Thursday, November 19, 2009

worlds within worlds... ONE LOVE

Crayon Drawing by Jen - 11/19/09

Worlds within worlds, within worlds. Circles of friends, connecting circles of friends, shining light and throwing shadows.

So much unfolding, in the new vibration. Worlds within worlds, collide, interweave, and overlap.  

Sharing one world with our Starseed community, in person, one on-line, one on Earth, and one in worlds beyond.  

Sharing healing and transformational worlds with my Trailblazing Transformation Explorers. Sharing worlds of connection and understanding, with these bright souls, here helping and sharing, harnessing our true, bold, bright, good, divine power. Seeing, seeding and sharing, seeding by the light in fellow artists, new children, wayshowers, friends, and self. Meeting heart to heart, with friends, in our town, in our country, in our culture, on our planet, in our cosmos, and beyond.

Experiencing guidance, grace, and upliftment. Holding and sharing space, love and connection.

Bringing and knowing safety. Shining this into the dangerous places held within self and friends.  Standing strong to witness the fallout, minefields, not fully clear, still emptying out that which is explosive, the old warriors ways.


Feeling unapologetic for openly sharing who we all are, who we can be, and who we are learning is possible, in the light of this true new sharing. Loving the un-lovers who un-love ourselves and others.

My explorer friends awaken to soul essence, to living light, sharing spontaneous awakening, as this radiates awakening light throughout... within us.

Naturally playfully sharing this, as the energies collide, guide, crash and connect like waves in the sea. Forgetting, everyone does not see as me. Remembering, as divinity shines through eyes looking into me, she activates the same in my being.

Understanding so little, too much, knowing great depths of truth, and greater mystery. Sharing connection and healing, as on 11:11 upon gathering with our core starseed circle, here in Santa Fe. One powerful, connective, inspiring force in a friend, initiating us, over and over again, once and then on the 8/8 infinity gate, in gathering, connecting and meditating.  Gathering again on 9/9/09, and  initiating the official opening of Trailblazing Transformation, my soul expanding practice, using tools of progressive/regressive hypnotherapy, Holographic Memory Resolution and more. This feels more like guidance sharing, starseed awakening. This feels circular, and mostly not map centered.

We gather on 10/10, with a few twists and bends, still amidst food, drink, cake, and trickster's curves, we share deep, spontaneous connection.

Old paradigm concerns lead to signing on towards the goal of an old paradigm job.  My soul steering, yet where and how does she lead?

Fear arises, at the crest of this wave, on the 11:11 gate. We learn together that this 11:11:(2+0+0+9=)11 is a gateway into DIVINE WILL.

We connect, commune, attune, and share.  Divine healing and light, as I squirm, letting the old, energies releasing, snarl and bite. Clinging to fear, fear clings, holding tight. Others play roles, mirroring these dark fears, clinging biting, clawing for the worst, as programming sinks into old grooves.  I fall in, fight back, fall in, fight back, let go, rise above, commune, gather... feel through.  

One friend mirrors the divine union, the divine communion, the higher way, after all numbers of meditations, and my reluctant sharing in a money meditation, and again at 11:11:11 a beautiful meditation communion with our Earth.

One friend mirrors grace, by referring me to a resonant job, and a resonant job to me. Passing my fresh new papers through. Returning home and welcoming my explorer. Progressing on this way, learning of great shifts, healing, freeing and renewal. Communing with all of this. 

Calling the old paradigm into the new. Reporting in, sharing holy welcoming, resonance and alignment of purpose, passion, and right livelihood. Despite old lies to self, fitting in this world, like falling of a log, into this buoyant sea. Visiting the spiral, of all this: love of art, culture, indigenous shamans, vision, people and service. A conduit to the conduit. Feeling good, sharing invitation into the circle of this familiar beloved world.  This is DIVINE WILL. This is my soul pat on the back. This supports my true way. Supporting this!

The friend comes exploring. We share questions and intention. She dives off the deep end, into circular worlds, spaceship worlds, center of Earth red worlds, waterway blue worlds, light of creation worlds, worlds of song, love and light, worlds of connection, worlds of creators, worlds of flight.  She shares grateful smiles, holy flight, starful seeding, rainbow jewels, and deep guidance from worlds beyond, anchoring in worlds here. We come home sharing all these gifts, to the world beyond "I"s. Sharing this is easy, while the "shapeshift-forgetful" do not always take it easy and light, as this.

Some flight lag, and dissonance occurs, bridging true worlds, into armored, false old, dirty, dry paradigms. Disarming and "dis-armoring" are two very different journeys.

Speaking truth freely, like Alice in Wonderland, surprisingly feeling sad, mad, and afraid to learn, that many do not see, feel or share this.

Still, everyday more do understand, feel in our hearts, know and resonate. We live in many, many worlds. And we are here. We are infiltrating our worlds with LOVE!


"Ultimately there is only one love, whatever it is..."

                                                       Pablo Picasso


Wednesday, November 4, 2009

RAW UNMASKED SHARING

Ink Drawing by Jen

11/1/09

MORNING MOURNING LOSSES OF THE CHOSEN LOST WAY, OF COLLECTIVE EARTH'S HUMANITY. TOURING THROUGH FINDING, LOSING LOST FOUND WAYS.  NEVER FULLY AHEAD OF THE GAME, ALWAYS SECRETLY LEADING, FOLLOWING, RECEIVING BEING RECEIVED, RECEDING BACK, BURSTING FORWARDS, SPIRALING ACROSS, DOWN AND THROUGH.  SHARING INVITATIONS, JOINING IN, CREATING SOMETHING TO SHARE INVITATIONS TO.  VENTURING OUT, VENTURING THROUGH.  SEEING, EXPLORING, AND MEETING EACH OTHER, ALWAYS BEGINNING ANEW.  PLUMMETING INWARD, PROJECTING THIS OUT, THE WAY OF THE ARTIST VENTURING WAY OUT.  EASE IN SHARED KNOWING, AND TENSIONS COME OUT.  WE ARE ONE, WE ARE SOME, WE SHARE, WE GLITTER, WE COME OUT AND REVEAL OURSELVES. EASIER TO EXPOSE OURSELF ON CANVAS, THAN TO CHOOSE WHAT TO WEAR.  WHO WE DARE TO BE REVEALS THROUGH WHO AND HOW WE EXPRESS.  WE MOVE EACH OTHER.  IT IS  VITAL, TAKING OUR SIGHT, CARRYING IT FORTH, TAKING OUR VOICE, LETTING IT RING FORTH, MAKING OUR MARKS, GATHERING AND LETTING THIS SHINE THROUGH.  LEARNING TO LISTEN, AND NOT JUST TO BOAST, POSE AND SHOUT.  LOOKING IN, LISTENING TO, SHINING THROUGH, MAKING CONTACT.

TENDER RAW AND REAL YOU, OLD FRIEND, POET, SPEAKER OF IMAGINATION, TRUTH, HARMONY, VISIONS, DISCONTENT, PEACE BRINGING, SEER, SEEING, WITNESSING CONNECTION, OPENING HEART, INVITING ME IN, CHATTERING OPEN TRUE COMMUNION, OPEN RAW HEART, DRAWING ME IN, HOLDING ME FIRMLY, GENTLY ROOTED, ON A PALETTE, ON YOUR DRAWING ROOM FLOOR.  OPENING HEART AND HEARTH OF FAMILY, HOME, NIGHT, KNOWN.  BEING REAL SELVES, FAMILIAR, UNKNOWN, NEW, UNRAVELING SOUL IN A GOOD WAY.  KNOWING AND SHARING OUR BEST SELVES, PEEKING INTO SOUL REVEALINGS, FROM WARMTH, STRENGTH, KNOWING, FORGETTING, MIRTH, BIRTHING INSTINCTS, BIRTHING LAUGHTER, CUDDLING, HONORING, HONORING FRIENDSHIP, QUESTIONING, "WHAT IS THIS NOW?" "WHAT DO WE KNOW?"  FEELING GOOD.  SHINING THIS INTO OLD DARK SHADOWY PLACES, ADULTS GROW WITHIN.  VEILS ARE THIN. CHILDREN DROPPING IN.  NOT LOOKING FOR ANYTHING.  NO PRECONCEIVED NEED.  JUST INNOCENT WANDERING, IN SHARING THIS CONNECTION.

FEELING GOOD.  CONNECTION OF HEART WITHIN, CONNECTION OF ART, EXPRESSION OF SOUL DARK AND LIGHT, DEATH AND LIFE, FORGETTING AND KNOWING, HARMONY AND HELL ZONES, ABILITY TO FIGHT, TAKE FLIGHT, LET IT ALL OUT, THROUGH THE RIGHT TO WRITE.  SO TOUGH WITHIN AND WITHOUT, SO GENTLE TOGETHER, TOSSLING, AND TICKLING AND WARMING AT THE FIRE AND MEDICINE OF HEALERS' HEARTS AND HANDS. TEMPERED IN LOVING FRIENDSHIP, GRACEFUL IN CONNECTION, NATURAL, RAW, UNMASKED, UNLABLED, FREE FLOWING, UNNAMED, SHARING SECRETS, ART, PICTURES, POEMS.  TOUCHING, REACHING WITH SOULS HOLDING EACH OTHERS' OWN, IN GENTLENESS.  GENUINE ONES PLAYING TOGETHER, EASILY OPENING SPACES OF SOUL SECRETS, AS WE ALWAYS DO, ON OUR OWN, IN SECRET, IN ART, IN HEART, IN COMMUNION, IN CONNECTION.  NOT OVER THE TOP, NOT SPITEFUL OR MEAN, NO BIG EGOS.  DRESSED RELAXED BLANKETED BODIES, NAKED, COZY, STRIPPED DOWN BARE FREE SOULS.  LETTING EACH ONE SEE AND BE SEEN.  TENDER AND CARING.  GOOD DOCTORING, PLAYING DOCTOR, TICKLING FROM SOUL!

SWEET RARE KNOWING COZY FRIENDSHIP.  GIVING, SHARING, KNOWING, REVEALING. CIRCULAR ART SHOW, CIRCULAR KNOWING.  SWEET FRIENDS IN MASS.  SWEET FRIENDS GATHER, SWEET FRIEND WELCOMES ME WITH KIND EYES.  GATHER SEEING BEAUTY, MEANING, POWER, PURPOSE, ART AND ARTISTS, LIFE AND FAMILY.  CHATTERING ALL NIGHT. FEELING BLESSED.  BEING WELCOMED IN WELCOMING.  SHARING WELCOMING WITH KNOWING FRIENDSHIP, HEART, WITH KNOWING ARTISTS' SOUL.  I SEE SO MUCH OF EACH ONE'S REFLECTION.  INNOCENT IN THIS REAL HEART SPACE.  OPENING UP THE BOOKS OF YOUR LIFE, STREAMING INTO THE BOOKS OF MINE.  TRICKY TRICKSTER TO THOSE NOT INNOCENT ENOUGH TO SEE INTO YOUR HEART.  OPENING ME BACK INTO MY INNOCENT OWN.  GIVING ME FREE REIGN IN THIS INNER SANCTUM.

SHREWD JEWISH OPEN IDEAS ON BLOGGING, PUBLISHING, RECORDING, AND SHARING SUCH BOOKS OF LIFE, SUCH PAINTERS PAINTING.  ARTISTS TEACHING ARTISTS, HEALERS HEALING HEALERS, PAINTERS PAINTING PAINTERS, LOVERS LOVING LOVERS, FRIENDS BEFRIENDING FRIENDSHIP, IN THE FRIEND.  BEING IN THE MOMENT.  DECIPHERING OLD CRYPTIC CLUES, SHARING BRAKE-THROUGHS INTO WHO YOU ARE, AND WHO I AM. COMING BACK AROUND SHARING GRACE AND BEAUTY OF WHO WE ALL ARE, TRUE AND UNMASKED, ON HALLOWEEN, SHARING TREATS, TRICKS, GIFTS, HEART AND TRUTH IN THIS FORTRESS OF FRIENDSHIP WITH YOU!