Sunday, April 19, 2026

Flowering from Within



 4/17/26


New Moon Energies 


Quantum timeline


Unification Activation


I didn’t incarnate here because it would be easy!


I generate ease from the SOURCE within, when I enliven and embody who I truly am.


Ascension is emerging right now, when I uplift myself, share in uplifting, uplift-able relatives, and living energies around me and our world.  


If heaven is right here on Earth, our unlimit-ment begins with me.  Our galactic family is really fierce with 

Love

Leadership

Trust

Knowing 

Generosity 

Clear Seeing

Determined Focus

Unity

Compassion 

and

Empowerment 

right now.


We are free.


We are initiating, catalyzing, visioning, and co-creating from true and new power flowering from within!

This Quest Began in Connection

My response on my friend’s Facebook post, voicing his struggle, this birthday season, between the grace of being a spiritual being, and the challenges of work and present day life.


 I hear you my friend!


You are welcome.


The energies, our world, our evolution, work, relationships, and empowerment are all amping up in an explosive way, this Year of the Fire Horse!


I am being pushed, and pushed hard, for all the sitting around I have allowed myself permission to enjoy.


We’re all spiritual beings, emissaries from Creator, qualified and choosing  to contribute uniquely to this shared spiritual evolution of our human family, quantum leaping into our beloved New Earth right now!  Hearty souls paved the way, and we are 2 of them… we are 2,of us.


This morning, while eating breakfast, and rushing off to a pretty 3-D, less and less valuing job, I am  holding onto, hanging by a thread, like a lose tooth, in my youth… I tuned into this amazing conversation.


God, Elliot Eli Jackson, and Emilio Ortiz really smacked my power open.  I thought of you.  Still only a third of this PROFOUND channeling through, reveling in AlphaWarrior’s deciphering tonight of President Trump and our military’s outstanding operation, taking down the old tyrants of Iran… and feeling incredible celebration and relief, for all of these leaders, triumph, in restoring American, and worldwide triumph and transparency, I have much sleep to catch up on, before another day, in my retail job.


I wish to share this outstanding channeling and guidance with you.


My major take away to you, and for me, is my realization that 2026 is our year to break out of our bondage of the shackles of the old energies, of the so called elites, now deletes, drop the games of hiding, playing small, and adhering to old paradigm habituation, and sucking energies as if needy children, and instead to fully transform into allowing Mother Father Creator God to roar through exactly who we truly are!


The truth is, shamans have always carried a double load, tending farm and family, and remaining on call, to bridge spirit, humans, and wholeness, often in trade, at any hour, day or night.  Often with people believing they’re broken, and equally often for free, or in receipt of a humble gift.  Our assignment is no less stringent.


You and I incarnated to live in America, through her evolution, revolution, and across her paradoxal 

polar opposites, and beyond: of slavery to freedom, servitude to purpose, mortality to glory, capitalism to free energy, matrix bounds to cosmic embodiment, human toil to mastery, divide and hate to unity and love!


We are spiritual emissaries, embodying glorious light, peacekeepers, here standing tall through the shared fight, canceled, hated, feared, bullied outcasts, blooming our sacred divinity, originals, in true connection, through a passing zombie apocalypse, organic towers of love and light, across the darkness of war and apocalypse.


As God through Elliot reminds, we are conditioned to forget how beautiful we are, and how infinitely God shines through us.  We are caught in a web of amnesia, temporarily overthrowing our knowing that we are God!


We accepted the lie that we could ever be a burden, to blame, or the scapegoat in this mind control war and witch hunt.


This quest began in connection.  


Today we triumph.  


We were made for this.  We are the bringers of the dawn.  No one outside us, nor within can invalidate this, when we allow God to fully roar through who we are.


Learning how to balance material reality within our human expression, is spiritual as fuck!


I’m honored to trailblaze this adventure with you and our team!


This is our year to embrace disillusionment, to break free as who we truly are here to be.


For you to be you-er and me to be me-er, than we’ve ever been taught we can be.


I once sat on a stage with Teal Scott, now Teal Swan, in a synchronization workshop, in Santa Fe.  At first I wanted what she had.  She taught me, my biggest challenge was that was trying to tell the Universe how to give me, what I wanted.  She taught me my options are infinite, and to let go to the universe to show me how!  


She took a small clear plastic cap off her water bottle, and compared the small scale of it, to the constraints of me strangling the universe’s plan for me, into the size of a plastic water bottle cap!  She laughed at the confinement of me thinking I need to tell the universe one limited version of how to give me what I want!  The longer she synthesized with me, the sooner I realized, what I long for the most, is to live a life of joy!


So happy birthday season, my friend.  Tell the universe what you want most, and let her handle the how!  Make your wish, and blow out your candles!


What if the best is yet to come?


How could it get any better?


Hugs and love, across our shared adventure!


https://youtu.be/R4s42tqPbgQ?si=JTrSXNGBK8m5dC

Dancing as my Light. Ruminating on my Shadow.

I LOVE my work...calling...gifts...talents...friends...family....awakening...humanity...all a dream come true!


Facebook post from February 27, 2011


My repost commentary, on February 27, 2026


Interesting to see this today!  I guess I was really in my strength and fullness back in 2011!


Today I jotted down my relatively ordinary dreams, and some of my waking impressions and reflections.


I dug around and flashed my flashlight 🔦 on the toxic shame I am feeling, having taken on more than I could prioritize, in many of these areas, and how hard 2020 to 2026 has been on me, living where I live, shifting my views, and holding responsibility of home ownership, attempting to open a storefront, that I never really succeeded with, feeling unable to maintain my home, a side job, and my Trailblazing Transformation and QHHT practice, and more… or less!  Letting the more important priority of the spiritual and starseed evolution QHHT practice go, because I don’t have it all to offer, so freely, anymore, in a time and passage where I need more myself.  Where I can’t hold it all up, and maybe I never fully could.


Facing my grief and pain at now being shunned,  ostracized, and hated by the same people I love and trust.  


I feel very traumatized and sad, and alone.  I can’t support friends who are hateful, sadistic, or in full blown misery or addiction, anymore.


I can’t give myself away, like a bargain, any more.


I can’t pretend to share values with people who are aligned with hate, or who fear I support Hitler, when I simply saw through the lies and Satanic leanings of the Democratic Party, across the last 6 years.


I am journaling 📓 like Anne Frank, across the current world wars of our times!  I am journaling a lot more, out at the edge between soulful stability, and the collapse of the empire I once felt supported in and responsible for envisioning, creating, and sharing.


I need to dust off my left brain, and write to-do lists, and check off banal shit, while I still can.


It’s a powerful emergence to expand who I am, through.  And it’s been a lonely and terrible initiation, living amidst traitors and haters alike, outside and in.  


Yet we qualified for the job, and we leaped at the assignment.  As I like to say, “here we are.”  “We are here!”


I have a lot of work to do to move my self, home, and life to a gentler new smaller, more affordable community.


I feel like such a failure here, with my priorities strung out between the values of two semi opposing paradigms.


Jay Lynch always teased me, and said, “oh those are just a pair o dimes.”


Often times I wish I was better rooted in this human world.  Maybe someday I will be.  Maybe I am better rooted today.  Maybe I’m not!


No one really knew we were different enough to teach us how to prioritize differently, we who relate more as souls, we early indigos, we galactic volunteers.  It isn’t all sparkles, unicorns, and rainbows.


The rules and the rulers have changed.  I’m not a bleeding heart liberal anymore.  I resist more than I wish to admit.  Just grateful I never blacked out my profile picture.  Grateful I don’t identify as an AI cartoon.  Grateful I know better than to tell the Universe I’m here to RESIST life and 

leadership!


I am sad, if I’m honest with myself.  I’m tired of hiding it.  I’m not a downer, a fake, nor full of misery.


I just took on a really heavy, complex role, eager to trailblaze ahead with the humans, across our evolution.


I may be a conservative now, who is proud of our roles as Americans, as Light Warriors, as patriots, and human sisters and brothers, and friends.


Yet mostly I identify as as artist, as one open enough to let my raw feelings and insights froth up and flow over who I am, as I put the fight for our honor before my own life fight sometimes!


My growing tower of to-do requirements, daunts me into a long drawn out paralysis, of shame, and blame towards myself!  


Today I allowed it to all come up, like I was passing a blood clot of psychic pain, out from hiding in the shadows of who I am, into the light of my awareness, and my journal! 📓 


My angels, guides, spirit animals, my ancestors, my Creator, my intuition, and my infinite Self, are all always here, supporting me.  I used to have real friends who were here with and for me.


Most of my real friends now, are rising up out of their own personal losses and traumas too.  They are dusting themselves off, after their version of the same kinds of traumas I’ve felt and lived.


People of all levels of awareness and living, have been challenged, shaken and stripped of a lot of who we were, across this hijacked evolutionary leap.


I have more questions than answers.  


I aspire to a love filled life a new, as best I can!


I have more to accomplish, more to heal, more to face, love, hold, nurture, and dance with!  That’s my barometer reading within my self and shared today.


I miss who I was.  I never had the human game down, all fitting perfectly together.  Just kind of winging it, all the way through!  It’s not a good thing.  It’s not a bad thing.  It’s just more of who I am, spiraling through!

Saturday, February 28, 2026

Honoring the Allegiance We All Already Share

I am grateful to AlphaWarrior and Josh on Rumble, and youtube, and all of our fellow Light Warriors, Truth Stewards, and Cosmic Legends, living, and researching directly, to protect peace, freedom, and transparency across our grand, shared evolution.


My compassion, prayers, and encouragement go out to all of us who love America, who love our Persian brothers and sisters, our Israeli and Jewish sisters and brothers, our family, friends, and our shared world.


I hold no need for validation from anyone, on any fake, nor weaponized side.”  I do not share openly, daily, for external valuing from anyone who still buys into the  mainstream media circus.


I share because I see.  I value because I love.  I trust because my faith, heart, soul, and spirit are free.


I appreciate , respect, and celebrate our American president, our current systems-busting American Leadership, and the role our American military is playing in taking steps which I and many worldwide, honor, to strengthen, protect, and sustain America, her freedom, and in doing so, the freedom of people and nations worldwide.


I love our creator, our people, our human family, peace, and individual community in America, and across our emergent New Earth.


Share freely, if transparency sparks a chord of the divine in you, and in those you love!


Buckle up buttercup!  The year of the fire horse is here!  My allegiance is to the unity we all, always share.  My allegiance  is to disillusionment, within, and openly shared.


I am profoundly moved, feeling connection in unity and empowerment, from the divinity within me, within the Truther movement, within America, our leadership, and our beloved world.


President Trump is a mirror for all of us, for our triumph, for our true power, and for some, for our wounding, and thus our hate.


Let the infinite game emancipate us all!  


Let the pressure push all willing, to heal, and feel the unity America IS trailblazing with our human family. 


I pray as this divine expression of LIFE, invested very deeply and dearly in our human family, and our individual  and shared emergence.


I praise our holy persistence!


I am deeply moved, as all of the major planets literally align in harmony, in GRACE, and in our favor.


We who KNOW ourselves to be galactic volunteers, and embodiments of pure divinity, we are here.  We were made for this.  We lived through the grand rising, and emancipation of our free souls, and of individual cultures, in the 1960’s and 1970’s.  We lived through the freedom movements of Native Americans, of African Americans, of Hispanic peoples, of people of color, of indigenous  people, of people of cultural groups who were scapegoated, and of women.  


We lived through the freedom movements  of the Summer of Love, the Grateful Dead, Richie Havens, Milton Nacimento, Marvin Gay, Fela Kuti, Hugh Masekela, Miriam Makeba, Crosby Stills and Nash, Donovan, Carlos Santana, Bob Marley, Jimmy Cliff, The Who, Third World Reggae Band, Thomas Mapfumo, YES, the Moody Blues, Peter Tosh, and a psychedelic revival across America, Africa, the Americas, and our world.  


We were spiritually awakened by the Beatles, by Transcendental Meditation, by warriors on battlefields, and warriors for peace.


Tonight I feel and know, nothing was lost.  We have been rising in our evolutionary all along.  Today we unite, if we are willing, worldwide.


Our evolution  is organic.  Wherever it is not, we stand up,  represent and uplift ourselves, and we the people.  We are not giving up!


Share freely, if you see our world emerging in true connection  and unity, that never stopped.


If you hate or fear, I encourage and love you.  If you resist or rebel, I encourage and love you.  If you judge or cancel me, I encourage  and love you.  If you bully, or divide from me, or I from you, I love, encourage, and celebrate you.  


We are courageous, creative, resilient, organic, powerful, loving, divine souls, and family.  Hate me, fear me, or love me, I am praying for you, and I love you.  You mirror some soul gifts within me.  And even if you are one of many of my closest friends ever, who cancel and shun me, I mirror some precious soul gifts in you, anyway.


The time of half assed, half hearted dying, and hiding is over.  The time of identifying  as a wounded, needy, victim child, of the “born wrong” of the martyred, of the energy sucking is ending… is over.


This is our year to roar our true power as emanations of God!


This is my peace.  It starts within, and I courageously, willingly share it, because  it is who I am!


                                                          - Jen Klarfeld 


“This is real conversation, for people who refuse to be lied to.


If you believe truth still matters, welcome to the fight.”


                                                          - AlphaWarrior


https://rumble.com/v76fdd2-u.s-strikes-iran-whats-really-going-on.html

Monday, January 12, 2026

Out of theBox




Across the ruckus of the news reals, responses, thoughts, feelings, misunderstandings, allegiances, and remaining questions, I fire off this response.  The question lies buried, somewhere near the bottom, where the answers usually lie!  Please enjoy:


Aha, friend, now you’re finally coming around and getting to the point!! 


I had to go and scroll on your profile to see what info you buy into and root in!  OK, now we’re on!  It appears from what you repost that you basically buy what is convenient, accessible, what is sold to you.  You may question it, you may not.  But it appears like you buy what MSM news sell you, straight up.  You even repost some of it.  You question how I know what’s true, and you repost very mainstream news bytes, and seemingly liberal democrat news, fed to you from MSN and Yahoo news.  Okay.  Now I have a sense of where to start!


I have been mostly off of paid TV programming across the majority of my adult life.


During the propagandemic, I started out a liberal in a majority liberal town.

By July 2020, I became a Republican, and later an Independent Voter, still a questioning and curious Conservative American Patriot and Truther.

I ended up staying home and accepting government money and not paying my mortgage across 18 months.  I had a lot of free time.  I started researching on-line to learn what the hell was going on.  I learned that a lot of news sources I blindly trusted were full of shit, paid by sources aligned with, and rooted in WEF and the NWO and their NGO’s.  


I started tuning into fellow Starseed, and Light Warriors, and people I saw as individuals with a spiritual backbone, including David Wilcock LIVE on Divine Cosmos, on YouTube, Intuitive Warrior Michael Jaco, David Nino Rodriquez, of Nino’s Corner, I listened to whistleblowers, real people injured by the bioweapon con-vid scam coercion and jabs, masks, and bullshit.  I tuned into Stew Peter’s, and his Died Suddenly feeds on social media.  I listened to Vera Sharav, a Holocaust Surviver.  Tuned into Laura Eisenhower, Naomi Wolf, Ishmael Perez, Jim Breuer, Magenta Pixie, James Gilliland, of ECETI and As You Wish Radio & Scott McKay of Patriot Street Fighter on Rumble, Gregg Braden, Dr Sherri Tenpenny,  Dr Zev Zelenko, Dr. Christiane Northrup, Dr. Bryan Ardis, Del Bigtree, and more.  I found Tarot with Janine, and Beyond Mystic with Jean-Claude and Tarot with Janine on Rumble.  The CB loser they were to the target, the faster they got canceled and kicked off of YouTube, all except  for David Wilcock who was patient and clever entertaining to outsmart them! Michael Jaco won our trust, getting kicked off of YouTube, between 7 and 14 times.  He’s a fighter, so he kept bouncing back with a new account like Michael Jaco 7.  Here’s his description on YouTube: Michael Jaco - YouTube

Michael Jaco - Former Tier One Navy SEAL for 24 years and 11 years as CIA combat zone security. Intuitive, Remote Viewer, Influencer and 5D warfare fighter.

If I was held captive by a socialist regime, here in America and actually allowed to listen to one and only one newscaster, screw Fox News, I would tune into Michael Jaco first and foremost!  He’s an Author, a healer, a multidimensional, a galactic volunteer, he’s an Angelic warrior on earth, he’s been killed, then brought back.  He’s had his house in Florida flooded, during the weather wars, lost his son to death, and has since seen his winged son in the Angel realms.  He’s been attacked and targeted for openly sharing the truth, healing, and whistleblower guests he shares freely, on his show.  He constantly amazes me.  He’s a Remote Viewer who remembers past lives, with the best sense of humor, and an even deeper sense of honor.  He encourages us to “bring in the love vibration!” If you want to graduate off “news” through paid lies, I recommend go straight to Jaco.  He’ll blast you with truth, help protect your health, your life, and your assets, and wake your ass up, fast as you wanna go!  Check him out on Rumble, YouTube, and Facebook, if you want the clearest truth shared in the most direct way!

And as I was saying: I started to question everything I had been sold.  The biggest liars were found to be the mainstream news, the Hollywood hypocrites, and the NGO organizations wielding power while never voted into any.  The big liars and criminals included many invested in information control, including all the social media outlets that colluded with corrupt government to ban truth and truth tellers from us, and to wage disinformation campaigns, scapegoat and hate campaigns against LIFE, TRUTH, Americans, Christians, Jews, whistleblowers, health, healers, doctors, researchers, Americans, and truth tellers., and leaders.


I learned about transhumanism and the Marxist color revolution through Mel K, and Roseanne  Barr.I learned of how Germany lost WWII, yet the Nazi’s never really lost, they were supported through WWII by corrupt American corporations and interests, including Ford and IBM.  I learned that the Nazi’s infiltrated America, Ukraine, Argentina, and infiltrated American and world news, via a Nazi operation called “Project Mockingbird.”  I learned about the Satanic Masons and elite gender inversion and baphomet idealization in Satanic Hollywood.  I learned that many women we’ve been sold, in pop culture have dicks, and falsify them selves to be women, with fake pregnancies and fake lives.  


I learned these satanic inversions infiltrate Hollywood, the music industry, TV and comedy, government leadership, sports, feminism, pop culture, industries, and more.


Transgenderism, elite gender inversion, and related abuses of children, are steps, or the price paid, on the road to Transhumanism, and or modern AI slavery .  The Masonic Lodge or Masonic Temple play a role in Satanic abuses, elite gender inversion, horrific abuses of children and babies, and worse!  I learned that leaders like Klaus Schwab and his sick minions don’t believe in God, LIFE, family, nor freedoms, yet aspire to transhumanism, eugenics, and AI slavery, for the he human masses!


To learn more about sexual trafficking, MK Ultra Mind Control programs and abuses, and Project Monarch, research, and listen to abuse survivor Cathy O’Brien, on Rumble or YouTube. Read her books and listen to her story.  If she can heal and transform, we all can!


I learned about how many men and people in power, and in the entertainment industry and in political circles including influential gurus, aspire to eugenics, in their shared depopulation agendas.  So I trust my intuition, and I’ve learned to research more directly, to  tune into and value the resonant Light Warriors who research beyond what the mainstream, and what the now infiltrated Liberal Democrats sell and attempt to enslave us into!


I am not invested in selling what I see to anyone else.  Yet I am not a dumbed down sheeple, willing to sell off my DNA, life, health, consciousness, mind, and body to the lowest bidders, like Big Harma, the Nazi’s and the New World Order.  So I think independently, and I align with and attune with the leaders who think and research independently too! 


During the propagandemic I started out a liberal in a majority liberal town.


I ended up staying home and accepting government money, and not paying my home’s mortgage across 18 months.  An unstable employer fired me as soon as the scamdemic officially started.  I couldn’t be honest, and get hired in my field of art sales, in art galleries, in my 80% liberal town.  I had a lot of free time.  I started researching on-line, to learn what the hell was going on.  I learned that a lot of news sources I blindly trusted were full of shit, paid by sources aligned and rooted in WEF and the NWO and their NGO’s.  Remember the ones who want to kill us, injure us, control us, and who see us as “useless eaters” to cull.


I started tuning into fellow Starseed, and Light Warriors, and people I saw as individuals with a spiritual backbone, I tuned into David Wilcock LIVE on Divine Cosmos, on YouTube, Intuitive Warrior Michael Jaco, David Nino Rodriquez, of Nino’s Corner, I listened to whistleblowers, real people injured by the bioweapon jabs, the covert-19 scam, masks, coercion, lies, and fraudulent science.  I tuned into Stew Peter’s, and Died Suddenly feeds on social media.  I listened to real people’s stories there, and real doctors and real truth exposing documentaries watched my millions of truth seeking people, worldwide.    

I listened to Vera Sharav, a Holocaust Surviver.  Tuned into Laura Eisenhower, Naomi Wolf, Ishmael Perez, Jim Breuer, Magenta Pixie, James Gilliland, of ECETI and As Tou Wish Radio & Scott McKay of Patriot Street Fighter on Rumble, Gregg Braden, Sacha Stone, Dr Sherri Tenpenny Dr Zev Zelenko, Dr. Stella Immanuel, Dr. Christiane Northrup, Dr. Bryan Ardis, Del Bigtree, Kerry Cassidy of Project Camelot, and more.  

I found Tarot with Janine, and Beyond Mystic with Jean-Claude on Rumble.  I tuned into resonant real people’s stories, and real leaders and citizen journalists, remote viewers, channels, Kryon, and even a mother and community on YouTube called, “Channeling Erik,” where a doctor mother’s son committed suicide, wrote a book from the light, and assists humans with healing and guidance from the angelic realms now.  He lives beyond past and future, and is channeled, by mediums, in supporting us by making predictions, teaching lessons, sharing guidance, and sometimes interviewing humans as spirits, after their earthly death.  

I put it all together and feel into and assess what actually rings, consistently true!  If it doesn’t,  I’m pretty immune to it, at this point.  Sometimes info comes to me in a dream or an intuition, updating me on who is real and who is sold out, or a fraud, or a criminal, predator, or a profiteer.  The more I research and study, listen and intuit, the more ridiculous most everything on MSM ( mainstream media) or the corrupt BBC fake news channels sound.  What a pack of lies.  I look out at you, who still consume those lies as prisoners of war.  I can’t imagine paying these corrupt fraudsters for their lies via newspapers, magazines, books, television, movies, infiltrated music, comedy, sports and pop culture.  Yet the masses do so daily, without question.  


What’s fascinating is that the resources I was guided too, most of them are years ahead, and have long track records of sharing information that turns out to be ahead of its time, and consistently true.


I started to question everything I had been sold.  The biggest liars were found to be the mainstream news, the Hollywood hypocrites, and the NGO organizations wielding power while never voted into any.  The big liars and criminals included many invested in information control, including all the social media outlets that colluded with corrupt government, to ban truth, and truth tellers from us, and to wage disinformation campaigns, and scapegoat and hate campaigns against LIFE, TRUTH, Americans, Christians, Jews, whistleblowers, health, healers, doctors, researchers, Americans, American leaders,  whole political parties, authors, and truth tellers.


I learned about Transhumanist and the Marxist color revolution, and I learned of how Germany lost the war, yet the Nazi’s never really lost, they were supported through WWII by corrupt American corporations and interests, including Ford and IBM.  I learned that the Nazi’s infiltrated America, Ukraine, Argentina, and infiltrated American  and global news via an operation called Project Mockingbird.  I learned about the Satanic Masons and elite gender inversion and baphomet idealization in Hollywood.  I learned that many women we’ve been sold, in pop culture have dicks, and fake themselves to be women, with fake pregnancies and fake lives.  This is a step in the way to Transhumanism.  I learned that leaders like Klaus Schwab and his sick minions don’t believe in God, life, family, nor freedoms, yet aspire to transhumanism, eugenics, and modern AI slavery.


I learned about how many men and people in power including influential gurus, aspire to eugenics.  So I trust my intuition, and I’ve learned to research more directly, and tune into, and value the resonant Light Warriors who research beyond what the mainstream and what the now infiltrated Liberal Democrats sell and attempt to enslave us into!  Many don’t understand that they are supporting the eugenicists, the NWO criminals, predators and pedophiles!


I am not invested in selling what I see to anyone else.  Yet I am not a dumbed down sheeple, willing to sell off my DNA, life, health consciousness, mind, and body to the lowest bidders, like Big Harma, the Nazi’s and the New World Order.  So I think independently, and I align with and attune with the leaders who think and research independently too!

I’m multidimensional, so I resonate with fellow aware multidimensionals, and multidimensional resources.  Always did!

And so in all of this research I learned that not only is President Donald Trump on our side.  I learned that he was strategically chosen by an organization some call the Alliance, the white hats, and or the World Alliance, to stand up to, expose and bring justice to  the globalist criminals, the enemies infiltrating America and frankly the eugenicists, predators, parasites, criminals, and murderers still abusing power in our nation and world.

I see it happening brilliantly, a strategic war to protect, free, transform, and empower the American people,  and all of Earth’s people, into the Golden Age and our New Earth.

I see our president, and his team, as here, navigating our emergence into a space race simultaneously to all of their other tasks and projects.  I honor and respect them, so much. 

Imagine so many sadistic, hate filled forces attacking one person everyday, as part of their satanic Death Cult, scapegoating President Trump as their war and strategy.  All the while, as other lies, democide, sadistic and deluded plans are all being exposed by not so much a king, yet certainly a Knight of honor, risking life, family, assets, earnings, privacy, safety, creations, freedoms, and reputation to safeguard America, Americans, now the Americas, peace, freedom, health, liberty and LIFE, here on planet earth for all who are honest, for all who are willing and free.
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I’m not in a cult.  Donald Trump is not my dictator.  I believe he is leading a military operation to uplift our world.  And I relate in great gratitude and celebration as an ally who came to trail-blaze our human family’s emergence into the New Earth.

Yet the death cult that has raped and pillaged, looyed, and polluted life, family, America, freedom, truth, valor, health, human immunity, justice, our DNA, the educational system, arts and entertainment, medicine, wealth, earth, sky, water, weather, balance, and the authentic polarities of true masculine men, and real women-born, feminine women, all, while itself, being artificial, sadistic, wounded, dangerous, and while retarding humanity on every level possible.

So to your question, 

“but how do you know it's the truth rather than a spin or propaganda? How many sources jointly verify before you know it's true? If you weren't there and didn't see and experience, how can you be certain? What news source in this case is verifiable? This is BIG NEWS if it's true. Fear mongering and promoting if not”

So again, I’ve been bullied, name called, scapegoated, schooled, cancelled, defended, disagreed with, loved, encouraged, supported and appreciated on-line, this week, posting what may be true, what I believe, what those I trust are digging up, and more.

Listening to patterns revealed, facts exposed, facts denied, fears for the worst, hopes for the best, all of this and more.  I’ve been psychoanalyzed, philosophized to, debunked, projected on and the full range of engagements, and abuses.  “How can I think this?”  “How do I know that?”  It feels like the small traps people live in are getting too tight.  Maybe they don’t remember the freedom of individuated thought?  

There’s a strategic war being fought against the predatory criminals.  That’s how I see it.  I see us winning.  Are there other sides?  Sure there are!

I believe I’ve already answered to the best of my ability.

I have been questioning, systems busting, healing and transforming and expressing myself, facilitating guidance and healing from within, with others, taking a break from facilitating guidance and healing from within,  with others.  I am expressing, in various ways.  Stabilizing, simplifying, researching, living, healing, intuiting, living, and dreaming.

I’m just not hooked on the drug called mainstream news any more.  I’ve researched beyond it, and I don’t find validity in it, overall.  It no longer comforts me if it ever did.

So once again, I research, I share resonation, I intuit, I dream, I open to multidimensional sources,, resources, and more.  I tune into the Starseed, the alternative communities, my heart, my soul, my guidance system, and more.  I talk to people.  People open up to me.  On a good day, I open up to them.

News is not some cross I need to bare, as a burden.  I don’t have much to prove nor disprove.  What motivates me is mostly for me, and a treat when others can even see and share and celebrate what I see, too.

I’m mostly right brain, and barely left brained when I don’t have to be.  Most of our enslavement is kept locked in by left brain bullshit… XXXX XXXX XXXX XXXX XX/XX XXX Isn’t it now?  I trust that is changing,  

Stop the junk mail, stop the adds, stop telling me shit I am not even buying!!!  Stop telling me peanuts are poison… I grew up, when they were a food! 

So when friends ask me questions like the question above, I cannot fit my answer into a Facebook post, reply, comment box!  Who could?

The answer is that the last 6 years kicked my ass, and forced me to look beyond what you and other people buy as truth.  I’ve been oriented like this, in many ways,  all my lifetime, likely.  I just didn’t always fall for what the masses bought without question.  I may have missed out on a some great stuff!

I quit formal Judaism at  age 15.  I really found it confining.  I live TV free, overall, most of my adult life.  The systems don’t tend to meet nor feed me fully.  Perhaps I’m an artist, overall! 

So in stating that I am not obsessed with needing the truth I alight on to it, and it feels free!  It doesn’t have to be anyone else’s.  I guess I just TRUST who I am, what I research and assess, and understand.  I’m part of a large number of us, Indigos, Starseed, Crystalline, Rainbows, Systems Busters,  New Kids, Galactic Volunteers, Rainbow Warriors, Wayshowers,  and Light Warriors.

We don’t lock ourselves into the same strict structures, as many do.  We aren’t necessarily asking our questions in the same way as you are.  We’ve learned that the ready made, cookie cutter, boxed in options don’t always sell, compel, or even fit us.

I was introduced many years ago, at a friend’s wedding, as “This is Jen.  But I have to warn you, she makes it all up as she goes along!”

Maybe some, or a mass of the people, will just always buy most of what they’re sold.

I wish my life had more of that ease sometimes.  

Yet I am more at home in being this one who makes it all up as I go along!  I am more comfortable encouraging you to be the kid who playfully makes it all up as you go along.  I believe it’s the solution for war, shit news, and insecure, energy suck, sadists, parasites, and power mongers.

Expand, relax, stretch out, open to who you are, trust it.  Trust your divinity so deeply, that it’s  equally easy to trust me in mine.  Make it all up, on such an infinite scale, that you’re too expansive to operate in anything less than full love and kindness.  

That’s a bit about me, and where I source my information, and if it’s for good or for bad?!  It’s for me, with me.  No one gets to really judge who I am, nor what I choose.  We each stay, or move on, open, and sometimes close.  I think that’s it for me.  

I loved structure and also play in kindergarten.  I loved learning the alphabet and how to read and write words.  

What do I believe, what do I buy, what do I give, celebrate and share?  What do I make up?  What do we co-create?  What matters, what do we no longer value?  Isn’t it all great?  Isn’t it remarkable?  Isn’t it at least mostly great?  Aren’t we magical?  

Who put me in this box?  I’m so grateful we are free to dance and glide again out of it!  What are we choosing?  Shall I remind you, you are free?  Can I remember and treasure my freedom and structure? Do I trust myself?  Do I trust and express my divinity fully?  Does it even matter what anyone thinks about what I think?  What makes me care?  I could care less.  I could care less, and be better off for it!

I don’t know, but I am grateful to be alive and share holy connection on our shared earth.  Hope I never need a job resumé for anything but scratch paper again!

Wonder what all those people I love are up too, right about now?  Maybe I’ll see them in my dreams!

Maybe I’ll meet up with them, right here in my life!  Maybe all the news I need, is the news I make!



Wednesday, December 31, 2025

Finding Clarity, Trust, and Harmony Within




Grateful sharing joy with amazing friends, and also sometimes recalibrating quietly with my spirit guides and my wholeness.


This year has been so intense out there, on loved ones, and within myself, even though I am safe, well, and loved!  It’s been incredibly supportive to steep in my own center, and take days and nights and some whole weeks, to simply work, rest, relax, and be, and not too much else.


In the New Year, I can reassess.


Last year and this year, I felt this extreme sensitivity to how I allowed some of my friends to engage with me.  I felt a new wave of this, again this holiday.


I am feeling less tolerant of what I call looting and polluting, and sometimes invasion, or all knowing future predictions from external sources.  What’s more is I’m learning to clarify this, sometimes awkwardly.  Sometimes I just pull inward, and leave my friends outside, as I tend to my soul in ways I don’t always feel met in from outside.


In my workplace, we all bring certain levels of security, soul, spiritual backbone, and self responsibility.  We don’t agree on everything, and we instead respect and love each other, without needing to push anyone to be more like us!


After the experiment of the scamdemic, well I ended up steeping within my direct self and life, a lot more.


I’m still part imperfect human, and whole soul and spirit.


My mom passed 18 or more months ago.  We both challenged and loved one another.  Our relationship softened at the end, as she was again very secure on multiple levels, and softened, across her last chapters.  It was a gift to all of us!  I also consciously chose to live out West, and far away from her, across my adult years.


Now that the LIGHT is really embracing LIFE, and the influences of the dark are also playing out, and new levels of divide are being weaponized, and played out against us, I am finding empowerment within.  


Some say the New Earth is active, and some say the reptilians have been cleared, and that we are on a positive path where New Earth, harmony, peace, and beauty are more assured than ever.


I see, feel, and honor this as a reality, a probability for we willing to align within such Grace, connection, and beauty!


I feel the energies have shifted, in me, and around me.  Like a massage therapist who has worn their body out, and moves to a less intensive form of service, I feel more called to seek, secure, and find joy and harmony and beauty within.


2025 was the first year, in about 15 or so, where I just wasn’t up for helping others glean healing and guidance from within, officially, for my work.


I wasn’t particularly up for seeking deep, official, external outlets, nor facilitators to help me find guidance and healing within.  No fancy tricks really appealed to me, on this level.  I overall did not make much of any art, nor do anything formal with my writing, outside of sharing with my own psyche by journaling, receiving crystaline colors for comfort, and spouting and sharing some insights on Facebook.


I take comfort in not knowing what I will be doing next, nor what I will do to earn my way, nor which friends I will share life with.


It feels like a death on so many levels.  I also have more books, and possessions, in ways that feel oppressive, rather than freeing.  I’ve been slow to let go of so many things, and scale down as I’m really drawn to.  Many DVD’s, books, and soon CD’s in boxes, ready to release.


I may call in help in the new year, to scale down efficiently.


I did travel to Hot Springs Arkansas, and stay with  my beloved Soul SiStar Lori Smiskol, and meet friends there, and steep in nature, fitness, healing community, and simplicity of small, quaint, welcoming community.  I felt at home here, in ways I haven’t felt consistently in Santa Fe, across the crimes against humanity, and the war in new forms, against America and human kind, of the last 6 years.  


Still I celebrate our evolution primarily, and see the war, as secondary, and not fully mine to hold, nor carry.


Yet I needed to cultivate the wonderful feelings found there, here in my own heart, life, and community.  Never expected to desire to leave all that I love here, in and around Santa Fe, New Mexico.  Yet this is still my plan.


So I feel that my new quantum leap is letting me be me, trusting the divinity of who I am, and allowing this shift to amplify my trust, to let other people be who they are.


It’s different from how I was, in some ways, and a dear continuum also.


So what can I do, but bless my changes, my exceptionally slow pace, my unknowing, my knowing, and my leap to quantum clarity, without too much bravado nor say about it, fully!?!


Slowing down, allowing who I am, and growing new security in this right here, right now, helps me embrace and celebrate new levels of TRUST, in who I am.


I haven’t texted, e-mailed, messenger mailed, nor called everyone back.  Haven’t thanked everyone, nor followed through on everything I could have.  Still more to do on those outward call-and-responses.


Still I am pleased with my clarity, comfort levels, and trust in my soul, spirit, choices, life, and human expression.


I will share this, and love and trust those who ultimately share resonance, leaping forward.


It is good.  I bless my mess, my pace, and my empowerment journey, right here on planet Earth.


I bless you and yours too, all who know me, all who read this, all who don’t.  I love you, and bless yours journey, our learning, our recalibration, yours and my empowerment too.  It’s been an astounding journey.  And it continues to be so!


We are here.  We qualified to be here.  May as well bless it all!


Monday, May 5, 2025

Emergence, Renewal, and New Leaps




I am grateful 
to my friend Wayne Overall, who shared some encouraging words about my expressive writing gifts, with me today.


I guess I stopped expressing through writing, at least formally, on my blog, early in 2021.


Probably around this same time, I also shut down my love of, and prioritization of expressing through making art, when I instead was facing the loss of so many of my closest friends and caring friendships.


This is all something worthy of looking at, and reviving, where vitality invites!


There is a lot of my true self, my home, my property, my passions, my self care, and visions for what I intended, and even my soul work, that I have simply shut down, and stopped uplifting.


I’ve lived through the passing, near and beyond 90, of both my beloved parents.


I’ve lived through the trauma of broken friendships, betrayals of sorts, or simply growth in severed and different directions.


My soul self took on opportunities like I was back in the spiritual world, like I was limitless.


Yet I must have broke, in the energies between defending my truth, and outgrowing my comfort and resonance in and with Santa Fe, amidst the changes within me, and those outside of me.


Now I am living simply, and very aware of the hurts I have let fester inside me, and some out around me!


I am more open to collapsing my tent, here, and moving forward, in a place of new resonance and clear kind beginnings.


I never imagined I would suddenly feel inspired to move on from Santa Fe.  


Yet inspired by my friend and soul sistar Lori Smiskol, I am plotting my likely course, somewhere more gentle for me.


Also inspired by my friend and soul kin Paula Watters Jones, who moved from Taos, New Mexico, and closer to Dolores Cannon Country, and is loving the dream, growing her food, painting her art, visiting Santa Fe, New Mexico, and selling her paintings on famous Canyon Road!


I am looking at the possibilities that moving to Arkansas may hold.  I am exploring Hot Springs and Hot Springs Village, in central Arkansas, as a possible next leap, and new home, surrounded by gentle people, warm community, lakes, water, crystals, swimming pols, hiking trails, and a slower pace of living, I just may need in recovering myself!


Make Jen Great Again.


My last name and my essence is encoded with clarity.  And alas we are in a polarity school.  


So while I feel self judgment, sadness, failure, and pretty lonely through so much of these changes, I equally welcome and bless trailblazing transformation, new beginnings, clarity, and renewal.


I will turn 60 in a few months.  I’m ready to leave a  lot of wreckage and loss behind me, and explore a whole new cycle of who I am, opening more room for me, and new levels and expressions of nature, America, community, friendship, safety, balance, ease, communion, and blessed service.


I am ready to embrace the unknown, to be free, and be free to be me, in a whole new place and way.


I am grateful to all the people and places, community, and activities thus far, here, in my home of 25 years.


And I am ready to try something new, and to embrace a whole new cycle of a life that delights and surprises me first, and me to share, as I glean a new flow.


So thank you to all who inspire me.


The divide, crash, fall, and breakdown, has not been easy!  Yet we emerge anew and can do so, again and again.


On the wings of love, all my Dear Ones!


I love you all,  across our odd changes, and beyond!


Sad for the lower range emotions.  Yet grateful for opportunities through authenticity, for betterment, renewal, uplift, and connection.


This quest began in connection!


This human experience, it cheers us on, when we hold it in a fresh and bright light!


Dear encouragement on your best pathway, and quantum leaps, my precious friends! 💛💖🩵