Monday, January 12, 2026

Out of theBox




Across the ruckus of the news reals, responses, thoughts, feelings, misunderstandings, allegiances, and remaining questions, I fire off this response.  The question lies buried, somewhere near the bottom, where the answers usually lie!  Please enjoy:


Aha, friend, now you’re finally coming around and getting to the point!! 


I had to go and scroll on your profile to see what info you buy into and root in!  OK, now we’re on!  It appears from what you repost that you basically buy what is convenient, accessible, what is sold to you.  You may question it, you may not.  But it appears like you buy what MSM news sell you, straight up.  You even repost some of it.  You question how I know what’s true, and you repost very mainstream news bytes, and seemingly liberal democrat news, fed to you from MSN and Yahoo news.  Okay.  Now I have a sense of where to start!


I have been mostly off of paid TV programming across the majority of my adult life.


During the propagandemic, I started out a liberal in a majority liberal town.

By July 2020, I became a Republican, and later an Independent Voter, still a questioning and curious Conservative American Patriot and Truther.

I ended up staying home and accepting government money and not paying my mortgage across 18 months.  I had a lot of free time.  I started researching on-line to learn what the hell was going on.  I learned that a lot of news sources I blindly trusted were full of shit, paid by sources aligned with, and rooted in WEF and the NWO and their NGO’s.  


I started tuning into fellow Starseed, and Light Warriors, and people I saw as individuals with a spiritual backbone, including David Wilcock LIVE on Divine Cosmos, on YouTube, Intuitive Warrior Michael Jaco, David Nino Rodriquez, of Nino’s Corner, I listened to whistleblowers, real people injured by the bioweapon con-vid scam coercion and jabs, masks, and bullshit.  I tuned into Stew Peter’s, and his Died Suddenly feeds on social media.  I listened to Vera Sharav, a Holocaust Surviver.  Tuned into Laura Eisenhower, Naomi Wolf, Ishmael Perez, Jim Breuer, Magenta Pixie, James Gilliland, of ECETI and As You Wish Radio & Scott McKay of Patriot Street Fighter on Rumble, Gregg Braden, Dr Sherri Tenpenny,  Dr Zev Zelenko, Dr. Christiane Northrup, Dr. Bryan Ardis, Del Bigtree, and more.  I found Tarot with Janine, and Beyond Mystic with Jean-Claude and Tarot with Janine on Rumble.  The CB loser they were to the target, the faster they got canceled and kicked off of YouTube, all except  for David Wilcock who was patient and clever entertaining to outsmart them! Michael Jaco won our trust, getting kicked off of YouTube, between 7 and 14 times.  He’s a fighter, so he kept bouncing back with a new account like Michael Jaco 7.  Here’s his description on YouTube: Michael Jaco - YouTube

Michael Jaco - Former Tier One Navy SEAL for 24 years and 11 years as CIA combat zone security. Intuitive, Remote Viewer, Influencer and 5D warfare fighter.

If I was held captive by a socialist regime, here in America and actually allowed to listen to one and only one newscaster, screw Fox News, I would tune into Michael Jaco first and foremost!  He’s an Author, a healer, a multidimensional, a galactic volunteer, he’s an Angelic warrior on earth, he’s been killed, then brought back.  He’s had his house in Florida flooded, during the weather wars, lost his son to death, and has since seen his winged son in the Angel realms.  He’s been attacked and targeted for openly sharing the truth, healing, and whistleblower guests he shares freely, on his show.  He constantly amazes me.  He’s a Remote Viewer who remembers past lives, with the best sense of humor, and an even deeper sense of honor.  He encourages us to “bring in the love vibration!” If you want to graduate off “news” through paid lies, I recommend go straight to Jaco.  He’ll blast you with truth, help protect your health, your life, and your assets, and wake your ass up, fast as you wanna go!  Check him out on Rumble, YouTube, and Facebook, if you want the clearest truth shared in the most direct way!

And as I was saying: I started to question everything I had been sold.  The biggest liars were found to be the mainstream news, the Hollywood hypocrites, and the NGO organizations wielding power while never voted into any.  The big liars and criminals included many invested in information control, including all the social media outlets that colluded with corrupt government to ban truth and truth tellers from us, and to wage disinformation campaigns, scapegoat and hate campaigns against LIFE, TRUTH, Americans, Christians, Jews, whistleblowers, health, healers, doctors, researchers, Americans, and truth tellers., and leaders.


I learned about transhumanism and the Marxist color revolution through Mel K, and Roseanne  Barr.I learned of how Germany lost WWII, yet the Nazi’s never really lost, they were supported through WWII by corrupt American corporations and interests, including Ford and IBM.  I learned that the Nazi’s infiltrated America, Ukraine, Argentina, and infiltrated American and world news, via a Nazi operation called “Project Mockingbird.”  I learned about the Satanic Masons and elite gender inversion and baphomet idealization in Satanic Hollywood.  I learned that many women we’ve been sold, in pop culture have dicks, and falsify them selves to be women, with fake pregnancies and fake lives.  


I learned these satanic inversions infiltrate Hollywood, the music industry, TV and comedy, government leadership, sports, feminism, pop culture, industries, and more.


Transgenderism, elite gender inversion, and related abuses of children, are steps, or the price paid, on the road to Transhumanism, and or modern AI slavery .  The Masonic Lodge or Masonic Temple play a role in Satanic abuses, elite gender inversion, horrific abuses of children and babies, and worse!  I learned that leaders like Klaus Schwab and his sick minions don’t believe in God, LIFE, family, nor freedoms, yet aspire to transhumanism, eugenics, and AI slavery, for the he human masses!


To learn more about sexual trafficking, MK Ultra Mind Control programs and abuses, and Project Monarch, research, and listen to abuse survivor Cathy O’Brien, on Rumble or YouTube. Read her books and listen to her story.  If she can heal and transform, we all can!


I learned about how many men and people in power, and in the entertainment industry and in political circles including influential gurus, aspire to eugenics, in their shared depopulation agendas.  So I trust my intuition, and I’ve learned to research more directly, to  tune into and value the resonant Light Warriors who research beyond what the mainstream, and what the now infiltrated Liberal Democrats sell and attempt to enslave us into!


I am not invested in selling what I see to anyone else.  Yet I am not a dumbed down sheeple, willing to sell off my DNA, life, health, consciousness, mind, and body to the lowest bidders, like Big Harma, the Nazi’s and the New World Order.  So I think independently, and I align with and attune with the leaders who think and research independently too! 


During the propagandemic I started out a liberal in a majority liberal town.


I ended up staying home and accepting government money, and not paying my home’s mortgage across 18 months.  An unstable employer fired me as soon as the scamdemic officially started.  I couldn’t be honest, and get hired in my field of art sales, in art galleries, in my 80% liberal town.  I had a lot of free time.  I started researching on-line, to learn what the hell was going on.  I learned that a lot of news sources I blindly trusted were full of shit, paid by sources aligned and rooted in WEF and the NWO and their NGO’s.  Remember the ones who want to kill us, injure us, control us, and who see us as “useless eaters” to cull.


I started tuning into fellow Starseed, and Light Warriors, and people I saw as individuals with a spiritual backbone, I tuned into David Wilcock LIVE on Divine Cosmos, on YouTube, Intuitive Warrior Michael Jaco, David Nino Rodriquez, of Nino’s Corner, I listened to whistleblowers, real people injured by the bioweapon jabs, the covert-19 scam, masks, coercion, lies, and fraudulent science.  I tuned into Stew Peter’s, and Died Suddenly feeds on social media.  I listened to real people’s stories there, and real doctors and real truth exposing documentaries watched my millions of truth seeking people, worldwide.    

I listened to Vera Sharav, a Holocaust Surviver.  Tuned into Laura Eisenhower, Naomi Wolf, Ishmael Perez, Jim Breuer, Magenta Pixie, James Gilliland, of ECETI and As Tou Wish Radio & Scott McKay of Patriot Street Fighter on Rumble, Gregg Braden, Sacha Stone, Dr Sherri Tenpenny Dr Zev Zelenko, Dr. Stella Immanuel, Dr. Christiane Northrup, Dr. Bryan Ardis, Del Bigtree, Kerry Cassidy of Project Camelot, and more.  

I found Tarot with Janine, and Beyond Mystic with Jean-Claude on Rumble.  I tuned into resonant real people’s stories, and real leaders and citizen journalists, remote viewers, channels, Kryon, and even a mother and community on YouTube called, “Channeling Erik,” where a doctor mother’s son committed suicide, wrote a book from the light, and assists humans with healing and guidance from the angelic realms now.  He lives beyond past and future, and is channeled, by mediums, in supporting us by making predictions, teaching lessons, sharing guidance, and sometimes interviewing humans as spirits, after their earthly death.  

I put it all together and feel into and assess what actually rings, consistently true!  If it doesn’t,  I’m pretty immune to it, at this point.  Sometimes info comes to me in a dream or an intuition, updating me on who is real and who is sold out, or a fraud, or a criminal, predator, or a profiteer.  The more I research and study, listen and intuit, the more ridiculous most everything on MSM ( mainstream media) or the corrupt BBC fake news channels sound.  What a pack of lies.  I look out at you, who still consume those lies as prisoners of war.  I can’t imagine paying these corrupt fraudsters for their lies via newspapers, magazines, books, television, movies, infiltrated music, comedy, sports and pop culture.  Yet the masses do so daily, without question.  


What’s fascinating is that the resources I was guided too, most of them are years ahead, and have long track records of sharing information that turns out to be ahead of its time, and consistently true.


I started to question everything I had been sold.  The biggest liars were found to be the mainstream news, the Hollywood hypocrites, and the NGO organizations wielding power while never voted into any.  The big liars and criminals included many invested in information control, including all the social media outlets that colluded with corrupt government, to ban truth, and truth tellers from us, and to wage disinformation campaigns, and scapegoat and hate campaigns against LIFE, TRUTH, Americans, Christians, Jews, whistleblowers, health, healers, doctors, researchers, Americans, American leaders,  whole political parties, authors, and truth tellers.


I learned about Transhumanist and the Marxist color revolution, and I learned of how Germany lost the war, yet the Nazi’s never really lost, they were supported through WWII by corrupt American corporations and interests, including Ford and IBM.  I learned that the Nazi’s infiltrated America, Ukraine, Argentina, and infiltrated American  and global news via an operation called Project Mockingbird.  I learned about the Satanic Masons and elite gender inversion and baphomet idealization in Hollywood.  I learned that many women we’ve been sold, in pop culture have dicks, and fake themselves to be women, with fake pregnancies and fake lives.  This is a step in the way to Transhumanism.  I learned that leaders like Klaus Schwab and his sick minions don’t believe in God, life, family, nor freedoms, yet aspire to transhumanism, eugenics, and modern AI slavery.


I learned about how many men and people in power including influential gurus, aspire to eugenics.  So I trust my intuition, and I’ve learned to research more directly, and tune into, and value the resonant Light Warriors who research beyond what the mainstream and what the now infiltrated Liberal Democrats sell and attempt to enslave us into!  Many don’t understand that they are supporting the eugenicists, the NWO criminals, predators and pedophiles!


I am not invested in selling what I see to anyone else.  Yet I am not a dumbed down sheeple, willing to sell off my DNA, life, health consciousness, mind, and body to the lowest bidders, like Big Harma, the Nazi’s and the New World Order.  So I think independently, and I align with and attune with the leaders who think and research independently too!

I’m multidimensional, so I resonate with fellow aware multidimensionals, and multidimensional resources.  Always did!

And so in all of this research I learned that not only is President Donald Trump on our side.  I learned that he was strategically chosen by an organization some call the Alliance, the white hats, and or the World Alliance, to stand up to, expose and bring justice to  the globalist criminals, the enemies infiltrating America and frankly the eugenicists, predators, parasites, criminals, and murderers still abusing power in our nation and world.

I see it happening brilliantly, a strategic war to protect, free, transform, and empower the American people,  and all of Earth’s people, into the Golden Age and our New Earth.

I see our president, and his team, as here, navigating our emergence into a space race simultaneously to all of their other tasks and projects.  I honor and respect them, so much. 

Imagine so many sadistic, hate filled forces attacking one person everyday, as part of their satanic Death Cult, scapegoating President Trump as their war and strategy.  All the while, as other lies, democide, sadistic and deluded plans are all being exposed by not so much a king, yet certainly a Knight of honor, risking life, family, assets, earnings, privacy, safety, creations, freedoms, and reputation to safeguard America, Americans, now the Americas, peace, freedom, health, liberty and LIFE, here on planet earth for all who are honest, for all who are willing and free.
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I’m not in a cult.  Donald Trump is not my dictator.  I believe he is leading a military operation to uplift our world.  And I relate in great gratitude and celebration as an ally who came to trail-blaze our human family’s emergence into the New Earth.

Yet the death cult that has raped and pillaged, looyed, and polluted life, family, America, freedom, truth, valor, health, human immunity, justice, our DNA, the educational system, arts and entertainment, medicine, wealth, earth, sky, water, weather, balance, and the authentic polarities of true masculine men, and real women-born, feminine women, all, while itself, being artificial, sadistic, wounded, dangerous, and while retarding humanity on every level possible.

So to your question, 

“but how do you know it's the truth rather than a spin or propaganda? How many sources jointly verify before you know it's true? If you weren't there and didn't see and experience, how can you be certain? What news source in this case is verifiable? This is BIG NEWS if it's true. Fear mongering and promoting if not”

So again, I’ve been bullied, name called, scapegoated, schooled, cancelled, defended, disagreed with, loved, encouraged, supported and appreciated on-line, this week, posting what may be true, what I believe, what those I trust are digging up, and more.

Listening to patterns revealed, facts exposed, facts denied, fears for the worst, hopes for the best, all of this and more.  I’ve been psychoanalyzed, philosophized to, debunked, projected on and the full range of engagements, and abuses.  “How can I think this?”  “How do I know that?”  It feels like the small traps people live in are getting too tight.  Maybe they don’t remember the freedom of individuated thought?  

There’s a strategic war being fought against the predatory criminals.  That’s how I see it.  I see us winning.  Are there other sides?  Sure there are!

I believe I’ve already answered to the best of my ability.

I have been questioning, systems busting, healing and transforming and expressing myself, facilitating guidance and healing from within, with others, taking a break from facilitating guidance and healing from within,  with others.  I am expressing, in various ways.  Stabilizing, simplifying, researching, living, healing, intuiting, living, and dreaming.

I’m just not hooked on the drug called mainstream news any more.  I’ve researched beyond it, and I don’t find validity in it, overall.  It no longer comforts me if it ever did.

So once again, I research, I share resonation, I intuit, I dream, I open to multidimensional sources,, resources, and more.  I tune into the Starseed, the alternative communities, my heart, my soul, my guidance system, and more.  I talk to people.  People open up to me.  On a good day, I open up to them.

News is not some cross I need to bare, as a burden.  I don’t have much to prove nor disprove.  What motivates me is mostly for me, and a treat when others can even see and share and celebrate what I see, too.

I’m mostly right brain, and barely left brained when I don’t have to be.  Most of our enslavement is kept locked in by left brain bullshit… XXXX XXXX XXXX XXXX XX/XX XXX Isn’t it now?  I trust that is changing,  

Stop the junk mail, stop the adds, stop telling me shit I am not even buying!!!  Stop telling me peanuts are poison… I grew up, when they were a food! 

So when friends ask me questions like the question above, I cannot fit my answer into a Facebook post, reply, comment box!  Who could?

The answer is that the last 6 years kicked my ass, and forced me to look beyond what you and other people buy as truth.  I’ve been oriented like this, in many ways,  all my lifetime, likely.  I just didn’t always fall for what the masses bought without question.  I may have missed out on a some great stuff!

I quit formal Judaism at  age 15.  I really found it confining.  I live TV free, overall, most of my adult life.  The systems don’t tend to meet nor feed me fully.  Perhaps I’m an artist, overall! 

So in stating that I am not obsessed with needing the truth I alight on to it, and it feels free!  It doesn’t have to be anyone else’s.  I guess I just TRUST who I am, what I research and assess, and understand.  I’m part of a large number of us, Indigos, Starseed, Crystalline, Rainbows, Systems Busters,  New Kids, Galactic Volunteers, Rainbow Warriors, Wayshowers,  and Light Warriors.

We don’t lock ourselves into the same strict structures, as many do.  We aren’t necessarily asking our questions in the same way as you are.  We’ve learned that the ready made, cookie cutter, boxed in options don’t always sell, compel, or even fit us.

I was introduced many years ago, at a friend’s wedding, as “This is Jen.  But I have to warn you, she makes it all up as she goes along!”

Maybe some, or a mass of the people, will just always buy most of what they’re sold.

I wish my life had more of that ease sometimes.  

Yet I am more at home in being this one who makes it all up as I go along!  I am more comfortable encouraging you to be the kid who playfully makes it all up as you go along.  I believe it’s the solution for war, shit news, and insecure, energy suck, sadists, parasites, and power mongers.

Expand, relax, stretch out, open to who you are, trust it.  Trust your divinity so deeply, that it’s  equally easy to trust me in mine.  Make it all up, on such an infinite scale, that you’re too expansive to operate in anything less than full love and kindness.  

That’s a bit about me, and where I source my information, and if it’s for good or for bad?!  It’s for me, with me.  No one gets to really judge who I am, nor what I choose.  We each stay, or move on, open, and sometimes close.  I think that’s it for me.  

I loved structure and also play in kindergarten.  I loved learning the alphabet and how to read and write words.  

What do I believe, what do I buy, what do I give, celebrate and share?  What do I make up?  What do we co-create?  What matters, what do we no longer value?  Isn’t it all great?  Isn’t it remarkable?  Isn’t it at least mostly great?  Aren’t we magical?  

Who put me in this box?  I’m so grateful we are free to dance and glide again out of it!  What are we choosing?  Shall I remind you, you are free?  Can I remember and treasure my freedom and structure? Do I trust myself?  Do I trust and express my divinity fully?  Does it even matter what anyone thinks about what I think?  What makes me care?  I could care less.  I could care less, and be better off for it!

I don’t know, but I am grateful to be alive and share holy connection on our shared earth.  Hope I never need a job resumé for anything but scratch paper again!

Wonder what all those people I love are up too, right about now?  Maybe I’ll see them in my dreams!

Maybe I’ll meet up with them, right here in my life!  Maybe all the news I need, is the news I make!



Wednesday, December 31, 2025

Finding Clarity, Trust, and Harmony Within




Grateful sharing joy with amazing friends, and also sometimes recalibrating quietly with my spirit guides and my wholeness.


This year has been so intense out there, on loved ones, and within myself, even though I am safe, well, and loved!  It’s been incredibly supportive to steep in my own center, and take days and nights and some whole weeks, to simply work, rest, relax, and be, and not too much else.


In the New Year, I can reassess.


Last year and this year, I felt this extreme sensitivity to how I allowed some of my friends to engage with me.  I felt a new wave of this, again this holiday.


I am feeling less tolerant of what I call looting and polluting, and sometimes invasion, or all knowing future predictions from external sources.  What’s more is I’m learning to clarify this, sometimes awkwardly.  Sometimes I just pull inward, and leave my friends outside, as I tend to my soul in ways I don’t always feel met in from outside.


In my workplace, we all bring certain levels of security, soul, spiritual backbone, and self responsibility.  We don’t agree on everything, and we instead respect and love each other, without needing to push anyone to be more like us!


After the experiment of the scamdemic, well I ended up steeping within my direct self and life, a lot more.


I’m still part imperfect human, and whole soul and spirit.


My mom passed 18 or more months ago.  We both challenged and loved one another.  Our relationship softened at the end, as she was again very secure on multiple levels, and softened, across her last chapters.  It was a gift to all of us!  I also consciously chose to live out West, and far away from her, across my adult years.


Now that the LIGHT is really embracing LIFE, and the influences of the dark are also playing out, and new levels of divide are being weaponized, and played out against us, I am finding empowerment within.  


Some say the New Earth is active, and some say the reptilians have been cleared, and that we are on a positive path where New Earth, harmony, peace, and beauty are more assured than ever.


I see, feel, and honor this as a reality, a probability for we willing to align within such Grace, connection, and beauty!


I feel the energies have shifted, in me, and around me.  Like a massage therapist who has worn their body out, and moves to a less intensive form of service, I feel more called to seek, secure, and find joy and harmony and beauty within.


2025 was the first year, in about 15 or so, where I just wasn’t up for helping others glean healing and guidance from within, officially, for my work.


I wasn’t particularly up for seeking deep, official, external outlets, nor facilitators to help me find guidance and healing within.  No fancy tricks really appealed to me, on this level.  I overall did not make much of any art, nor do anything formal with my writing, outside of sharing with my own psyche by journaling, receiving crystaline colors for comfort, and spouting and sharing some insights on Facebook.


I take comfort in not knowing what I will be doing next, nor what I will do to earn my way, nor which friends I will share life with.


It feels like a death on so many levels.  I also have more books, and possessions, in ways that feel oppressive, rather than freeing.  I’ve been slow to let go of so many things, and scale down as I’m really drawn to.  Many DVD’s, books, and soon CD’s in boxes, ready to release.


I may call in help in the new year, to scale down efficiently.


I did travel to Hot Springs Arkansas, and stay with  my beloved Soul SiStar Lori Smiskol, and meet friends there, and steep in nature, fitness, healing community, and simplicity of small, quaint, welcoming community.  I felt at home here, in ways I haven’t felt consistently in Santa Fe, across the crimes against humanity, and the war in new forms, against America and human kind, of the last 6 years.  


Still I celebrate our evolution primarily, and see the war, as secondary, and not fully mine to hold, nor carry.


Yet I needed to cultivate the wonderful feelings found there, here in my own heart, life, and community.  Never expected to desire to leave all that I love here, in and around Santa Fe, New Mexico.  Yet this is still my plan.


So I feel that my new quantum leap is letting me be me, trusting the divinity of who I am, and allowing this shift to amplify my trust, to let other people be who they are.


It’s different from how I was, in some ways, and a dear continuum also.


So what can I do, but bless my changes, my exceptionally slow pace, my unknowing, my knowing, and my leap to quantum clarity, without too much bravado nor say about it, fully!?!


Slowing down, allowing who I am, and growing new security in this right here, right now, helps me embrace and celebrate new levels of TRUST, in who I am.


I haven’t texted, e-mailed, messenger mailed, nor called everyone back.  Haven’t thanked everyone, nor followed through on everything I could have.  Still more to do on those outward call-and-responses.


Still I am pleased with my clarity, comfort levels, and trust in my soul, spirit, choices, life, and human expression.


I will share this, and love and trust those who ultimately share resonance, leaping forward.


It is good.  I bless my mess, my pace, and my empowerment journey, right here on planet Earth.


I bless you and yours too, all who know me, all who read this, all who don’t.  I love you, and bless yours journey, our learning, our recalibration, yours and my empowerment too.  It’s been an astounding journey.  And it continues to be so!


We are here.  We qualified to be here.  May as well bless it all!


Monday, May 5, 2025

Emergence, Renewal, and New Leaps




I am grateful 
to my friend Wayne Overall, who shared some encouraging words about my expressive writing gifts, with me today.


I guess I stopped expressing through writing, at least formally, on my blog, early in 2021.


Probably around this same time, I also shut down my love of, and prioritization of expressing through making art, when I instead was facing the loss of so many of my closest friends and caring friendships.


This is all something worthy of looking at, and reviving, where vitality invites!


There is a lot of my true self, my home, my property, my passions, my self care, and visions for what I intended, and even my soul work, that I have simply shut down, and stopped uplifting.


I’ve lived through the passing, near and beyond 90, of both my beloved parents.


I’ve lived through the trauma of broken friendships, betrayals of sorts, or simply growth in severed and different directions.


My soul self took on opportunities like I was back in the spiritual world, like I was limitless.


Yet I must have broke, in the energies between defending my truth, and outgrowing my comfort and resonance in and with Santa Fe, amidst the changes within me, and those outside of me.


Now I am living simply, and very aware of the hurts I have let fester inside me, and some out around me!


I am more open to collapsing my tent, here, and moving forward, in a place of new resonance and clear kind beginnings.


I never imagined I would suddenly feel inspired to move on from Santa Fe.  


Yet inspired by my friend and soul sistar Lori Smiskol, I am plotting my likely course, somewhere more gentle for me.


Also inspired by my friend and soul kin Paula Watters Jones, who moved from Taos, New Mexico, and closer to Dolores Cannon Country, and is loving the dream, growing her food, painting her art, visiting Santa Fe, New Mexico, and selling her paintings on famous Canyon Road!


I am looking at the possibilities that moving to Arkansas may hold.  I am exploring Hot Springs and Hot Springs Village, in central Arkansas, as a possible next leap, and new home, surrounded by gentle people, warm community, lakes, water, crystals, swimming pols, hiking trails, and a slower pace of living, I just may need in recovering myself!


Make Jen Great Again.


My last name and my essence is encoded with clarity.  And alas we are in a polarity school.  


So while I feel self judgment, sadness, failure, and pretty lonely through so much of these changes, I equally welcome and bless trailblazing transformation, new beginnings, clarity, and renewal.


I will turn 60 in a few months.  I’m ready to leave a  lot of wreckage and loss behind me, and explore a whole new cycle of who I am, opening more room for me, and new levels and expressions of nature, America, community, friendship, safety, balance, ease, communion, and blessed service.


I am ready to embrace the unknown, to be free, and be free to be me, in a whole new place and way.


I am grateful to all the people and places, community, and activities thus far, here, in my home of 25 years.


And I am ready to try something new, and to embrace a whole new cycle of a life that delights and surprises me first, and me to share, as I glean a new flow.


So thank you to all who inspire me.


The divide, crash, fall, and breakdown, has not been easy!  Yet we emerge anew and can do so, again and again.


On the wings of love, all my Dear Ones!


I love you all,  across our odd changes, and beyond!


Sad for the lower range emotions.  Yet grateful for opportunities through authenticity, for betterment, renewal, uplift, and connection.


This quest began in connection!


This human experience, it cheers us on, when we hold it in a fresh and bright light!


Dear encouragement on your best pathway, and quantum leaps, my precious friends! 💛💖🩵

Thursday, February 11, 2021

Jen Musings on Trailblazing our Current Initiatory Passage!

You know where news comes from, truly? It comes from the same place truth arises from: within!

This blogpost ever so beautifully emerged, inspired from some of the turbulent, offense tactic spewing reactions, to my radically open, truthful posts on Facebook, this week.

If you don't resonate with it, don't bother reading it. If you share my wavelength, then my all means dive in.

Start here:

The way the current exploited "disease" is measured had been manipulated, and amplified during the Trump Administrations, while diminished, at the point of, and after the fake inauguration, and real president censorship, to make it appear worse under the Trump presidency, and lighter and more "solved," as Biden and Harris pretend to rule from a pitch dark every night, by 11:00 pm White House. Question everything! Look beyond the lead ceilings of the controllers and censorship, (ie) mind control.

Of course MSM (mainstream media) is not reporting on any of this, still liberty is here, we just can't see it in its fullness, yet it will deliver all of us into Unity, as we guide the way! I hold deep faith, no longer shackled by Deep State Superstitions, propaganda, fear, shame and smear campaigns!

If you still believe there are no connections between AIDS, SARS, Ebola, MERS,  "COVID19," Ebola, Fauci, Gates, planned biowarfare and eugenics, modern day big tech oligarchs, MSM Reporters, and our so called "Liberal Democratic" American Leaders, still trusted by half or more of my family members, associates, friends and loved ones, then you may have your perceptions shackled by the old paradigm predators, controllers, warlords, hypnotizing the Human Family into a complex web of strategized war, bioterrorism, and control mechanisms, also known as modern slavery.

If you still trust Gates, Fauci, WHO, the CDC, Pelosi, and the Democratic Mayors shackling our minds and actions, businesses, and so on, I'd say you have some uncensored research still to do. Look at the most Malignant Narcissists you've ever been blessed to learn from, and compare the offensive tactics, abuses, and control mechanisms locking up a majority of Humanity in 2020 & 2021, regulating all nations of our world, in ways that people raised in Communist regimes can educate us on.

Ask some Native American Friends, if they trust the government, and think the system of "reservations" and government cheese rations, is something we might all wish to aspire to, let alone blankets ridden with smallpox. Ask anyone of Jewish heritage if they trust big government and a nation of people policing one another from within strange fear overlays, shaming their perceived "opponents" for non compliance. I do not support, nor fall for dangerous un-American Government overreach, nor abusive usurpations of our liberties. Ask anyone aware, about all of the exploitation, and abuses of the Black American population, in clandestine Medical experiments on them, and preposterous superstitions, and practices based on the false notion that black people do not feel pain, as intensely as white people. No, we still have much discernment and research to apply!

Source, truth, activism, action, sovereignty, the United States Constitution, our military, justice, Patriots, President Trump, and the US Supreme Court are not going away anytime soon, not completely, and certainly not for good. Nor would it really be good for Americans and Humans if we did!

In fact the world is watching, and News Reporters worldwide, are exposing the truth The Vaxxx's are neither safe, proven, fully tested, nor for the good of any one but greedy predators, from a crashing era! In fact the massive worldwide vaxxx campaign is not even about vaxxxes because they are not A) real vaxxxes, and B) not guaranteed safe, and C) we are now told that experts do not guarantee these vaxxxes will definitely even protect from the vi-ruse, as well as D) many predict that they will get the public hooked as a drug dealer prioritizes in their ghetto, and once you are in their grip, they will roll out and require many more, and E) The darker plan is to create a dependency on the state and government, thus replacing healthy autonomy, freedoms, free business, deregulated life, with forced totalitarian regime restrictions, of the nature that have been implemented and tested out on Humanity and Americans over almost a whole year now, normalizing the disordered and abnormal daily.

The diabolical eugenics, genocidal, and marketing scheme is more about dangerous new control, through TransHumanism, via RNA altering spyware. I know it really sounds like insane conspiracy, when communist style censorship is filtering and weaponizing most of the American and worldwide news, medicine, information, human freedoms, health, government, banking, and related systems!

Meet Joshua Philipp, Producer of the first hour long documentary film on the CCP Virus, "Tracking Down the Origins of the Wuhan Corona Virus," on YouTube, Reporter for the Epoch Times, and Host of a truly high integrity "Crossroads with Joshua Philipp" on Rumble and YouTube. I adore and respect this man, his reporting, his documentary film, his integrity, commitment, and Courageous Soul! For truth, he is at the top of my Luminaries list!


Joshua Philipp of Crossroads, on Rumble and YouTube & www.TheEpochTimes.com

Google, Facebook, YouTube, Twitter, and Instagram, are not prioritizing you or truth, overall, only their own profit!

(Henry) Hank Aaron became the poster child for the biowarfare vaxxx propaganda campaign, targeting black people and people of color, and he dropped dead, 18 days later, at 86. Are you paying attention?

I attempted a post about it, in warning, on our local Facebook, Santa Fe NAACP wall. Lest we say, my stance and views were met with racist, partisan, projection, judgement, bullying, archaic abuse, ignorance, fear, bullshit, closed mindedness, victim mentality, and cancel culture, by 2, and ignored by more, as well as offensive divide, war, shame, categorization, and control tactics. Why? In large part because many Americans an Humans are racing to the cliff's edge like instinct driven lemmings.



Oh, wait, I stand corrected. Turns out the long history of lies we all learned about suicidal lemmings source back from a disinformation campaign created by a Disney Film. Good to finally learn the truth, at 55, that whole species of animals, are not actually mass suicidal oriented, nor in need of big pharma solutions... ever!

I guess millennia of history, and and American slavery has created a trauma response of just going with the program... in many of us, as I have past life recall of stolen from Africa enslavement, and ancient Assyrian enslavement too. Trauma runs in all of the Earthly cultures and bloodlines, especially since the colonizers appeared on the scene. As one from a tribal nation, if not many, I see tribalism, enslaved habituation, thinking, action and inaction in me, and my lineages. I mean why did the Jews simply follow, in WWII? Why didn't most of them figure out the plot, and flee? Easy to ask now, I suppose.

I am not falling pray to the disordered criminal lies and con artists. I hope you the naysayers take to heart, who I am and what I say, because your trusted buddies Anderson Cooper, Rachel Maddow, Diane Sawyer, Wolf Blitzer, George Stephanopoulos, CNN, CNN's Chris Cuomo, Bloomberg "News," ABC, cBS, Huffington Post, New York Times, The Hill, Washington Post, MSNBC, Whoopi and the Gals on the View, do not, and I repeat: do not have truth, freedom, nor your interests at heart! At least not from most everything I have seen.


"Time will tell, you think you're in heaven, but ya living in Hell..." - Bob Marley


I am not invested in the info wars, from merely my conscious (5 to 7% day to day, ordinary) mind, nor 5 human senses alone. I am researching and engaging intense research, multidimensional and divine awareness, Luminaries and Healers with much insider intel, personal intuition, and colleagues who access the divine levels of who we are, as I do, in my Transformational Practice, and almost everyone I trust is seeing, give or take a little, the same truth I am uncovering. OK, give or take a lot!

No, I am a multidimensional, Sprit based, indigo, aware Galactic Soul, volunteering on divine assignment, as are many. So if you primarily identify as a trauma based victim, a singular race, or limited color, a nationality, or a 5 sense based human being only, then get out of the way, because my perception hold a lot of multidimensional and starseed originality, stability, resilience, candor, brilliance, thunderbird medicine, heyoka medicine, holistic healer and galactic medicine, power, guidance, Spirit and unification, and Indigo systems busting frequencies.

Call me a unicorn skipping across the clouds. It's OK. I won't take it personally. Or I might, and cast you out of my circles. But if you can love yourself enough to respect, honor and love me whole heartedly, then we can share, as a beautiful frequency match. If not, see ya on the flip side. If so see you on the flip side much sooner!

It's a joy for me to say, if you think I'm appropriating yours or others' cultures, think again, because you don't even have that level of jurisdiction over me. In fact, I'd likely prescribe a Past Life regression, ceremony, shamanic journeying, spirit guidance, psychedelics, tea, and or soul emergence. Or let's just honor that my wavelength may be foreign to you, at this time.

This is the time of the Great Shift, and if you can't see this yet, I can still honor you. Yet I can't come and join in, and limit myself to old paradigm fears, constraints, and constrictions. My soul expansive wavelength is here for bridging in the True New Earth. I do not say this out of any superiority, more from hard won Earthly alignment. Your understanding me is of no necessity to me.

So buyer beware, and stay tuned, because all is not what it seems, and your hate will have a better target, or set of targets, than the current social pressures have consistently, strategically scapegoated, and cancel cultured over the one man the Majority of America rightly voted for, before the national and foreign treason and fraudulent election, scamdemic, scam bioterrorism vaxxx campaign, war, & fraudulent government take-over began.

But how many Americans and worldwide citizens can access truth, during a Communist Global, censored takeover, a covert, cult based, totalitarian war against America, Americans, Freedom, our freedoms, worldwide liberty and justice, and our whole family of Humankind, while censorship, psy ops, Malignant Narcisism, and offensive abuse tactics, war crimes, attack strategy, and destructive control and propaganda continue to increasingly infiltrate, block, barricade and mar our shackled, looted plundered, enslaved, overthrown minds, lives, nation, health, government, energy, systems, communities, home, work, income, originality, liberties, choices, health, and free and divine will, let alone our bodies, families, businesses, choices, and plans.

And before we extinguish the topic like the propagandists and puppet masters seem to be paid and paying off easily corruptible humans to ever so readily do, let us take one more deep dive beyond petty mass social media censorship, shall we?

Here is a link to Mike Lindell's new 2 hour documentary: "ABSOLUTE TRUTH: Exposing Election Fraud, and the Theft of America of America by Enemies Foreign and Domestic." It's a powerhouse, and I want to watch it again, and again, because my passion for truth these days is unparalleled!


I was exposed to David Wilcock, through starseed family and community over 11 or so years. My Starseed Father was on panels at Contact in the Desert with David Wilcock, George Noory, Erich Von Dänikin, "Ancient Aliens Guy:" Giorgio Tsoukalous, and more.

Below is a photo montage featuring my Dad and family, and on the bottom row, David Wilcock & my Father Marshall Klarfled, Filippo Voltaggio & my Dad, and Jimmy Church. My Dad really loved and adored meeting, bonding and presenting with these Galactic Compatriots & Evolutionary Revolutionary Soul Kin!

The YouTube Video Link is: David Wilcock and Dannion Brinkley: Hidden History of Elections. This amazing presentation, filmed 2 weeks after the most controversial election in US History, exposed often censored and overlooked, cancel cultured information, insider intel, and previously hidden truth about the 2020 American Election fraud, as well as the corrupt nature of the voting machines, and insights into a long dirty history of voting fraud in America. It's a mind blowing, real world exposé, Exposing information that the Criminals, Predators, Fraudsters would prefer to withhold from us, indefinitely! David had been warning us for 10 or more years to prep, and have food, and water on hand for a time where we would be stuck at home.

He has recorded 21, 2 to 5 hour live presentations, in collaboration with his wife Elizabeth, and their beloved friend Dannion Brinkley, exposing controversial insider's information, intel, and research, as well as intuitive and divine guidance, as it related to the take down of the corrupt, Deep State Global Elite, their crimes, corruption, and the role of the worldwide Alliance, The Patriots Movement, The role of Donald Trump in protecting America, Americans, Truth, Democracy, and our human freedoms in America, and our shared world, during this time of war, tyranny, disinformation, censorship, global infiltration, false flag operations, strategic divide, eugenics campaigns, propaganda, attempts to overthrow our President, Donald J Trump, and ultimately the take down of an empire of mass predatory criminal control of America and our world, all during this 2020, 2021 initiatory passage. David presents on the Great Awakening, and leads mass, worldwide meditations to help raise the love vibrations on Planet Earth, as some 18,000 or so of us gather and tune in simultaneously. David and Dannion are both world renown Authors and leaders in the field of empowering and inspirational, live conference presentations, and interviews, over many years and decades. They have written some of the most truly revolutionary books of our time.



The truth will pour out to the whole world. It already is. It will shock and startle all, especially those who are not researching beyond the main propaganda stream! Here we are at the bridge between the New true Earth and the True Age, and the fall of the old Cabal. Speaking openly about all of this, when and as we sense we safely can, is our salvation. And yes we have Mother Father Goddess God, and the US Constitution on our side.

The world is not speaking German now, and we will not all end up Speaking Chinese this round either. But the American, Corporate, and Wall Street ties to the Nazi regime are seen and known by many of us now, thanks to David Wilcock and many insiders, revealing previously long suppressed truths. The lies spun against President Donald J. Trump, the Alliance, and his Patriots, lull many people into a secure sense of falsehoods, to believe millions of us Peace Loving war ending, power to the people that's right Activists are in any way dangerous. It's a joke. Monied factions can infiltrate any system, to make peaceful Liberty based people appear as anything but. This is called propaganda.

I hated Trump with the best of them, until Mach 2020 rolled around. Hydroxychloroquine, and simple basic anti malarial and anti parasite medicines and other therapeutics could have saved countless lives. Yet the whole scamdemic was weaponized. So I am comfortable and proud of my research,stance, and allegiance, and I make my reputation for myself. Being honest has cleaned dear, and old friends, relatives, and associates out of my life, whom I still deeply love and look on, in admiration. I believe they are the ones still processing ancient traumas. I get it. Maybe I am too. Such is human life. I feel sad for friends bullying me, calling me crazy, calling me names, dumping verbal abuse and offensive tactics of shaming, blaming, slandering, ostracizing, humiliating, guilt tripping, and rejecting, all because of their insecurity, and fear of our diversity originality and freedom of thought and perspective.

I thought Liberal Democrats used to stand for diversity in skin color, and sexual orientation, and that's important. Yet without freedoms written into our constitution, of thought, expression, rights to congregate, to sing, gather, pray together, to conduct business freely, our Democracy is an absolute sham, as are those around our world!

If you can't see the weaponization of all these corrupt, old paradigm systems, then I feel for you. Most of my life, I could not see them either. I was as brainwashed and propagandized as the next guy. I respect diversity of everything: thought, culture, will, identification. Our lives can remain free, when we stand up, protect, and free our minds, beings, health, lives, souls, families, and friends, nation, and world. Yet for that we need to grow up at new levels, and research the corruption in all the major systems in America and our world, so that we can protect these for all Americans and all world citizens!

As a Hypnotherapist, I am not primarily interested in entrancing myself and others. I am really patiently facilitating a process of trance, and Shamanic tools to help ease individuals out of the trauma trances we are unconsciously running, that tell us lies, lies to our vision, like much of corrupted TV, Hollywood movies, sports, and politics. Lies like "I'm not enough, I'm not good enough, I'm not, I'm a burden, I'm alone, I'm perishable, I'm lonely, I'm unsafe, I'm endangered, I'm not valuable, I'm not special, I'm insignificant, I'm nothing, I don't know, it's not safe to know, it's not safe to love, it's not safe to be magnificent! I'm unworthy, I'm unlovable, I'm broken, I'm dangerous, I'm a threat, I'm the outsider, I'm a shame, I'm guilty, I'm not divine, I'm less than, I'm separate, I'm unlikable, I'm anything less than Goddess God, I'm not beautiful, I can't create, I am too poor, I am crazy, I don't deserve love, I don't deserve success, I don't deserve freedom, they're going to laugh at me, they're going to cast me out, I have no voice, I have no purpose, I have no meaning, I have no worth, etc." That's all part and parcel of subconscious trauma trances. That is what I am on a long count path of transforming in my self, in my Explorers, in my transformational practice, my community, relationships and our world. I feel I am doing an amazing job of this, thanks to many outstanding and inspiring teachers.

I've had to fight more days than not, for this hard won security, service path, purpose, and life. What are you willing to fight for?

I'm willing to fight for America, Americans, our Human Family, Transformation, Human evolution, soul expansion, originality, creativity, collaboration, liberty, unity, joy, love, and for Human and American Freedoms for all, beyond strategized propagandized race, sex, class, and polarity wars. That's me. I was adopted (stolen) from a Jewish 16 year old new mother, love child that I was, into an outwardly stable Jewish family, in a very precarious marriage. They are the main family I know, and consider a Soul Family Group.

Only in my 50's did I learn of my Scottish, British, and Irish bloodlines on my paternal line, that stretch back 13 generations to Inverness Scotland, and all the way back to the Willison lineage that fought beside George Washington in the American Revolutionary War. I am a Daughter of the Revolution. This runs through my DNA!

At ages 54 and 55, for the first time, I am proud of this, and my Country, and aware of how the world is watching, and praying everyday for our freedoms, so as to help set a precedent for theirs, worldwide. Global elitists can keep living on a globe, for all I care. Many will face criminal charges for treason and criminal and predatory actions soon. I couldn't be more grateful. In fact the True Earth energies are shifting and rising, and criminal activity, acts, and tyrannies, the enslavement, hunting, killing, and war against humanity is crashing down before our eyes right now, well some of our eyes now, and many more later.

The shadow leaders, and false prophets are on a loosing downward spiral. A zig zagging line of crashing dominoes. The hunters are becoming hunted! We are helping realize this, and clear the path for human dignity, liberty, justice, health, joy, freedom, equity, holistic solutions, soul, food justice, housing equity, diversity, unity, celebrating our differences, loving ourselves enough to keep loving our glorious reflections. That is the world I am here to lead and co-create with whichever friends are brave enough to see, think, intuit, and research, out beyond the shallow shackles of this young, patriarchal, material focused, Atlantean influenced, promising nation.

Ancient Lemuria is rising, ancient Atlantis is Rising, the divine Goddess and Gods and Light Masters are incarnating in human expression. Divinity is incarnating in Human Expression. It's a very exciting time to be living, leading, creating, and co-creating.

Time to rip the muzzles off, and dive back into leading life, instead of being corralled and immunized like sick, deadened GMO cattle! We can do better, much much better! We can rise above that shit.

I have said it before, and I'll say it again. I'm a Galactic Volunteer, an Indigo Wayshower, and a Multidimensional all lives long! So I don't take shit from people who think they are their color, or they are their political affiliation, or they are a hater. That's not how I experience it, or not how I choose to limit my experience. No we are Free Spirits, commanding full rights to liberty, free speech, safety, home, work, income, protection, balance, human dignity, care, caring, respect, honor, truth, transparency, full expression, soul expansion, true unity, and the New Age of Aquarius.

We are Divinity Incarnate, we are on purpose, we are Holy Goddess-ifestors, we are Star Children, Mystics, Healers, Holy Ones, Emancipators, and Trailblazers. We are originals!

We live in a free will Universe. We are all highly advanced to have even landed a role on this blessed, complex planet of LOVE! I have so much to share with you, as I am completely and wholeheartedly passionate about. And I am a 55 year young crone, with a few new white hairs growing out of my head daily. So take your disrespect, and get some therapy to uplift yourself out of the brainwashing and divide and conquer, war tactics being thrust upon all of us.

No biowarfare poison cocktail fear, shame, and guilt campaign, rape by a Vaccination for me. In fact 2020, and the comprehensive freedoms that grew out of it, and 2021, are opening my eyes to trust the balance, that Mother Gaia Nature provides all we need to remain whole and healthy: body, mind, soul, and spirit.

I am not buying what the scared shitless, brain dead, criminal predator, fake rulers are pushing. So I support and encourage trust, authenticity, joy, unity, humor, health, independent and shared transparent research, liberty, freedom, truth, justice, comedians, musicians, art, artists, originality free will, and our full whole hearted divinity. I support Quantum Leaping, unity, friendship, boosting our immunity through faith, community, health, Spirit, Soul, holistic and spiritual practices, gathering, ceremony, divination, human divinity, studying, learning, fitness, nature, whole foods, cleansing fasts, and love and intimacy, revelation, and purposeful creative living. I support me, to support you, to support our community, our unity, our state, nation and world.

The healing path starts in the heart of each and every one of us. It is in brining these together that we truly flourish. Do this, and those old paradigm cowards don't stand a chance! Do this and we all Quantum Leap to the heart beat of a whole True New Earth! I welcome you to our co-creative dance, and leadership play!

Time to let all the hard work go, and find out what and where you find, encourage and share great joy and ease, in surrender to your great innate, and this which we share in and with our precious world. Are you game?