Questioning it All

What's going on in America, and on our world? Are you listening, are you seeing all of this?

Are you seeing the old corrupt leaders and systems as they go crashing into the ground?

Against popular belief, I am questioning it all, uncovering really well hidden clues, with friends and guides, as they expose the potential that Kobe Bryant and his daughter, and those flying with them, at the beginning of 2020, the year of perfect vision, balance, and building new foundations, were murdered, in the helicopter crash, as was planned by the same sub human controllers, who, from what I see, planned the bio warfare, global, house arrest and pandemic. I am actively questioning who sponsored and planned America's House Resolution 6666, the Trace Act, and when the Pandemic started to ease up in America, planned race riots, triggered by the public, lynching style, murder of George Floyd? Are you questioning any of this too?

I've been multitasking, or multi levels of awareness juggling, as I feel my feelings fully, and also prioritize time to question every narrative being hurled at us right now!

Who dropped clues of their satanic tyrannical plan, in 2 sick performances at the Grammy's, on 1/26/20, 3 clues, if you include Kobe's Bryant's sacrificial, beloved male black hero's ritualistic murder, on the day of the Grammy's.

I can discuss this all safely with almost no one.

The campaigns and levels of disinformation, layered on campaigns of disinformation are piled high to the sky. I've been following youtube and FB posts of David Wilcock, and Magenta Pixie, who are Starseeds, who have been seeing through this stuff, with insider info, and soul guidance, guiding them, for a long time.

My FB wall and blog, openly share what, and how I see, of what's going on. Let me put it in psychological terms. Many are discovering a satanic cult of billionaires, who feed off of harming, controlling, conquering, dividing, destroying, and depopulating humanity, ritualistically. They leave huge clues, before they act, and have billions of dollars to hire actors and stage murders, deadly pandemics, grammy's, enslaving rituals, control media narratives, infiltrated riots, and corporate monopolized censored, and disinformation filled info campaigns, and hate campaigns, and the discrediting of all that exposes them in their own lies and looting, on the internet, on corporate monopolized social media, and in long planned, strategic, satanic, horrifically symbolic traumatizing murders.

They operate like psychopathic cult leaders and gangsters, because they are. We are innocent, and simultaneously framed and pitted against each other in a power war. Also in polarity wars; material against spiritual, black against white, male against female, control and enslavement against disempowered, and enslaved, European against colored, popular verses unpopular, truth verses propaganda, corrupt verses just, left verses right, right verses wrong, information verses disinformation, rich verses poor, tyranny verses sovereignty, mind verses heart, understanding verses misunderstanding, culture verses culture, tribe verses tribe, drugs verses sobriety, gang verses gang, danger and threats of danger, verses safety, natural verses artificial, AI verses nature, predators verses prey, and on and on.

I have Starseed friends who are somehow administering supreme self care and steeping out into nature, and into trust, into Self, and rising above the madness of 3-D and 4-D right now, into 5-D, of the Earth, directly. And here we are, operating at all levels in between.

I've felt slammed to the ground and deadened, last and this week, after watching the horrific footage of 1 out of 4 dystopian zombie robot , mind controlled??? cops, murdering an unarmed black man, catalyzing these riots, in cities suburbs, and towns all over America. Social distance, death, disease, masks, bullying murder, violence, more murder, 6 trillion dollars looted from the federal reserve, mostly poured back into failing capitalist pockets, and interests. Scapegoating, blame, division, disruption, drama, ruin! May we hold energies of compassion, wholeness, and curiosity as we traverse through all this chaos, death and destruction.

I am questioning it all! Are you questioning behind the appearance of the war breaking out across America and our World right now?

Most are going along with it, aligning with 1 party line box, or the other, while being raided by a silent global, bully sponsored war, on the way through the Great shift of Mother Earth and Humanity!

We can connect in high frequencies, without having to do so through mass destruction, disease, brutal murder, sponsored race wars, raids of who we are, and riots, and the looting of humanity, nature, and life. We can be and live in harmony, balance, love, unity and life, directly. I see our much scapegoated, American leader, Donald Trump, as clumsily holding a space for us to, against all odds, expose the real Deeeeeeeep Stay - te, the real invisible enemy, and begin replacing corruption, corrupt leaders and systems, with balanced, trustworthy, authentic leaders, leadership, unity, and goodness for all, not just for a manipulative 1 to 2 percent, pitting power against the people.

Ready for our quantum leap, out beyond the artificially manipulated realities! Let's take back our our sanity, and our safety too, individually, locally, nationally, and globally! Let us take back of feelings, our voices, our compassion, and our cooperative power!

So much peace and love from me to you.

We are expanding our hearts through this invisible war, that has been allowed to rage on for too long. Trading our old slave shackles for resonance with the true Earth, with our true hearts, within our relationships, and with kindred spirits who as we are sovereign, whole, kind and loving, respectful, and waking up to explore freely for ourselves!

Dear heart's love and encouragement to every single one of you.

As I believe the Black Lives Matter movement is coopted, and or sponsored from outside the actual black community, to keep us warring and blaming and finger pointing, as white verses black, instead of unifying and appreciating, protecting and caring together for us all, already! I may not join in posting such, or wearing the t-shirts, like a prize from a rock concert, or a banner at a bloody protest. I'm ready to live as and for human unity!

It's more valuable to me, to interact, and engage, and listen to real people and real stories in our real shared life.

My deepest sorrow and sympathies for the lives arrested through murder, as did not ever deserve to be taken from us, all of them, black, red, brown, yellow, beige and white, purple, blue, gray, green, orange, red, crystaline, indigo, earth-tone, and yellow!

Let's expose the profiteers, and honor the prophets. Lets take our lives back from this war on our emotions, soul, homes, rights, freedom, wisdom, families, selves, and sanity.

I love you dearly!

I am holding us in a higher love!

We are emerging through this collective shift, right here in physicality, victoriously!

One Love Sisters and Brothers, Family, and Friends. Let's share it. I love you!

worlds within worlds... ONE LOVE

Crayon Drawing by Jen - 11/19/09

Worlds within worlds, within worlds. Circles of friends, connecting circles of friends, shining light and throwing shadows.

So much unfolding, in the new vibration. Worlds within worlds, collide, interweave, and overlap.  

Sharing one world with our Starseed community, in person, one on-line, one on Earth, and one in worlds beyond.  

Sharing healing and transformational worlds with my Trailblazing Transformation Explorers. Sharing worlds of connection and understanding, with these bright souls, here helping and sharing, harnessing our true, bold, bright, good, divine power. Seeing, seeding and sharing, seeding by the light in fellow artists, new children, wayshowers, friends, and self. Meeting heart to heart, with friends, in our town, in our country, in our culture, on our planet, in our cosmos, and beyond.

Experiencing guidance, grace, and upliftment. Holding and sharing space, love and connection.

Bringing and knowing safety. Shining this into the dangerous places held within self and friends.  Standing strong to witness the fallout, minefields, not fully clear, still emptying out that which is explosive, the old warriors ways.


Feeling unapologetic for openly sharing who we all are, who we can be, and who we are learning is possible, in the light of this true new sharing. Loving the un-lovers who un-love ourselves and others.

My explorer friends awaken to soul essence, to living light, sharing spontaneous awakening, as this radiates awakening light throughout... within us.

Naturally playfully sharing this, as the energies collide, guide, crash and connect like waves in the sea. Forgetting, everyone does not see as me. Remembering, as divinity shines through eyes looking into me, she activates the same in my being.

Understanding so little, too much, knowing great depths of truth, and greater mystery. Sharing connection and healing, as on 11:11 upon gathering with our core starseed circle, here in Santa Fe. One powerful, connective, inspiring force in a friend, initiating us, over and over again, once and then on the 8/8 infinity gate, in gathering, connecting and meditating.  Gathering again on 9/9/09, and  initiating the official opening of Trailblazing Transformation, my soul expanding practice, using tools of progressive/regressive hypnotherapy, Holographic Memory Resolution and more. This feels more like guidance sharing, starseed awakening. This feels circular, and mostly not map centered.

We gather on 10/10, with a few twists and bends, still amidst food, drink, cake, and trickster's curves, we share deep, spontaneous connection.

Old paradigm concerns lead to signing on towards the goal of an old paradigm job.  My soul steering, yet where and how does she lead?

Fear arises, at the crest of this wave, on the 11:11 gate. We learn together that this 11:11:(2+0+0+9=)11 is a gateway into DIVINE WILL.

We connect, commune, attune, and share.  Divine healing and light, as I squirm, letting the old, energies releasing, snarl and bite. Clinging to fear, fear clings, holding tight. Others play roles, mirroring these dark fears, clinging biting, clawing for the worst, as programming sinks into old grooves.  I fall in, fight back, fall in, fight back, let go, rise above, commune, gather... feel through.  

One friend mirrors the divine union, the divine communion, the higher way, after all numbers of meditations, and my reluctant sharing in a money meditation, and again at 11:11:11 a beautiful meditation communion with our Earth.

One friend mirrors grace, by referring me to a resonant job, and a resonant job to me. Passing my fresh new papers through. Returning home and welcoming my explorer. Progressing on this way, learning of great shifts, healing, freeing and renewal. Communing with all of this. 

Calling the old paradigm into the new. Reporting in, sharing holy welcoming, resonance and alignment of purpose, passion, and right livelihood. Despite old lies to self, fitting in this world, like falling of a log, into this buoyant sea. Visiting the spiral, of all this: love of art, culture, indigenous shamans, vision, people and service. A conduit to the conduit. Feeling good, sharing invitation into the circle of this familiar beloved world.  This is DIVINE WILL. This is my soul pat on the back. This supports my true way. Supporting this!

The friend comes exploring. We share questions and intention. She dives off the deep end, into circular worlds, spaceship worlds, center of Earth red worlds, waterway blue worlds, light of creation worlds, worlds of song, love and light, worlds of connection, worlds of creators, worlds of flight.  She shares grateful smiles, holy flight, starful seeding, rainbow jewels, and deep guidance from worlds beyond, anchoring in worlds here. We come home sharing all these gifts, to the world beyond "I"s. Sharing this is easy, while the "shapeshift-forgetful" do not always take it easy and light, as this.

Some flight lag, and dissonance occurs, bridging true worlds, into armored, false old, dirty, dry paradigms. Disarming and "dis-armoring" are two very different journeys.

Speaking truth freely, like Alice in Wonderland, surprisingly feeling sad, mad, and afraid to learn, that many do not see, feel or share this.

Still, everyday more do understand, feel in our hearts, know and resonate. We live in many, many worlds. And we are here. We are infiltrating our worlds with LOVE!

"Ultimately there is only one love, whatever it is..."

                                                       Pablo Picasso