A Letter to my Friend, Traversing Human Doubt, Fear, and Pain, as We still do, in Human Expression

Jen Klarfeld
Enjoying the Red Rocks
of Sedona
2015

Hi Friend,


I still wonder how you are doing? How are you traversing this mass global initiation?

Our teachers and guides have been preparing many, over decades for this shift to a unified, loving, authentic, co-creative, free-will based world called the New Earth. On this New Earth many of us, who see ourselves as Galactic Volunteers, have worked through a lot of our trauma throughout our life and lifetimes.  Check out Laura Eisenhower, Dwight’s granddaughter. She talks very fast, and feels like a 5 on the Enneagram to me. I don’t so much denounce the ego like Arjuna & Eckart Tolle & their restrictive systems plot to. Arjuna is one, of some special friends and guides, who taught me about the Enneagram System, 25 years ago.  It still helps me navigate human teachers and personality filters! My personality does not need to attack and blame the ego.  In fact sometimes I could use a little more ego, to help build my brand, leadership, practice, art, life, structure, and businesses. I like Nora Herold, who instructs us to operate from joy, and also to feel our feelings authentically. She offers a system to feel, process, and allow our feelings, and not just shackle and obliterate them. If you listen to any really good astrologers and evolutionary astrologers, our charts and the larger planetary movements hold clues as to what we’re traversing through. I’m no official astrologer, more awed by the stuff, over most of my life. Some are saying the planets are aligned in similar ways, to during the American Revolution. Still for some reason the Revolution feels very global and unified right now!  

I listen to vlogs, like that of  Patricia Cote Robles of Era of Peace, on her website and on Youtube. I read channelers in Sedona Journal of Emergence, and listen to them on-line. Plus I relate more as a soul than a human, and likely have since high school, as an Early Indigo and First Wave Galactic Volunteer.

I’m grateful to not be in a big city now. I am hearing more about alternative communities. Maybe we will again live by necessity, in small, gentle, tribal community, with community gardens, as Arjuna foresaw 25 years ago. Watch the movie “Thrive," for free on YouTube and the “Indigo Evolution.”

It can be scary, right now, traversing the current situations and conditions. I don’t toss out my ego, as it has a function and a purpose, and I honor that. I need it to keep feeling my authentic feelings, so I can cry when I see a  "food banks need your help" sign, flashing at the highway entrance, when I haven't even got my own adult survival figured out fully, and to get mad, and address our politicians and friends, when our humans freedoms temporarily get threatened and suspended... see Resolution 6666 the TRACE Act, as Dr. Rashid Buttar is urgently disclosing!

Also listening to David Wilcock, who has insider info on the Satanic Occultists controlling the systems and humans throughout history, and their devilish plot to solve "the world population problem." I no longer see Trump as the awful devil, people who had dangerous dad’s, and authority issues, and also health and security, want to parody him into. We don’t have all the facts yet, as to his real role in stepping into world leadership. I believe he was brought on board as a wild card, a trump card, to help us overthrow and take down the real, and far more dangerous Deep State, black t-shirts, ca bal, pirates, predators, global elite, and disordered patriarchal occultists.

As per the Vaxines, Dr. Zach Bush and now even Fauci are admitting they could take 12 - 18 months to formulate, and likely they still won’t work.  

Jen in the 1980's
"Help God Feel"
San Francisco Street Graffiti
Photo credit to Kelly Weir

Heath, healing, and understanding which dangerous meds to take patients off of, and more, during these rushes of disease and symptoms is a big and neglected part what can help in the healing. Opening legal discussions about allowing alternative health resources is crucial right now. We need healthy, secure, open fluid communication, and social options and media that allow for this 100%. Honoring the herd immunity necessities, and outgrowing the fear propaganda in how we hold and see death, is a huge part of truth, healing and healthy awareness and immunity now too.

Then we have to advocate for turning all the major systems on Earth around, from dangerous chemical farming to natural organic farming, free energy, free information, free truth, news, and financing, and healthcare. As we do this, the current epidemics of fear, panic, brainwashing, mass manipulations, abuse, tyranny, artificial intelligence manipulation, and the viruses, man manipulated and natural, will hold less and less power to harm.

"Thrive: What on Earth will it Take?" the movie, which free streamed in Santa Fe and globally on 11/11/11, expresses 19 + years of solid research into the corruption, at the top of all major systems of healthcare, housing, food, medicine, energy, information, socialization, banking, and more, on our world, and how whole communities, cities, and nations are already stepping up to ban GMO’s, and now 5G.  

I hear stories, where birds are dismantling 5-G towers right now.  

Thrive the full length documentary can also be viewed for free on YouTube.

Also "The Indigo Evolution" is a film available for free viewing, on YouTube, as it educates people, in a documentary format, on evolutionary changes in humanity, including the phenomenon of indigo kids, as I am an early  part of.

I think that 2 expressions of trauma, overwhelm, and narcissism, are exploding outward, and or imploding inward. I don’t think denying our ego straight-up, does anyone any authentic good. That’s why overall, my focus isn’t on the Eckart Tolle approach. My favorite teachers, guides, and real people, are many divine feminine leaders, systems, and balanced male teachers including Matt Kahn. These systems and teachers like Vianna Stibal of ThetaHealing, Dolores & Julia Cannon of QHHT, and Teal Swan, who’s work is all about facing and feeling one’s shadow, on a transformational path from trauma back to true self love, are ones I feel the greatest balance and authenticity in!

Jen & Minnie Mouse
at Disney World
Photo credit to my dear ol' Dad
Marshall Klarfeld

I believe and experience our Mother Earth as abundant, sovereign, and whole, regardless of our human levels of unconsciousness, greed, corruption, delusion, and trickery. I believe that she has already reached 5-D, and that the mess unfolding now is part of our muddy, bloody labor of birthing the New Earth. Over the 25 years between 1987 & 2012, all life on Earth has been accelerating, and now as we cross into 5-D, the light love and unity is accelerating, as is some of the darkness and fear. I believe we Wayshowers have done the work to upshift ourselves and humanity, our lineages and DNA. I believe we need to claim, state, express and know our sovereignty, as opposed to oppression via old slave programs, and playing pawns in the old corrupts systems.  The energies and days of this are over, as we let them dismantle and end, here on Earth.

What is wildly tricky about these times, is that truth has been corrupted, as many of the 3-D players, predators, and old pirates are manipulating info on-line, and within artificial man made, man corrupted, capitalistic systems, with excesses of money, power over, abuses, predatory tyrannies, & their illusions of power over dynamics and habits.

Plus my sources say this Ascension is being ignited individually, so many brainwashed people, or people living in our heads, are being thrashed around by our internal triggers, genetic triggers, past life triggers, infighting and info wars on social media, fear, both false and real, as per health, danger, death and disease.  

I believe we’re being called back to the wholeness of our hearts, back to the uplifting nourishing, nurturing, abundance of our true new earth and all of creation. Back to our higher vibrations, and back to our own intuition.  Also being called back to true intimacy with chosen resonant family, friends, community and soul circles, locally and globally. I love it.  A true Grace has been released out through, and onto our sacred shifting planet, and through and to our human family. It is said, even the old slave programs are dismantling. So the old systems are crashing, to pave ways into 5-D offerings and choices, within our freewill Universe. 

I didn’t come all this way, for this highly advanced assignment to fail, nor to see it fail. Memories of such past failures are definitely being triggered through all of this! “Never again!” Was our programmed response after cataclysms, in and of the fall of ancient Atlantis. Still what we are seeing is 3-D reality, and limitations breaking free into our 5-D encodement. So what is very tricky now, is 3, 4 & 5-D are all operating simultaneously. Which one do you wish to victoriously usher in? We’re still operating within the realities and laws of all 3 of them! Which one do you want a “heads-up,” in, as in, “oh, that old world trickery? I could do without that!” Or, “oh you 3-D fears, I love you, and hold space for you as a nurturing mother and parent right now!”

Artist Jen Klarfeld
Inspiration Squad
Photo credit to Laura Tarnoff

I dropped out of 2 - 3 months of therapy recently, as my then tele-medicine therapist felt more fears around safety, her life and mine, than I even did, and I actually felt relieved letting her go. Why?  Because, as we focus on frequencies and energy, feelings and intuition, we can see all that no longer serves us, in a split second. But we have to know one world, or set of timelines is dying, and being swiftly dismantled, and we need to move all our foundations and energetic ties up, off, and out of it, and build and grow our new foundations and creations on the solid, and slightly morphing new energies of our hearts, of the New Earth, of the Aquarian Age, and of caring and loving 5-D community, energy, service, unity, and co-creation, instead of old models of corruption, greed, coercion and blind commerce, for it’s own sake, and for the sake of a disordered, lost, misguided few controllers.  So another way to see it, is the disordered, sick, predatory, pirating occultists are now living in a new, true, transparent, just, loving, unity based world. This world is already here. We assisted in growing it, and it is set to bloom now. The old controllers are enraged, losing traction, dominance and control over their prey!  In fact the energies that held predator and prey as a viable options for humanity, are dropping away, in the new frequencies, Mother Earth and her Wayshowers are leading, right now, and moving forward.  That's why the bullies are so volatile, and grasping at straws, on their way down, right now. Why isn't their fear manipulating us anymore? Why are their devious plans all being exposed to humanity so vividly, suddenly?

I am part of a team, a well guided team of Wayshowers and Galactics on assignment, that trust 100% in this transition, this great shift of the ages, our hearts, intuition, and the hearts and intuition of healthy whole Wayshower Souls, co-leading this massive assignment. Mother Gaia has already won Victorious, and we are individual and collective expressions of her.

I encourage us to tune into our hearts, and feelings, nature and Earth and healthy rooted community directly, beyond the tricky warring energies of the MSM: mainstream media, the fractured political parties, and anyone poisoning humanity with false guilt narratives, real biowarfare poisons, and manipulation tactics of shame, blame, attack, corrupt "protection," verbal abuse, gas lighting, fear, denial, lies, propaganda, greed, big pharma sanctioned "news" lack, control, and tyranny.

We’ve been given the blessings of most of the human family, being invited to a giant global meditation retreat at home, indefinitely. The Earth has shifted already, and is welcoming us as co-creators now. I’ve heard it said, we are no longer merely stewards, yet more and more, pure 5-D co-creators, our living earth and us!

I believe sick, disordered factions have fallen into greed, and manipulation, and we incarnated to help ourselves and humanity through these times, ultimately by finding, choosing, and living our joy.  And by opening to health and healthy changes, true unity, cooperation, creating and co-creation.

Art by Jen Klarfeld

We did not come into this planetary awakening to fit in the human mainstream, to necessarily “belong,” to be torn to pieces in man's ongoing wars, destruction, cataclysms, and shakedowns. The current Pandemic is not capable of killing us all. It may not even kill as many people as influenza, in many places. I see it sparking new levels of caring, connection, new freedoms, new gifts, a new flowering of humanity, a new shared sovereignty, as well as new attempts at tyranny, so as to help us overthrow the old discordant energies, patterns habits and ways! I see it cleaning and cleaning our planet of toxic human problems, waste, and poisons, as we assist. I see it aligning us, as a giant peace and activism community, poised to turn our individual and collective health care abilities and freedoms, around full circle, from our sovereignty based intuition, real, free research, and banning together to co-create from this, our New Earth, and her...our conscious, trailblazing, collective leadership!

It’s up to each of us to choose a timeline and birth our creations from the truths we actually align with. 

On our blessed New Earth, our heart is primed to lead the way, as we stay open to blessed, aware wholeness!

Thanks for your message and celebration. The Earth is filled with many who see as I see, now. Still it’s up to individuals to dig through the timeline offerings, and to use our heart’s discernment, as to what to choose, grow, and build both from and to. It’s very promising, as we do allow it by choice, sovereignty and intention, to be!

Me, Jen at the
Paranormal Symposium
in Taos, 2011
Photography credit
to Hinton Harrison

Thank you Friend. 

So much Love, Grace and Gratitude, as we share in winning, Goddess God Earth Victoriously. It is up to you, and each of us, to see our value through this time. This supports our emergence, individually and within our whole sacred human collective! Look to Guides like Barbara Marx Hubbard, and you and me, as we traverse this evolution.

Cheers to our messy Grace based birth. Pick a timeline every-blessed-body! Even if you have to pick 111 times each and every day!  So we no longer value and fit into the old time-line and corruptions, as we felt obligations to attempt to once do. Bless this crossroads, for it is the long awaited birthplace of new true levels of reality, bursting up as reality, as Earth and her precious children, including me and you!  I love you dearly!  Feel our guides and angels helping.  And reach out to people and wholeness within, to continue to help usher us through these calm and wild changes!  Cheers to our human angelic divinity! We got our backs, in beautiful new energy frequencies and ways!  Tune in directly and feel and see!

Yay!

Hugs and Love,

Jen

U R Love: The Long Lovely Life of Larry Dalen

Larry Dalen after a Class with Garry Plapp

Earlier this month*, I gathered with friends and family to attend the life celebration, memorial and burial of the cremated remains of our ol' friend Larry Dalen, at the beautiful home of his daughter and son in law, Gina and Robert. 

*Actually about 8 months ago... see note at the end, explaining that I write this post in April 2018, and am adding photos and publishing it in December 2018.

Larry in a restaurant, on a shared road trip with friends.

It was splendid!

A beautiful, love filled, life celebration.

Larry lived 94 years and some change.

Larry's baby brother Ray, sharing some truly amazing childhood memories

His Brother Ray stood up in front of an amazing photo slide show, presenting across a wide screen TV, near the ceiling, as Gina sat below the screen, and Ray's wife, to the right. Larry's baby brother, was funny, real, charming, and loving, 22 months his junior, he shared wonderful tales of the family of 4, Larry the Eldest, and two, now deceased younger sisters.

Truly amazing photos, beautifully shared by Robert, Larry's Beloved Son in Law

Ray shared tales of the family's 1929 New Ford car, purchased right before the great depression kicked in. He recalled helping his big brother in the building of a house for their pet goat, and the day their Dad slaughtered their beloved pet, for family meals, and how it undid Larry. Ray could not really understand his big brothers rage, devastation, and deep sadness.  We laughed in recognition of this deep heart centered sensitivity, that prevailed throughout Larry's long life.

Friends and Family bridging gaps in our memories

Ray shared magical, astounding memories of hikes he shared with Larry, one a 36 mile hike up the California Mountains. He shared of the carrier pigeons they kept and trained, and how they would secure a note to the pigeons, and fly them back home to alert Mom and Dad to their safe arrival camping on their big hikes.

He shared tales of Larry's triumphs running the school store in high school, wrangling a steady stream of women to date, and escort to dances, and more. He shared tales of Larry's career of teaching at the college, teaching Chemistry in a special trade school for vocational education.  Ray spoke of how much pride Larry took in truly teaching and preparing these minority young adults for new careers.

A beautiful Larry Life overview

I remembered so many of Larry's overlapping stories and memories, as how he taught these learning challenged youth, so that they would really deeply know the topic, not just regurgitating static formulas, yet truly knowing and understanding it from the inside out, experientially!

Photo collage of a life fully lived!

Ray went back telling tales of when Larry trained to fly B52 jets in the Navy, while WWII still raged on. Yet somehow the war ended, sparing Larry from the ravages of war combat, instead, Larry found his way to free continuing educational programs.

Ray told tales of all the women who Larry magnetized, and dated, dining, dancing, and socializing to all his favorite big band era orchestras. Ray would get reeled in, once in a while, yet Larry kept up his life and love of dancing, dining, dating, music, and social activity, on a far grander scale, than his younger brother.

Larry & friends dancing to contemporary music

He shared tales of the difficult woman, on staff at the college, who eventually rocked Larry's beloved teaching position, out of the program.

Larry was a weatherman in Alaska, with his wife, and young daughters.  

Later on Larry qualified for a real estate loan, supporting him in the purchase and construction of a mountain top, home on a Macadamia nut tree farm, in Southern California. There were tales of how their Dad ruled out owning a dog as a pet, in the kids' youth, opting for animals strictly of use on a farm.  Larry made up for those years, adopting and feeding all the stray dogs around. We also heard great stories of how beloved the Mexican farm workers were, and how much they adored Larry.  Larry took special precautions to help keep the Immigrant workers, safe and secured, as they were traveling the roads to and from his nut farm.

Larry's Brother Ray & Daughter Gina & a photo of Larry on his nut farm

Again so many of these memories were perfectly highlighted on the screen above, throughout the life review. We saw pictures of Larry and the little orange Brat car, on the Nut Farm Hill, Pictures of them as children, gathered around the Ford, pictures of young Larry, all suited up, donning his woven basket back pack, with the hiking gear within.  We heard fish tales, of the giant block of cooked bacon, that was used as fishing bait, to bring in the fish they would roast, while camping, and also bring home afterwards.

There was a tale from their youth, of an older gentleman, who had some physical handicaps of aging, and the jobs he would enlist Larry and Ray to help him with, and the small coins he would pay them with. This would lead Larry and Ray to the local corner store, to immediately buy sweet candies and treats, so rare in the Great Depression days, back home.

Later, as a grown up man, Ray found his way to live in Colorado, and Larry and his 2nd wife, made their way to join them. The marriage relationship was not always easy on Larry, and one day he felt the only healthy choice was to flee, so flee he did, to Santa Fe, solo.

Ray recalled some of the internal changes in Larry, around that time. Larry learned someone's instructions on how to create a big love antenna, that supposedly would keep the temperature in a room, magically secured at 70 degrees, and more. That's when Larry started talking more open about "the energy," using, at the time, strange phrases like, "I can feel the energy! Can you feel the energy?" The love antenna gave off such an energy. "Can you feel it?" Larry would excitedly ask! Ray played along.

Larry and friends feeling the energy at Angel Station 222

One day, upon moving Ray gave Larry back his gift of the love antenna, for moving somewhere with less room for a love antenna, stashed under the bed.

Susan and Larry sharing adventures and starseed secrets

Larry went on to share his secrets of the love antenna technology, with prized interested friends!  Many of us remember the love antenna tales.

Non ordinary!

Ray who at 22 months short of 94, proudly shared of winning 2nd place ribbons in running and biking races for all ages, in Colorado, became moved to share how it brought him solace to imagine and know within, that Larry is likely hiking big pristine mountains, of their beloved youth, in the afterworld!

Trailblazing Transformation's ardent Explorer

A handful of times Ray looked over at me, saying, you must have heard about this, after learning that I was the local Soul Artist, Healer, and Hypnotherapist who hosted Larry through more way out, mystical sessions, of one sort or another, than anyone!  Most of the time, listening to Ray's memories, I laughed outloud, in recognition, and remembrance. If I did not recall the tale, as I did not recall the tale of the goat, I laughed extra loud, as it was so spectacularly characteristic of Larry's life and stories, memories, and regressions to memories gone by.

I marveled with delight, at my bird's eye view into his life, through his psyche and his soul.

Some of the Early Planners of Earth, sharing a human incarnation

I shared my recollections of Larry bragging he had had 50 past life regressions. I used to correct him, "No Larry, you may have had 50 sessions, yet of all variety of modalities, from Brian Weiss style Past Life Regressions, Dolores Cannon style Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique - QHHT, Awakening Coaching, Holographic Memory Resolution, and more. Everything I had to offer, Larry openly signed up for, tried, experienced, appreciated, and celebrated.

I shared highlights of Larry's vivid movie-like past, future, or simultaneous life time adventures, all over, and beyond this world! I shared the Star Trek like, simultaneous life memory... exploration, as a space ship captain, with multiple sexy silver spacesuit clad wives in various intergalactic space ports.  That was the best!

A Golden Dolphin Friend of ours

It felt as if memories clear to me were known by all, yet they weren't until I shared them. So of course I shared the classic Larry "Oh" story.  If you knew Larry, one thing he was super famous for was his stories.  And meeting and knowing him in his 80's, and 90's he always had a new one, we'd never even heard before.

Larry's Friends, fans and avid audience!

The "Oh" story was one he taught  and told in his chemistry class, to his young adult vocational training students.  He taught that in any situation, he had discovered there is one catch-all word, with multiple meanings, to make you look good in all situations and conversations, in school, and beyond.  He explained, that that word, is "Oh."

Up up and away, from one mythical paradise to another!

He went on to demonstrate, how when asked, prompted, or expressed to, you could easily say "Oh!," "Oh," "Oh?"  or Oooooh, with varying intonation, expression, and meaning.  A sort of one word, for all occasions.

I sometimes think of it as Larry's favorite word and teaching!

"I feel her energy!"

Some of the vast array of Larry magic came back to me. I remember when Larry was attending Lynda Star's Alien, and Starseed Movie Night, together with soul family, over close to 10 years, at Angel Station 222, in Downtown Santa Fe. He was also coming to me for more healing and guidance sessions than anyone ever had. He had a couple of goals to both share his wisdom, encouragement, hope, love, and inspiration, as an early Starseed on Earth, with young starseed, at UFO, Paranormal, and Starseed community circles, gatherings, expos, and events, which he definitely did.  And he want to write a blog. While wildly engaging and outgoing, he was also by nature, a relatively private, behind the scenes kind of guy.  So many of us benefited, enjoyed, and accompanied him through all of this... and more.

Starseed welcome and celebration

I found his blog, the evening after the Memorial, in my smart phone contacts, listed under Larry's website. I shot a copy of it's address over to Larry's daughter Gina, and his dear friend Laura Mc Daneld, as it was written a handful of years ago. 

Complimentary breakfast on our Starseed Outing

www.goldenageportal.com 

(Apparently it is no longer exists in this dimension!)

RETURN TO THE AGE OF AQUARIUS/ A NEW GOLDEN AGE

Chaco Canyon Adventures

Say Yes to Love

Posted on August 23, 2012

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Say Yes to Love from the heart. 

"Love is a real world phenomenon that can be measured by scientific instruments. Love is a feeling that comes about from making loving decisions, from contemplating the beauty of nature, loving your garden, loving your art you just finished. The point is that these feelings are yours and these feelings heal you. Now if you want to share these feeling with another person, then you find someone who loves at the same degree you do, and then you both lovingly share your loves. These words are close to my heart."                                                                                           - Larry Dalen

Starseed Activation out on Belen Mesa

This leads me to another magical Larry memory. Larry shared with many of us in The Gathering of the Golden Dolphins, led by Santa Fe's own interstellar, Nina Brown, back in 2011 and 2012. We gathered once a month, in posh settings, up at Bishop's Lodge, as we activated the crystalline grid around Mother Earth, shared expressive dance parties, laughter yoga, chi gong, and more. 

Activating the Crystalline Grids around Mother Earth as the Golden Dolphins

We attracted many amazing starseed to the circle. One of the themes introduced by Nina Brown, was sharing in a space, ritual and community, where we all felt and were free to reveal and express our divinity fully! Many magical friends found their way to join us, and many inspiring presenters.  Nina channeled Light Language, and we shared all kinds of glorious fun!  A beautiful, musical, heart centered Santa Fe and Global Permaculture Activist and Musician, Thérèse Williams, found her way to the group, and founded a scholarship for someone to get to win a free ticket to some of the pricier events offered. 

The Golden Dolphin Collective: Allowing our full divinity

So when Nina and her Team schedules some kind of Ascension Weekend Gathering in sunny Tucson, Arizona, Larry was chosen and assisted in carpooling, and roommates to share the road trip adventure! Our friend Dr. Jay Lynch became Larry's faithful travel companion. Larry graciously accepted the honor, and shared Starseed adventure.  It was one of his intentions realized, with a little help from the Multiversal Overseers!

Synergistic Starseed Kin brunch circle

Larry's generosity, enthusiasm, passion, and kindness will be remembered by many, as he eagerly shared countless lunches and dinners, desserts, and colorful stories with us, throughout his Santa Fe experience. He referred to the foods his doctors warned him about eating as, "no no's!" He ate his fair share of them, when he felt so inclined.

Post Golden Dolphin gathering - gathering at Body Santa Fe

I have many cherished memories of sharing with Larry, over eight or so years, sharing in Starseed and Alien Movie Night, at Lynda Star's Angel Station 222, UFO and Paranormal Conferences, the Albuquerque UFO Forum, road trips, adventures, gatherings of the Golden Dolphins, Gary Plapp's lectures on our evolving Universe, The Wake up Now Conference, Schmoozing and photo ops with Dolores Cannon, the Aztec UFO Conference, Healing Expos, Live Music, Dancing, Dolores Cannon lectures and Group Regressions, Community Meditations, The Albuquerque Film and Media Experience, cutting edge spiritual movies, parks, hikes, memorials, parties, meals, revolutionary healing modality introductions, birthday parties and holiday celebrations, Indian Markets, and more.  Larry joined in, in December 2012, activating the Mayan Orion Labyrinths, on Ben Brown's Belen Mesa, with about 90 enthusiastic parka clad drummers, dancers, shamans, mystics, and flute players! Larry came down and walked the labyrinths, sat, drummed, and danced around the fire pit, out on Earth Walker Ben's beautiful Mesa Land, with Starseed Soul Kin.

Activating portals of 2012 change!

Earth Walker Ben Brown's Sacred Mesa Labyrinths in Belen: www.SpiritLabyrinth.com

He eagerly attended dowsing events, land activations, and more, often gleeful to be the token man, in a gaggle of 3 to 300 spiritual women! Larry was known for his pendulum, tuning into his higher powers for guidance, and even making friends, with a Spirit named Mary, in his later years, at what came to be known as the Portal, out on his daughter and son in law's land. Mary stuck by his side, until the end, sharing secrets of the Multiverse, and tips about his life, and safety, alike.

Sacred Portal Stewards

Larry joined adventurous soul kin, at lectures on how to build Earth Domes, how to cook with solar ovens, and accompanied me to the lecture that initiated me into my Theta Healing path.  He joined loving Star Family, on a camping trip to Chaco Canyon, where the energies were high.  We even visited UFO Crash sites, where we were greeted by deer, and who knows, perhaps we went up into a space ship, and returned with our the deer as our screen memory, protecting us to integrate back into Earthly human life!

Star Family draws near!

Back at the memorial, Gina and her Sister Nora, and Robert served us Larry's favorite meal, Chicken Enchiladas, which was out of this world! After all the sharing and caring, meeting and bonding, story swapping, and life celebrating, we walked out to the land, out to the portal, Larry's spot, and a more intimate circle of family and friends clasped hands in a circle, and OM-ed, after Robert poured ashes, and Larry's beautiful little great grand daughter contributed burgundy rose petals into a hole in the Earth.  Larry's very dear friend Laura Mac Daneld led us in OM-ing Larry back home.

I am that I am: Great Master of the Portal

Robert had poured through nearly a century of a life of photos of Larry, and family, and friends. These glorious photos filled the house, the video screen, and one giant art board with printed black and white photos, and more contemporary colored photos, from 1923 - 2017, highlighting Larry's life.

Larry's pre-white ponytail family!

Larry's giant pure loving heart, his inquiring, bright, wise mind, and his open adventurous Spirit were truly seen and celebrated. Gina relayed a dream, her cousin Krista had, before Larry passed away on Winter Solstice 2017. 

In the dream visitation, Larry's two baby sisters appeared to Krista, the daughter on one of them. They were in their prime, full of energy, and dancing all around.  They came to show and tell their daughter and niece that all is well, and LOVE filled, and when their Brother Larry is ready, that they're there in all their flowering youth, to welcome him back home.

Krista, who was delayed by some unplanned visiting California Family complications, told me her mystical dream visitation experience again. Having had similar family dream visitation experiences, we compared notes, feelings, impressions and knowing, as to our synchronistic, pure hearted, open minded soul experiences.

Larry's inner child at his 90th birthday celebration

I shared the stories of how many of the starseed soul family in attendance, received messages, visits, and signs of Larry and his Spirit's freedom and LOVE, while he was in the hospital making his passage, and even after his "death."

Receiving an original painting made just for Larry!

Astarte experienced a large abalone shell flying off the mantle. I had a fan turn on, next to my heater, in December, on it's own. 

Starseed Family fun at Angel Station 222

I found beautiful "carved stone heart" shaped pee clumps in my kitty litter box, after Larry passed, not once, yet a handful of times. It felt like a huge portal of LOVE opened up to all of us, in his soul's flight.  

Laura McDaneld, Susan Anderson, and Gary Bates received texts and e-mails, Larry was no longer physically present to send, both in his hospital bed, and after his passage.  

A friend by my side till the very last chapter of Earthlinghood

His memorial was on Thursday April 19th, 2018. On the following Sunday I found another love portal perfect shaped cat pee, Feline Pine, litter clump!

Larry's Daughter Gina felt enveloped in so much love after her Dad passed out of this world. She was amazed to feel this even after his Soul's flight.

I'm a Portal of LOVE now, Y'all!

Larry's son in law, Robert, marveled pouring through Larry's life, through the amazing trail of photos left behind.

I too marveled at the stories, all filling in puzzle pieces of a LOVE filled life, too big for any one of us to completely know.

Gathering for a live global presentation

I felt graced for my bird's eye view, knowing Larry's adventures through his psyche, and his famous stories.

Larry was a one of a kind, multidimensional, loving friend and family member.

LOVE incarnate

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empath

son

brother

dancer

scientist

chemistry teacher

weatherman

navy pilot

lady's man

nut farmer

husband

father

uncle

grandfather

great grandfather

soul kin

story teller

explorer

golden dolphin

inspiration

blogger

mystic

mystical philosopher

lover of life

music fan

portal gatekeeper

friend to all

earthly and other worldly starseed

lover of friends

love antenna maker

gardener

fisherman

yogi

pioneering galactic volunteer on beautiful planet earth

observer

specialist

galactic reporter

LOVE and Spirit

He brought a pure heart

a rare emotional depth

a broad vision

Scandinavian, Viking, American, Californian, Southwestern, Strength and Beauty

and a Courageous Soul.

Stellar Friends through it all!

We love you Larry.

You used to tell me your goal was to travel and inspire the  starseed youth, with your knowledge, wisdom, knowing, experience and stories.

Starseed Family Reunion with Dolores Cannon at the Wake Up Now Conference in Albuquerque

As I see it, you triumphed on Earth, inspiring 

friends

family

goats

trees

students

workers

dogs

women

puppies 

spirits and

people.

Lighthearted friendships can soar anywhere

Much joy and love surfing the Multiverse.

Your LOVE continues to ripple down here.

Happy Cosmic Trails, LOVE, and Freedom!

We all LOVE you Dearly Larry

U R LOVE! 

Enjoy it all!

Larry was born in November 1923, and took his final passage on Winter Solstice 2017. We gathered and celebrated his life in the Spring of 2018.

I gathered most of these photos in a memorial post and later another life celebration post on Facebook, with an intention to sprinkle them through this post, as I wrote, yet withheld from publishing, after Larry's truly beautiful memorial.

Almost a whole year has passed, since Larry graduated with honors from the Earth School Class of 2017. I am one of a circle of friends who was blessed to befriend, and share great depth with this special and loving man and Soul. For this I am forever grateful. A Soul like this we will see and cherish, befriend and love, again and again. So many of us are left grateful, loved and loving, in the wake of his intergalactic freedom flight, from a most original chain of lifetimes on the Earth Plane.

We're prepping the New Earth for your next awesome LIFE adventure Larry. You're adventures and caring heart and friendship paved the way for the new changes now sweeping the Earth. We are co-creating a loving world you will surely want to birth into again!

Larry used to say, "to live a happy life, all you've got to do is make loving decisions!"

Enjoy the realms of pure light and LOVE until we see you again, Beloved Friend and Soul Kin Relative. You are forever missed, and also always lovingly adored!