Out of theBox

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Across the ruckus of the news reals, responses, thoughts, feelings, misunderstandings, allegiances, and remaining questions, I fire off this response.  The question lies buried, somewhere near the bottom, where the answers usually lie!  Please enjoy:

Aha, friend, now you’re finally coming around and getting to the point!! 

I had to go and scroll on your profile to see what info you buy into and root in!  OK, now we’re on!  It appears from what you repost that you basically buy what is convenient, accessible, what is sold to you.  You may question it, you may not.  But it appears like you buy what MSM news sell you, straight up.  You even repost some of it.  You question how I know what’s true, and you repost very mainstream news bytes, and seemingly liberal democrat news, fed to you from MSN and Yahoo news.  Okay.  Now I have a sense of where to start!

I have been mostly off of paid TV programming across the majority of my adult life.

During the propagandemic, I started out a liberal in a majority liberal town.

By July 2020, I became a Republican, and later an Independent Voter, still a questioning and curious Conservative American Patriot and Truther.

I ended up staying home and accepting government money and not paying my mortgage across 18 months.  I had a lot of free time.  I started researching on-line to learn what the hell was going on.  I learned that a lot of news sources I blindly trusted were full of shit, paid by sources aligned with, and rooted in WEF and the NWO and their NGO’s.  

I started tuning into fellow Starseed, and Light Warriors, and people I saw as individuals with a spiritual backbone, including David Wilcock LIVE on Divine Cosmos, on YouTube, Intuitive Warrior Michael Jaco, David Nino Rodriquez, of Nino’s Corner, I listened to whistleblowers, real people injured by the bioweapon con-vid scam coercion and jabs, masks, and bullshit.  I tuned into Stew Peter’s, and his Died Suddenly feeds on social media.  I listened to Vera Sharav, a Holocaust Surviver.  Tuned into Laura Eisenhower, Naomi Wolf, Ishmael Perez, Jim Breuer, Magenta Pixie, James Gilliland, of ECETI and As You Wish Radio & Scott McKay of Patriot Street Fighter on Rumble, Gregg Braden, Dr Sherri Tenpenny,  Dr Zev Zelenko, Dr. Christiane Northrup, Dr. Bryan Ardis, Del Bigtree, and more.  I found Tarot with Janine, and Beyond Mystic with Jean-Claude and Tarot with Janine on Rumble.  The CB loser they were to the target, the faster they got canceled and kicked off of YouTube, all except  for David Wilcock who was patient and clever entertaining to outsmart them! Michael Jaco won our trust, getting kicked off of YouTube, between 7 and 14 times.  He’s a fighter, so he kept bouncing back with a new account like Michael Jaco 7.  Here’s his description on YouTube: Michael Jaco - YouTube

Michael Jaco - Former Tier One Navy SEAL for 24 years and 11 years as CIA combat zone security. Intuitive, Remote Viewer, Influencer and 5D warfare fighter.

If I was held captive by a socialist regime, here in America and actually allowed to listen to one and only one newscaster, screw Fox News, I would tune into Michael Jaco first and foremost!  He’s an Author, a healer, a multidimensional, a galactic volunteer, he’s an Angelic warrior on earth, he’s been killed, then brought back.  He’s had his house in Florida flooded, during the weather wars, lost his son to death, and has since seen his winged son in the Angel realms.  He’s been attacked and targeted for openly sharing the truth, healing, and whistleblower guests he shares freely, on his show.  He constantly amazes me.  He’s a Remote Viewer who remembers past lives, with the best sense of humor, and an even deeper sense of honor.  He encourages us to “bring in the love vibration!” If you want to graduate off “news” through paid lies, I recommend go straight to Jaco.  He’ll blast you with truth, help protect your health, your life, and your assets, and wake your ass up, fast as you wanna go!  Check him out on Rumble, YouTube, and Facebook, if you want the clearest truth shared in the most direct way!

And as I was saying: I started to question everything I had been sold.  The biggest liars were found to be the mainstream news, the Hollywood hypocrites, and the NGO organizations wielding power while never voted into any.  The big liars and criminals included many invested in information control, including all the social media outlets that colluded with corrupt government to ban truth and truth tellers from us, and to wage disinformation campaigns, scapegoat and hate campaigns against LIFE, TRUTH, Americans, Christians, Jews, whistleblowers, health, healers, doctors, researchers, Americans, and truth tellers., and leaders.

I learned about transhumanism and the Marxist color revolution through Mel K, and Roseanne  Barr.I learned of how Germany lost WWII, yet the Nazi’s never really lost, they were supported through WWII by corrupt American corporations and interests, including Ford and IBM.  I learned that the Nazi’s infiltrated America, Ukraine, Argentina, and infiltrated American and world news, via a Nazi operation called “Project Mockingbird.”  I learned about the Satanic Masons and elite gender inversion and baphomet idealization in Satanic Hollywood.  I learned that many women we’ve been sold, in pop culture have dicks, and falsify them selves to be women, with fake pregnancies and fake lives.  

I learned these satanic inversions infiltrate Hollywood, the music industry, TV and comedy, government leadership, sports, feminism, pop culture, industries, and more.

Transgenderism, elite gender inversion, and related abuses of children, are steps, or the price paid, on the road to Transhumanism, and or modern AI slavery .  The Masonic Lodge or Masonic Temple play a role in Satanic abuses, elite gender inversion, horrific abuses of children and babies, and worse!  I learned that leaders like Klaus Schwab and his sick minions don’t believe in God, LIFE, family, nor freedoms, yet aspire to transhumanism, eugenics, and AI slavery, for the he human masses!

To learn more about sexual trafficking, MK Ultra Mind Control programs and abuses, and Project Monarch, research, and listen to abuse survivor Cathy O’Brien, on Rumble or YouTube. Read her books and listen to her story.  If she can heal and transform, we all can!

I learned about how many men and people in power, and in the entertainment industry and in political circles including influential gurus, aspire to eugenics, in their shared depopulation agendas.  So I trust my intuition, and I’ve learned to research more directly, to  tune into and value the resonant Light Warriors who research beyond what the mainstream, and what the now infiltrated Liberal Democrats sell and attempt to enslave us into!

I am not invested in selling what I see to anyone else.  Yet I am not a dumbed down sheeple, willing to sell off my DNA, life, health, consciousness, mind, and body to the lowest bidders, like Big Harma, the Nazi’s and the New World Order.  So I think independently, and I align with and attune with the leaders who think and research independently too! 

During the propagandemic I started out a liberal in a majority liberal town.

I ended up staying home and accepting government money, and not paying my home’s mortgage across 18 months.  An unstable employer fired me as soon as the scamdemic officially started.  I couldn’t be honest, and get hired in my field of art sales, in art galleries, in my 80% liberal town.  I had a lot of free time.  I started researching on-line, to learn what the hell was going on.  I learned that a lot of news sources I blindly trusted were full of shit, paid by sources aligned and rooted in WEF and the NWO and their NGO’s.  Remember the ones who want to kill us, injure us, control us, and who see us as “useless eaters” to cull.

I started tuning into fellow Starseed, and Light Warriors, and people I saw as individuals with a spiritual backbone, I tuned into David Wilcock LIVE on Divine Cosmos, on YouTube, Intuitive Warrior Michael Jaco, David Nino Rodriquez, of Nino’s Corner, I listened to whistleblowers, real people injured by the bioweapon jabs, the covert-19 scam, masks, coercion, lies, and fraudulent science.  I tuned into Stew Peter’s, and Died Suddenly feeds on social media.  I listened to real people’s stories there, and real doctors and real truth exposing documentaries watched my millions of truth seeking people, worldwide.    

I listened to Vera Sharav, a Holocaust Surviver.  Tuned into Laura Eisenhower, Naomi Wolf, Ishmael Perez, Jim Breuer, Magenta Pixie, James Gilliland, of ECETI and As Tou Wish Radio & Scott McKay of Patriot Street Fighter on Rumble, Gregg Braden, Sacha Stone, Dr Sherri Tenpenny Dr Zev Zelenko, Dr. Stella Immanuel, Dr. Christiane Northrup, Dr. Bryan Ardis, Del Bigtree, Kerry Cassidy of Project Camelot, and more.  

I found Tarot with Janine, and Beyond Mystic with Jean-Claude on Rumble.  I tuned into resonant real people’s stories, and real leaders and citizen journalists, remote viewers, channels, Kryon, and even a mother and community on YouTube called, “Channeling Erik,” where a doctor mother’s son committed suicide, wrote a book from the light, and assists humans with healing and guidance from the angelic realms now.  He lives beyond past and future, and is channeled, by mediums, in supporting us by making predictions, teaching lessons, sharing guidance, and sometimes interviewing humans as spirits, after their earthly death.  

I put it all together and feel into and assess what actually rings, consistently true!  If it doesn’t,  I’m pretty immune to it, at this point.  Sometimes info comes to me in a dream or an intuition, updating me on who is real and who is sold out, or a fraud, or a criminal, predator, or a profiteer.  The more I research and study, listen and intuit, the more ridiculous most everything on MSM ( mainstream media) or the corrupt BBC fake news channels sound.  What a pack of lies.  I look out at you, who still consume those lies as prisoners of war.  I can’t imagine paying these corrupt fraudsters for their lies via newspapers, magazines, books, television, movies, infiltrated music, comedy, sports and pop culture.  Yet the masses do so daily, without question.  

What’s fascinating is that the resources I was guided too, most of them are years ahead, and have long track records of sharing information that turns out to be ahead of its time, and consistently true.

I started to question everything I had been sold.  The biggest liars were found to be the mainstream news, the Hollywood hypocrites, and the NGO organizations wielding power while never voted into any.  The big liars and criminals included many invested in information control, including all the social media outlets that colluded with corrupt government, to ban truth, and truth tellers from us, and to wage disinformation campaigns, and scapegoat and hate campaigns against LIFE, TRUTH, Americans, Christians, Jews, whistleblowers, health, healers, doctors, researchers, Americans, American leaders,  whole political parties, authors, and truth tellers.

I learned about Transhumanist and the Marxist color revolution, and I learned of how Germany lost the war, yet the Nazi’s never really lost, they were supported through WWII by corrupt American corporations and interests, including Ford and IBM.  I learned that the Nazi’s infiltrated America, Ukraine, Argentina, and infiltrated American  and global news via an operation called Project Mockingbird.  I learned about the Satanic Masons and elite gender inversion and baphomet idealization in Hollywood.  I learned that many women we’ve been sold, in pop culture have dicks, and fake themselves to be women, with fake pregnancies and fake lives.  This is a step in the way to Transhumanism.  I learned that leaders like Klaus Schwab and his sick minions don’t believe in God, life, family, nor freedoms, yet aspire to transhumanism, eugenics, and modern AI slavery.

I learned about how many men and people in power including influential gurus, aspire to eugenics.  So I trust my intuition, and I’ve learned to research more directly, and tune into, and value the resonant Light Warriors who research beyond what the mainstream and what the now infiltrated Liberal Democrats sell and attempt to enslave us into!  Many don’t understand that they are supporting the eugenicists, the NWO criminals, predators and pedophiles!

I am not invested in selling what I see to anyone else.  Yet I am not a dumbed down sheeple, willing to sell off my DNA, life, health consciousness, mind, and body to the lowest bidders, like Big Harma, the Nazi’s and the New World Order.  So I think independently, and I align with and attune with the leaders who think and research independently too!

I’m multidimensional, so I resonate with fellow aware multidimensionals, and multidimensional resources.  Always did!

And so in all of this research I learned that not only is President Donald Trump on our side.  I learned that he was strategically chosen by an organization some call the Alliance, the white hats, and or the World Alliance, to stand up to, expose and bring justice to  the globalist criminals, the enemies infiltrating America and frankly the eugenicists, predators, parasites, criminals, and murderers still abusing power in our nation and world.

I see it happening brilliantly, a strategic war to protect, free, transform, and empower the American people,  and all of Earth’s people, into the Golden Age and our New Earth.

I see our president, and his team, as here, navigating our emergence into a space race simultaneously to all of their other tasks and projects.  I honor and respect them, so much. 

Imagine so many sadistic, hate filled forces attacking one person everyday, as part of their satanic Death Cult, scapegoating President Trump as their war and strategy.  All the while, as other lies, democide, sadistic and deluded plans are all being exposed by not so much a king, yet certainly a Knight of honor, risking life, family, assets, earnings, privacy, safety, creations, freedoms, and reputation to safeguard America, Americans, now the Americas, peace, freedom, health, liberty and LIFE, here on planet earth for all who are honest, for all who are willing and free.

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I’m not in a cult.  Donald Trump is not my dictator.  I believe he is leading a military operation to uplift our world.  And I relate in great gratitude and celebration as an ally who came to trail-blaze our human family’s emergence into the New Earth.

Yet the death cult that has raped and pillaged, looyed, and polluted life, family, America, freedom, truth, valor, health, human immunity, justice, our DNA, the educational system, arts and entertainment, medicine, wealth, earth, sky, water, weather, balance, and the authentic polarities of true masculine men, and real women-born, feminine women, all, while itself, being artificial, sadistic, wounded, dangerous, and while retarding humanity on every level possible.

So to your question, 

“but how do you know it's the truth rather than a spin or propaganda? How many sources jointly verify before you know it's true? If you weren't there and didn't see and experience, how can you be certain? What news source in this case is verifiable? This is BIG NEWS if it's true. Fear mongering and promoting if not”

So again, I’ve been bullied, name called, scapegoated, schooled, cancelled, defended, disagreed with, loved, encouraged, supported and appreciated on-line, this week, posting what may be true, what I believe, what those I trust are digging up, and more.

Listening to patterns revealed, facts exposed, facts denied, fears for the worst, hopes for the best, all of this and more.  I’ve been psychoanalyzed, philosophized to, debunked, projected on and the full range of engagements, and abuses.  “How can I think this?”  “How do I know that?”  It feels like the small traps people live in are getting too tight.  Maybe they don’t remember the freedom of individuated thought?  

There’s a strategic war being fought against the predatory criminals.  That’s how I see it.  I see us winning.  Are there other sides?  Sure there are!

I believe I’ve already answered to the best of my ability.

I have been questioning, systems busting, healing and transforming and expressing myself, facilitating guidance and healing from within, with others, taking a break from facilitating guidance and healing from within,  with others.  I am expressing, in various ways.  Stabilizing, simplifying, researching, living, healing, intuiting, living, and dreaming.

I’m just not hooked on the drug called mainstream news any more.  I’ve researched beyond it, and I don’t find validity in it, overall.  It no longer comforts me if it ever did.

So once again, I research, I share resonation, I intuit, I dream, I open to multidimensional sources,, resources, and more.  I tune into the Starseed, the alternative communities, my heart, my soul, my guidance system, and more.  I talk to people.  People open up to me.  On a good day, I open up to them.

News is not some cross I need to bare, as a burden.  I don’t have much to prove nor disprove.  What motivates me is mostly for me, and a treat when others can even see and share and celebrate what I see, too.

I’m mostly right brain, and barely left brained when I don’t have to be.  Most of our enslavement is kept locked in by left brain bullshit… XXXX XXXX XXXX XXXX XX/XX XXX Isn’t it now?  I trust that is changing,  

Stop the junk mail, stop the adds, stop telling me shit I am not even buying!!!  Stop telling me peanuts are poison… I grew up, when they were a food! 

So when friends ask me questions like the question above, I cannot fit my answer into a Facebook post, reply, comment box!  Who could?

The answer is that the last 6 years kicked my ass, and forced me to look beyond what you and other people buy as truth.  I’ve been oriented like this, in many ways,  all my lifetime, likely.  I just didn’t always fall for what the masses bought without question.  I may have missed out on a some great stuff!

I quit formal Judaism at  age 15.  I really found it confining.  I live TV free, overall, most of my adult life.  The systems don’t tend to meet nor feed me fully.  Perhaps I’m an artist, overall! 

So in stating that I am not obsessed with needing the truth I alight on to it, and it feels free!  It doesn’t have to be anyone else’s.  I guess I just TRUST who I am, what I research and assess, and understand.  I’m part of a large number of us, Indigos, Starseed, Crystalline, Rainbows, Systems Busters,  New Kids, Galactic Volunteers, Rainbow Warriors, Wayshowers,  and Light Warriors.

We don’t lock ourselves into the same strict structures, as many do.  We aren’t necessarily asking our questions in the same way as you are.  We’ve learned that the ready made, cookie cutter, boxed in options don’t always sell, compel, or even fit us.

I was introduced many years ago, at a friend’s wedding, as “This is Jen.  But I have to warn you, she makes it all up as she goes along!”

Maybe some, or a mass of the people, will just always buy most of what they’re sold.

I wish my life had more of that ease sometimes.  

Yet I am more at home in being this one who makes it all up as I go along!  I am more comfortable encouraging you to be the kid who playfully makes it all up as you go along.  I believe it’s the solution for war, shit news, and insecure, energy suck, sadists, parasites, and power mongers.

Expand, relax, stretch out, open to who you are, trust it.  Trust your divinity so deeply, that it’s  equally easy to trust me in mine.  Make it all up, on such an infinite scale, that you’re too expansive to operate in anything less than full love and kindness.  

That’s a bit about me, and where I source my information, and if it’s for good or for bad?!  It’s for me, with me.  No one gets to really judge who I am, nor what I choose.  We each stay, or move on, open, and sometimes close.  I think that’s it for me.  

I loved structure and also play in kindergarten.  I loved learning the alphabet and how to read and write words.  

What do I believe, what do I buy, what do I give, celebrate and share?  What do I make up?  What do we co-create?  What matters, what do we no longer value?  Isn’t it all great?  Isn’t it remarkable?  Isn’t it at least mostly great?  Aren’t we magical?  

Who put me in this box?  I’m so grateful we are free to dance and glide again out of it!  What are we choosing?  Shall I remind you, you are free?  Can I remember and treasure my freedom and structure? Do I trust myself?  Do I trust and express my divinity fully?  Does it even matter what anyone thinks about what I think?  What makes me care?  I could care less.  I could care less, and be better off for it!

I don’t know, but I am grateful to be alive and share holy connection on our shared earth.  Hope I never need a job resumé for anything but scratch paper again!

Wonder what all those people I love are up too, right about now?  Maybe I’ll see them in my dreams!

Maybe I’ll meet up with them, right here in my life!  Maybe all the news I need, is the news I make!

3-D Division, and Quantum Leaping into our 5-D Loving Unity!

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My response to a seeming, racist smear campaign against me, by someone of mixed race, in my local and on-line community.

Sharing this response post, to one of the most over-the-top, rage filled, racist projections, I have experienced in decades, towards me, by someone apparently highly conflicted inside, projecting her personal, and familial, and cultural hate, racism, devaluation, and the pain locked inside her, on social media, onto me, after my responding openly and honestly on a political post, on a local musician friend's wall.

I refuse to shut my heart down, and withhold my truth, simply because some may degrade it, within their own fear and pain projections. The fear of others, is not the definition of where I live. Yet it takes me some extra effort to navigate these challenges, due to my own human frailties, challenges, and programming. For me it is a life long, lives-long process of healing, and transformation, loving, and learning.

My response, after being targeted and ganged up on by the daughter of someone I have shared a treasured friendship with, over 20 years in Santa Fe, and after being blindly attacked and abused by other friends of friends who do not at all know me, in reality. I am not divided inside, as much as Americans and America is being systematically warred against to be, right now. I'm being tested, like many of us, and don't even blame the haters. I just know who I am. And I feel an immense sadness, and pain inside of me, to be abused in these high school clique like attacks. This is all part of our growing through this awkward, painful divide, and rebirth of sorts. Not trying to diminish, nor take away from other's experiences, perceptions, nor any of it.

I also wish to share this, because I have lived above the hate that was inflicted upon me in my own dysfunctional, tribal family of origins, and in socialization within my life, and communities. And I just want to hold harmony, true love, empathy and understanding that is mine, through all of this change. And I want to shed light on the haters, whatever perceptions and sides they align with, both the haters in my family, and in our community. And I want to say, I feel painful emotions too, I hear you, and I am not the enemy. Your pain is worthy of feeling, expressing, and getting help to feel, process, and finding support through processing. And it's important for me to see, know, and speak aloud, that I am not the cause of your pain, I am not your scapegoat, I am not the dangers you fear, out in the world. And I am not willing to pretend I am, nor am I a garbage dump for unprocessed pain of people whom I love, up close, or from far away. I am just not. I am not an adversary, nor am I an opponent, nor a stereotype, nor a threat. I don't need validation from people who can't see who I really even am, anyway.

Here is my response to getting dragged into racist hate, at a level I don't buy into, or fan the flames of intentionally, ever. Rather I hold views, as a human, and an American, that are under fire, as many people's views, and realities are, right now.

Hey, Local Friend that was always outwardly kind to me, prior to 2020. You're Mom was one of the first Artists who related to me, and welcomed me and gave me her original art, on layaway, when I was new in Santa Fe, years ago. I have 6 of her original paintings and prints, in my home, that bring me great joy. I do love your parents, and was given a CD of your music, years before you met me, and I felt a feeling of love, care, admiration, respect, and kvelling over you, as well.

I'm not outwardly a person of color. I fell in love with a man from West Africa, and after traveling there, did not feel that if he wished to move back, that much of what impassions me, in my healing work, even had any outlet there. Upon visiting, the family and culture was more into Christianity. I'm not so much religious.

So your projections on me are ironic, and I must conclude, not even about me, to me. I feel a lot of self hate projections, which is hard, as I was adopted, and my living parent is still filled with self hate and projections, and dumps these on me, in shocking moments. So yes your hate is painful to me. I don't expect you to be my friend if you don't see value in me. The healing work I do is for people who have a level of self trust, where they connect with Creator, and I facilitate their reconnection with the Source, and resources within them, so the one I lean into and trust, assisting my clients, are my clients themselves. I facilitate healing modalities with anyone who is drawn to, and shares a passion for the Soul, my teachers, and my offerings. I never really pushed it on you, anyone, nor anyone of color.

The people who seek me out for help, do so out of trust and resonance, not limiting their view of me to racist views, and separation. Wow.

I wish you only the best in your life.

When we spoke outside a grocery store, I experienced and expressed genuine valuing of your life, and you shared vulnerable topics, and I had no idea you may have had judgements about me, and or therapists, and or white people who hold space for our own transformational process, and those of others. Just Wow.

Ironically, I did see your Mom, in a grocery store parking lot, and it was after you had unfriended me, and I felt a horrible dread, over having been dumped by you, wondering if I am cast as an enemy of the whole family, now. I did not walk over and greet your Mom, as I have done over 20 years of shared friendship to me. Instead I felt really sad, and divided inside.

Tell you what, you define you, and I'lll define me, and if you can't share kindness with me anymore, in public, or on-line, let's let that be about you and your filters, and your unhealed wounds. I'm on my own healing curve myself, and feel bad to even participate in your pain, hate, racism, and judgement projections.

You want to hate Trump, go for it. I hate injustice, and racism, and have throughout my life, and learning about, and experiencing of them. Please don't project your judgements of Trump on me, because I am not him, and I am not fighting for racism, nor inequality, not corruption, when I simply see the possibility of Communism, the threats of Satanic Controllers, and indefinite fear and lockdown for the world, as manipulations, I stand against.

I see people fighting about cages, literal cages, cages of perceptions, and cages of projections. I want to live larger than this. I want to help myself and true friends through these challenging initiations. Yet I have to let go, and let people be who and where they are, as I speak openly to myself, and my friends, and community, about how I am willing to participate, and how I am not. And about what I hold as truth, and what I let others hold as their truth, yet know it does not define me from outside.

For my whole adult life, since I was 15, I have not experienced myself in the stereotypes much of society desperately clings to.

I am not apologetic for this. It is a spiritual gift I bring to the Earth plane. I couldn't trade it in, if I tried. Nor should I have to. If it irritates you, or you judge it, that's yours to face, and explore.

No it has not been easy, to see the souls in humans, when they, sometimes, can't even see the light in their own eyes, let alone the strength and qualities I see in them. Yet I would not turn my gifts down for anyone, nor anything. I am sure I have turned my gifts down, to fit in, to be loved, to be fed, and sustained from outside. Yet I am here trailblazing a whole new frequency into humanity, and I am at home within myself, and still learning to fully see, value, own, express, and contribute all the gifts my soul brings to the Earthly table.

Being real is nothing to feel ashamed of, within the dynamics of a healthy upbringing, a healthy family, healthy friendships, and healthy associations. Many of us have established, refined, transformed, and awoken these strengths within. It is not us who are sick. Yet it is not us who are always seen and valued from outside either. It's an inside job, at a certain point in the game. An inside job that is not always easy, or supported. Yet it is an inside job, that is worthy, valuable, rewarding, and ultimately sustaining. It is a hard won inner job, that once such resources are hard won, they can not be looted, undermined, nor broken, by forces outside, no matter how pained and desperate the detractors may act, or seem. They are merely facing their own wounds, and growth imperatives.

I never expected, at 55 years old, to have to play into hate, fear, blame, and scapegoating, on the scale that is unfurling in Americans, and in Humanity right now. Or maybe my soul knew all along, of the initiations that were coming, and why. It's still a shock for my human aspects, and my startled, scared inner child, still uncertain about my basic survival, and that of humanity, and America. Gratefully I have faith, I trust in my wholeness, and I trust in unity, wholeness, faith, and transformation within my nation, our human family, and our world.

In conclusion I love you. I love me. My coming to this life stage is both healthy, well nurtured, and hard won. How you feel about me, is none of my business, unless you have time, patience, will, and kindness to see the actual me, and not the propagandized, fear filtered version. That's your trash to deal with. And if you chose not to clean it up, I have virtually no say in that, except this expression to my self, my friends, and my community.

I will remain open in heart and soul to you, and to your shadow casting clique of bullying haters. That's me. That's how I lead life. That ultimately reflects on me, and my soul, and my capacity for valuing life, and my fellow admirable beings. I know these times are not easy to navigate for any of us. Still I am willing. And I release you back to your comfort zone, and or your discomfort zone, and back beyond both to the comfort zone where we met, before all this manufactured discord!

See you on the flip-side. And true deep divine love to all of us, sharing, caring, and giving our best, before, during, and after the big staged divide show! I trust we are bigger, brighter, and better than all this chaos, divide, and mayhem. Still I do hold faith in the changes many of us are holding light to traverse, and birth our world through.

InLakesh: I am another yourself!

Love and authenticity on the journey.

Love and faith through our Ascension.

Truly,

Jen

Waging Heart's Discernment Through Compassionate Understanding

Thank you again for bearing with me, us, and our world through such giant challenges and changes.

As I look within, I relate as an overall peacemaker personality, with some systems busting, rebel aspects, and a relatively open-minded, and multi-dimensional experience and outlook.

Again I want to honor and validate realities of the challenging time we are all traversing together, on Planet Earth right now. I have been posting anything, freely, that I support, and share faith in, mostly on Facebook, and other social media platforms. Anyone whom I see as sharing some truth.

As I look out into our world, I believe in a multi-dimensional and multifaceted reality, or set of realities, all operating on our planet at this time. It feels more complex, and complicated to express and communicate right now, especially on Facebook.

It still feels a lot easier to muster compassion for friends at the grocery store, than on social media. I want to clarify, that overall, I honor regulations, where I have been mostly sheltering at home, and wearing my hand made mask, when I do go out for essential trips to town, or in public.

Of course I feel great compassion for all effected by the Corona Virus, and especially those who have proven extra vulnerable, including elders, immune deficient people, Native elders, and people in NM, and Arizona, and our world, and the disproportionate # of black people, and people of color, some of whom are more endangered, during this time of heightened disease, and infection. When I see and listen to news reports on these realities, and feel horrible, as most of us do.

During this global infection, I also hold a lot of questions about who, why, how, when, where, and such, of what's behind this Pandemic, and if it's really a pandemic, or an infection, or what, and how we can best protect and maintain our civil liberties through this local and global turmoil.

Please know, that I apologize, as I know some of my Facebook posts have really rattled and offended my friends, and friends of my friends, and recently tons of creepy fake bots, posing as grinches, pet kitties, weird art, bloody horrors, cartoon unicorns, creepy patriarchs and patriots, in mostly non-human representations and avatars. I likely blocked some 20 - 50 fake profiles, this weekend, alone, who were bullying, and just not even real, let alone actual friends. So sh*t's gettin' weird, on corporate backed social media. I am witnessing partisan polarizations, freedoms polarizations, safety polarizations, fake news - real news - sponsored news - corrupted news - polarizations, and wars, info wars against factions, info wars within factions. It's been horrific, in this way.

My overall experience holds me to be a peaceful, loving, unifying person and soul. I have no real interest in stirring drama, promoting attacks on others, and so on. What a stupid waste of time, purpose and energy! Really!

For the record, I am not anti mask, nor anti vaccination. I am for learning from many people, for guidance within, and through experts in their fields. I also want to learn more, and expose what I see as dangers, lies, and corrupt institutions, laws, and manipulators, bringing them into full transparency of both the truth and the lies. I want to help bring the lies and manipulations to justice, of these many old, enslaving dictates, regulations, practices, and spins of information, as so many corrupt leaders have been operating, and misleading humanity through, now, and throughout history.

My stance is, that I aspire to learn from the people who are questioning the efficacy and safety of suddenly masking and regulating all of global humanity, in the name of safety, as thoroughly as, many of our friends and family members are questioning the questioners. Can't we all question? Or is only one portion of humanity just in questioning our realities?

If we could restore justice to all the old failing systems of the currently dying paradigm, I might feel encouraged to someday consider taking a clean, honestly regulated vaccine. Or I might discover new options and alternatives for maintaining such a healthy immune system, that I am open to shifts in our evolution, out beyond vaccines. Overall, I am more interested in the immune strengthening options, and in enhancing our rights to be free to explore all the facts, without all the high levels of repression, suppression, and mass brainwashing, that do not allow free circulation of truth, studies, films, facts, research, voices, and researchers.

As the Galactic Volunteer and Early Indigo Aura based Explorer that I am, I don't relate to my skin color, or outward culture, or upbringing, as my defining truth, culture, or identification, yet I honor that many do, for themselves.

Still, I am standing up to question the truth behind many lies. Many are doing so by my side. And possibly many more, feel really safe and protected, in the same areas and restrictions I am questioning. And perhaps many people feel very threatened and unsafe, within some of the explorations, and investigations I feel empowered, and comforted, engaging in.

So I shift several times daily, in what I feel is appropriate, safe, uplifting, revealing, encouraging, and so on, to share freely.

If you bully me, or my friends, on my social media and Facebook page and posts, and or life, I reserve the right to block strangers, review friends, and or erase comments of people I don't even know, bullying, or even haranguing us for energetic feed and fuel. I don't owe friends of friends explanations on what I value, and why, and what I don't and why.

And who is paying a bunch of fake cartoon bots, to suddenly go on strangers' feeds, and spar, and spike drama-levels to a sky high range? I don't fully know, and not sure I even want to know. I just know I'm not responsible for what a bunch of strangers, actors, and fakers, invading my space and energy, think, anymore than anyone famous, is responsible for the nut jobs out there bullying and condemning. It's really abusive, and these are actual offensive tactics, these creepy bot people are using. Gross! No thank you! No way!

So I may shift to posting more of the expressions that I feel are immediately about me, and or are expressions of encouragement, and freedom. I may begin the process of using giant, new levels of discernment about who, when, why, and where to share what I hold as free, beautiful, worthy, and sacred. May shift to limit my sharing of much more, only to the resonant ones who can actually relate on multiple levels, and hear, respect, and honor the validity of where I am coming from. Also may be more eager to shift over to community, both live and virtual, that limits itself to sincere, real, and honoring people.

If I offended you, by sharing art, expressions, videos, memes, etc, that reflect a view, or views we don't share 100% across the board, I am sincerely sorry. I have watched and shared a few rare youtube videos, that some friends have told me, don't feel true, which I, still do not know, are they made to elicit fear, or do they hold mostly truth, or mostly lies. I don't really know either. Still on this learning curve.

While we have lived through difficulties, threats, injustices, healing, and victories, loves and losses, both alone, and within our families, cultures, "races," nations, lifetimes, nations, and our world, we have likely never lived through an experience like this current one, where so much fear, threat, danger, and problems are thrown out on the world, while so much Grace, connection, love, unity, sovereignty, compassion, giving, and caring, are all rising, at the same time!

So I bless us all, and will pull in some of what I think is tender, beautiful, worthy, freedom bringing, etc, as I see it is not supporting people in all the amazing and eclectic circles, Santa Fe is usually so phenomenal at honoring, mixing, respecting, and celebrating.

This may mean, that I may loose a few freedoms of expression, in doing so, yet I have much to learn and gain, in this leap within, and a collective leap, we are sharing within our larger human collective.

Know that I love you, my human family.

I will keep dancing to my own rhythms, and co-birthing a bright and brilliant new world of faith, opportunities, health, connection, communion, community, love, authenticity, transformation, transmutation, shifts, beauty, respect, honoring, freedom, compassion, caring, diversity, Grace, and liberty, liberty for all!

Love through our precious, and at times chaotic Global Reboot!

A Letter to my Friend, Traversing Human Doubt, Fear, and Pain, as We still do, in Human Expression

Jen Klarfeld
Enjoying the Red Rocks
of Sedona
2015

Hi Friend,


I still wonder how you are doing? How are you traversing this mass global initiation?

Our teachers and guides have been preparing many, over decades for this shift to a unified, loving, authentic, co-creative, free-will based world called the New Earth. On this New Earth many of us, who see ourselves as Galactic Volunteers, have worked through a lot of our trauma throughout our life and lifetimes.  Check out Laura Eisenhower, Dwight’s granddaughter. She talks very fast, and feels like a 5 on the Enneagram to me. I don’t so much denounce the ego like Arjuna & Eckart Tolle & their restrictive systems plot to. Arjuna is one, of some special friends and guides, who taught me about the Enneagram System, 25 years ago.  It still helps me navigate human teachers and personality filters! My personality does not need to attack and blame the ego.  In fact sometimes I could use a little more ego, to help build my brand, leadership, practice, art, life, structure, and businesses. I like Nora Herold, who instructs us to operate from joy, and also to feel our feelings authentically. She offers a system to feel, process, and allow our feelings, and not just shackle and obliterate them. If you listen to any really good astrologers and evolutionary astrologers, our charts and the larger planetary movements hold clues as to what we’re traversing through. I’m no official astrologer, more awed by the stuff, over most of my life. Some are saying the planets are aligned in similar ways, to during the American Revolution. Still for some reason the Revolution feels very global and unified right now!  

I listen to vlogs, like that of  Patricia Cote Robles of Era of Peace, on her website and on Youtube. I read channelers in Sedona Journal of Emergence, and listen to them on-line. Plus I relate more as a soul than a human, and likely have since high school, as an Early Indigo and First Wave Galactic Volunteer.

I’m grateful to not be in a big city now. I am hearing more about alternative communities. Maybe we will again live by necessity, in small, gentle, tribal community, with community gardens, as Arjuna foresaw 25 years ago. Watch the movie “Thrive," for free on YouTube and the “Indigo Evolution.”

It can be scary, right now, traversing the current situations and conditions. I don’t toss out my ego, as it has a function and a purpose, and I honor that. I need it to keep feeling my authentic feelings, so I can cry when I see a  "food banks need your help" sign, flashing at the highway entrance, when I haven't even got my own adult survival figured out fully, and to get mad, and address our politicians and friends, when our humans freedoms temporarily get threatened and suspended... see Resolution 6666 the TRACE Act, as Dr. Rashid Buttar is urgently disclosing!

Also listening to David Wilcock, who has insider info on the Satanic Occultists controlling the systems and humans throughout history, and their devilish plot to solve "the world population problem." I no longer see Trump as the awful devil, people who had dangerous dad’s, and authority issues, and also health and security, want to parody him into. We don’t have all the facts yet, as to his real role in stepping into world leadership. I believe he was brought on board as a wild card, a trump card, to help us overthrow and take down the real, and far more dangerous Deep State, black t-shirts, ca bal, pirates, predators, global elite, and disordered patriarchal occultists.

As per the Vaxines, Dr. Zach Bush and now even Fauci are admitting they could take 12 - 18 months to formulate, and likely they still won’t work.  

Jen in the 1980's
"Help God Feel"
San Francisco Street Graffiti
Photo credit to Kelly Weir

Heath, healing, and understanding which dangerous meds to take patients off of, and more, during these rushes of disease and symptoms is a big and neglected part what can help in the healing. Opening legal discussions about allowing alternative health resources is crucial right now. We need healthy, secure, open fluid communication, and social options and media that allow for this 100%. Honoring the herd immunity necessities, and outgrowing the fear propaganda in how we hold and see death, is a huge part of truth, healing and healthy awareness and immunity now too.

Then we have to advocate for turning all the major systems on Earth around, from dangerous chemical farming to natural organic farming, free energy, free information, free truth, news, and financing, and healthcare. As we do this, the current epidemics of fear, panic, brainwashing, mass manipulations, abuse, tyranny, artificial intelligence manipulation, and the viruses, man manipulated and natural, will hold less and less power to harm.

"Thrive: What on Earth will it Take?" the movie, which free streamed in Santa Fe and globally on 11/11/11, expresses 19 + years of solid research into the corruption, at the top of all major systems of healthcare, housing, food, medicine, energy, information, socialization, banking, and more, on our world, and how whole communities, cities, and nations are already stepping up to ban GMO’s, and now 5G.  

I hear stories, where birds are dismantling 5-G towers right now.  

Thrive the full length documentary can also be viewed for free on YouTube.

Also "The Indigo Evolution" is a film available for free viewing, on YouTube, as it educates people, in a documentary format, on evolutionary changes in humanity, including the phenomenon of indigo kids, as I am an early  part of.

I think that 2 expressions of trauma, overwhelm, and narcissism, are exploding outward, and or imploding inward. I don’t think denying our ego straight-up, does anyone any authentic good. That’s why overall, my focus isn’t on the Eckart Tolle approach. My favorite teachers, guides, and real people, are many divine feminine leaders, systems, and balanced male teachers including Matt Kahn. These systems and teachers like Vianna Stibal of ThetaHealing, Dolores & Julia Cannon of QHHT, and Teal Swan, who’s work is all about facing and feeling one’s shadow, on a transformational path from trauma back to true self love, are ones I feel the greatest balance and authenticity in!

Jen & Minnie Mouse
at Disney World
Photo credit to my dear ol' Dad
Marshall Klarfeld

I believe and experience our Mother Earth as abundant, sovereign, and whole, regardless of our human levels of unconsciousness, greed, corruption, delusion, and trickery. I believe that she has already reached 5-D, and that the mess unfolding now is part of our muddy, bloody labor of birthing the New Earth. Over the 25 years between 1987 & 2012, all life on Earth has been accelerating, and now as we cross into 5-D, the light love and unity is accelerating, as is some of the darkness and fear. I believe we Wayshowers have done the work to upshift ourselves and humanity, our lineages and DNA. I believe we need to claim, state, express and know our sovereignty, as opposed to oppression via old slave programs, and playing pawns in the old corrupts systems.  The energies and days of this are over, as we let them dismantle and end, here on Earth.

What is wildly tricky about these times, is that truth has been corrupted, as many of the 3-D players, predators, and old pirates are manipulating info on-line, and within artificial man made, man corrupted, capitalistic systems, with excesses of money, power over, abuses, predatory tyrannies, & their illusions of power over dynamics and habits.

Plus my sources say this Ascension is being ignited individually, so many brainwashed people, or people living in our heads, are being thrashed around by our internal triggers, genetic triggers, past life triggers, infighting and info wars on social media, fear, both false and real, as per health, danger, death and disease.  

I believe we’re being called back to the wholeness of our hearts, back to the uplifting nourishing, nurturing, abundance of our true new earth and all of creation. Back to our higher vibrations, and back to our own intuition.  Also being called back to true intimacy with chosen resonant family, friends, community and soul circles, locally and globally. I love it.  A true Grace has been released out through, and onto our sacred shifting planet, and through and to our human family. It is said, even the old slave programs are dismantling. So the old systems are crashing, to pave ways into 5-D offerings and choices, within our freewill Universe. 

I didn’t come all this way, for this highly advanced assignment to fail, nor to see it fail. Memories of such past failures are definitely being triggered through all of this! “Never again!” Was our programmed response after cataclysms, in and of the fall of ancient Atlantis. Still what we are seeing is 3-D reality, and limitations breaking free into our 5-D encodement. So what is very tricky now, is 3, 4 & 5-D are all operating simultaneously. Which one do you wish to victoriously usher in? We’re still operating within the realities and laws of all 3 of them! Which one do you want a “heads-up,” in, as in, “oh, that old world trickery? I could do without that!” Or, “oh you 3-D fears, I love you, and hold space for you as a nurturing mother and parent right now!”

Artist Jen Klarfeld
Inspiration Squad
Photo credit to Laura Tarnoff

I dropped out of 2 - 3 months of therapy recently, as my then tele-medicine therapist felt more fears around safety, her life and mine, than I even did, and I actually felt relieved letting her go. Why?  Because, as we focus on frequencies and energy, feelings and intuition, we can see all that no longer serves us, in a split second. But we have to know one world, or set of timelines is dying, and being swiftly dismantled, and we need to move all our foundations and energetic ties up, off, and out of it, and build and grow our new foundations and creations on the solid, and slightly morphing new energies of our hearts, of the New Earth, of the Aquarian Age, and of caring and loving 5-D community, energy, service, unity, and co-creation, instead of old models of corruption, greed, coercion and blind commerce, for it’s own sake, and for the sake of a disordered, lost, misguided few controllers.  So another way to see it, is the disordered, sick, predatory, pirating occultists are now living in a new, true, transparent, just, loving, unity based world. This world is already here. We assisted in growing it, and it is set to bloom now. The old controllers are enraged, losing traction, dominance and control over their prey!  In fact the energies that held predator and prey as a viable options for humanity, are dropping away, in the new frequencies, Mother Earth and her Wayshowers are leading, right now, and moving forward.  That's why the bullies are so volatile, and grasping at straws, on their way down, right now. Why isn't their fear manipulating us anymore? Why are their devious plans all being exposed to humanity so vividly, suddenly?

I am part of a team, a well guided team of Wayshowers and Galactics on assignment, that trust 100% in this transition, this great shift of the ages, our hearts, intuition, and the hearts and intuition of healthy whole Wayshower Souls, co-leading this massive assignment. Mother Gaia has already won Victorious, and we are individual and collective expressions of her.

I encourage us to tune into our hearts, and feelings, nature and Earth and healthy rooted community directly, beyond the tricky warring energies of the MSM: mainstream media, the fractured political parties, and anyone poisoning humanity with false guilt narratives, real biowarfare poisons, and manipulation tactics of shame, blame, attack, corrupt "protection," verbal abuse, gas lighting, fear, denial, lies, propaganda, greed, big pharma sanctioned "news" lack, control, and tyranny.

We’ve been given the blessings of most of the human family, being invited to a giant global meditation retreat at home, indefinitely. The Earth has shifted already, and is welcoming us as co-creators now. I’ve heard it said, we are no longer merely stewards, yet more and more, pure 5-D co-creators, our living earth and us!

I believe sick, disordered factions have fallen into greed, and manipulation, and we incarnated to help ourselves and humanity through these times, ultimately by finding, choosing, and living our joy.  And by opening to health and healthy changes, true unity, cooperation, creating and co-creation.

Art by Jen Klarfeld

We did not come into this planetary awakening to fit in the human mainstream, to necessarily “belong,” to be torn to pieces in man's ongoing wars, destruction, cataclysms, and shakedowns. The current Pandemic is not capable of killing us all. It may not even kill as many people as influenza, in many places. I see it sparking new levels of caring, connection, new freedoms, new gifts, a new flowering of humanity, a new shared sovereignty, as well as new attempts at tyranny, so as to help us overthrow the old discordant energies, patterns habits and ways! I see it cleaning and cleaning our planet of toxic human problems, waste, and poisons, as we assist. I see it aligning us, as a giant peace and activism community, poised to turn our individual and collective health care abilities and freedoms, around full circle, from our sovereignty based intuition, real, free research, and banning together to co-create from this, our New Earth, and her...our conscious, trailblazing, collective leadership!

It’s up to each of us to choose a timeline and birth our creations from the truths we actually align with. 

On our blessed New Earth, our heart is primed to lead the way, as we stay open to blessed, aware wholeness!

Thanks for your message and celebration. The Earth is filled with many who see as I see, now. Still it’s up to individuals to dig through the timeline offerings, and to use our heart’s discernment, as to what to choose, grow, and build both from and to. It’s very promising, as we do allow it by choice, sovereignty and intention, to be!

Me, Jen at the
Paranormal Symposium
in Taos, 2011
Photography credit
to Hinton Harrison

Thank you Friend. 

So much Love, Grace and Gratitude, as we share in winning, Goddess God Earth Victoriously. It is up to you, and each of us, to see our value through this time. This supports our emergence, individually and within our whole sacred human collective! Look to Guides like Barbara Marx Hubbard, and you and me, as we traverse this evolution.

Cheers to our messy Grace based birth. Pick a timeline every-blessed-body! Even if you have to pick 111 times each and every day!  So we no longer value and fit into the old time-line and corruptions, as we felt obligations to attempt to once do. Bless this crossroads, for it is the long awaited birthplace of new true levels of reality, bursting up as reality, as Earth and her precious children, including me and you!  I love you dearly!  Feel our guides and angels helping.  And reach out to people and wholeness within, to continue to help usher us through these calm and wild changes!  Cheers to our human angelic divinity! We got our backs, in beautiful new energy frequencies and ways!  Tune in directly and feel and see!

Yay!

Hugs and Love,

Jen