, for other givers like her. My starseed clients were often wired like her, set here on this mad planet, to selflessly give and serve. Precious had a special resonance to her own kind. She used to jump up into the lap of these vulnerable visiting starseed, as they cried, reviewing their life and challenges, hopes, dreams and visions. She in some way understood.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Initially, she used to get startled when anyone male came around. I imagined she was emotionally traumatized her self, from some historical moments I could never really understand or fully imagine.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Whatever it was, it made for wonderful compassion, caring, and commiserating. She did learn over time, our home was a safe place for her, and every visiting guest and friend, was a safe being, in our safe haven, too.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">She led a good life here. In her zenith, she helped hunt some mice, lizards, snakes and centipedes, on the brick floors of our home. As she eased into her retirement years, and the house eventually got "mouse proofed." She wound down, and eased off of hunting and eventually surrendered to let clients review their life, without rigorous feline support.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Further ravages of aging, brought nervous system issues, that caused a rigidifying effect in her extremities, where she was kind of holding on for life. Her back legs became less certain, and would sometimes shake and give way. Leaping up to the couch functioned almost to the end, yet she did, at times not succeed in her leaps. Later still, she would sometimes leap herself, and other times whine out, for a lift.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">She remained hungry and food focused, often right after eating, as her aging body became more fur and bones. Yesterday she and her sister enjoyed the American fringe benefits about 4 meals, which they polished off completely.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">There was a period of time marked by peeing and occasionally pooping outside the liter box, directly on the brick floor. She was so old, it didn't even smell very strong. Still the job of cleaning it all up, grew greater, near the end.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">For a while I used human logic, yelling, putting her in the litter box, shouting no. I even barricaded her in a few times. It made us both... all feel crumby. After a while, I realized, it didn't necessarily follow any logic at all. It was more maybe physiological, and perhaps a result of the dementia. Not sure she could remember to enter a litter box at the end. When she did, if she did, it was my luck, so to speak.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I did witness the decline of P's little empire, her life and her world, as her physical, mental and emotional vitality consistently dissipated. Her joy slipped, beyond this realm, and more misery crept in. One day, in March, while eating her dinner, she purred, as loud as a cat can purr, all the while eating her canned salmon, or tuna. I marveled, wondering, how can she purr, and eat, all at the simultaneously. I suppose that was a peak moment for her, at her little dining tray.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">She had been rendered toothless, for most of the years of her stay here. She had one small nub of a tooth, left in her whole mouth. </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Her eyes seemed to have cataracts, and I had to turn the food bowl around, so she could even eat all the food. She also used to make quite the ruckus, crashing into the food and water tray, both out of handicaps, and as a loud, angry plea for meals! Sometimes, between the brain freeze of dementia, and the back legs growing weak to collapsing, she would wail for direction, focus, and tuna, while circling away from her food bowl, almost mechanically.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">She also lost most of her ability to groom herself, and even to surrender or relax her body into a reclining position. Instead she kind of hunched or sat up for the last year or so.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Was it the 5G? Hopefully not. </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">So while I thought I was placing an "informational" call out to the local mobile Euthanasia Vet, she confirmed that it sounded like it was time to let go. I felt relieved, and my search for stairs to the couch, morphed into an appointment for my Precious to climb up the stairway to heaven, out beyond my embodied vantage point.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I felt relief, and some guilt, making the decision. I suppose I felt guilt, imagining my cat as more of a human. I mean we have more humane options and supports, when our human kin, experience physical deterioration, on the aging journey. I did things like second guessing my decision through using my mini dowsing rods, and testing, "it is better to allow her to go," "it is better to keep her here..." One day, second guessing myself, while driving, I saw what in my lexicon, looked like a very homeless pair of men, in town. I took this to mean, she feels more "homeless" at home, than not. I newly saw surrendering her from life, and struggle, as sending her home to the spirit world, and as more humane, than keeping her here.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I had moments of doubt, guilt, and even wrote a friend, and expressed questioning whether it is a sinister act to, "kill my cat," when I could let her live out her days naturally, until she releases the body herself.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">After calling the mobile vet, and arranging the trans-dimensional passage, I went into the Vitamin Cottage: Natural Grocers.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I swapped places, in the produce department, for access to the Brussels sprouts, and blurted out something honest to a baby boomer local woman, standing closer to the fresh ginger root. I said, something like, "I just made a call to a mobile vet, and scheduled to end my elder cat's life." This led to open sharing, vulnerability expression, acquaintance, and the exchange of helpful emotions and teaching stories.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">My new friend in the produce aisle, shared that someone told her, after she had to end her dogs life, that if a dog or cat lived as a wild animal, that they would not stick around suffering so much and so long, rather they would cross over much faster. Yet because of love and loyalty, they stick around for their human companions, and one more bowl of wet food! </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">My produce friendship lasted over an hour, we spoke of the hippies, the starseed, the new hope-of-the-future children, death, loss, pets, people, family, life, and more. We learned that we are both artists and healers, and both highly open-minded stewards birthing and bridging the dawning of this true age, and our New Earth. The universal healing salve of communication, love, compassion, and caring was ignited and shared. We traded names, calling cards, hugs, and inspiration, releasing each other back to our snowy day shopping adventures and lives, all the better for our communications and unique delays.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">So today came, featuring our appointment with Amanda, the compassionate Santa Fe Mobile Veterinarian. I spent the week, giving more love and attention to Precious, than she may have known what to do with. We got to spend a life or two loving each other. She seemed like she was indeed my childhood kitty cat, come back for another round, and her tortoiseshell sister pal, the adopted baby sister! Four lives down, 14 to go!</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">The Vet ran a little late, serving others earlier today. Precious had hid in her little kitty condo, near the window. Prior to Dr. Amanda's arrival, I plucked Precious out, picked her up, and took her outside. We took some photos, and shared some love, gratitude, and coaching at the crossroads. I held on, and Dr. Amanda finally arrived.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">And from there forward, I handled the administrative tasks, handed Precious over to her, a couple times, and then Precious remained in my arms, the rest of the time. I sat on the couch, right next to the spot where Precious has sat and slept, since an old boyfriend kicked the cats out of my bedroom, almost 10 years ago. </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Doc Amanda gently guided me through all the steps, waiting until I was ready. I held and comforted my sweetie girl. And when I was ready, the Veterinarian gave precious a sedative shot, in the back skinny thigh, or so. Not sure. I'm not a doctor. P cried out once, and quickly got over it. I held on, as P's body relaxed, more and more and more. I kept comforting, and allowing her and her transition. Her eyes remained open, yet her body went from her rigid aging countenance, to increasing stillness, and softening. I was told the sedative takes anywhere from 2 to 10 minutes. I kept wondering, does she still have a pulse, is her heart still beating? Her eyes were still wide open, yet her neck gave way, and she felt more fluid and less solid. We bonded, and I told her, "I love you," and "see you later," and "have a beautiful journey."</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">The doc gently pulled on her back leg, to see if she still felt anything, and she made a super soft sound, only audible to me, about 10% of her previous capacity. It was her last sound. The doc asked if I'd like a few more minutes. I never turn down a few more minutes. So I accepted.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">When she was really fully sedated, and on her way, the doctor gave her the goodbye injection, and I watched blood flow from her body and slightly fill a tube, before I watched some light pink lethal liquid, empty from a syringe, flowing back down into this little sedated being. All while I got to cradle her in my arms. At some point, the Veterinarian announced that she was on her way. I asked if the Vet thought it looked like Precious had cataracts, as I had wondered for a long time. Her eyes remained open, through, and after her departure. I tried to close them, yet they did not really close. Once the kitty spirit or life leaves, all that original detail and beauty in the eyes goes with it. The Vet explained that the eyes all look dark and clouded over, like they have cataracts, at the end. Oh. The Doc took a stethoscope, and tuned in for the silence. </span></span></span><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Dr.
Amanda got a wet clay disk, and pressed a lifeless paw in, to make a lasting
impression keepsake. I went with it. Sure. Whatever helps.</span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">The sadness and loss hit me profoundly, in the car, after making the initial service call, and more directly, after the veterinarian scooped what used to be Precious up, and put her little lifeless body in a beautiful, bright, little Native American patterned shroud, and nestled her into a black fabric like, simple cube like box, for her shell's trip to the crematorium. </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">As I stood up, Dr. Amanda promptly administered a strong, solid, gentle, understanding hug.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I asked for her business card, and she brought one in to me, after carrying our companion's physical exterior away. </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">It was the first time I have experienced anything like this.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I would say that it was harder to see Precious struggling, in so many ways, as so many strengths diminished, slowly, over her aging process. So in some way it was a very humane and loving experience to get to be so gently and practically supported, in her Spirit's crossroads and flight. It was my honor, and not really scary, yet overall, natural and real. Dr. Amanda brought Halai over to witness the lifeless Precious. Halai was pretty unphased. The Vet explained that this was pretty normal.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I feel both sad, relieved, and grateful for the life, and love shared. </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Fly free, sweet Precious One! We miss your presence. We celebrate your journey. Enjoy your true home. Grateful for the life shared. See you again. We love you White Whiskers! Glad you are free! Say hello to Larry for us!</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">This impassioned blog entry is copied from a comment I made on a support group I am part of, where individuals are gathered in empowerment, and encouragement, as we are all healing from the human condition, recovering and transforming from Narcissistic abuse in our families of origins. The whole original post was deleted from the group, as it both broke some basic group rules, and also insulted most of the members who took great offense to the article, which I actually mostly aligned with. </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;">Someone in the group posted a link to an article from A.R.E. Edgar Casey's Foundation, entitled "Choosing your Parents," about how as souls, we are assisted by the Angels, in a pre life planning meeting, where we choose our parents. In the group I am a member of, most of the people who commented on the Soul honoring post, were deeply offended, and pained by the concept of souls choosing our parents. I attempt to debunk what I know, hold and research as the truth behind this, even as the article was illegally posted, as per the rules of the group, by someone else.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;">I wrote this article to shed light on the truth r</span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large; white-space: pre-wrap;">egarding the controversial post under review, and now deleted: "Choosing your parents. " I think I can put it in a context somewhat, without making anyone right or wrong, more from my own experience, wisdom, and training. Some may find healing in my story and awareness, if you allow the whole overview. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I am an adult, adopted, only child. I trained in hypnotherapy and past life regression 25 years ago, after hypnotherapy helped me heal fear held in the body that had developed into chronic pain. Later a friend studied my astrological chart, and noted that these experiences, that of having pain, and finding help, then training as a facilitator of the same tools that helped me, is in my astrological chart. I have trained with 2 + teachers, very famous for their work and books, Dolores Cannon and Dr. Brian Weiss. They have many videos on youtube, and Brian Weiss has appeared twice on Oprah. The sessions I have received, have given me a lot of deep answers, from the SOURCE within.</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I met a ThetaHealer, work I am now trained in also, at one of my hypnotherapy and past live regression training sessions. She had intuitive/psychic abilities. She was kind of giving away free guidance, as she tuned into Creator and the Angels, through the Creator. I sat at an outdoor dining table, in Austin Texas, and asked her my Soul's purpose. What she said was profound. She said, "You've experienced a lot of abandonment, and if that's all it was for, it would make for a pretty depressing life. Yet that's not all it was for. As a soul, you set all this up, so you could eventually find spiritual tools and processes that help you transform your trauma, leading you to master those tools, to help others through their trauma." </span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">A few more brief points. I agree that the way this author of the article speaks, could really come off as offensive to people in the West, who don't share in a solid belief of an eternal soul, reincarnation, life purpose, life as a school for our soul, and so on. The author describes it in a kind of simplistic way. My teachers have shared some wonderful insights on how this stuff works, as thousands of clients/explorers have shared through their sessions. The soul is whole, and choses from a very unlimited perspective. It's never intending pain for the sake of pain, punishment, etc. So a far more down to earth description to me is that it's more like theater. </span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Throughout my life, my Mom and her friends were in a theater troupe, and put on musicals and plays. To me our soul is the actor and actress, who is willing to forget who we truly are, whole, a ray of God's love, divine and connected to all of life. I am told this is one of the most complex planets. and that we are all billions of lifetimes old, not just on Earth. One reason people sign on to be challenged by parents who have their own problems is to help end the brokeness, suffering, pain, and abuse in a whole, or multiple lineages. </span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Sad as it sounds to say it, one might gain great levels of compassion as a soul, living through abuse. They might be inspired to shift the whole lineage and never treat anyone as we were treated. I know it can seem like gaslighting, implying that life is, " just a play!" And still you get to decide and research if you buy into such possibilities. I am trained in a process, and have received hypnotherapy where we visit the soul's life planning meeting, and ask questions like, "What did I sign on to teach to, and learn from each parent?" I was adopted so my session took twice as long. </span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">In addition to having a birth mother, and a biological father, my adoptive father remarried twice, so that makes a total of 6 parents, including my 2 step mothers.</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I signed on to learn what someone very earth based sees reality to be, to help me learn about the Earth plane, while I am so very at home in the soul, and soul realms, and much less so in physical limitations. I came to remind my mom that we all are souls. My dad and I both are here with a more grace based love, reminding each other that we are gifted each gifted, accomplished, creative souls! I believe my Mom and I love each other dearly, as souls. Yet on Earth, I mostly want to get the hell away from her, because she is so deeply at war within herself. I believe that Borderlines and Narcissists forget God and the Spirit and Soul realities. That is a huge part of their pain and trauma. </span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I am taking steps, and receiving support to root myself back in enough wholeness, joy, strength, and love to be able to love and enjoy myself fully, to in turn enjoy and love my Mom as exactly who she is. She has not been able to do this within herself, for herself, in this lifetime. How was she to teach me about something that eluded her so? </span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Indigenous elders and seers, and later what was described as "the three waves of volunteers, are beings from the higher dimensions, from the stars, who were called in to help steward us into an age of peace love and harmony. Maybe we are all part of that group of volunteers. Maybe we are the ones who said, yes I would be willing to forget my connection to God, and be born into families filled with forgetting, fear, pain, internal warring, and abuse, so that I can reach a point, where I say, "It ends with me!" </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I joke with people who relate to this, and come and find me, as friends and or as clients/explorers. I say, if we volunteered here, to embody love, and heal humanity, then it would have been a waste, to incarnate into a super healthy joyful, harmonious family. There are children all over the world, now who at age 2, 3, 4 and 5 retain memories from past lives in all cultures and skin colors, that are being verified, when researched. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Many religions and cultures have prophesies about the New Earth and time of Heaven on Earth that is to come, and is in process of birthing itself, through us, right now. I believe we are all a part of that. I respect and honor if this does not fit with your beliefs. Most of my hypnotherapy teachers, including Bill Thornton, who was originally a fire and brimstone Baptist Minister, held no beliefs in past life regression, before clients spontaneously opened into such memories, and or they regressed to past lives, in their own training!</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Thank you for allowing me to shed light on a complex topic that is so near and dear to my heart. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">The moderator of the group I am in, contacted me privately and explained that the private group on a major social media network, is a support group, and not a recovery group. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">So my rights and freedom to communicate on their virtual wall, got temporarily banned.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">So here I am, sharing freely, where I am the main soul allowing my truth, wholeness, fullness, experience, and knowing, without ridicule, condescension, limitations, or conflict!</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Thank you for opening up to my truth.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">This year I have been stepping back and reviewing the taxing toxic nature of her relationship with herself, and how she projects the absolute worst of it onto me, unconsciously casting me in the role of scapegoat, to gain something experts in the field call narcissistic fuel, narcissistic feed, narcissistic supply, or some say, simply complete obliteration. When you learn about the mechanics of narcissism, its limitations and ill health really grow more predictable, and in many ways ridiculous. Still the pain and poison of the often unconscious cycle continue to debilitate and hurt those still caught in the narcissist's web, and the narcissist herself, lives, pained, poisoned, trapped, alone, and hurt, in part due to her own lack of self esteem, confidence, value and worth. She pretends to be something she's not, yet never really feels or believes her own act fully.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i>Today I received a hand written letter from a close relative with narcissistic borderline personality disorder. It complimented me, and then added, "however," and... kind of almost validating and then invalidating, went on issuing commands, demands, and a flowery look-outside-of-me... to see evidence of how I must let myself be defined externally and comply, to meet the narcissists' needs... kind of edict. It had a compelling edge and tone, written on some pretty, perky, dark pink, 30 year<span class="text_exposed_show" style="display: inline;"> old stationary.</span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i><span style="color: #a64d79;">So much helpful info came up. I read at least 6 short articles. I was reminded, they can't really see, hear, acknowledge or love you, so stop seeking these needs out from them. They don't know where they end and I begin. Explaining any of this to them will not help or translate. Their self esteem is not strong enough to take any of this in. It's a threat to everything they present themselves to be.</span></i></span></div>
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<i><span style="color: #a64d79;">My best course is setting firm boundaries, seeing their behaviors as an illness, not expecting healthy or normal responses, not raging for lack of love, not explaining my side, as they are incapable of seeing, valuing, or validating me as separate. Also learned to look back at my history of relating to the narcissistic borderline personality disordered relation & grab hold of whatever has worked in past.</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #a64d79;">Thank you oh great goddess Google, and all the brilliant wise women and people who post such helpful guidance and articles there.</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #a64d79;">I will not get dragged under the bus of mentally ill "needs" and criticism, conditional almost love, nor my own triggered emotions, to tests like these. If I do I will drag myself out, or reach out to a neutral healthy friend or family member, to help ease me back out.</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #a64d79;">As for the narcissist in my life. You are at times compelling, however I overall don't believe or trust you and your life history of cases against me, any more than Mr. Trump's against the world. Grateful I know I am not you. Grateful I have discovered love directly within, health, transformation, and a lifetime of my own unique successes!</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #a64d79;">Grateful for help, not to project such unquenchable need and burdens back on myself, nor onto my relationships and world.</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #a64d79;">Grateful!</span></i></div>
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Recently, as a "good daughter" treated and attacked like a bad one, I have spontaneously reviewed my primary parental relationships. One night it felt almost like two vertical towers, one holding records to my relationship with my Father, and one holding memories and jarring emotions from my Mother.</div>
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Even while I know this clearly mentally, emotionally it still feels startling. I review my life long relationship with my dad, and really everyone else I am currently connected with as friends and or family. As I do, it's pretty clear, balanced, healthy, and problem free.</div>
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Then I review the recent year, previous years, times I have been in crisis, times my mom has been in crisis. In this review, this very tall tower of sorts of records, holds countless debilitating episodes, memories, outbursts, and minefield like dramas and wars.</div>
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I sit back, look, and see clearly, I may occasionally react, or get triggered, or sucked into war games within, or with others. Yet it is not really my chosen lifestyle to live on the offensive, bombing family and friends with verbal and emotional attacks.</div>
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Yet many times when either my mom is under pressure, or I am under pressure, she quickly moves into the offensive position, and I am forced into a defensive position only, or occasionally I emotionally track or mirror her, and join her in offense, still always to defend, against her offense.</div>
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I am more empathic, and she is the only one left in my life who allows herself to treat me in these out of control, outlandish, abusive ways. She's the only one in my life, who still treats her self in such ways.</div>
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No one else holds their pain over me in such an attack, blame, shame, powerless, scared, high stakes drama sort of a way. No one!</div>
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This year my mom played the whole game out, almost word for word, the same as last year. In fact when I moved across the country, leaving her to steep in her own poisonous juices, over 30 years ago, it was around this time of year. The coldest driest, most gray time of year.</div>
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The tired needy rhetoric is the same. I called to listen, consult, and help her yesterday, and fire bombs of attack launched: "You need to" and "A daughter should" "Well you knew this and you should have that, a whole week ago," and "you've never apologized to me in your whole life!" and worse. A lot of "you don't love me" style stuff. I literally blocked a lot of it out, because there was nothing new in her repertoire. My mother was literally an actress throughout most of her life. Still she hung up on me, when I spoke any words in relation to my side of the fence. She hung up, coldly commanding me not to yell, as my voice raised, in the heat of her inflammatory accusations. Then she yelled at and criticism bombed me. Then she refused to answer, several more times.</div>
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I have no rights, no say, no validity, no nothing, with her. It's sick, sick, raging, and war filled. </div>
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I have been told over and over that I can't change her. Yet as I get help, work on myself, learn healthy limits, and grow, I am not the same as I was, and can not simply allow this.</div>
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In the circles of daughters and adult children of narcissistic mothers and parents, the healthy, and often only solutions are no contact, or low contact.</div>
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My mother is 85, and no contact seems kind of harsh. When one has been treated the majority of one's life by a narcissistic parent, as the bad, wrong, stupid, valueless, scapegoat, then low or no contact can make that adult child even more bad, wrong, unloving, stupid, valueless and blame worthy. Unfortunately it's a real no win, no win set up.</div>
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It's a no win, because, based on her low self esteem, when I pull back to experience health, the narcissistic adult mother internalizes all the bad, wrong, stupid, undeserving, unlovable, valueless, helpless, hopeless, unloved feelings and beliefs, that she needs to project, scapegoat and or source out, to survive.</div>
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Narcissists can be very dangerous to their own selves, and their so called love ones. They attack their children to get validation, and to steal some kind of love, they do not feel soft enough to open to, let alone consistently offer out, or share.</div>
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I want to tell her, your true legacy to me is disconnection, helplessness, hopelessness, complex PTSD, brokeness, poison, and the painful instinctual responses I grab for of fight, flight, freeze, deaden, break, burden, buried rage, sadness and sickness. As long as I keep the narcissist in my life, I carry heightened toxic levels of feeling, sadness, doubt, shame and pain, that hold nothing useful for me, and potentially lead to the same deadly disorder.</div>
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I want to tell her, if you really love me, you would not love me.</div>
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Or if you really love me, get some help to find balance and love within your own self, without me.</div>
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Yet I don't have those options.</div>
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So I take a little more time out, take a few more steps back in, into trust, into myself, and back into the life she has so deeply taught me to hate and fear, and the self she has taught me to distrust, attack, blame, shame, hate and berate.</div>
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None of this is actually mine. I came here to transform all of this, step by baby step. I came here to safely show up as me, and share this with healthy friends and relatives.</div>
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Yet I can only transform my side of the equation. These are some of the supercharged road blocks, I came here to masterfully maneuver. I am not the mommy, God, savior, therapist, parent, wife or husband of my narcissistic mother. If she wants real help, may she go out and find it. </div>
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This year I am stepping up to serve my own life. I am showing up to co-create my own success. Those are my only options.</div>
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A lot of years I served others, while negating, and ignoring myself, as I was trained to. I reached a breaking point with this three years ago, and can't operate this way anymore.</div>
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I have hidden from life, as if life is my narcissistic mother, in recent years, because for years, and throughout our childhoods, thats what narcissistic others taught us. We were in no position to question it, as we had no clue there were any other sort of mothers out there. That's sick, dangerous, and ultimately not at all even about me.</div>
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I came here to be free, to be this gift, to be this blessing. I will no longer go down silently, in defeat, to this consistently offensive force. She overall doesn't even see me. Still life invites me back to myself. Life invites us into ourselves. Life sees and loves me, as I see and love life.</div>
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I wish my mother well, and hope she lines up a life that truly feeds, helps, serves and loves her. </div>
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And this projection on me, that I am to be this all giving life, love, and savior to her, has run it's course. She can have it back, without me in it.</div>
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This lack pit, has no truth for me anymore. She can have it, trade it, refurnish it, or upgrade it!</div>
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I'm trying something new this round. I'm being me, for me.</div>
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I feel like My mom has sucker punched me so many times, on the playgrounds of her war fields, that she's trained me to punch back.</div>
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I will not go down in silence this round.</div>
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This season, I am here to push back, show up, and be the powerful star I came here as, and equally to fully be!</div>
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jenuineindigo1http://www.blogger.com/profile/11056956205937857750noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8372204512266556614.post-76196810909523375532017-11-25T19:13:00.000-08:002018-04-17T18:31:03.345-07:00In October, February, and August We Become an African Village, Right Here in Santa Fe!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: medium;">Dear Kamajou Tadfor, Founder of Afreeka Santa Fe, Fiesta Fela, Remembering Mandela and related Local Celebrations of African Culture.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-size: medium;">Some of my favorite gifts in life, include global and African culture, music, people, poetry, cuisine, arts, dance, and community. Warm people, indigenous culture, great food, and glorious landscapes beckoned me to live in Beautiful Santa Fe, after visiting over 20 years ago. As a Santa Fe local of 18 years, it has been a similar set of qualities I've cherished, through attending seven solid years of Afreeka Santa Fe's Annual Fiesta Fela Celebration.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-size: medium;">Fiesta Fela, from its inception has gathered the community in revelry, cultural pride, savory flavors, colorful fabrics and head wraps, live beautiful rhythms and dances of Africa. The celebration centers around Fela Kuti, whom I was blessed to know and love, across the world from Africa, and even see and hear live, in Berkeley California, nearly thirty years ago. The experience of that live concert was like no other live music concert or presenter, I had ever experienced. It lives on inside me.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-size: medium;">I am grateful to you Kamajou Tadfor, your Family and large community of Friends. One year the festival kept a large community of familiar guests dancing into the night, at El Museo de Cultural. Every year the event grows and changes in ways that always inspire, uplift and yes, surprise the community.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-size: medium;">We count on you and our Community to come out and shine, via vendors of authentic African food and drinks, Nigerian Batik Arts, Fine Artists, visiting artists, West African Vendors of clothing, art, drums, jewelry, and more, from the Motherland. There are always some new variety of fine crafts, treasures, specialty drinks, foods, snacks and more. This year friends and I gathered at Chef Ahmed's mobile Jambo Food Truck, for the yummiest African Cuisine and drinks around. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-size: medium;">The event itself, featuring African Dancers, Master Drummers, Activist Poetry, Music of the African Diaspora, North African Belly Dancers, lifts our spirits from morning, through mid day, and all the way to sunset. I don't think I've ever gone straight home after dancing, dining, and shopping my way through all of it. I even one a series of passes to yoga classes at Body, two years in a row. So many local and visiting friends gather each year for the festival, that a tradition grows, where we keep the celebration going long into the night, as we continue, often in restaurants and bars, a mere walk from the Railyard. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-size: medium;">On more than one Fiesta, I have welcomed new African American guests to the event, and remained friends, after they live in Santa Fe and move on. It's always endearing to see, meet, and greet the people, who just happen by, on the event.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-size: medium;">The artist who come and paint paintings, or sculpt live sculpture out of clay, astound guests, as their art grows energized from the music, admirers, and community alike. Dean Howell has sculpted impressive, monumental heads African Heads, three years in a row. This year the human theme was replaced by an endangered rhinoceros!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-size: medium;">Some years the Tarnoff Art Center has set up easels, tables, painting and drawing supplies, and even pottery wheels and instruction, all for free. This year the Inspiration Squad hosted by Artist Laura Tarnoff, hosted a booth featuring our art and artists, as Laura masterfully juggled the music, community gathering, and live painting all in one day. I brought and showcased original abstract, yet between meeting new guests, socializing, eating, dancing and photographing the fun, I never touched brush and paint to a canvas. And that was perfectly fine with me. Sponanaity is the essence of the heart of the day. So I let it all show up as it did. And now I'm filled with inspiration to pour into my next painting and projects.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-size: medium;">This year's highlights included the most colorful sea of trees backdrop I can recall in years, opening with The Swank's Brothers playing a rousing set, including an supremely funky rendition of Manu Dibango's Soul Makossa. The band from Haiti made me want to bilocate, to be in the food line, and the dance floor simultaneously. The final headliner Zimbabwean band, Prince Kudakwashe Musaruwa and the Main Ingredients of African Soul, stirred all the hearts around, activating souls and the main outdoor dance ground alike.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-size: medium;">The event is a true treasure. I always love to donate to the event, yet love inviting guests to attend for free, as free is how it is presented.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-size: medium;">Grants, gifting and donations help make the event the true success that it is. One of the most magical moments this year, was when our dear friend Kirsten Wing's name was called as the winner of a most gorgeous, original, hand dyed, batik quilt, by Yoruba Artist Rafiu Mustapha of Raf Remi Art. This had a lot of special meaning, symbolizing new life crossroads opening to this friend, who has newly rooted in her dream community, right here in Santa fe.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-size: medium;">It was beautiful singing and dancing along to Nigerian Master Drummer and local Santa Fean of countless years, Akeem Ayanniyi and his local band of African Drummers. We contributed our joy, often, in call and response, as you, Kamajou, Akeem, and others shouted out, every body say "Yeah, Yeah"... "Yeah Yeah!"</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-size: medium;">We missed the friends and family, who came every year, yet now live outside of Santa Fe.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-size: medium;">Joy was generously shared by all. </span><span style="color: #674ea7; font-size: medium;">Friends who came for the first time, were surprised, at all the years they'd missed. To attend one Fiesta Fela event, a Remembering Mandela Gathering, or even an impromptu African Rhythms DJ Dance Party, is to want to attend all offerings Afreeka Santa Fe Offers.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-size: medium;">What grand expressions of your welcoming, generous, infinite African Heart for the Arts and the People. We may not be Africa officially. But for one, two, or three days a year, the Santa Fe Railyard, or some inspiring location becomes a glorious, beautiful, friendly African Village, and we all leave with our hearts, souls, eyes, ears, feelings, and bellies smiling, satisfied and full! We take this out and spill it over, into local community, family, and friendships alike, better for every precious moment of the festivities!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-size: medium;">May what you have created, collaborated, and set into motion, continue for countless years to come. People come and go in Santa Fe. May Fiesta Fela, and the triumphant Spirit of Fela Himself, live on in the people, here and everywhere!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-size: medium;">Ever so much thanks. My spirit is forever renewed each time we share in this grand day!</span></div>
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