Sunday, February 9, 2014

How We Found True Love in a Swift Instant

Alberto Alvarez








Jen Klarfeld
Hello Beloved Ones. 

Would you like to hear my tale of love ripple discovery, found, while investing my open heart, on a high vibrational dating website, and striking gold, quite immediately?  Tune in, feel this love ripple, be astounded, and agree to be an expression of this love that is found and celebrated, oh so immediately now!

The story goes, that I listened to Starseed Radio Academy, blogradio broadcast, where I heard a dear show featuring the founder of a site called www.in5d.net, where they showcased a high vibrational dating site, called In 5D Connection.  Curiosity called me, and I soon visited, signed up, and created a profile.  Having been on dating and spiritual dating, and even Starseed networking sites for years now, I took my time.  I responded to a couple of letters I received, and even made a few friends.  I had not yet slowed down to approach any men, in writing, formally, except in response to two.

Next thing I knew, I had at least sent a friend request to an attractive, Soul Resonant Gentleman, all the way in Venezuela, almost 3,000 miles away from my home, in Santa Fe, New Mexico. His excited response came back quite suddenly, within a day or two.  We traded an e-mail or two.  He called and we shared a very poor quality, Google Video conference call, that had to be continued on a phone card call back, from Al to me.

Somehow, within our first call, we were recognizing each other, Soul to Soul, Love across Space and time.  Al expressed a gift of such certainly, a gift I have felt so much of my life, and have rarely found mirrored equally, in a Beloved Partner.  We began discussing the question of how to update our dating profiles, as we had each found what we have been, all our lives seeking.  Our frequencies matched, our Soul gifts were all complimentary, our recognition shined through, our voices soothed, our hearts felt whole and at home!  We were both grounded creative dreamers, who had rich, lush histories of dating the whole united nations of cultures and races, and seeing and living beyond the ordinary limits and boundaries most humans erect daily.  It was both beyond words, and simultaneously we felt our Soul Match returned.

On this, our first video and phone call, we both ended our communications, and zipped to the in5d site, and upgraded our information.  As I was updating my information, it became perfectly clear that all the qualities I most treasure, and seek out in a potential life partner, had been animated and found in Alberto Jose Alvarez Gonzalez, or Mystique Wizzard, as he is found on in5d and Facebook.  Having waited all my life to be met in such certainty, from the very start, I went to facebook to update my status too.  We had already talked of sharing our lives, gifts, and dreams all together.  The details and the how, still left somewhat surrendered to Creation herself.  So that very first night of Soulful Reunion, I went online, and updated my Facebook Status to "engaged to Mystique Wizzard."  I have never been the most realistic kid on the block.  Why not go for it all... all at once?  He had offered to share my last name with his, on our very first call, genuinely, with grace, and great excitement.  So I shared with Alberto, in taking, and initiating some, this grand LOVE leap!  We set the tone for our lives to come, through certainty, fulfillment, true sharing, deep recognition, mystical connections, Soul Remembrance and True Love!

Here is my in5d connection ad: updated after our first introductory date.

Shining Wayshower seeks Adventuresome Partner Friend to Trailblaze the Way with

About me: I am an artist, a wayshower, an empath, a pioneer, and a trailblazer, blazing the trail of the New Earth. I am an early indigo, and a pure hearted volunteer in the transformation of this Universe! I am very creative, caring, original, and service oriented. I love community, dancing, global culture, music, cuisine, dance, mysticism, writing, reading, stories, learning, facilitating awakening, guidance & healing from the SOURCE within. I love collaborating, and being a channel for the Divine, through all forms of life and expression. Making art helps ground me, and keep me sane.

I love all flow based movement, including dancing, walking, hiking, swimming, biking, skiing, cross country skiing, sailing, yoga, & Nia. I would like to learn qigong.

I love soaking in the natural hot springs, hiking the ancient trails, of original peoples, tracking pottery shards, petroglyphs and ancient cave dwellings.

I facilitate Dolores Cannon Quantum Healing Hypnosis, and ThetaHealing, as well as Brian Weiss Past Life Regression and related modalities for healing, awakening and guidance.

I have dated a lot, and have some funny memories from the whole adventure. Mostly I have met amazing people, made some lifelong friends, and always discovered new adventures, restaurants, music, venues, hiking trails, and more.

I have experienced deep, wonderful respectful, healthy love, often with Men from other ancient cultures, and tribes. Many of the men I have fallen for, have not fully related to my path. I am attracted to men with soul centered gifts and awareness.

I am very open minded and empathic, and told my Rabbi, "I am going with all the religions, rather than limiting myself to one," at age 15. I always saw through the human systems, religion, school, politics, all the programing to stay limited and closed down, to remain in the mass hypnosis, never really did it for me.

I have always wanted kids, and am adopted myself, so am open to adopting. I feel I have this soul centered orientation, and I would really thrive, in sharing my hard won gifts, to help see, shape, and encourage these special gifts and choices in the new kids.

I am sincerely opened to, and have newly met a most gloriously matched, high vibrational, Soul Familiar... life partner, who shares a unique resonance with me. I am impassioned, aware, and have high integrity and a deep sense of purpose. I have met my match, whom I experience these and related, beautiful qualities in, as well. I have now, as intended, my first month here, met an adventurous, open minded, easy going friend who is open to my unique gifts and ways. The cool part is, are you kidding, it's all the cool part. The equally cool part is, we met in my first month on in5d, and are in deep Soul Recognition, before really even enjoying a fully clear Skype call, more like one highly resonant, dearly glitchy Google Video call. Still we just learned his family name translates in meaning to my code name for this site, jenuineindigo1, as his name means All True. Well, that's our unique thrival overview, which we wish you, too!

Looking for: I was all my life, looking to meet someone who shares my wavelength, vision, and goals. I have always known I would love to meet someone to share life, love and purpose with. Quite remarkably suddenly, and above all humbly and gratefully, here through in5d, we already have! Meeting unique and wonderful friends on the way, this too is divine and what I AM... We are ALL about.

Loving meeting new harmonic frequency friends here! Equally loving having met my true synchronicity resonant Soul Match, in the heart space of NOW.

So surprise! Demolish all your old world, mind based 3-d limits, strip down to your essence, tune in at SOUL Frequency, and allow this LOVE we are made of, this love that we meet in, and share, this love I open completely up to, and now find, this Divine True Self mirroring back and sharing dearly familiar, and at once all new. I welcome you... we welcome you to feel fully into this ripple, and ride it all the way home to your true heart's passion, gifts, reward, reflection, divinity and truth. Souls are All knowing amazing presence. Your heart is the key to all that you seek... Let yourself be delightfully surprised.

And watch for our upcoming music, poetry, books, films, art, websites, youtubes, ceremonies, dances, infinite invitations, sacred sites activation tours, and a whole torrent of holy shift and surprises, our souls both mapped forward, and left totally open in the grand design of life, for All of us to uplift, satisfy, share, upgrade, remember, co-create and encode!

As for Earth and in5d alike, well let's just say, you've come to the right place at the right time.

I was newish here, and feel so blessed, grateful, & inspired that we all get to meet on such a forum. Wow. This is a whole, truly new, and sacred vibration.

This site: www.in5d.net & the energies of this New Year are refreshing, resonant & uplifting! Grateful to connect with such beautiful mirrors!

My more accurate new status: SOULFULLY RESONANTLY, FAMILIARLY MATCHED AND ENGAGED, to the first man to ever accept my last name, from nealy 3, 000 miles away, before a physical, tangible, local clear to see in physicality first date! Now that's how to do it guys!
 

This is what happens after clearing my old, tired, worn out, hand me down, old earth, human uncertainty programs, via the new vibrations, a little help from my friends, and my ThetaHealing toolkit. Book a session now, if the ripple remains elusive. You can find me at www.TrailblazingTransformation.com & www.facebook.com/trailblazingtransformation
This is the year to be bold! And, as I write we are not even in the year of the Horse yet... feel that kundalini rising, and ride the rays home!

Oh, Divine Human Rays, not Silly Human Race! I get it now. It was never a race, rather a radiance!

Also note, that I live in a town filled with beautiful, spiritual mystics, artists and healers, many female. If it feels too challenging to meet an amazing lady in your part of the world, please feel welcome to check out Santa Fe, NM. We have so much sacred community, creativity, opportunities, gatherings, music, dance, awareness, health, healing, Awakening Expos, conscious people thinking & choosing for ourselves, powerful beautiful land, great hiking, hot springs & more. Starseeds abound and gather here. It's super dear! 


For the record... vision boards work!

It is still less than a month since I sent out my friend request from jenuineindigo1 to Mystique Wizzard.  His heart still comes to me, before God, and All, perfectly transparent, raw, vulnerable and free, baring and sharing an Infinity of LOVE and recognition, synchronicity, grace, joy and uplift.  We have experienced treasure troves of synchronicity, from dreams to meditations, to familial parallels, to how all our Soul Gifts align and how our Starseed insights, knowings, profiles, and creative journeys, dovetail beyond all ordinary coincidences.

We still have had moments of human doubt, and fear, open up, within the Alchemical container of Ascension, and Soul Love.  Yet over all, and more and more, The deep, whole, consistent, uplifting, pure, transparent frequency of our gentle loving intention, and Soul Love itself,  quickly evaporate all that is less than love.  It's an astounding and radical, surprising and familiar Infinite Gift!  We feel so blessed and grateful, aware of the spontaneous ripple of love, rising up through us, and out into each Beloved One's Heart, and Our Light Seed Family's heart of hearts.  We are living mirrors, and illuminated messengers here to love, share, play and emanate this Love that is available and immediate for all to share, in these new rays!

Blessed be!  And Thank you Great Love of Creation!




Friday, February 7, 2014

Shamans, Artists, Angels, and Miracles, all come within my new Friendship with Death!

William Blake

DEATH

GRADUATION  -  CELEBRATION  -  INITIATION  -  COSMIC VACATION  -  TRANSITION  - EXALTATION  -  CONTINUATION  - NEW CHAPTER  -  DIVINE UPGRADE  -  RENEWAL  - ELEVATION  -  CHANGE  -  ALTERATION  -  TRANSFORMATION  - RELOCATION  -  CONVERSION  -  GROWTH  -  EXPANSION  -  PASSAGE  -  REBIRTH  -  UPHEAVAL  -  
NEW BEGINNING  -  RELEASE  -  EXIT  -  EXIT STAGE LEFT  -  NEW ASSIGNMENT  -  CROSSROADS  -  EVOLUTION  -  METAMORPHOSIS  -  RESIGNATION  -  RELEASE  -  
LIFE AFTER DEATH  -  LIFE BETWEEN LIVES  - LIFE AFTER LIFE  - DEPARTURE  -  SURRENDER  - DISMEMBERMENT  -  HOMECOMING  -  DISEMBODIMENT  -  EVOLVEMENT  -  NATURAL PROCESS  -  MATURATION  -  BIRTH  -  UNFOLDING  - FLOWING  - UPROOTING  -  REPLANTING  -  SPIRALING  -  EMANCIPATION  -    FLOWERING  -  TAKING FLIGHT  -   LEAVE TAKING  - SIGNING OFF  -  COMPLETION  -  REUNION  -  RETURNING THE PHYSICAL LOANER VEHICLE  -  RELEASING THE PAIN BODY  -  DELIVERANCE  -  COSMIC REUNION  -  RETURN  -  RESTING IN PEACE  - RECYCLING TO THE LIGHT  -  REGROUPING  -  RESTING IN PEACE  - SETTING FREE  - RETURNING TO ONENESS  - ANGEL ASSIGNMENT  -  LIBERATION  -  TAKING IT TO THE NEXT LEVEL  -  LEAVING THE LOWER EMOTIONAL REGISTER  -  DROPPING ILLUSION  - ENTERING TRUTH  -  UNCHAINING  -  DIVINITY IN MOTION  -  RETURNING TO THE GODDESS  -  EVAPORATING  -  UNSHACKLING  -  FREEING  -  TRAVELING   -  CONFLUENCE  -   TRAILBLAZING  -  SOVEREIGNTY  -  TOURING THE DIMENSIONS  -  MAGNIFICATION  -  SURFING THE ZUVUYA  -  FREEDOM  -  RETURN TO GOD  -  A NEW CHAPTER  -  CONFLUENCE  -  ETERNAL REST  -  UNION  - CONVERGENCE  -  ASCENSION  -  RELINQUISHING THE KNOWN  -  DROPPING THE BODY  -  TRAVERSING THE PORTALS  -  COMMUNION  -  MEETING OUR MAKER  -  THE GREAT MYSTERY  - TAKING THE ULTIMATE TRIP  -  RETURNING TO LOVE  -
 THE BIG COSMIC ORGASM  -  TOURING THE SOUL PLANE  -    DWELLING IN THE COSMIC WOMB  -  LETTING THE OTHER TEAM MATES PLAY A ROUND  -  RETURNING TO THE LIGHT  -  RECLAIMING ORIGINALITY  -  GRACE  -  GRACE  - TAKING A RIDE AS A LUMINOUS ORB OF LIGHT  -  GET OUT OF JAIL FREE CARD  -  ROUND TRIP RETURN TO THE ALL THAT IS  -  YOUR OTHER BIRTHDAY PARTY  - DROPPING BACK INTO THE GREAT I AM  -  CONTINUITY  -  VACATIONING  -  GRAND FINALE  -    SHAMANIC JOURNEYING  -  DISCONTINUATION  -  AWAKENING  -  YOU'RE 86  -  BEING LOVE  -  THE ULTIMATE E-TICKET RIDE  -   FREE HALL PASS  - THE INFINITE GAME  -  RE-ADOPTION BY GOD  -  RENEWAL  -  IS IT THE END, OR JUST THE BEGINNING?  -  EXIT HERE  - WAKING UP IN THE SPIRIT WORLD  -  
UNITY  -  INFORMAL CURTAINS  -   SOARING  -  OBLITERATION  -  KNOCK OFF  -  BUMP OFF  -  SLAY  -  BECOMING AN UNSEEN  CROSSING DIMENSIONS  -  CROSSING THE VEIL  -  RISING  -  RECYCLING THE EARTH SUIT  -   BEING EXCUSED FROM THE DINNER TABLE OF EARTH LIFE TO GO PLAY  -  REGENERATION  -  CHECKING INTO HEAVEN  -  REALIGNING WITH INFINITY  -  SOUL PLANNING MEETING  -  DROPPING YOUR ROLE  -  TAKING CLASSES ON THE ETHEREAL PLANE  -  PURE POTENTIALITY  -  REPORTING IN  -  REORIENTING AS PURE SOURCE ENERGY  -  SURRENDERING AS GOD  -  FALLING BACK INTO THE HEART OF ALL CREATION  -  RETURNING TO THE RIVER OF LIGHT    LETTING GO  -  CROAKING  -  FINAL CURTAIN CALL  -  TAKING A NEW TICKET  -  
 SHARING THE BIG LUCID DREAM  -  BECOMING THE SUN  -   ATTENDING THE BIG PARTY IN THE SKY!


How our Beloved Friend Ross won a forever place in our hearts!

Our Beloved Friend Ross Lewallen, at the peak of his game, surprised and saddened us all, recently this Winter, 2014, as he fell into a coma, between the worlds, after a fall and puncture to his lungs.

His passing, has renewed our friendship, and re-polished my friendship with "death" placing it in a high and revered status, along side love and life.  Death is a merging into higher states of life and living, after all.  

Having lost two old friends to this new friend, I would like to share some of the miracles and wonder I have been gifted, on the recent transitions of our Beloved Friends, both spectacular, rare, original, charming, loving, caring, enriching and enlivening human treasures and legacies!

These two amazing mystics are Ross Lewallen and Dashan Dean (DC) Chlebowski.  They both shine a lot of love and beauty into my heart and the hearts of humanity, and feeling all this love reminds me not to stop and mourn too much, or I will surely miss the whole point of their lives!  Let me tell you how I've grown to see through their eyes.



Ross Lewallen traveling Shaman, Artist & 
Extraordinary Soul sharing his art and wisdom 
at the Tarnoff Art Center's Pecos Open Studios Show
Fall 2013.

The first day that I learned from our friend Laura Tarnoff, that Ross was in the hospital, in Santa Fe, balancing in a coma, between the worlds, I wondered how to respond.  The evening found me in town, and instinctively I pulled over to write an encouraging card to Laura Ross' Daughter and Family, at the their jewelry and art gallery, off the Santa Fe Plaza www.lewallenjewelry.com.

Laura Tarnoff & I had met Ross years back, on myspace, and facebook, and years later were graced with a dear friendship that included bridging our beloved passions for art, painting, community, learning, teaching, shamanism, and more, at the Tarnoff Art Center on Rowe. Ross shared his very tender heart with us, and Laura's Father Sherwin, shared much common ground, both white haired Artists and self made business men, and family men, with roots in Chicago, a love of Native American Spiritual practices, nature, travel, poetry, art, and ceremony, as well as an earthy grounding as original artists.

I sat in my car, with the heat running, and I used a cross between my ThetaHealing & shamanic toolkits, to visit Ross as best I could, where he was.  At first I got a kind of a "do not disturb" sign or sorts, as I have seen with others who have crossed over.  I took this to mean not to pray for his return, yet more to tune in and pray for his best well being.  In this case I got that he was way far out, very expansive on his journey into the light.  I got that he could still choose either choice, to proceed, or to return.

The more I tuned in, the more I felt such a divine freedom, and loving light.  I felt deeper and deeper, as Ross shared a feeling of the essence of freedom and choices, of travelability, and shape-shifting freedoms open to him, now.

There was acknowledgement of many angels, divine feminine and Mother God Goddess Energies nurturing, holding, healing, and embracing, hands and heart, hands over his hands, of divine feminine vibrations... beautiful!  Also a sense of his joy in working with  Angels, Masters, Guides, as these and stewarding and protecting those he loves on Earth... from the Light, and or possibly returning to do so, from this side.

A feeling of great rejoicing, purpose, and love!  Also some giant joy, in the possibilities for learning on the other side.  A great feeling for, and relishing of infinite learning opportunities and options in the vast realms.

So much harmony, love, peace, and joy... so much celebration and love... on both "sides"... worlds... dimensionalities!!!  

I only felt a bit of the sadness, after my own expansive flight, when taking root, and considering the loss to his Earthly Family, both immediate, and many beautiful, soulful beloved mystics, shamans and artists throughout the world.

This was my last experience with Ross, before we learned he had aligned with the expansion fully, and was soaring onward.

One day, shortly after, I found my way to sharing with a couple, visiting Santa Fe.  They may have said something, like sorry for your loss.  Now the exact context eludes me, yet for a time, I was having these moments, while the veils were still thin, where I would look out, and see through Ross' expanded eyes, see more as Angels do.  And when I did, and do allow myself, this rare gift, it reminds me to see Heaven and God in each and every being, I meet.  My ThetaHealing Associate and Light Bringer Goddess Friend Page Maran Amrita catalyzes this within me, as she reminds, of how the sacredness, in teaching ThetaHealing, comes as we see God, in each and everyone we encounter.  I re-framed the grief the visiting  couple I encountered, attempted to uplift me from, to this gift and this triumphant blessing, of seeing their divinity, through the eyes of a visiting Angel, recently passed, yet not at all gone!

Ross is such a dear, gentle and living example of seeing, feeling, and welcoming the grace and wonder in each person he meets and receives.  Now he is doing so from a higher vantage point.  What I know in my heart of hearts, and in the very core of my being, is that every small and large gift he so enjoyed gracefully sharing with us on this plane, he is now openly sharing on a quantum scale.

We are so blessed by your Being, your presence, your love, and your trail of heart centered, Earth loving, cosmic, and shamanic gifts left behind for us.  We are so graced, knowing and imagining your path continuing on higher levels and dimensions, as we still check in and share love with you, wherever you are.  Such an outpouring of unique love is flowing over Ross' Facebook page, as friends hold him in our hearts and check in daily, sharing treasures and beauty reminding us of him.

Thank you Ross, for opening and teaching us, non-stop, even, and especially on your special flight to expansive territories still to come.  We love you forever, and share that heart song and love, that knowing who we are and seeing deeply into souls we meet toe to toe, heart to heart, and new friends a million miles apart.

Thank you, thank you thank you... we love you, and carry on your unique spark, as we know and trust you carry ours in your heart!



Dashan Dean Chlebowski (DC) 
marrying his  4th of five Earthly Brides, 
Our Starseed Sister Friend Alashea Raa

How I came to know an amazing soul named Dean.

I like imagining that I met Dashan Dean Chlebowski (DC), during the most exciting period of his life, yet maybe it all was that way.

My Starseed Sister, and most unique  Visionary Friend Alashea, had taken her date to a support group for Near Death Experiencers, in Albuquerque.  This was a group that met in Dean's home, in part due to his mystical fervor, unique open mind,  and constant curiosity.  Apparently Alashea and Dashan recognized each other, during magic rights of initiation, delivered to all, in the circle, by Alashea, and twice to Dashan.

One thing led to another, from left behind sunglasses, to lunch, to visions and soulmate-hood, to a day at a far out 5th dimensional retreat at a place called T.O.S.A. Ranch.  Here we were greeted, and given free healings, and left to walk on labyrinths and hear channeled messages from Arch Angel Zadkiel, while the hostess of the land, laid head tipped to the side, and drooling, in an open tent, on a vast property run my two tall Starseed, who trailblazed fortune and fame, after meeting on a conventional dating website, declaring bankruptcy, overcoming judgements of each other, and finally recognizing & remembering their Divinity together.

After the long drive to this ranch featuring sacred energies, and live llamas & alpacas, we finally met this man of the stories, a beautiful, impassioned, courageous, Optometrist, Earth Angel of a man, with bright  eyes, and a unique and easy charm.

Next thing we know, we were gathering a few months later, at the same high vibrational ranch, under and around a copper pyramid, beneath the setting sun, witnessing the most magical, true age marriage I have yet to partake in.  Partake, because we were all opened that day, to seeing, feeling, honoring, expressing and sharing rights of passage, an initiation of love, that seemed to catalyze us all up... and within it.

Dean or Dashan, as we knew him, occasionally graced us with his presence at Alien or Starseed Movie Night, along side his Beloved, Alashea, at Lynda Star's Studio, now Angel Station 222 - www.facebook.com/angelstation222 in Santa Fe.  They were like two quiet, composed, harmonious LOVE Gods!  Later, we gathered in Dashan & Alashea's home, for some sacred meditations and programs.  Dashan and Alashea always welcomed us with such rich juicy souls.

Later each one came to me, for two of the most intensive Dolores Cannon Quantum Healing Hypnosis Sessions, at the closing crossroads of their marriage.  Dean was adopted, as I was too.  I felt very moved and blessed to serve them, in this sacred way.  I saw a lot of myself, the tender, vulnerable parts I can't show most people, in Dashan.  His soul's biggest priority was guiding Alashea to go live near her kids, in California.

After our work together, they parted ways and Dashan rocketed out of Alashea's life, and mine, like a comet.  After my initial shock, reading Alashea's Facebook post that her Beloved Ex-husband Dean, had passed out of this world, I amused myself, at odd twists and sweeps of this Life!

What I see now, is that perhaps Dean's Soul, a little weary for wear, like so many of us, simply got up, and politely asked, "May I please be excused from this Earthly dinner table?"

Dashan... Dean... DC...

You brought so many beautiful qualities I admire and we all admire dearly.  Our passage is lighter and brighter, having shared the fabulous light in your eyes, heart, and magnanimous smile.

We are surely pissed to see you leave this party so early!!

We're blessed, along with so many, who shared your passionate, original energies, stories, and life.  I trust you'll shoot through Creation, like the comet you are!  I imagine your graduation ceremony, on the higher planes, where you learn... there was no right or wrong way, and how loving really big, fulfilled your every purpose!

I told Dean, while he was around, that his gift was not simply helping people see physically... it was helping us see as Souls, helping us expand to a broader ability to see, including all in our vantage point.

Around the window of days that Dean passed on at 11:11 pm, I had a unique and blessed experience.  I was in Santa Fe, one morning, driving West on Sant Michael's Drive.  I sat for a moment, delayed, as a train passed by.  This was the day I saw a giant plumed serpent of clouds in the Southern skies.  Something non-ordinary flashed at the back of my car.  It was like a burst from a higher dimension.  Immediately following, a medium sized white feather stuck to the top back hatchback window of my car, near my "Namaste" sticker, appropriately!  I felt amazed, and wondered how is a white feather sticking to my car at all, let alone, right where I can see it so vividly?  I thought of pulling over and catching it, for keeps.  Yet I kept going, in the line of morning traffic, instead.

Later that morning, when I read the news on Facebook, I put it all together.  Perhaps that was Dean, in his new Angel Expression, sailing through, dropping me a feather of greeting, and sacred blessing, as a reward, for bringing such an open mind and heart.

So long, for now Dean.  Thanks for reminding us to love deeply, fully, and completely, always.

We learned so many beautiful stories about you.  Like that you married your Beloved Sandi Kay Dean, six days before your early departure from this world, due to brain cancer.  And that you married Sandi, your 5th Earthly wife, from your bed, with no pants on.  That you took in homeless friends for dinner, and holidays, with out a second thought.  That you gifted friends all around you, with jokes, surprises till the end, and beyond, that you would give away money, and buy gasoline for strangers in need, and lavish the local stray cat, with cans of fresh fancy tuna fish.  That you hosted Salsa dancing lessons in your house.  That you made peace with, and gave great pride in the end, to your birth mother, for a life well lived.  You remind us to befriend everyone we meet, and to touch their hearts deeply, as we allow them to touch ours so.

We love you Dean... travel to your higher assignment in peace, good will, on purpose, and most of all, with that big bright light in your eyes, heart and being!  We treasure your way, and are uplifted and loved in your mighty wake.  Go lightly now!