3-D Division, and Quantum Leaping into our 5-D Loving Unity!

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My response to a seeming, racist smear campaign against me, by someone of mixed race, in my local and on-line community.

Sharing this response post, to one of the most over-the-top, rage filled, racist projections, I have experienced in decades, towards me, by someone apparently highly conflicted inside, projecting her personal, and familial, and cultural hate, racism, devaluation, and the pain locked inside her, on social media, onto me, after my responding openly and honestly on a political post, on a local musician friend's wall.

I refuse to shut my heart down, and withhold my truth, simply because some may degrade it, within their own fear and pain projections. The fear of others, is not the definition of where I live. Yet it takes me some extra effort to navigate these challenges, due to my own human frailties, challenges, and programming. For me it is a life long, lives-long process of healing, and transformation, loving, and learning.

My response, after being targeted and ganged up on by the daughter of someone I have shared a treasured friendship with, over 20 years in Santa Fe, and after being blindly attacked and abused by other friends of friends who do not at all know me, in reality. I am not divided inside, as much as Americans and America is being systematically warred against to be, right now. I'm being tested, like many of us, and don't even blame the haters. I just know who I am. And I feel an immense sadness, and pain inside of me, to be abused in these high school clique like attacks. This is all part of our growing through this awkward, painful divide, and rebirth of sorts. Not trying to diminish, nor take away from other's experiences, perceptions, nor any of it.

I also wish to share this, because I have lived above the hate that was inflicted upon me in my own dysfunctional, tribal family of origins, and in socialization within my life, and communities. And I just want to hold harmony, true love, empathy and understanding that is mine, through all of this change. And I want to shed light on the haters, whatever perceptions and sides they align with, both the haters in my family, and in our community. And I want to say, I feel painful emotions too, I hear you, and I am not the enemy. Your pain is worthy of feeling, expressing, and getting help to feel, process, and finding support through processing. And it's important for me to see, know, and speak aloud, that I am not the cause of your pain, I am not your scapegoat, I am not the dangers you fear, out in the world. And I am not willing to pretend I am, nor am I a garbage dump for unprocessed pain of people whom I love, up close, or from far away. I am just not. I am not an adversary, nor am I an opponent, nor a stereotype, nor a threat. I don't need validation from people who can't see who I really even am, anyway.

Here is my response to getting dragged into racist hate, at a level I don't buy into, or fan the flames of intentionally, ever. Rather I hold views, as a human, and an American, that are under fire, as many people's views, and realities are, right now.

Hey, Local Friend that was always outwardly kind to me, prior to 2020. You're Mom was one of the first Artists who related to me, and welcomed me and gave me her original art, on layaway, when I was new in Santa Fe, years ago. I have 6 of her original paintings and prints, in my home, that bring me great joy. I do love your parents, and was given a CD of your music, years before you met me, and I felt a feeling of love, care, admiration, respect, and kvelling over you, as well.

I'm not outwardly a person of color. I fell in love with a man from West Africa, and after traveling there, did not feel that if he wished to move back, that much of what impassions me, in my healing work, even had any outlet there. Upon visiting, the family and culture was more into Christianity. I'm not so much religious.

So your projections on me are ironic, and I must conclude, not even about me, to me. I feel a lot of self hate projections, which is hard, as I was adopted, and my living parent is still filled with self hate and projections, and dumps these on me, in shocking moments. So yes your hate is painful to me. I don't expect you to be my friend if you don't see value in me. The healing work I do is for people who have a level of self trust, where they connect with Creator, and I facilitate their reconnection with the Source, and resources within them, so the one I lean into and trust, assisting my clients, are my clients themselves. I facilitate healing modalities with anyone who is drawn to, and shares a passion for the Soul, my teachers, and my offerings. I never really pushed it on you, anyone, nor anyone of color.

The people who seek me out for help, do so out of trust and resonance, not limiting their view of me to racist views, and separation. Wow.

I wish you only the best in your life.

When we spoke outside a grocery store, I experienced and expressed genuine valuing of your life, and you shared vulnerable topics, and I had no idea you may have had judgements about me, and or therapists, and or white people who hold space for our own transformational process, and those of others. Just Wow.

Ironically, I did see your Mom, in a grocery store parking lot, and it was after you had unfriended me, and I felt a horrible dread, over having been dumped by you, wondering if I am cast as an enemy of the whole family, now. I did not walk over and greet your Mom, as I have done over 20 years of shared friendship to me. Instead I felt really sad, and divided inside.

Tell you what, you define you, and I'lll define me, and if you can't share kindness with me anymore, in public, or on-line, let's let that be about you and your filters, and your unhealed wounds. I'm on my own healing curve myself, and feel bad to even participate in your pain, hate, racism, and judgement projections.

You want to hate Trump, go for it. I hate injustice, and racism, and have throughout my life, and learning about, and experiencing of them. Please don't project your judgements of Trump on me, because I am not him, and I am not fighting for racism, nor inequality, not corruption, when I simply see the possibility of Communism, the threats of Satanic Controllers, and indefinite fear and lockdown for the world, as manipulations, I stand against.

I see people fighting about cages, literal cages, cages of perceptions, and cages of projections. I want to live larger than this. I want to help myself and true friends through these challenging initiations. Yet I have to let go, and let people be who and where they are, as I speak openly to myself, and my friends, and community, about how I am willing to participate, and how I am not. And about what I hold as truth, and what I let others hold as their truth, yet know it does not define me from outside.

For my whole adult life, since I was 15, I have not experienced myself in the stereotypes much of society desperately clings to.

I am not apologetic for this. It is a spiritual gift I bring to the Earth plane. I couldn't trade it in, if I tried. Nor should I have to. If it irritates you, or you judge it, that's yours to face, and explore.

No it has not been easy, to see the souls in humans, when they, sometimes, can't even see the light in their own eyes, let alone the strength and qualities I see in them. Yet I would not turn my gifts down for anyone, nor anything. I am sure I have turned my gifts down, to fit in, to be loved, to be fed, and sustained from outside. Yet I am here trailblazing a whole new frequency into humanity, and I am at home within myself, and still learning to fully see, value, own, express, and contribute all the gifts my soul brings to the Earthly table.

Being real is nothing to feel ashamed of, within the dynamics of a healthy upbringing, a healthy family, healthy friendships, and healthy associations. Many of us have established, refined, transformed, and awoken these strengths within. It is not us who are sick. Yet it is not us who are always seen and valued from outside either. It's an inside job, at a certain point in the game. An inside job that is not always easy, or supported. Yet it is an inside job, that is worthy, valuable, rewarding, and ultimately sustaining. It is a hard won inner job, that once such resources are hard won, they can not be looted, undermined, nor broken, by forces outside, no matter how pained and desperate the detractors may act, or seem. They are merely facing their own wounds, and growth imperatives.

I never expected, at 55 years old, to have to play into hate, fear, blame, and scapegoating, on the scale that is unfurling in Americans, and in Humanity right now. Or maybe my soul knew all along, of the initiations that were coming, and why. It's still a shock for my human aspects, and my startled, scared inner child, still uncertain about my basic survival, and that of humanity, and America. Gratefully I have faith, I trust in my wholeness, and I trust in unity, wholeness, faith, and transformation within my nation, our human family, and our world.

In conclusion I love you. I love me. My coming to this life stage is both healthy, well nurtured, and hard won. How you feel about me, is none of my business, unless you have time, patience, will, and kindness to see the actual me, and not the propagandized, fear filtered version. That's your trash to deal with. And if you chose not to clean it up, I have virtually no say in that, except this expression to my self, my friends, and my community.

I will remain open in heart and soul to you, and to your shadow casting clique of bullying haters. That's me. That's how I lead life. That ultimately reflects on me, and my soul, and my capacity for valuing life, and my fellow admirable beings. I know these times are not easy to navigate for any of us. Still I am willing. And I release you back to your comfort zone, and or your discomfort zone, and back beyond both to the comfort zone where we met, before all this manufactured discord!

See you on the flip-side. And true deep divine love to all of us, sharing, caring, and giving our best, before, during, and after the big staged divide show! I trust we are bigger, brighter, and better than all this chaos, divide, and mayhem. Still I do hold faith in the changes many of us are holding light to traverse, and birth our world through.

InLakesh: I am another yourself!

Love and authenticity on the journey.

Love and faith through our Ascension.

Truly,

Jen

Questioning it All

What's going on in America, and on our world? Are you listening, are you seeing all of this?

Are you seeing the old corrupt leaders and systems as they go crashing into the ground?

Against popular belief, I am questioning it all, uncovering really well hidden clues, with friends and guides, as they expose the potential that Kobe Bryant and his daughter, and those flying with them, at the beginning of 2020, the year of perfect vision, balance, and building new foundations, were murdered, in the helicopter crash, as was planned by the same sub human controllers, who, from what I see, planned the bio warfare, global, house arrest and pandemic. I am actively questioning who sponsored and planned America's House Resolution 6666, the Trace Act, and when the Pandemic started to ease up in America, planned race riots, triggered by the public, lynching style, murder of George Floyd? Are you questioning any of this too?

I've been multitasking, or multi levels of awareness juggling, as I feel my feelings fully, and also prioritize time to question every narrative being hurled at us right now!

Who dropped clues of their satanic tyrannical plan, in 2 sick performances at the Grammy's, on 1/26/20, 3 clues, if you include Kobe's Bryant's sacrificial, beloved male black hero's ritualistic murder, on the day of the Grammy's.

I can discuss this all safely with almost no one.

The campaigns and levels of disinformation, layered on campaigns of disinformation are piled high to the sky. I've been following youtube and FB posts of David Wilcock, and Magenta Pixie, who are Starseeds, who have been seeing through this stuff, with insider info, and soul guidance, guiding them, for a long time.

My FB wall and blog, openly share what, and how I see, of what's going on. Let me put it in psychological terms. Many are discovering a satanic cult of billionaires, who feed off of harming, controlling, conquering, dividing, destroying, and depopulating humanity, ritualistically. They leave huge clues, before they act, and have billions of dollars to hire actors and stage murders, deadly pandemics, grammy's, enslaving rituals, control media narratives, infiltrated riots, and corporate monopolized censored, and disinformation filled info campaigns, and hate campaigns, and the discrediting of all that exposes them in their own lies and looting, on the internet, on corporate monopolized social media, and in long planned, strategic, satanic, horrifically symbolic traumatizing murders.

They operate like psychopathic cult leaders and gangsters, because they are. We are innocent, and simultaneously framed and pitted against each other in a power war. Also in polarity wars; material against spiritual, black against white, male against female, control and enslavement against disempowered, and enslaved, European against colored, popular verses unpopular, truth verses propaganda, corrupt verses just, left verses right, right verses wrong, information verses disinformation, rich verses poor, tyranny verses sovereignty, mind verses heart, understanding verses misunderstanding, culture verses culture, tribe verses tribe, drugs verses sobriety, gang verses gang, danger and threats of danger, verses safety, natural verses artificial, AI verses nature, predators verses prey, and on and on.

I have Starseed friends who are somehow administering supreme self care and steeping out into nature, and into trust, into Self, and rising above the madness of 3-D and 4-D right now, into 5-D, of the Earth, directly. And here we are, operating at all levels in between.

I've felt slammed to the ground and deadened, last and this week, after watching the horrific footage of 1 out of 4 dystopian zombie robot , mind controlled??? cops, murdering an unarmed black man, catalyzing these riots, in cities suburbs, and towns all over America. Social distance, death, disease, masks, bullying murder, violence, more murder, 6 trillion dollars looted from the federal reserve, mostly poured back into failing capitalist pockets, and interests. Scapegoating, blame, division, disruption, drama, ruin! May we hold energies of compassion, wholeness, and curiosity as we traverse through all this chaos, death and destruction.

I am questioning it all! Are you questioning behind the appearance of the war breaking out across America and our World right now?

Most are going along with it, aligning with 1 party line box, or the other, while being raided by a silent global, bully sponsored war, on the way through the Great shift of Mother Earth and Humanity!

We can connect in high frequencies, without having to do so through mass destruction, disease, brutal murder, sponsored race wars, raids of who we are, and riots, and the looting of humanity, nature, and life. We can be and live in harmony, balance, love, unity and life, directly. I see our much scapegoated, American leader, Donald Trump, as clumsily holding a space for us to, against all odds, expose the real Deeeeeeeep Stay - te, the real invisible enemy, and begin replacing corruption, corrupt leaders and systems, with balanced, trustworthy, authentic leaders, leadership, unity, and goodness for all, not just for a manipulative 1 to 2 percent, pitting power against the people.

Ready for our quantum leap, out beyond the artificially manipulated realities! Let's take back our our sanity, and our safety too, individually, locally, nationally, and globally! Let us take back of feelings, our voices, our compassion, and our cooperative power!

So much peace and love from me to you.

We are expanding our hearts through this invisible war, that has been allowed to rage on for too long. Trading our old slave shackles for resonance with the true Earth, with our true hearts, within our relationships, and with kindred spirits who as we are sovereign, whole, kind and loving, respectful, and waking up to explore freely for ourselves!

Dear heart's love and encouragement to every single one of you.

As I believe the Black Lives Matter movement is coopted, and or sponsored from outside the actual black community, to keep us warring and blaming and finger pointing, as white verses black, instead of unifying and appreciating, protecting and caring together for us all, already! I may not join in posting such, or wearing the t-shirts, like a prize from a rock concert, or a banner at a bloody protest. I'm ready to live as and for human unity!

It's more valuable to me, to interact, and engage, and listen to real people and real stories in our real shared life.

My deepest sorrow and sympathies for the lives arrested through murder, as did not ever deserve to be taken from us, all of them, black, red, brown, yellow, beige and white, purple, blue, gray, green, orange, red, crystaline, indigo, earth-tone, and yellow!

Let's expose the profiteers, and honor the prophets. Lets take our lives back from this war on our emotions, soul, homes, rights, freedom, wisdom, families, selves, and sanity.

I love you dearly!

I am holding us in a higher love!

We are emerging through this collective shift, right here in physicality, victoriously!

One Love Sisters and Brothers, Family, and Friends. Let's share it. I love you!

What's Really Going on, and Who is Behind it... Real Murder, or Ritualistic Abuse? We are Unifiers, Unifying the Unifiers, and we Want to Know!

At first I was crushed, hurt, crying, and grief filled, shocked and unable to rest and sleep at ease, facing the story, and video coverage of the murder of George Floyd, at the oppressive knee, of a white police officer, as his Chinese American Comrade, stood by like a silent zombie. Crooked murderer cop, wearing a crooked badge! Why?

A few things I am pondering include: A white police officer weirdly mimicking, frighteningly appropriating the stance Colin Kaepernick and NBA Players taking a knee, in protest of police murders of innocent, unarmed black men, often at the hands of American White Police Officers, in a bizarre reversal of roles?!

Then we hear George Floyd calling out, "I can't breath," mimicking Eric Garner's pleas, just short of 6 years later. 6 as in Resolution 6666, the TRACE Act. Also mirroring the symbolism of CoVID-19, both causing people to be unable to breath, to fear they will be unable to breath, and simultaneously killing more people of color, men, and men of color.

And then you see the the murderer white officer, and other officers, symbolically again, a white man, and a Chinese Man, and 2 others, with no masks on, symbolizing many more current Deep State Sponsored realities, of America and China, and the warring between Democrats and Republicans, over freedoms and dangers of wearing and not wearing masks, and mimicking the Lame Stream Media's push to ignite fear in everyone, that any and everyone not being compliant and not masking their face, voice and mouth, is an enemy of the people, state, community, and thus murderous, suspect, deadly, and out of control, mind-controlling us to blame each other, instead of looking at the Strategic plan and blaming the Deep State Players for colluding and manufacturing, and igniting a deadly Global bacteria... infection... virus... pandemic of corruption, manipulation, control, spying, and more, while putting the whole world under mass home arrest and new levels of surveillance.

Then there's this photo of George with not one but two Corona Light beer bottles, one behind him, and one reflected in a sort of door behind him, and someone noted on a YouTube video, that the colors behind him are red and yellow, which make orange, and they made something out of that. 2 Corona Bear bottles, in 2020, our year of global 2020 vision, and of the experiment called Corona Virus, and 6 trillion dollars that has been drawn out of thin air, to pour back into many struggling businesses and corporations, as well as distributed in meager sums to the people. Another 6!

Also of note is how the corona virus has been represented in the color orange, with orange spikes, when we are continually shown prisoners on MSM sponsored news, in courtrooms, and or jail cells, they are often clad in the regulation orange prisoner's uniforms.

Some point out that there was a number 6 painted on the garbage can, in front of the scene. And we see the whole symbolism of domination, control, and power over getting burned into our psyche's, in the master and slave, white European conquest and subordination over the big muscular, powerful, disempowered black man.

As an aware empath, I can also recognize all this symbology, reminding the whole American population, "we've just been practicing on the black man, and the black community, enslaving and conquering, repressing, suppressing targeting, controlling and destroying red, brown, black and people of color in America, symbolically, for domination over them, on the way to domination over all Americans and all people."

And we heard him beg and call out for the most basic human needs to be denied, of dignity, freedom, safety, breath, life, water, and his Mama. Again, symbolically playing out the theater of putting each of us, of all races into the helpless, hopeless hysteria of being pinned down, denied, overpowered, unable to get life sustaining breath, safety, water, and freedom, unable to be seen, heard, helped, or saved, triggering the hell, of feeling like a motherless child, as in the old African American Spiritual, "Sometimes I feel like a motherless child, far far from home." Anchoring in our distancing from God, in a long cycle of denying the Goddess, the Earth, Women, and people of the Earth! That's a fucking lot of hellish level of Narcissistic abuse to play out on American and Global people of color, and hence Americans, and people all over the world!

It sure feels like the masked symbolism of the Deep State, marking their domination tactics, locally and globally, for all the world to see.

So if George is really dead, may his symbolic death turn our world around.

And if this is some kind of sick, staged mind control game, and what we saw was disordered theater, than may it also awaken humanity, and turn America and our world around to stop this hate and control based propaganda campaign against Americans and Humanity, worldwide!

Peace to all the troubled hearts who have been dragged through this shared public hell, this week! I have more questions than answers.

Keep asking questions my friends. This might not be only what it seems on the surface. This might be more.

Peace and healing to us all, as we unite to heal these wounds, whatever exactly, they really are. Something seems very off for this murder to simply be another police infraction!

I just don't feel like it's, only what it claims to be, at first glance. This time feels extreme. Extremely explosive, derailing, and confusing. Narcissists use tactics like this to feed off of, and hold them selves above their prey. It's not only about George Floyd as prey, anymore. It's about all of us together, all of Black America, all of black culture, all of Humanity, all of us!

Let's keep questioning it all, on the way to truly transforming America, and systematic injustices allowed, over countless eons, here on Earth.

All my love, and faith, in our collective transformation! If only this beautiful man could be the last targeted black man in America ever. How can we take steps to shift all this, moving forward, after and during the shock waves, reverberating around our world?!

We have armies and trillion dollar budgets for war and defense. Let us begin to create organizations for true unity, justice, protection, and sovereignty, for those who have fought for such rights for 400 plus years, and longer than America has been savagely appropriated!

I've felt sad, I've felt mad, I've felt shocked, restless, and exhausted. I also don't fully know exactly what to feel, as I question the Lame Stream Narrative! More is needed, than simply terrorizing us all, once again, with these sacrificial murders. Black Lives Matter!  LIFE matters.  We unify and value life, life and the precious, loving people living life!

Time for renewal, Humanity. Who will police the Police FORCE! Enough already. Let's bring the Mothers in to say, Enough already! We're calling out "Mom!" too! Fly free George Floyd, whatever the truth is about what you were overpowered through. Your loved one's express you heart to us. May you be free now, wherever you are! You will be missed and celebrated forever!

Waging Heart's Discernment Through Compassionate Understanding

Thank you again for bearing with me, us, and our world through such giant challenges and changes.

As I look within, I relate as an overall peacemaker personality, with some systems busting, rebel aspects, and a relatively open-minded, and multi-dimensional experience and outlook.

Again I want to honor and validate realities of the challenging time we are all traversing together, on Planet Earth right now. I have been posting anything, freely, that I support, and share faith in, mostly on Facebook, and other social media platforms. Anyone whom I see as sharing some truth.

As I look out into our world, I believe in a multi-dimensional and multifaceted reality, or set of realities, all operating on our planet at this time. It feels more complex, and complicated to express and communicate right now, especially on Facebook.

It still feels a lot easier to muster compassion for friends at the grocery store, than on social media. I want to clarify, that overall, I honor regulations, where I have been mostly sheltering at home, and wearing my hand made mask, when I do go out for essential trips to town, or in public.

Of course I feel great compassion for all effected by the Corona Virus, and especially those who have proven extra vulnerable, including elders, immune deficient people, Native elders, and people in NM, and Arizona, and our world, and the disproportionate # of black people, and people of color, some of whom are more endangered, during this time of heightened disease, and infection. When I see and listen to news reports on these realities, and feel horrible, as most of us do.

During this global infection, I also hold a lot of questions about who, why, how, when, where, and such, of what's behind this Pandemic, and if it's really a pandemic, or an infection, or what, and how we can best protect and maintain our civil liberties through this local and global turmoil.

Please know, that I apologize, as I know some of my Facebook posts have really rattled and offended my friends, and friends of my friends, and recently tons of creepy fake bots, posing as grinches, pet kitties, weird art, bloody horrors, cartoon unicorns, creepy patriarchs and patriots, in mostly non-human representations and avatars. I likely blocked some 20 - 50 fake profiles, this weekend, alone, who were bullying, and just not even real, let alone actual friends. So sh*t's gettin' weird, on corporate backed social media. I am witnessing partisan polarizations, freedoms polarizations, safety polarizations, fake news - real news - sponsored news - corrupted news - polarizations, and wars, info wars against factions, info wars within factions. It's been horrific, in this way.

My overall experience holds me to be a peaceful, loving, unifying person and soul. I have no real interest in stirring drama, promoting attacks on others, and so on. What a stupid waste of time, purpose and energy! Really!

For the record, I am not anti mask, nor anti vaccination. I am for learning from many people, for guidance within, and through experts in their fields. I also want to learn more, and expose what I see as dangers, lies, and corrupt institutions, laws, and manipulators, bringing them into full transparency of both the truth and the lies. I want to help bring the lies and manipulations to justice, of these many old, enslaving dictates, regulations, practices, and spins of information, as so many corrupt leaders have been operating, and misleading humanity through, now, and throughout history.

My stance is, that I aspire to learn from the people who are questioning the efficacy and safety of suddenly masking and regulating all of global humanity, in the name of safety, as thoroughly as, many of our friends and family members are questioning the questioners. Can't we all question? Or is only one portion of humanity just in questioning our realities?

If we could restore justice to all the old failing systems of the currently dying paradigm, I might feel encouraged to someday consider taking a clean, honestly regulated vaccine. Or I might discover new options and alternatives for maintaining such a healthy immune system, that I am open to shifts in our evolution, out beyond vaccines. Overall, I am more interested in the immune strengthening options, and in enhancing our rights to be free to explore all the facts, without all the high levels of repression, suppression, and mass brainwashing, that do not allow free circulation of truth, studies, films, facts, research, voices, and researchers.

As the Galactic Volunteer and Early Indigo Aura based Explorer that I am, I don't relate to my skin color, or outward culture, or upbringing, as my defining truth, culture, or identification, yet I honor that many do, for themselves.

Still, I am standing up to question the truth behind many lies. Many are doing so by my side. And possibly many more, feel really safe and protected, in the same areas and restrictions I am questioning. And perhaps many people feel very threatened and unsafe, within some of the explorations, and investigations I feel empowered, and comforted, engaging in.

So I shift several times daily, in what I feel is appropriate, safe, uplifting, revealing, encouraging, and so on, to share freely.

If you bully me, or my friends, on my social media and Facebook page and posts, and or life, I reserve the right to block strangers, review friends, and or erase comments of people I don't even know, bullying, or even haranguing us for energetic feed and fuel. I don't owe friends of friends explanations on what I value, and why, and what I don't and why.

And who is paying a bunch of fake cartoon bots, to suddenly go on strangers' feeds, and spar, and spike drama-levels to a sky high range? I don't fully know, and not sure I even want to know. I just know I'm not responsible for what a bunch of strangers, actors, and fakers, invading my space and energy, think, anymore than anyone famous, is responsible for the nut jobs out there bullying and condemning. It's really abusive, and these are actual offensive tactics, these creepy bot people are using. Gross! No thank you! No way!

So I may shift to posting more of the expressions that I feel are immediately about me, and or are expressions of encouragement, and freedom. I may begin the process of using giant, new levels of discernment about who, when, why, and where to share what I hold as free, beautiful, worthy, and sacred. May shift to limit my sharing of much more, only to the resonant ones who can actually relate on multiple levels, and hear, respect, and honor the validity of where I am coming from. Also may be more eager to shift over to community, both live and virtual, that limits itself to sincere, real, and honoring people.

If I offended you, by sharing art, expressions, videos, memes, etc, that reflect a view, or views we don't share 100% across the board, I am sincerely sorry. I have watched and shared a few rare youtube videos, that some friends have told me, don't feel true, which I, still do not know, are they made to elicit fear, or do they hold mostly truth, or mostly lies. I don't really know either. Still on this learning curve.

While we have lived through difficulties, threats, injustices, healing, and victories, loves and losses, both alone, and within our families, cultures, "races," nations, lifetimes, nations, and our world, we have likely never lived through an experience like this current one, where so much fear, threat, danger, and problems are thrown out on the world, while so much Grace, connection, love, unity, sovereignty, compassion, giving, and caring, are all rising, at the same time!

So I bless us all, and will pull in some of what I think is tender, beautiful, worthy, freedom bringing, etc, as I see it is not supporting people in all the amazing and eclectic circles, Santa Fe is usually so phenomenal at honoring, mixing, respecting, and celebrating.

This may mean, that I may loose a few freedoms of expression, in doing so, yet I have much to learn and gain, in this leap within, and a collective leap, we are sharing within our larger human collective.

Know that I love you, my human family.

I will keep dancing to my own rhythms, and co-birthing a bright and brilliant new world of faith, opportunities, health, connection, communion, community, love, authenticity, transformation, transmutation, shifts, beauty, respect, honoring, freedom, compassion, caring, diversity, Grace, and liberty, liberty for all!

Love through our precious, and at times chaotic Global Reboot!

A Letter to my Friend, Traversing Human Doubt, Fear, and Pain, as We still do, in Human Expression

Jen Klarfeld
Enjoying the Red Rocks
of Sedona
2015

Hi Friend,


I still wonder how you are doing? How are you traversing this mass global initiation?

Our teachers and guides have been preparing many, over decades for this shift to a unified, loving, authentic, co-creative, free-will based world called the New Earth. On this New Earth many of us, who see ourselves as Galactic Volunteers, have worked through a lot of our trauma throughout our life and lifetimes.  Check out Laura Eisenhower, Dwight’s granddaughter. She talks very fast, and feels like a 5 on the Enneagram to me. I don’t so much denounce the ego like Arjuna & Eckart Tolle & their restrictive systems plot to. Arjuna is one, of some special friends and guides, who taught me about the Enneagram System, 25 years ago.  It still helps me navigate human teachers and personality filters! My personality does not need to attack and blame the ego.  In fact sometimes I could use a little more ego, to help build my brand, leadership, practice, art, life, structure, and businesses. I like Nora Herold, who instructs us to operate from joy, and also to feel our feelings authentically. She offers a system to feel, process, and allow our feelings, and not just shackle and obliterate them. If you listen to any really good astrologers and evolutionary astrologers, our charts and the larger planetary movements hold clues as to what we’re traversing through. I’m no official astrologer, more awed by the stuff, over most of my life. Some are saying the planets are aligned in similar ways, to during the American Revolution. Still for some reason the Revolution feels very global and unified right now!  

I listen to vlogs, like that of  Patricia Cote Robles of Era of Peace, on her website and on Youtube. I read channelers in Sedona Journal of Emergence, and listen to them on-line. Plus I relate more as a soul than a human, and likely have since high school, as an Early Indigo and First Wave Galactic Volunteer.

I’m grateful to not be in a big city now. I am hearing more about alternative communities. Maybe we will again live by necessity, in small, gentle, tribal community, with community gardens, as Arjuna foresaw 25 years ago. Watch the movie “Thrive," for free on YouTube and the “Indigo Evolution.”

It can be scary, right now, traversing the current situations and conditions. I don’t toss out my ego, as it has a function and a purpose, and I honor that. I need it to keep feeling my authentic feelings, so I can cry when I see a  "food banks need your help" sign, flashing at the highway entrance, when I haven't even got my own adult survival figured out fully, and to get mad, and address our politicians and friends, when our humans freedoms temporarily get threatened and suspended... see Resolution 6666 the TRACE Act, as Dr. Rashid Buttar is urgently disclosing!

Also listening to David Wilcock, who has insider info on the Satanic Occultists controlling the systems and humans throughout history, and their devilish plot to solve "the world population problem." I no longer see Trump as the awful devil, people who had dangerous dad’s, and authority issues, and also health and security, want to parody him into. We don’t have all the facts yet, as to his real role in stepping into world leadership. I believe he was brought on board as a wild card, a trump card, to help us overthrow and take down the real, and far more dangerous Deep State, black t-shirts, ca bal, pirates, predators, global elite, and disordered patriarchal occultists.

As per the Vaxines, Dr. Zach Bush and now even Fauci are admitting they could take 12 - 18 months to formulate, and likely they still won’t work.  

Jen in the 1980's
"Help God Feel"
San Francisco Street Graffiti
Photo credit to Kelly Weir

Heath, healing, and understanding which dangerous meds to take patients off of, and more, during these rushes of disease and symptoms is a big and neglected part what can help in the healing. Opening legal discussions about allowing alternative health resources is crucial right now. We need healthy, secure, open fluid communication, and social options and media that allow for this 100%. Honoring the herd immunity necessities, and outgrowing the fear propaganda in how we hold and see death, is a huge part of truth, healing and healthy awareness and immunity now too.

Then we have to advocate for turning all the major systems on Earth around, from dangerous chemical farming to natural organic farming, free energy, free information, free truth, news, and financing, and healthcare. As we do this, the current epidemics of fear, panic, brainwashing, mass manipulations, abuse, tyranny, artificial intelligence manipulation, and the viruses, man manipulated and natural, will hold less and less power to harm.

"Thrive: What on Earth will it Take?" the movie, which free streamed in Santa Fe and globally on 11/11/11, expresses 19 + years of solid research into the corruption, at the top of all major systems of healthcare, housing, food, medicine, energy, information, socialization, banking, and more, on our world, and how whole communities, cities, and nations are already stepping up to ban GMO’s, and now 5G.  

I hear stories, where birds are dismantling 5-G towers right now.  

Thrive the full length documentary can also be viewed for free on YouTube.

Also "The Indigo Evolution" is a film available for free viewing, on YouTube, as it educates people, in a documentary format, on evolutionary changes in humanity, including the phenomenon of indigo kids, as I am an early  part of.

I think that 2 expressions of trauma, overwhelm, and narcissism, are exploding outward, and or imploding inward. I don’t think denying our ego straight-up, does anyone any authentic good. That’s why overall, my focus isn’t on the Eckart Tolle approach. My favorite teachers, guides, and real people, are many divine feminine leaders, systems, and balanced male teachers including Matt Kahn. These systems and teachers like Vianna Stibal of ThetaHealing, Dolores & Julia Cannon of QHHT, and Teal Swan, who’s work is all about facing and feeling one’s shadow, on a transformational path from trauma back to true self love, are ones I feel the greatest balance and authenticity in!

Jen & Minnie Mouse
at Disney World
Photo credit to my dear ol' Dad
Marshall Klarfeld

I believe and experience our Mother Earth as abundant, sovereign, and whole, regardless of our human levels of unconsciousness, greed, corruption, delusion, and trickery. I believe that she has already reached 5-D, and that the mess unfolding now is part of our muddy, bloody labor of birthing the New Earth. Over the 25 years between 1987 & 2012, all life on Earth has been accelerating, and now as we cross into 5-D, the light love and unity is accelerating, as is some of the darkness and fear. I believe we Wayshowers have done the work to upshift ourselves and humanity, our lineages and DNA. I believe we need to claim, state, express and know our sovereignty, as opposed to oppression via old slave programs, and playing pawns in the old corrupts systems.  The energies and days of this are over, as we let them dismantle and end, here on Earth.

What is wildly tricky about these times, is that truth has been corrupted, as many of the 3-D players, predators, and old pirates are manipulating info on-line, and within artificial man made, man corrupted, capitalistic systems, with excesses of money, power over, abuses, predatory tyrannies, & their illusions of power over dynamics and habits.

Plus my sources say this Ascension is being ignited individually, so many brainwashed people, or people living in our heads, are being thrashed around by our internal triggers, genetic triggers, past life triggers, infighting and info wars on social media, fear, both false and real, as per health, danger, death and disease.  

I believe we’re being called back to the wholeness of our hearts, back to the uplifting nourishing, nurturing, abundance of our true new earth and all of creation. Back to our higher vibrations, and back to our own intuition.  Also being called back to true intimacy with chosen resonant family, friends, community and soul circles, locally and globally. I love it.  A true Grace has been released out through, and onto our sacred shifting planet, and through and to our human family. It is said, even the old slave programs are dismantling. So the old systems are crashing, to pave ways into 5-D offerings and choices, within our freewill Universe. 

I didn’t come all this way, for this highly advanced assignment to fail, nor to see it fail. Memories of such past failures are definitely being triggered through all of this! “Never again!” Was our programmed response after cataclysms, in and of the fall of ancient Atlantis. Still what we are seeing is 3-D reality, and limitations breaking free into our 5-D encodement. So what is very tricky now, is 3, 4 & 5-D are all operating simultaneously. Which one do you wish to victoriously usher in? We’re still operating within the realities and laws of all 3 of them! Which one do you want a “heads-up,” in, as in, “oh, that old world trickery? I could do without that!” Or, “oh you 3-D fears, I love you, and hold space for you as a nurturing mother and parent right now!”

Artist Jen Klarfeld
Inspiration Squad
Photo credit to Laura Tarnoff

I dropped out of 2 - 3 months of therapy recently, as my then tele-medicine therapist felt more fears around safety, her life and mine, than I even did, and I actually felt relieved letting her go. Why?  Because, as we focus on frequencies and energy, feelings and intuition, we can see all that no longer serves us, in a split second. But we have to know one world, or set of timelines is dying, and being swiftly dismantled, and we need to move all our foundations and energetic ties up, off, and out of it, and build and grow our new foundations and creations on the solid, and slightly morphing new energies of our hearts, of the New Earth, of the Aquarian Age, and of caring and loving 5-D community, energy, service, unity, and co-creation, instead of old models of corruption, greed, coercion and blind commerce, for it’s own sake, and for the sake of a disordered, lost, misguided few controllers.  So another way to see it, is the disordered, sick, predatory, pirating occultists are now living in a new, true, transparent, just, loving, unity based world. This world is already here. We assisted in growing it, and it is set to bloom now. The old controllers are enraged, losing traction, dominance and control over their prey!  In fact the energies that held predator and prey as a viable options for humanity, are dropping away, in the new frequencies, Mother Earth and her Wayshowers are leading, right now, and moving forward.  That's why the bullies are so volatile, and grasping at straws, on their way down, right now. Why isn't their fear manipulating us anymore? Why are their devious plans all being exposed to humanity so vividly, suddenly?

I am part of a team, a well guided team of Wayshowers and Galactics on assignment, that trust 100% in this transition, this great shift of the ages, our hearts, intuition, and the hearts and intuition of healthy whole Wayshower Souls, co-leading this massive assignment. Mother Gaia has already won Victorious, and we are individual and collective expressions of her.

I encourage us to tune into our hearts, and feelings, nature and Earth and healthy rooted community directly, beyond the tricky warring energies of the MSM: mainstream media, the fractured political parties, and anyone poisoning humanity with false guilt narratives, real biowarfare poisons, and manipulation tactics of shame, blame, attack, corrupt "protection," verbal abuse, gas lighting, fear, denial, lies, propaganda, greed, big pharma sanctioned "news" lack, control, and tyranny.

We’ve been given the blessings of most of the human family, being invited to a giant global meditation retreat at home, indefinitely. The Earth has shifted already, and is welcoming us as co-creators now. I’ve heard it said, we are no longer merely stewards, yet more and more, pure 5-D co-creators, our living earth and us!

I believe sick, disordered factions have fallen into greed, and manipulation, and we incarnated to help ourselves and humanity through these times, ultimately by finding, choosing, and living our joy.  And by opening to health and healthy changes, true unity, cooperation, creating and co-creation.

Art by Jen Klarfeld

We did not come into this planetary awakening to fit in the human mainstream, to necessarily “belong,” to be torn to pieces in man's ongoing wars, destruction, cataclysms, and shakedowns. The current Pandemic is not capable of killing us all. It may not even kill as many people as influenza, in many places. I see it sparking new levels of caring, connection, new freedoms, new gifts, a new flowering of humanity, a new shared sovereignty, as well as new attempts at tyranny, so as to help us overthrow the old discordant energies, patterns habits and ways! I see it cleaning and cleaning our planet of toxic human problems, waste, and poisons, as we assist. I see it aligning us, as a giant peace and activism community, poised to turn our individual and collective health care abilities and freedoms, around full circle, from our sovereignty based intuition, real, free research, and banning together to co-create from this, our New Earth, and her...our conscious, trailblazing, collective leadership!

It’s up to each of us to choose a timeline and birth our creations from the truths we actually align with. 

On our blessed New Earth, our heart is primed to lead the way, as we stay open to blessed, aware wholeness!

Thanks for your message and celebration. The Earth is filled with many who see as I see, now. Still it’s up to individuals to dig through the timeline offerings, and to use our heart’s discernment, as to what to choose, grow, and build both from and to. It’s very promising, as we do allow it by choice, sovereignty and intention, to be!

Me, Jen at the
Paranormal Symposium
in Taos, 2011
Photography credit
to Hinton Harrison

Thank you Friend. 

So much Love, Grace and Gratitude, as we share in winning, Goddess God Earth Victoriously. It is up to you, and each of us, to see our value through this time. This supports our emergence, individually and within our whole sacred human collective! Look to Guides like Barbara Marx Hubbard, and you and me, as we traverse this evolution.

Cheers to our messy Grace based birth. Pick a timeline every-blessed-body! Even if you have to pick 111 times each and every day!  So we no longer value and fit into the old time-line and corruptions, as we felt obligations to attempt to once do. Bless this crossroads, for it is the long awaited birthplace of new true levels of reality, bursting up as reality, as Earth and her precious children, including me and you!  I love you dearly!  Feel our guides and angels helping.  And reach out to people and wholeness within, to continue to help usher us through these calm and wild changes!  Cheers to our human angelic divinity! We got our backs, in beautiful new energy frequencies and ways!  Tune in directly and feel and see!

Yay!

Hugs and Love,

Jen