Thursday, December 29, 2016

Good Bye 2016... Just When I am Starting to Fully Appreciate You!

So Grateful... So blessed!

There is so much I feel inspired to share with you all, that I have kept more silent than usual. 2016 did away with usual.  

I fell off a ladder two months ago, buying my human identity a huge time out.  I had agreed to some radical life changes, taking on a co-lease, with my Soul Friend LyndaStar Thompson, and a solo lease of the front 450 sq feet of a public space for my arts and soul arts studio, a block and a half South of the Santa Fe Plaza. I am co-leasing this little dream space, as of 11/1/16.  Eleven days prior to my initiatory fall, I journaled that if I didn't step forward into my Soul gifts, I would continue to fall backwards. Needless to say, I have not journaled much since!

The business side of building my transformational practice, and bridging my writing, and art to the world, has been challenging to say the least. Most of the time, I feel like I've got two right brains, and no left brain at all. I'm all Indigo Visionary Spirit. I have built and shared a lot, considering.

Last year I got gifted an unexpected giant leap in my grown up financial responsibilities. I have learned a lot about how not to go about home repair and upgrading. I have learned a lot about how not to approach much of life! I learned this all through direct experience.

While I was told I grew up in a community of privilege, I mourn now, my crazy life with no garage door opener, no kitchen sink disposal, and no modern dishwasher.  

I live on a dirt road, in a community filled with artists, mystics, healers, and people who love beauty. The beauty of Santa Fe, New Mexico astounds me newly and boldly, every single day.

2016 invited me down roads I never expected to traverse, frankly. I made the most of them, amidst inner turmoil, rebellion, and gratitude as well.

It has been my dream to paint, and boldly express my unique soul, openly and freely, in a public venue. While I have secured the luxury of an art studio in my own home, I have not given my full energy to really enlivening my gifts in it, as I still wish to.

I found my anxiety at attempting to bridge these worlds, gifts, and prime directives, with the turbulent energies of adulthood, change, and crazy, unpredicted 2016 challenges to be more unbearable than usual, this year. I researched therapists, and did something, I've never done, in this way before. I committed nine months of 2016 to receiving transpersonal and art therapy, to face, and heal my modern human anxiety. I started the year with a healing pilgrimage to Wickenburg and Sedona Arizona.  

While on one hand, my responsibilities increased, on the other, I could not bare to live, blowing most of myself off anymore!

So as I step back, and look at it, I am inspired to see and say, that what I have gained in the energies of 2016, in serving myself first, and in slowing down and learning to receive, is an opening into new levels of joy and freedom, I am both easing and leaping into newly, now! 

I am grateful to all the mighty beings, seen and unseen, who have helped me... help me, this year. These are awesome muscles to activate!

Seventeen years into my life in Santa Fe, I am the open door, allowing me to synthesize lifetimes of Soulfulness, and lifetimes of creative expression, into something, even I don't fully know what it is yet!

This surrender appeals to me greatly!

My soulful wise therapist, whom I saw as my "Outer Guide," gave me my walking papers, early this month, and read me a critical paragraph, from my twenty page intake essay, that seemed to assure, that I am who and where I've longed to be!

She reminded me, "Do you know you have two art studios now?"  I thought of all the art I create at my friend Laura Tarnoff's Art studio, and smiled, honoring the reality where I have three art studios!

I had a Soul Reading years ago with my Friend Bernard Gross, here in Santa Fe. He saw me eating more granola, and having multiple art studios, large sprawling art studios, where I make totem like soul art for specific individuals.  

I experimented, and made one for myself, years later, where I blended my soul tools, with my creative expression through painting. It blew me away... the whole experience.  

After learning many processes, and insights from countless beloved teachers, I finally tuned in, connected with our Creator, and was gifted this spontaneous process, experience, unique soul gifts, and visual art expressions.

The Universe... Multiverse and my Team of Seens and Unseens, have rallied round my Heart, Soul and Being, and said... "Hey Kid... you envisioned this... take it... it's yours... and it's ours, and we are so excited to help you house and birth your dreams in the Mecca of Art and Artists, Spirit and Soulfulness!"

And so there is more to come, than what has even been, yet, and what has been, has been a lot!

I am grateful, above all, excited, and oh so curious.

Whatever this all is, as I can receive and embody, and accept all of these beautiful, em-powerful gifts, it fuels my curiosity, interest and fascination with what all will come through, as I tune into Fellow Bright Spirits, like me and like you.

Closing out the best and worst of 2016, I find myself grateful to be so blessed, and still get to share so much!

Namaste, You Beautiful Beings You!

Thursday, May 12, 2016

Who Guarantees a QHHT Session's Success? Personal Responsibility and QHHT

Personal Responsibility and Preparation

Who is responsible for the Success of the Client's Healing?

Does a Dolores Cannon Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique Session or a Theta Healing come with guarantee of outcome or healing?

My Teacher Dolores Cannon

Gratefully many people find me through the fame of Dolores Cannon, and her world renown, trailblazing process QHHT, as well as through her revolutionary books, on-line lectures and empowering presence.  

Some book a session for self or loved ones, with a very high tower of expectations.  There is a great difference between clear intentions, which I highly recommend, and the out of balance pressure of high expectation.

I am truly blessed and grateful, as it is an awe fulfilling experience to hold space, facilitate, and bare witness to the awesome and infinite powers we each hold within us to choose, design, empower and transform our bodies, outlooks, realities and even our world.  Most of us were not fully trained, within the conventional and ordinary systems of our modern world, to access our full range of true Self, guidance, healing, wholeness, power, potential, purpose and wholeness.  

Let me be perfectly clear about this important area for your review, consideration and acceptance.

Dolores Cannon's QHHT, Vianna Stibal's ThetaHealing, and Dr. Brian Weiss' Past Life Regression techniques and facilitators have assisted in the Self Healing of thousands, if not millions of willing and faith based individuals, as have all varieties of prayer and healing modalities, throughout time and pre-history, on Planet Earth.

Here is only a small portion of the description of QHHT, as it appears on the official QHHT website:

QHHT and Healing

Once the Subconscious (SC) has been contacted during a QHHT session, the QHHT Practitioner asks it to identify and explain the cause behind any problem, and then asks the SC if it is permissible and possible to heal the condition. If the SC agrees, healing is immediate, without discomfort, medication or surgery. 

In many cases, once the SC reveals the source of the ailment or psychological problem, a release occurs in the subject’s body and mind, and the patient is freed form their condition. Many of Dolores Cannon’s thousands of clients and subjects were healed in this seemingly miraculous manner and wrote to her to over the years to thank her. That is why she began teaching QHHT in 2002, to share it with others so that they could continue the practice and in turn help as many people as possible. In 2013, her Level 1 QHHT Class became available online to learn anywhere and at any time. 

In all cases, before healing can occur, an individual must want to be cured.

The healing also cannot interfere with the lessons of their present life or the contracts they made before incarnating. Our souls are eternal and we come to Earth to grow and learn lessons through individual experiences. An example of a conflict in healing could be the Subconscious not agreeing to restore the sight of a blind person, if that was one of the lessons they agreed to learn before incarnating in their present life. The Subconscious also adheres to a literal approach regarding healing. If a subject is experiencing a condition that is the result of abuse or lack of care for their body, and the person has taken no action to correct this and has no desire to change, the Subconscious is aware. Its logic will dictate that there is no point in healing the condition if the subject is just going to resume abusing the body once it is healed. 

The following are examples of the extraordinary results Dolores Cannon and her QHHT Practitioners alike have experienced with clients and subjects during their sessions:

Cancer – various types at various stages cleared
Cartilage – reconstruction between joints
HIV – cleared and eradicated
Heart – healed with no surgery required
Liver – fully functional regeneration and restoration
Kidney – fully functional regeneration and restoration
Wounds – regeneration with no scarring
Migraines –root causes explained and removed
Vision – 20/20 eyesight restored with no need corrective vision
Diabetes – causes explained and cleared
Intestines – conditions cleared
Back – middle and lower area problems cleared
Neck/Shoulder – pain identified and causes cleared
Lungs – problems identified and cleared
Skin – problems identified and cleared

Everything is possible with Dolores Cannon’s proven method of hypnosis: QHHT.

Trailblazing Transformation

Many prospective clients want to know, "Can you guarantee I will experience a profoundly deep, vivid, past life regression, access of my SC, Sub Conscious, Super Conscious, easily access full guidance, healing and more, in my first QHHT session?"

In truth I cannot even guarantee this for myself 100% of the time.

I want all my prospective clients to know that I, Jen Klarfeld, have experienced a full spectrum in my own QHHT, past life regression, ThetaHealing and other sessions as a client.  I have received deep immediate and wonderful guidance and healing, with vivid, and expressive past life, and other dimensional scenes opening within my third eye.

I have experienced profound healing through creative expression, as well as QHHT and related healing and creative modalities.  I have been blessed to experience true healing on physical, mental, and emotional levels.

It has also been my experience, that I have, on occasion, over-pressured myself with super high expectations, wanting a one day, or one half day session, with a fellow practitioner to root out, transform, and clear countless lifetimes and seasons of emotional pain, abandonment, suffering, misunderstanding, confusion, loss, lack, grief, rage, and fear.  I have at times sabotaged my own rabid desire for instantaneous illuminating healing!

So beginning with the basic premise that we're all human, the following question arises.

One of Dolores Cannon's Ground Breaking 19 Books

Can I guarantee, promise, or skillfully predict your absolute healing, full access to your SC, Sub Conscious, Super Conscious, Source Knowing, a deep, exciting, vivid, cosmic "Convoluted Universe Five" style, other worldly, Goddess God steeped regression and immediate instantaneous full healing?

What do the Experts Say?

Candace Craw-Goldman: One of my Helpful Embodied QHHT Guides!

Here is what Candace Craw-Goldman, my QHHT Mentor, and the Original and ongoing Steward of the First Dolores Cannon QHHT Facilitator Support Forum says on her website: under the "Frequently Asked Questions" tab!faq/ci92

Do you guarantee I will be healed? Do YOU heal me? Didn't Dolores heal every one of her clients?

No guarantees of any kind are possible! 


I am merely a guide and a facilitator to help you create your OWN HEALING.

All answers and all health lies within YOU. 

Dolores Cannon created a marvelous method but no, not every person magically healed after having a session with her. Results are completely individual. I have seen astounding, even miraculous things happen in sessions or over time. I have seen improvement, sometimes significant, sometimes marginal. And I have seen little change as well.

Dolores Cannon on QHHT Sessions

So again, the QHHT experience requires many things.  From my experience the client must bring a combination of faith, trust, confidence, vision, wholeness, empowerment, intention, authority, maturity, responsibility, and stability.  
Everyone is not ready to leap in and access all the bells and whistles within.
Often, when not rushed, I can properly assess, some of where the prospective client is at within their life experience and outlook, through an informational overview by phone.  On rare occasions, I will honestly refer someone out, recommend psychotherapy, or a more solid option of support in the present moment.

Some factors which can seriously sabotage a successful QHHT session include drug or alcohol addiction, financial dependence on an external adult figure, government, or support system for survival, homelessness, depression, severe untreated bi-polar disorder, unwillingness in self responsibility or care, suicidal ideation, isolation, trouble with the law, and or major, unsupported change.

Trailblazing Mother of QHHT: Dolores Cannon

What QHHT is NOT:

QHHT is not a magic bullet.

QHHT is not guaranteed, from outside of you.

QHHT is not a substitute for ongoing needed therapy.

QHHT is not a substitute for a drug treatment program.

QHHT is not appropriate on it's own, as a quick fix for serious suicidal ideation.

QHHT will not suddenly cure major, trauma induced, dissociation from one's self.

QHHT may not break you from a "lives-long" habit of Victimhood Identification, at least, likely not in the first ever session.

QHHT may be counter indicated if denial, non-selfhood, defeat, and irresponsibility, hold you stuck in perpetual child mode.

QHHT is not the Lottery.  It will not guarantee you walk out the door and materialize your Twin Soul Flame, a steady income, a ravishing new wardrobe, a brilliant new job, mental health and stability, self confidence, a restored new will to live, a whole new sleek sexy body, an effortless prime time talk show, new limbs, or astounding positivity, independence and responsibility, where previously there was none.

QHHT is not an instant cure for Schizophrenia.

QHHT is not guaranteed to clear all your limiting beliefs in one session.

QHHT may not cure all of your codependency issues in one pop.

QHHT will not cure you permanently of the human experience.

QHHT will not make you suddenly immuned to human feelings.

QHHT will not open your heart to full feeling flowering, without your human participation and help.

QHHT will not in and of itself, save you from yourself.

QHHT will not complete your schoolwork, finish your household chores, polish your silver, or pay your mortgage.

QHHT will not restore your integrity, or spruce up your reputation.

QHHT cannot promise to alleviate your fear of Armageddon, GMO's, meat products, leather, or chemtrails.

QHHT may not make your parents or mate suddenly see, adore and love you.

QHHT will not make you employers give you a raise.

QHHT will not polish your shoes, and fold your clean linens.

QHHT is not free of charge, or valueless.

QHHT is not your QHHT's full responsibility.

The power of QHHT does not empower you from outside of you.

QHHT will not buy you great faith, without your cooperation.

QHHT is not more important or valuable than you, or your current life!

Warning: QHHT holds no vested interest in kissing ass to your ego, protecting your lies, or helping assure your old, isolated, lonely, uninformed right to play small, fail, hide, retreat, play dead, remain unconscious, or maintain a sleepy, slow death, defeat or withdraw from your true life, joy and purpose!


Thetahealing, in my experience is a highly accessible modality.  I love it for so many reasons.

First of all, I love that I find it so easy, practical, direct and supportive to assist me in securing radical life changes from within, for myself.

I love that it is easy to learn, practice, facilitate and share.  

ThetaHealing is an amazing modality, spiritual toolkit, support, first aid kit, blessing and gift for the Human Soul.

I love that it has seemingly infinite applications and benefits.

My experience of ThetaHealing feels like an inner technology we all have, yet were trained out of, upon entering the veils of forgetting, in human form!

ThetaHealing involves less performance anxiety for most clients, than does trance, past life regression, or QHHT.

I appreciate how uniquely ThetaHealing pours through me and others, as if we are each conducting unique orchestras with it.  This is equally true of Healing, Healers, Teachers and Artists alike.

There is more flexibility to use Theta healing with almost all people's and populations.

It is easier to me, to introduce ThetaHealing successfully, to people struggling with Multiple Personality Disorder, Bi-Polar Disorder, Adoptees, Children of Parents with Borderline Personality Disorder, Clients with PTSD, Schizophrenics, People battling addiction issues, People facing grief, fear, allergies, disease, illness, healing, crossroads, fight flight or freeze responses, Soul loss, abuse history, co-dependence, fragmentation, rage, hyper-sensitivity, shame, abandonment, lack, loss, past life issues, dissociation, and more.

While it does not always seem appropriate to jump in and use trance, PLR or QHHT with simply anyone, I find that ThetaHealing is amazingly supportive and successful with most people, of most ages, backgrounds, cultures, and orientations.  

One of my more scientifically minded clients, who has experienced all of my modalities, said of ThetaHealing, "I don't understand it, but I can feel it!"

Founder of ThetaHealing Vianna Stibal

ThetaHealing is made up of am eclectic mix of influences and modalities, from prayer, to clairvoyance, NLP, Hypnosis, Shamanism, intuition, energy healing, meditation, healing root causes, healing at the DNA level, mysticism, linking to God, Counseling, guidance, and angel therapy.

I find ThetaHealing to be a most powerful tool as a foundational modality, to greatly enhance trance, PLR and QHHT, especially in a series or package of sessions.

ThetaHealing has a special magic, when shared with the new kids, Earth Angels, Starseed, Mystics, Healers, Seers, Walk-Ins, Teachers, Leaders, and more.

ThetaHealing is a modality easily taught or shared in a group setting, at healing fairs and expos, with all ages and life stages, as well as by phone or teleconference, Skype, etc.

ThetaHealing can be offered in an intensive manner, where we clear a half or whole day and allow transformation across one's whole life, or squeezed into a 15, 20, 30 or 60 minute session.

ThetaHealing can be used, with permission, with someone in a coma, or at the gates of the Spirit World.

One can access the spirit of guides, God, Earth, Laws of Creation, water, Angels, minerals, plants, sea life, birds, animals, spirits of the deceased, the Akashic records, and more with this swift toolkit.

ThetaHealing secures changes at the DNA level, healing root cause beliefs on four levels, the core: this lifetime, genetic: 6 to 8 generations back, history: further back generations and past lives, and the soul level of belief = the hard drive, that transcends lifetimes.

ThetaHealing is a powerful tool in clearing abuse histories.

ThetaHealing has profound applications for clearing past life vows, limiting beliefs, energy cords, entities, curses, healing pain and more, all at the subconscious or root levels.

ThetaHealing is a powerful tool for grounding, unleashing soul masteries, clearing lineages, focus, and embodying expansive levels of one's infinite gifts and Self.

ThetaHealing is a powerful modality for empowerment and manifestation.


QHHT is a state of the art, revolutionary SOURCE and SOUL based modality that  accesses wholeness, harmony, beauty, guidance, healing, wisdom, truth, balance, divinity, and infinite resources, all directly from the SOURCE within.

Some people find their way to me, and know this modality is made for them, and with a healthy knowing, and some simple preparation, they experience great ease and grace throughout the whole process.

Some people discover Dolores Cannon, her lectures, and her 19 books, and on-line classes.  Her information comes as such a healing salve, they want all the rewards immediately.  For some these come easily.  For others there is no guarantee.  It may require some other warm up exercises, preparation, and foundation building first.

For some people the pressure from within is too high, and the timing is not quite right, the first round.

For some people, other foundational life steps need to be sincerely considered and implemented, before planning a successful QHHT session.

If the cost of a session will impair your survival, or that of your home, pets, or family, please wait, until you are in a stronger, more Self supported situation, before booking a QHHT session for yourself.

If the cost of a session, as a gift to a loved one, will impair your survival, or that of your home, pets, or family, please wait, until you or they, are in a stronger, more Self supported situation, before booking a QHHT session for them.

For many, a ThetaHealing Session, or series of 1 to 3, or 1 to 6 sessions, could really prove to be the most supportive and empowering combination, before taking the big leap to QHHT.

In some instances, one might even wish to build up to a Dolores Cannon QHHT session, with a series of ThetaHealing Sessions, then a Brian Weiss Past Life Regression or two, and then culminating in a Dolores Cannon QHHT Session or two.  After all, Rome was not build in one day.

For some who rush into QHHT, and feel there is still more to gain, future QHHT sessions can be wonderful.  

For those who have struggled and failed in their attempts to achieve a deep trance state, or a full QHHT experience with all the bells and whistles, I am happy to share extra time and care to assess your needs, comfort levels, and a strategy to win the QHHT prizes and rewards, in a new session.

Please always speak openly and honestly with me, so that I can best help you in meeting your goals with joy!

While I am not at this time offering discounts or specials, I offer highly professional, valuable, caring service, and am here to help you realize and access solutions from within.

Founding Artist and Soul Artist at Trailblazing Transformation

In Grace, Love, Honor and Joy!


This posting is a brand new copy of a new section on my website called Personal Responsibility.

The inspiration for this new post and website page, is to assist in the flowering of myself and humanity, especially in relation to the amazing Soul supporting, and Self Realization tools I have discovered, and found my way to share in my Trailblazing Transformation Practice on Planet Earth.

May you find support, encouragement, inspiration, wellness, victory, and uplift in these expressions.

Wednesday, March 23, 2016

Into the Blue - Early Shamanic and Hypnotic Journeys of Trailblazer Jen Klarfeld

Treasures From the Turquoise Blue Mexican Bookshelf of Jen Journals, Sketchbooks and Photo Albums

My First Group
Hypnotherapy Experience
at Renewal Institute
back in 1993

Tonight I dug into and received guidance to read and publicly share some very precious journeys, from over twenty years ago, when I lived in San Francisco, and was expanding my quest for Self discovery and direction.

By this time, I had already dropped out of a major Midwestern University, fled my bitter cold Midwestern homeland, and moved West, to be near my Dad.  I found my way to the rigorous world of advertising studies, at a small business oriented Art College, in the city. I went from pure fun with little focus, to pure focus and work with little fun, experiencing my second college experience as equally limiting, and not so very resonant with me.

It was all about this world, and I was soon to learn, I am not!

The Famous1989 Loma Prieta 
Earthquake of San Francisco  and 
Beyond, Measuring 6.9 on the Richter Scale

I took my first clairvoyant class in 1989.  The evening I was scheduled for my free psychic reading, the city and outlying areas were rocked by the giant Loma Prieta 1989 Earthquake. I walked and rode the bus from my Dad's real estate office, to the psychic school, only to be assured we could reschedule.  I felt it was a sign, that getting the psychic reading was a huge crossroads for me, as the earth shook right before!  Now I'm sure it was.

I roomed with a clairvoyant, world traveler, artist & art teacher named Pamela, who opened me to the magic of psychic readings and clairvoyant trainings.  I went on to attend clairvoyant trainings in San Francisco, Marin County, and later Santa Fe, New Mexico.

Michael Harner

My next mystical adventure step was Shamanic Training with Michael Harner, followed by shamanic journeying with his organization, transpersonal programs, community shamanic circles, and later in Santa Fe with Sandra Ingerman.

Sandra Ingerman

It was shortly after the first shamanic training, that I experienced my first life changing Alchemical Hypnotherapy Regression Session, with a young rookie named Adam, whom I recall seeing at the Mind Body Spirit Expos, regressing all the girls to past lives, where they would cry, right there in the middle of the giant, bustling event.

I was so impressed that I scoured the Bay Area, and found resonance and a strong pull to train in Alchemical Hypnotherapy at Renewal Institute, in San Leandro California, with Reverend William Thornton.

Every moment amazed me.

His stories live on in me, as if they were my own.  Some other day, you may get one or two of them out of me.

For now, I'll stick close to home, and share my own story.

Here is my very first trance experience of my training at Renewal Institute, from a group induction, whereby our teacher led the whole class in experiencing our own trance journeys simultaneously, and still individually.
Here is what I found in my big artsy journal:

3/4/93 - Journey Led by Bill Thornton - First Evening of Alchemical Hypnotherapy Training > at Renewal Institute, San Leandro California

Induction Demonstration:

Walk down "ten Stairs"... stairs in green hallway with table, at Renewal Center. Then think to walk down stairs of a Mayan Temple.  Given suggestion to walk through a door at the end. Then I go back to "Renewal stairs," to a doorway.

I find it is a natural wood door with similar plain wood handle, and a 3 paned, pie piece shaped, half circle window in the top of the door. Go through door (to SubConscious Mind).(Suggestion of path.)

Find myself on a path that is very curvy and winding, like a river in New Guinea.  Path runs through a vast amount of vegetation, like a tropical jungle or rain forest...and lots of color and shapes, wildly covering as far as the eye can see, with the exception of the clear way of the path running through.

Art by Raw Creation Artist Jen Klarfeld

Walking down path, follow path, observing brightly colored thick vegetation, flowers, fruit, plants, and trees. Late, but after noon, while sun shines, due to trees and foliage overhead, and mist. Tropical jungle. (Upon questioning) and note that my shoes are black patent leather Mary Janes, along with white tights and a blue dress, which makes me giggle to explain. Very giddy and silly sometimes.

Feel as though age, somewhere around eight years old. Very excited to be here, as I enjoy adventures so.

I meet, (upon suggestion), the adult Jen and tell her about my adventures, and enjoyment of them. Then I go up ahead, on my own, as eight year old Jen. I wish to meet someone along my way, but instead come upon a hut.  It is very dry, and it seems it was abandoned long ago. It is dusty, and dry, dirty, and dark, and contains only one table, and some small chairs, and not really anything else.  It is rather small, and not much larger than its contents. 

Apache Grass Hut with Baskets Outside

I have a sense that it is very ancient, and has been unattended for quite some time. When asked if it seems like a place I'd like to come back to, I say "no." Also I do not recall having ever been here before. I believe that the table and chairs need to be removed from inside, and that some cleaning and change might be helpful. It would make a better empty solitary space, without the clutter of the chairs and table. 

As I remain there, the hut seems to warm up with a glowing light. It's as if a warm golden and amber fire is burning inside. The fire is unique, in that it seems to burn in a tiny, dry, old straw hut, and yet at the same time, it warms the hut, and renews its inviting quality, while not endangering it in any way.

Warm Inviting Peaceful Hut

The fire does not ever threaten to consume the hut, only enlivening and creating warmth inside, which emanates  out, beyond the small hut itself. Hut transforms from ancient dry, dirty, dark, cluttered, unattended hut, to warm empty, emanating, radiant, inviting, peaceful, uncluttered hut.