What's Really Going on, and Who is Behind it... Real Murder, or Ritualistic Abuse? We are Unifiers, Unifying the Unifiers, and we Want to Know!

At first I was crushed, hurt, crying, and grief filled, shocked and unable to rest and sleep at ease, facing the story, and video coverage of the murder of George Floyd, at the oppressive knee, of a white police officer, as his Chinese American Comrade, stood by like a silent zombie. Crooked murderer cop, wearing a crooked badge! Why?

A few things I am pondering include: A white police officer weirdly mimicking, frighteningly appropriating the stance Colin Kaepernick and NBA Players taking a knee, in protest of police murders of innocent, unarmed black men, often at the hands of American White Police Officers, in a bizarre reversal of roles?!

Then we hear George Floyd calling out, "I can't breath," mimicking Eric Garner's pleas, just short of 6 years later. 6 as in Resolution 6666, the TRACE Act. Also mirroring the symbolism of CoVID-19, both causing people to be unable to breath, to fear they will be unable to breath, and simultaneously killing more people of color, men, and men of color.

And then you see the the murderer white officer, and other officers, symbolically again, a white man, and a Chinese Man, and 2 others, with no masks on, symbolizing many more current Deep State Sponsored realities, of America and China, and the warring between Democrats and Republicans, over freedoms and dangers of wearing and not wearing masks, and mimicking the Lame Stream Media's push to ignite fear in everyone, that any and everyone not being compliant and not masking their face, voice and mouth, is an enemy of the people, state, community, and thus murderous, suspect, deadly, and out of control, mind-controlling us to blame each other, instead of looking at the Strategic plan and blaming the Deep State Players for colluding and manufacturing, and igniting a deadly Global bacteria... infection... virus... pandemic of corruption, manipulation, control, spying, and more, while putting the whole world under mass home arrest and new levels of surveillance.

Then there's this photo of George with not one but two Corona Light beer bottles, one behind him, and one reflected in a sort of door behind him, and someone noted on a YouTube video, that the colors behind him are red and yellow, which make orange, and they made something out of that. 2 Corona Bear bottles, in 2020, our year of global 2020 vision, and of the experiment called Corona Virus, and 6 trillion dollars that has been drawn out of thin air, to pour back into many struggling businesses and corporations, as well as distributed in meager sums to the people. Another 6!

Also of note is how the corona virus has been represented in the color orange, with orange spikes, when we are continually shown prisoners on MSM sponsored news, in courtrooms, and or jail cells, they are often clad in the regulation orange prisoner's uniforms.

Some point out that there was a number 6 painted on the garbage can, in front of the scene. And we see the whole symbolism of domination, control, and power over getting burned into our psyche's, in the master and slave, white European conquest and subordination over the big muscular, powerful, disempowered black man.

As an aware empath, I can also recognize all this symbology, reminding the whole American population, "we've just been practicing on the black man, and the black community, enslaving and conquering, repressing, suppressing targeting, controlling and destroying red, brown, black and people of color in America, symbolically, for domination over them, on the way to domination over all Americans and all people."

And we heard him beg and call out for the most basic human needs to be denied, of dignity, freedom, safety, breath, life, water, and his Mama. Again, symbolically playing out the theater of putting each of us, of all races into the helpless, hopeless hysteria of being pinned down, denied, overpowered, unable to get life sustaining breath, safety, water, and freedom, unable to be seen, heard, helped, or saved, triggering the hell, of feeling like a motherless child, as in the old African American Spiritual, "Sometimes I feel like a motherless child, far far from home." Anchoring in our distancing from God, in a long cycle of denying the Goddess, the Earth, Women, and people of the Earth! That's a fucking lot of hellish level of Narcissistic abuse to play out on American and Global people of color, and hence Americans, and people all over the world!

It sure feels like the masked symbolism of the Deep State, marking their domination tactics, locally and globally, for all the world to see.

So if George is really dead, may his symbolic death turn our world around.

And if this is some kind of sick, staged mind control game, and what we saw was disordered theater, than may it also awaken humanity, and turn America and our world around to stop this hate and control based propaganda campaign against Americans and Humanity, worldwide!

Peace to all the troubled hearts who have been dragged through this shared public hell, this week! I have more questions than answers.

Keep asking questions my friends. This might not be only what it seems on the surface. This might be more.

Peace and healing to us all, as we unite to heal these wounds, whatever exactly, they really are. Something seems very off for this murder to simply be another police infraction!

I just don't feel like it's, only what it claims to be, at first glance. This time feels extreme. Extremely explosive, derailing, and confusing. Narcissists use tactics like this to feed off of, and hold them selves above their prey. It's not only about George Floyd as prey, anymore. It's about all of us together, all of Black America, all of black culture, all of Humanity, all of us!

Let's keep questioning it all, on the way to truly transforming America, and systematic injustices allowed, over countless eons, here on Earth.

All my love, and faith, in our collective transformation! If only this beautiful man could be the last targeted black man in America ever. How can we take steps to shift all this, moving forward, after and during the shock waves, reverberating around our world?!

We have armies and trillion dollar budgets for war and defense. Let us begin to create organizations for true unity, justice, protection, and sovereignty, for those who have fought for such rights for 400 plus years, and longer than America has been savagely appropriated!

I've felt sad, I've felt mad, I've felt shocked, restless, and exhausted. I also don't fully know exactly what to feel, as I question the Lame Stream Narrative! More is needed, than simply terrorizing us all, once again, with these sacrificial murders. Black Lives Matter!  LIFE matters.  We unify and value life, life and the precious, loving people living life!

Time for renewal, Humanity. Who will police the Police FORCE! Enough already. Let's bring the Mothers in to say, Enough already! We're calling out "Mom!" too! Fly free George Floyd, whatever the truth is about what you were overpowered through. Your loved one's express you heart to us. May you be free now, wherever you are! You will be missed and celebrated forever!

Waging Heart's Discernment Through Compassionate Understanding

Thank you again for bearing with me, us, and our world through such giant challenges and changes.

As I look within, I relate as an overall peacemaker personality, with some systems busting, rebel aspects, and a relatively open-minded, and multi-dimensional experience and outlook.

Again I want to honor and validate realities of the challenging time we are all traversing together, on Planet Earth right now. I have been posting anything, freely, that I support, and share faith in, mostly on Facebook, and other social media platforms. Anyone whom I see as sharing some truth.

As I look out into our world, I believe in a multi-dimensional and multifaceted reality, or set of realities, all operating on our planet at this time. It feels more complex, and complicated to express and communicate right now, especially on Facebook.

It still feels a lot easier to muster compassion for friends at the grocery store, than on social media. I want to clarify, that overall, I honor regulations, where I have been mostly sheltering at home, and wearing my hand made mask, when I do go out for essential trips to town, or in public.

Of course I feel great compassion for all effected by the Corona Virus, and especially those who have proven extra vulnerable, including elders, immune deficient people, Native elders, and people in NM, and Arizona, and our world, and the disproportionate # of black people, and people of color, some of whom are more endangered, during this time of heightened disease, and infection. When I see and listen to news reports on these realities, and feel horrible, as most of us do.

During this global infection, I also hold a lot of questions about who, why, how, when, where, and such, of what's behind this Pandemic, and if it's really a pandemic, or an infection, or what, and how we can best protect and maintain our civil liberties through this local and global turmoil.

Please know, that I apologize, as I know some of my Facebook posts have really rattled and offended my friends, and friends of my friends, and recently tons of creepy fake bots, posing as grinches, pet kitties, weird art, bloody horrors, cartoon unicorns, creepy patriarchs and patriots, in mostly non-human representations and avatars. I likely blocked some 20 - 50 fake profiles, this weekend, alone, who were bullying, and just not even real, let alone actual friends. So sh*t's gettin' weird, on corporate backed social media. I am witnessing partisan polarizations, freedoms polarizations, safety polarizations, fake news - real news - sponsored news - corrupted news - polarizations, and wars, info wars against factions, info wars within factions. It's been horrific, in this way.

My overall experience holds me to be a peaceful, loving, unifying person and soul. I have no real interest in stirring drama, promoting attacks on others, and so on. What a stupid waste of time, purpose and energy! Really!

For the record, I am not anti mask, nor anti vaccination. I am for learning from many people, for guidance within, and through experts in their fields. I also want to learn more, and expose what I see as dangers, lies, and corrupt institutions, laws, and manipulators, bringing them into full transparency of both the truth and the lies. I want to help bring the lies and manipulations to justice, of these many old, enslaving dictates, regulations, practices, and spins of information, as so many corrupt leaders have been operating, and misleading humanity through, now, and throughout history.

My stance is, that I aspire to learn from the people who are questioning the efficacy and safety of suddenly masking and regulating all of global humanity, in the name of safety, as thoroughly as, many of our friends and family members are questioning the questioners. Can't we all question? Or is only one portion of humanity just in questioning our realities?

If we could restore justice to all the old failing systems of the currently dying paradigm, I might feel encouraged to someday consider taking a clean, honestly regulated vaccine. Or I might discover new options and alternatives for maintaining such a healthy immune system, that I am open to shifts in our evolution, out beyond vaccines. Overall, I am more interested in the immune strengthening options, and in enhancing our rights to be free to explore all the facts, without all the high levels of repression, suppression, and mass brainwashing, that do not allow free circulation of truth, studies, films, facts, research, voices, and researchers.

As the Galactic Volunteer and Early Indigo Aura based Explorer that I am, I don't relate to my skin color, or outward culture, or upbringing, as my defining truth, culture, or identification, yet I honor that many do, for themselves.

Still, I am standing up to question the truth behind many lies. Many are doing so by my side. And possibly many more, feel really safe and protected, in the same areas and restrictions I am questioning. And perhaps many people feel very threatened and unsafe, within some of the explorations, and investigations I feel empowered, and comforted, engaging in.

So I shift several times daily, in what I feel is appropriate, safe, uplifting, revealing, encouraging, and so on, to share freely.

If you bully me, or my friends, on my social media and Facebook page and posts, and or life, I reserve the right to block strangers, review friends, and or erase comments of people I don't even know, bullying, or even haranguing us for energetic feed and fuel. I don't owe friends of friends explanations on what I value, and why, and what I don't and why.

And who is paying a bunch of fake cartoon bots, to suddenly go on strangers' feeds, and spar, and spike drama-levels to a sky high range? I don't fully know, and not sure I even want to know. I just know I'm not responsible for what a bunch of strangers, actors, and fakers, invading my space and energy, think, anymore than anyone famous, is responsible for the nut jobs out there bullying and condemning. It's really abusive, and these are actual offensive tactics, these creepy bot people are using. Gross! No thank you! No way!

So I may shift to posting more of the expressions that I feel are immediately about me, and or are expressions of encouragement, and freedom. I may begin the process of using giant, new levels of discernment about who, when, why, and where to share what I hold as free, beautiful, worthy, and sacred. May shift to limit my sharing of much more, only to the resonant ones who can actually relate on multiple levels, and hear, respect, and honor the validity of where I am coming from. Also may be more eager to shift over to community, both live and virtual, that limits itself to sincere, real, and honoring people.

If I offended you, by sharing art, expressions, videos, memes, etc, that reflect a view, or views we don't share 100% across the board, I am sincerely sorry. I have watched and shared a few rare youtube videos, that some friends have told me, don't feel true, which I, still do not know, are they made to elicit fear, or do they hold mostly truth, or mostly lies. I don't really know either. Still on this learning curve.

While we have lived through difficulties, threats, injustices, healing, and victories, loves and losses, both alone, and within our families, cultures, "races," nations, lifetimes, nations, and our world, we have likely never lived through an experience like this current one, where so much fear, threat, danger, and problems are thrown out on the world, while so much Grace, connection, love, unity, sovereignty, compassion, giving, and caring, are all rising, at the same time!

So I bless us all, and will pull in some of what I think is tender, beautiful, worthy, freedom bringing, etc, as I see it is not supporting people in all the amazing and eclectic circles, Santa Fe is usually so phenomenal at honoring, mixing, respecting, and celebrating.

This may mean, that I may loose a few freedoms of expression, in doing so, yet I have much to learn and gain, in this leap within, and a collective leap, we are sharing within our larger human collective.

Know that I love you, my human family.

I will keep dancing to my own rhythms, and co-birthing a bright and brilliant new world of faith, opportunities, health, connection, communion, community, love, authenticity, transformation, transmutation, shifts, beauty, respect, honoring, freedom, compassion, caring, diversity, Grace, and liberty, liberty for all!

Love through our precious, and at times chaotic Global Reboot!

A Letter to my Friend, Traversing Human Doubt, Fear, and Pain, as We still do, in Human Expression

Jen Klarfeld
Enjoying the Red Rocks
of Sedona
2015

Hi Friend,


I still wonder how you are doing? How are you traversing this mass global initiation?

Our teachers and guides have been preparing many, over decades for this shift to a unified, loving, authentic, co-creative, free-will based world called the New Earth. On this New Earth many of us, who see ourselves as Galactic Volunteers, have worked through a lot of our trauma throughout our life and lifetimes.  Check out Laura Eisenhower, Dwight’s granddaughter. She talks very fast, and feels like a 5 on the Enneagram to me. I don’t so much denounce the ego like Arjuna & Eckart Tolle & their restrictive systems plot to. Arjuna is one, of some special friends and guides, who taught me about the Enneagram System, 25 years ago.  It still helps me navigate human teachers and personality filters! My personality does not need to attack and blame the ego.  In fact sometimes I could use a little more ego, to help build my brand, leadership, practice, art, life, structure, and businesses. I like Nora Herold, who instructs us to operate from joy, and also to feel our feelings authentically. She offers a system to feel, process, and allow our feelings, and not just shackle and obliterate them. If you listen to any really good astrologers and evolutionary astrologers, our charts and the larger planetary movements hold clues as to what we’re traversing through. I’m no official astrologer, more awed by the stuff, over most of my life. Some are saying the planets are aligned in similar ways, to during the American Revolution. Still for some reason the Revolution feels very global and unified right now!  

I listen to vlogs, like that of  Patricia Cote Robles of Era of Peace, on her website and on Youtube. I read channelers in Sedona Journal of Emergence, and listen to them on-line. Plus I relate more as a soul than a human, and likely have since high school, as an Early Indigo and First Wave Galactic Volunteer.

I’m grateful to not be in a big city now. I am hearing more about alternative communities. Maybe we will again live by necessity, in small, gentle, tribal community, with community gardens, as Arjuna foresaw 25 years ago. Watch the movie “Thrive," for free on YouTube and the “Indigo Evolution.”

It can be scary, right now, traversing the current situations and conditions. I don’t toss out my ego, as it has a function and a purpose, and I honor that. I need it to keep feeling my authentic feelings, so I can cry when I see a  "food banks need your help" sign, flashing at the highway entrance, when I haven't even got my own adult survival figured out fully, and to get mad, and address our politicians and friends, when our humans freedoms temporarily get threatened and suspended... see Resolution 6666 the TRACE Act, as Dr. Rashid Buttar is urgently disclosing!

Also listening to David Wilcock, who has insider info on the Satanic Occultists controlling the systems and humans throughout history, and their devilish plot to solve "the world population problem." I no longer see Trump as the awful devil, people who had dangerous dad’s, and authority issues, and also health and security, want to parody him into. We don’t have all the facts yet, as to his real role in stepping into world leadership. I believe he was brought on board as a wild card, a trump card, to help us overthrow and take down the real, and far more dangerous Deep State, black t-shirts, ca bal, pirates, predators, global elite, and disordered patriarchal occultists.

As per the Vaxines, Dr. Zach Bush and now even Fauci are admitting they could take 12 - 18 months to formulate, and likely they still won’t work.  

Jen in the 1980's
"Help God Feel"
San Francisco Street Graffiti
Photo credit to Kelly Weir

Heath, healing, and understanding which dangerous meds to take patients off of, and more, during these rushes of disease and symptoms is a big and neglected part what can help in the healing. Opening legal discussions about allowing alternative health resources is crucial right now. We need healthy, secure, open fluid communication, and social options and media that allow for this 100%. Honoring the herd immunity necessities, and outgrowing the fear propaganda in how we hold and see death, is a huge part of truth, healing and healthy awareness and immunity now too.

Then we have to advocate for turning all the major systems on Earth around, from dangerous chemical farming to natural organic farming, free energy, free information, free truth, news, and financing, and healthcare. As we do this, the current epidemics of fear, panic, brainwashing, mass manipulations, abuse, tyranny, artificial intelligence manipulation, and the viruses, man manipulated and natural, will hold less and less power to harm.

"Thrive: What on Earth will it Take?" the movie, which free streamed in Santa Fe and globally on 11/11/11, expresses 19 + years of solid research into the corruption, at the top of all major systems of healthcare, housing, food, medicine, energy, information, socialization, banking, and more, on our world, and how whole communities, cities, and nations are already stepping up to ban GMO’s, and now 5G.  

I hear stories, where birds are dismantling 5-G towers right now.  

Thrive the full length documentary can also be viewed for free on YouTube.

Also "The Indigo Evolution" is a film available for free viewing, on YouTube, as it educates people, in a documentary format, on evolutionary changes in humanity, including the phenomenon of indigo kids, as I am an early  part of.

I think that 2 expressions of trauma, overwhelm, and narcissism, are exploding outward, and or imploding inward. I don’t think denying our ego straight-up, does anyone any authentic good. That’s why overall, my focus isn’t on the Eckart Tolle approach. My favorite teachers, guides, and real people, are many divine feminine leaders, systems, and balanced male teachers including Matt Kahn. These systems and teachers like Vianna Stibal of ThetaHealing, Dolores & Julia Cannon of QHHT, and Teal Swan, who’s work is all about facing and feeling one’s shadow, on a transformational path from trauma back to true self love, are ones I feel the greatest balance and authenticity in!

Jen & Minnie Mouse
at Disney World
Photo credit to my dear ol' Dad
Marshall Klarfeld

I believe and experience our Mother Earth as abundant, sovereign, and whole, regardless of our human levels of unconsciousness, greed, corruption, delusion, and trickery. I believe that she has already reached 5-D, and that the mess unfolding now is part of our muddy, bloody labor of birthing the New Earth. Over the 25 years between 1987 & 2012, all life on Earth has been accelerating, and now as we cross into 5-D, the light love and unity is accelerating, as is some of the darkness and fear. I believe we Wayshowers have done the work to upshift ourselves and humanity, our lineages and DNA. I believe we need to claim, state, express and know our sovereignty, as opposed to oppression via old slave programs, and playing pawns in the old corrupts systems.  The energies and days of this are over, as we let them dismantle and end, here on Earth.

What is wildly tricky about these times, is that truth has been corrupted, as many of the 3-D players, predators, and old pirates are manipulating info on-line, and within artificial man made, man corrupted, capitalistic systems, with excesses of money, power over, abuses, predatory tyrannies, & their illusions of power over dynamics and habits.

Plus my sources say this Ascension is being ignited individually, so many brainwashed people, or people living in our heads, are being thrashed around by our internal triggers, genetic triggers, past life triggers, infighting and info wars on social media, fear, both false and real, as per health, danger, death and disease.  

I believe we’re being called back to the wholeness of our hearts, back to the uplifting nourishing, nurturing, abundance of our true new earth and all of creation. Back to our higher vibrations, and back to our own intuition.  Also being called back to true intimacy with chosen resonant family, friends, community and soul circles, locally and globally. I love it.  A true Grace has been released out through, and onto our sacred shifting planet, and through and to our human family. It is said, even the old slave programs are dismantling. So the old systems are crashing, to pave ways into 5-D offerings and choices, within our freewill Universe. 

I didn’t come all this way, for this highly advanced assignment to fail, nor to see it fail. Memories of such past failures are definitely being triggered through all of this! “Never again!” Was our programmed response after cataclysms, in and of the fall of ancient Atlantis. Still what we are seeing is 3-D reality, and limitations breaking free into our 5-D encodement. So what is very tricky now, is 3, 4 & 5-D are all operating simultaneously. Which one do you wish to victoriously usher in? We’re still operating within the realities and laws of all 3 of them! Which one do you want a “heads-up,” in, as in, “oh, that old world trickery? I could do without that!” Or, “oh you 3-D fears, I love you, and hold space for you as a nurturing mother and parent right now!”

Artist Jen Klarfeld
Inspiration Squad
Photo credit to Laura Tarnoff

I dropped out of 2 - 3 months of therapy recently, as my then tele-medicine therapist felt more fears around safety, her life and mine, than I even did, and I actually felt relieved letting her go. Why?  Because, as we focus on frequencies and energy, feelings and intuition, we can see all that no longer serves us, in a split second. But we have to know one world, or set of timelines is dying, and being swiftly dismantled, and we need to move all our foundations and energetic ties up, off, and out of it, and build and grow our new foundations and creations on the solid, and slightly morphing new energies of our hearts, of the New Earth, of the Aquarian Age, and of caring and loving 5-D community, energy, service, unity, and co-creation, instead of old models of corruption, greed, coercion and blind commerce, for it’s own sake, and for the sake of a disordered, lost, misguided few controllers.  So another way to see it, is the disordered, sick, predatory, pirating occultists are now living in a new, true, transparent, just, loving, unity based world. This world is already here. We assisted in growing it, and it is set to bloom now. The old controllers are enraged, losing traction, dominance and control over their prey!  In fact the energies that held predator and prey as a viable options for humanity, are dropping away, in the new frequencies, Mother Earth and her Wayshowers are leading, right now, and moving forward.  That's why the bullies are so volatile, and grasping at straws, on their way down, right now. Why isn't their fear manipulating us anymore? Why are their devious plans all being exposed to humanity so vividly, suddenly?

I am part of a team, a well guided team of Wayshowers and Galactics on assignment, that trust 100% in this transition, this great shift of the ages, our hearts, intuition, and the hearts and intuition of healthy whole Wayshower Souls, co-leading this massive assignment. Mother Gaia has already won Victorious, and we are individual and collective expressions of her.

I encourage us to tune into our hearts, and feelings, nature and Earth and healthy rooted community directly, beyond the tricky warring energies of the MSM: mainstream media, the fractured political parties, and anyone poisoning humanity with false guilt narratives, real biowarfare poisons, and manipulation tactics of shame, blame, attack, corrupt "protection," verbal abuse, gas lighting, fear, denial, lies, propaganda, greed, big pharma sanctioned "news" lack, control, and tyranny.

We’ve been given the blessings of most of the human family, being invited to a giant global meditation retreat at home, indefinitely. The Earth has shifted already, and is welcoming us as co-creators now. I’ve heard it said, we are no longer merely stewards, yet more and more, pure 5-D co-creators, our living earth and us!

I believe sick, disordered factions have fallen into greed, and manipulation, and we incarnated to help ourselves and humanity through these times, ultimately by finding, choosing, and living our joy.  And by opening to health and healthy changes, true unity, cooperation, creating and co-creation.

Art by Jen Klarfeld

We did not come into this planetary awakening to fit in the human mainstream, to necessarily “belong,” to be torn to pieces in man's ongoing wars, destruction, cataclysms, and shakedowns. The current Pandemic is not capable of killing us all. It may not even kill as many people as influenza, in many places. I see it sparking new levels of caring, connection, new freedoms, new gifts, a new flowering of humanity, a new shared sovereignty, as well as new attempts at tyranny, so as to help us overthrow the old discordant energies, patterns habits and ways! I see it cleaning and cleaning our planet of toxic human problems, waste, and poisons, as we assist. I see it aligning us, as a giant peace and activism community, poised to turn our individual and collective health care abilities and freedoms, around full circle, from our sovereignty based intuition, real, free research, and banning together to co-create from this, our New Earth, and her...our conscious, trailblazing, collective leadership!

It’s up to each of us to choose a timeline and birth our creations from the truths we actually align with. 

On our blessed New Earth, our heart is primed to lead the way, as we stay open to blessed, aware wholeness!

Thanks for your message and celebration. The Earth is filled with many who see as I see, now. Still it’s up to individuals to dig through the timeline offerings, and to use our heart’s discernment, as to what to choose, grow, and build both from and to. It’s very promising, as we do allow it by choice, sovereignty and intention, to be!

Me, Jen at the
Paranormal Symposium
in Taos, 2011
Photography credit
to Hinton Harrison

Thank you Friend. 

So much Love, Grace and Gratitude, as we share in winning, Goddess God Earth Victoriously. It is up to you, and each of us, to see our value through this time. This supports our emergence, individually and within our whole sacred human collective! Look to Guides like Barbara Marx Hubbard, and you and me, as we traverse this evolution.

Cheers to our messy Grace based birth. Pick a timeline every-blessed-body! Even if you have to pick 111 times each and every day!  So we no longer value and fit into the old time-line and corruptions, as we felt obligations to attempt to once do. Bless this crossroads, for it is the long awaited birthplace of new true levels of reality, bursting up as reality, as Earth and her precious children, including me and you!  I love you dearly!  Feel our guides and angels helping.  And reach out to people and wholeness within, to continue to help usher us through these calm and wild changes!  Cheers to our human angelic divinity! We got our backs, in beautiful new energy frequencies and ways!  Tune in directly and feel and see!

Yay!

Hugs and Love,

Jen

Soul Distancing: What is it? What is it Good for?

This YouTube video, "Soul Distancing as a Method of Dealing with Narcissists" by Dr. Ramani came to me today, tuning into YouTube, amidst the tail end of the Global Pandemic Quarantine. 

I had spun out of my center, and into a weird level of downward spiraling, infighting, and multidimensional info wars, over recent days, over a film called www.PlandemicMovie.com blasting across YouTube, and Facebook, upsetting the applecart of the mainstream 80% or so of the human population, on social media.

The joke is that I thought I could openly share this, and most people would grateful, or see it as I do, as truth. Well some did, and some didn't, and many treated me like I was endangering humanity and had to stop. What? Suddenly I'm not allowed to like a documentary movie, because it has a lot of corporate owned media rallying against it, dominant powers continue pulling posts about it down, off of corporate owned Google owned YouTube and Facebook. Guess what people? I am allowed to like and share whatever I resonate with. I have free will.

Here is my comment on Dr. Ramani's YouTube post. It feels more appropriate as a whole blog post!

Ah, Dr. Ramani, Thank you so much for this incredibly timely helpful guidance. I rewound a lot, relished, took in your insights, and am pleasantly stunned. I will come back and review this some more, and share it too. Your guidance on Soul Distancing feels like salve to my soul. 

I am an adoptee, an adult child of divorce, and had an unusually gentle honoring Father, and when he divorced my Mom, when I was 10, I was left alone with my Mother, who inspired me indirectly to follow your videos. So part of me that had a dear and gentle, honoring, loving kind father, is so overly open with my soul, that most of what you are stating here never dawns on me, naturally. Still it makes such great sense! I am wired to share the best of me with others, mostly all the time without question. I mostly don't assert discernment, in that the mainstream humans do not come from the precious place of their whole soul, as a main priority. That's not mainstream priority or training. I have old habits of trying to fill up manipulators, bosses, the public, clients, men, friends, acquaintances, strangers, service people, and unknowns on social media, and who gets left out of the equation? Me, of course! Classic co-dependency. 

Then I internalized all the not good enough, parent your parent, hopeless, helpless, insecurity patterns from growing up as in my single parent household, with my suburban theater star, more materially identified, at times, Narcissistic Mother. So this is super interesting and informative to me.

Have been studying all this stuff for years. I relate as an empath, and to Starseed phenomenon, as in my work facilitating QHHT, a very deep expression of Hypnotherapy, where the guidance comes through the client, at the regression's end. 

Over recent days I shared what some call conspiracy theory, of a film called "Plandemic." About 20% of the public are open to these possibilities, I see as truths. Yet I openly shared posts on Facebook about what I see as validity in these matters. It became a total shit show, as so many more mainstream people, from relatives of local friends, to a kid I went to grade school with, to an amazing friend from almost 20 years ago, felt threatened, attacked, and ended up hurling a bunch of abuse at me, just in the recent few days. 

I woke up to a warning Facebook Messenger e-mail, from a fellow QHHT facilitator, whom I barely know, informing me of these attacking, verbally abusive, condescending, controlling remarks, by the adult kid from my grade school birthday parties. I erased her posts, hid the tags, and went through an elaborate process to take a vacation from our friendship, and checked a box for Facebook to remove all tags and posts between she and I. 

I did use Soul Distancing, in that I was mad, and knew better than to feed her anything, directly. There is a big energetic divide and split in the world right now. I invested hours in sharing my soul very fully, in responding to old friends I barely know, and their attacks, as it became a huge muddy pit of energy sucking time that I wasted. In the end, I made a statement denouncing the bullying, and inviting people to continue the hate and negativity and abuse on their own private walls instead. I erased all the poisonous attacks, and expressed a post about what I learned sinking into the muck and mud of human discord, for so many hours. 

After I updated and set boundaries, and swept my space, so to speak, it became very calm, like my peaceful back yard, during the pandemic. All the soulful people came out, and shared beautiful encouragement, and related, truth teller posts. One said "I wrote a book on this very topic." And one thanked me and said "I think you're brilliant as f*ck," which I wasn't seeking out, yet still love! May consider this on my headstone: "She was brilliant as f*ck, and made it all up as she went along!" A lot of words to say, yes this is so up right now, in America, and around our world, as so many have been trained that the Narcissists win, and that emulating their abusive manipulation tactics is a path to success. So I really love and rejoice in this healing guidance. And I love learning from the experience where I felt free baring my soul to my 3,000 and some friends of every eclectic level and type of interest, and party line, as it then, totally backfired into an info war. 

Then I followed my heart, and held my ground, and celebrated my right to express my truth. Still I want to make art, and take walks, and live a balance that does not come when I am leaking my soul to a big fat pack of fearful hungry wolves. Nothing against wolves! So it's a fine line to walk, as I want to allow my full expressive self, and live a loud and allowed. I just don't want to take abuse from so many detractors.

So thank you so very dearly. I may rise and fall a lot on this learning curve. I have felt this increase for social discernment, during these shifts, and quarantine time. And you hit the nail on the head, naming it, and pointing out the poisons, when the attackers on offense spot, target and suck off of my openess, and big light. 

Oh, wait, all this juicy energy of mine is not for you guys, until I write a book, or blog that you can buy, and read, or not! 

After it all of that, I wrote about something I have been pondering lately. I've been recalling memories of being 7, on the playground, at school, when the boys were into kooties, and raiding and capturing girls to be kidnnaped to the boys' kooties fort. I remember it disturbed me to the core. Likely triggered my primal adoption wound too. I still remember breaking down and crying, and saying "no, let me go, I don't want to play this." And there we have one of my illustrious, early childhood, soul distancing experiences! 

And so I spoke of this in a lighter way, saying take your infighting back to your own kooties forts and caves, as I don't want to play, "let you control me." It's not fun! No way! 

So thank you, Dr. Ramani, as this is very timely, and very new to me, even though intuitively I know and practice some of this. A lot of words today, to say, wow, wonderful, yes, awesome ideas and guidance. Thank you! 

You are right. The gray rocking technique, and no contact even, seem more flat and generic, and feel a bit more inauthentic as practices unto themselves. What you are describing here, with Soul Distancing, is more about knowing one's full worth, seeing the mass population, and obvious Narcissists and manipulators for who they really are, and not making my soul a big plate for them to feed on. And seeing the rewards that come of real true authentic connection, when I change my settings of who I am, not to throw most of it away, on people who don't even have the ability to value themselves and life, highly enough to value me. Wow! I love the popularity, and engagement of your YouTube video post, in only 24 hours. Super amazing!

So that's my post, Y'all. The recent few days, energies, as well as what's emerging, and being exposed is a much longer story. Yet I have other tasks to get to today. Did I really learn the lessons on Soul Distancing, as expressed here in Dr. Ramani's video. I admit I have more practice, review, consideration, and integration to invest.

I feel we are in tender times. I feel that having both these experiences, and knowledge of this new concept, Soul Distancing, I have learned some new resources. I have learned to share in more aware, honest, simple ways. I have learned from the harsh effects of how some have dealt with me, that when I post a comment honestly on other friend's social media posts, I do my best to be really clean, open, honest, and respectful, and let them know, I hold a different opinion, and still love and respect you as the individual you are. Or that was well articulated, and I may look into some of that, and still I have my own differing opinion on the individual, movie, info, video, etc.

Last night I felt into how much we are called on to have mercy right now, on all of humanity, as we are shoved into these challenging global, local and national initiations. Friends reminded me of the states of fear, shock, panic, division, pain and sadness, rage and helplessness and hopelessness humans are circulating through right now. I added some. I am grateful that we are also feeling and sharing experiences and expressions of Grace, uplift, upshift, encouragement, empowerment, love, caring, unity, concern, trust, faith, prayer, good will, kind actions, courage, sharing, liberty, justice, clarity, and gratitude, right now too.

I see the Corona Virus challenge as a sacred sanctuary, time out - time in for many, as a reboot for Mama Gaia, and for us Humans, as a rite of passage, an initiation, a unify-er, and as holding space as a catalyst for the Great Shift, and the Great Awakening into the New Earth timeline, process, prophesy, and experience.

I am sad for all the devastation, pain, plague, sickness, death, and destruction, inherent in all this chaos, curently circling our world, as this virus. I do believe the virus is a co-creation of a man-made, predatory bio-warfare plan.

Stay tuned if you wish to, as I share more on future posts.

Still I recommend the work, guidance, music, art, and supportive YouTube and social media platforms and videos and guidance of the following Wayshowers:

David Wilcock

Divine Cosmos 

Nora Herold 

Lorie Ladd

Dolores Cannon 

Julia Cannon

QHHT Official

Beyond Quantum Healing

Allison Coe

Michael James Garber

Ron Amit

Paul Luftenegger

Jen Klarfeld

Jeff Roland

Laura Tarnoff

Sandra Ingerman

SARK

Matt Kahn

Era of Peace

Kevin Moore

Lauren Galey

Magenta Pixie

Laura Eisenhower

Jeva Uqualla

Dr Judy Mikovits

Lisa A Romano

Dr. Ramani

Dr. Les Carter

Dr. Gabor Mate

Nahko Bear

Rising Appalachia

Dr. Rashid Buttar

Mike Adams

Pamela Aaralyn

JP Sears

Our Everyday Lives

Vananda Shiva

Dr. Shiva Ayyadurai 

Thrive the Movie

Thrive the Movement

Plandemic the movie

and countless more, in no particular order at all!

I don't have all the answers! Still I relish so much we are learning, and how much we are growing, individually, and as one big human family on Earth, right now!

Peace Love and Authenticity, Blessed Beloved Ones!

Truly, 

Jen Klarfeld

Imagine: Co-creating Surrender Together at Home

Art by Jen Klarfeld

Hello Soul Kin:

Wishing you all blessings, encouragement, Grace, fortitude, faith and wholeness, through the Global Shift, we are traversing.

I have been enjoying Sacred Sanctuary at home. Have been loving the time out, time in, and the experience of being ejected out of my pre quarantine habitualization, and being injected back into my home, heart, soul, being, and purpose. I have been enjoying a breather from my Healing Practice, from competing for survival, and from attempting to play small enough to fit in a world, I never really fully succeeded in understanding, accommodating, or resonating with... or within. I am so grateful.

I have ingested a lot of the updates from my tribe, the Starseed & Galactic Volunteers. I have also enjoyed catching up within my own Source Expression and Connection, as well as within myself, my home, and some projects, that still have components to complete.

I have been lifted to beautiful heights, via positivity, and guided meditations. And I have followed the darkness down into the pits of human hell zones, going down the rabbit holes of some of my Starseed Brother's and Sister's info videos on YouTube. Some are saying that we are navigating these worlds on one world, where some 80% are buying into the mainstream, and some 20% are filtering multi-dimensional perceptions of what is now unfolding in our worlds.

Lorie Ladd & the Galactic Federation, and Magenta Pixie: Petra Pixie McGuire and her Team, the Nine, have guided me to use frequency, intuition, choice, Grace, and high levels of discernment, and boundary honoring, traversing the Grace and obstacles arising in this Shift, and Great Awakening of Humanity. Nora Herold and the Pleiadians, and John Burgos and Lauren Ellis Galey, and their Teams, and many more, have also shared Guides, and Guidance, reminding us to tune in, feel our feelings fully, and let our guides, knowing, and intuition lead us through this wild maze, this rollercoaster of eclectic realities, emotions, and changes, uplifting, and simultaneously crashing systems and beings on our world.

I have listened to Wayshowers, David and Elizabeth Wilcock, Q, and the heavy hitters, exposing so many dark scapegoats, devils, predators, the deep state, the Satanic Billionaires and so on, and their evil plots to destroy, bully, enslave, and feed off of humanity. This week alone, I have shared views with friends who believe that this, that, and the other politician, and political parties are evil, good, heroes, etc. Then factor in all of our personalities, and various levels of consciousness. Yikes.

It is interesting to play in the varied levels of frequency, fear, Grace, and information. I have learned more about these info wars, as the Galactic Volunteers and Wayshowers get triggered into fear, and war amongst ourselves, and within. I've learned to choose, when I can afford to go down the rabbit holes, and follow the info, and when I can intake Democracy Now, and when I can't.

I've learned about many levels of corruption in politics, in organizations, "leaders," and systems, many of which we are witnessing, as they crash to the ground, as the numbers shift daily, as to who holds what as authority and truth, and what as propaganda, disinformation, and power over scams against humanity.

I am seeing many people I love in grand new levels of crisis, and more still in harmony, Grace, unity and LOVE! And many many of us traversing and witnessing accelerated levels of all of this, simultaneously. I love the guidance from Lorie Ladd and the Galactic Federation of Light, that there is truth in everyone's experiences right now. My truth meter is intensifying, as we move through this shift, and I believe that the Earth has already shifted into its true new identity as The New Earth or its 5-D wholeness and Heaven is right here on Earth. Holding this as truth, is essential to me.

The individuals and religious systems that are promoting guilt, shame, blame, fear and dystopian fantasies, fall flat, and hold little to no truth, honoring, respect, authenticity, authority, nor resonance for me. I have learned that these are Narcissistic habitualizations, and manipulation tactics, as are control, fear mongering, drama spewing, etc. Still I am honoring validity of more possibilities, than I ever have before. Navigating through energy, frequency, intuition, guidance, and how my body and emotions feel, moment by moment, is a priceless gift right now, and moving forward.

Honoring that I can not control, or solve humanity's problems, is a great blast of truth and honesty, in my boundary patrol experiences, presently. And honoring that learning about the vast array of truths operational on Earth right now, is interesting, educational, part of my Starseed calling, and also something, to reign in, a bit, and monitor, my energy exchange on, going forward.

Since I am learning that this Ascension Process is not all unfolding all at once, in one way, I am discovering a bounty of Grace, in being on the front lines, allowing myself to discover, and ease into discovering what brings me joy, what frees my Soul, and my Soul gifts into my life, and thus into expression and sharing in this world. If the world is already free, and we are expressions of this world, and these dimensions, as well as all the worlds and dimensions we do and have shared in, then honoring our invitation from our Living Earth, Galaxy, Universe, Multiverse and Soul, is what's real and up on Planet Earth right now, as I see it.

Art by Jen Klarfeld

So the beautiful questions arise, as to what brings me joy, how are divinity, unity, love, joy, Grace, and freedom best expressed and lived through all that is unique within me, right now, and how and where do I begin? What do I choose, and what do I feel aligned and resonant in harmonizing with now? What is divine in me, and how does choosing to prioritize this help me amplify and see this divinity and Grace all around me, in Nature, Humanity, LIFE, and Creation?

There is a great deal of beauty and harmony pouring through us right now. And there are these massive crashes, eruptions, shifts, and destructions, of so much that is now expressing as whole, harmonious and divine, right here and now on Earth. Simultaneously some of life that we do hold near and dear and precious, is also getting rocked in the crashing systems, waves of change and wild intensifications, of so much of life on Earth, during these shifts as well.

Some say polarizations are dissolving. Simultaneously much of life on Earth is growing far more polarized than we've ever seen. Transparency is increasing, as our frequencies rise to meet that of our living, nurturing Earth. Still Nature and the Earth, and my energetic sphere are overflowing with a lot of Grace, beauty, simplicity, presence, and harmony. Simultaneously I still face human problems, mysteries, and challenges, as do many of our relations on Earth, at present.

So welcome to our New True Earth, Souls, and Heart centered lives, as we navigate these wild changes, splits, growing pains, emergencies, emergences, and Grace opportunities. I welcome us all home to our centers, where choice feels raw, real, and upgraded to new levels.

I came here to thrive victoriously. I feel welcomed in new levels of surrender. My mind does not know all the details of the where, what, how, why, and when of it. My Heart's course is set on freedom, unity, love, grace, community, creativity, choice, culture, wholeness, and soulful divine options for one and for all. Feeling into this brings me comfort. I transmit Grace, Love, encouragement, centering, and comfort out to you, as we navigate these waves of divinity filled change, and unprecedented opportunity, at the dimensional crossroads we are presently navigating. Choose your timeline wisely, as our Earth, Suns, Moon, Stars, and Soul have already co-created for you, for me, for us, in the right here, right now, and beyond. The Earth is already free. Are you resonant in aligning with her, with you, with us?

Where I am, the birds and ravens are singing, the sun is shining, the full moon is rising.

I've been playing small, smaller that I am. I am here to shine and grow into my full radiant, flowering, true and beautiful, whole Self. This helps me see you in your full divinity, your full harmony, to see the seamless dedicated network of loving unity that we express as and from!

"Imagine all the people living for today!"

Imagine full health, hope, and immunity taking roots and wings on this planet, in ways we know within, and dare to embody, express, celebrate and share.

What can you imagine, for you, for humanity, for our beloved, Earth, Skies and Life?! Rise up Beloved Ones. Bless this true way, as we turn the game around to love, balance unity, wholeness and freedom!

I adore and love us, as who we are, and who we are blooming into. Blessed and eager, witnessing and living our changes. Sacred Life, Sacred Love, Sacred changes, Initiates. I love and adore you very dearly!

Peace on this shared path and planet!