Flowering from Within

 4/17/26

New Moon Energies 

Quantum timeline

Unification Activation

I didn’t incarnate here because it would be easy!

I generate ease from the SOURCE within, when I enliven and embody who I truly am.

Ascension is emerging right now, when I uplift myself, share in uplifting, uplift-able relatives, and living energies around me and our world.  

If heaven is right here on Earth, our unlimit-ment begins with me.  Our galactic family is really fierce with 

Love

Leadership

Trust

Knowing 

Generosity 

Clear Seeing

Determined Focus

Unity

Compassion 

and

Empowerment 

right now.

We are free.

We are initiating, catalyzing, visioning, and co-creating from true and new power flowering from within!

This Quest Began in Connection

My response on my friend’s Facebook post, voicing his struggle, this birthday season, between the grace of being a spiritual being, and the challenges of work and present day life.

 I hear you my friend!

You are welcome.

The energies, our world, our evolution, work, relationships, and empowerment are all amping up in an explosive way, this Year of the Fire Horse!

I am being pushed, and pushed hard, for all the sitting around I have allowed myself permission to enjoy.

We’re all spiritual beings, emissaries from Creator, qualified and choosing  to contribute uniquely to this shared spiritual evolution of our human family, quantum leaping into our beloved New Earth right now!  Hearty souls paved the way, and we are 2 of them… we are 2,of us.

This morning, while eating breakfast, and rushing off to a pretty 3-D, less and less valuing job, I am  holding onto, hanging by a thread, like a lose tooth, in my youth… I tuned into this amazing conversation.

God, Elliot Eli Jackson, and Emilio Ortiz really smacked my power open.  I thought of you.  Still only a third of this PROFOUND channeling through, reveling in AlphaWarrior’s deciphering tonight of President Trump and our military’s outstanding operation, taking down the old tyrants of Iran… and feeling incredible celebration and relief, for all of these leaders, triumph, in restoring American, and worldwide triumph and transparency, I have much sleep to catch up on, before another day, in my retail job.

I wish to share this outstanding channeling and guidance with you.

My major take away to you, and for me, is my realization that 2026 is our year to break out of our bondage of the shackles of the old energies, of the so called elites, now deletes, drop the games of hiding, playing small, and adhering to old paradigm habituation, and sucking energies as if needy children, and instead to fully transform into allowing Mother Father Creator God to roar through exactly who we truly are!

The truth is, shamans have always carried a double load, tending farm and family, and remaining on call, to bridge spirit, humans, and wholeness, often in trade, at any hour, day or night.  Often with people believing they’re broken, and equally often for free, or in receipt of a humble gift.  Our assignment is no less stringent.

You and I incarnated to live in America, through her evolution, revolution, and across her paradoxal 

polar opposites, and beyond: of slavery to freedom, servitude to purpose, mortality to glory, capitalism to free energy, matrix bounds to cosmic embodiment, human toil to mastery, divide and hate to unity and love!

We are spiritual emissaries, embodying glorious light, peacekeepers, here standing tall through the shared fight, canceled, hated, feared, bullied outcasts, blooming our sacred divinity, originals, in true connection, through a passing zombie apocalypse, organic towers of love and light, across the darkness of war and apocalypse.

As God through Elliot reminds, we are conditioned to forget how beautiful we are, and how infinitely God shines through us.  We are caught in a web of amnesia, temporarily overthrowing our knowing that we are God!

We accepted the lie that we could ever be a burden, to blame, or the scapegoat in this mind control war and witch hunt.

This quest began in connection.  

Today we triumph.  

We were made for this.  We are the bringers of the dawn.  No one outside us, nor within can invalidate this, when we allow God to fully roar through who we are.

Learning how to balance material reality within our human expression, is spiritual as fuck!

I’m honored to trailblaze this adventure with you and our team!

This is our year to embrace disillusionment, to break free as who we truly are here to be.

For you to be you-er and me to be me-er, than we’ve ever been taught we can be.

I once sat on a stage with Teal Scott, now Teal Swan, in a synchronization workshop, in Santa Fe.  At first I wanted what she had.  She taught me, my biggest challenge was that was trying to tell the Universe how to give me, what I wanted.  She taught me my options are infinite, and to let go to the universe to show me how!  

She took a small clear plastic cap off her water bottle, and compared the small scale of it, to the constraints of me strangling the universe’s plan for me, into the size of a plastic water bottle cap!  She laughed at the confinement of me thinking I need to tell the universe one limited version of how to give me what I want!  The longer she synthesized with me, the sooner I realized, what I long for the most, is to live a life of joy!

So happy birthday season, my friend.  Tell the universe what you want most, and let her handle the how!  Make your wish, and blow out your candles!

What if the best is yet to come?

How could it get any better?

Hugs and love, across our shared adventure!

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Dancing as my Light. Ruminating on my Shadow.

I LOVE my work...calling...gifts...talents...friends...family....awakening...humanity...all a dream come true!

Facebook post from February 27, 2011

My repost commentary, on February 27, 2026

Interesting to see this today!  I guess I was really in my strength and fullness back in 2011!

Today I jotted down my relatively ordinary dreams, and some of my waking impressions and reflections.

I dug around and flashed my flashlight 🔦 on the toxic shame I am feeling, having taken on more than I could prioritize, in many of these areas, and how hard 2020 to 2026 has been on me, living where I live, shifting my views, and holding responsibility of home ownership, attempting to open a storefront, that I never really succeeded with, feeling unable to maintain my home, a side job, and my Trailblazing Transformation and QHHT practice, and more… or less!  Letting the more important priority of the spiritual and starseed evolution QHHT practice go, because I don’t have it all to offer, so freely, anymore, in a time and passage where I need more myself.  Where I can’t hold it all up, and maybe I never fully could.

Facing my grief and pain at now being shunned,  ostracized, and hated by the same people I love and trust.  

I feel very traumatized and sad, and alone.  I can’t support friends who are hateful, sadistic, or in full blown misery or addiction, anymore.

I can’t give myself away, like a bargain, any more.

I can’t pretend to share values with people who are aligned with hate, or who fear I support Hitler, when I simply saw through the lies and Satanic leanings of the Democratic Party, across the last 6 years.

I am journaling 📓 like Anne Frank, across the current world wars of our times!  I am journaling a lot more, out at the edge between soulful stability, and the collapse of the empire I once felt supported in and responsible for envisioning, creating, and sharing.

I need to dust off my left brain, and write to-do lists, and check off banal shit, while I still can.

It’s a powerful emergence to expand who I am, through.  And it’s been a lonely and terrible initiation, living amidst traitors and haters alike, outside and in.  

Yet we qualified for the job, and we leaped at the assignment.  As I like to say, “here we are.”  “We are here!”

I have a lot of work to do to move my self, home, and life to a gentler new smaller, more affordable community.

I feel like such a failure here, with my priorities strung out between the values of two semi opposing paradigms.

Jay Lynch always teased me, and said, “oh those are just a pair o dimes.”

Often times I wish I was better rooted in this human world.  Maybe someday I will be.  Maybe I am better rooted today.  Maybe I’m not!

No one really knew we were different enough to teach us how to prioritize differently, we who relate more as souls, we early indigos, we galactic volunteers.  It isn’t all sparkles, unicorns, and rainbows.

The rules and the rulers have changed.  I’m not a bleeding heart liberal anymore.  I resist more than I wish to admit.  Just grateful I never blacked out my profile picture.  Grateful I don’t identify as an AI cartoon.  Grateful I know better than to tell the Universe I’m here to RESIST life and 

leadership!

I am sad, if I’m honest with myself.  I’m tired of hiding it.  I’m not a downer, a fake, nor full of misery.

I just took on a really heavy, complex role, eager to trailblaze ahead with the humans, across our evolution.

I may be a conservative now, who is proud of our roles as Americans, as Light Warriors, as patriots, and human sisters and brothers, and friends.

Yet mostly I identify as as artist, as one open enough to let my raw feelings and insights froth up and flow over who I am, as I put the fight for our honor before my own life fight sometimes!

My growing tower of to-do requirements, daunts me into a long drawn out paralysis, of shame, and blame towards myself!  

Today I allowed it to all come up, like I was passing a blood clot of psychic pain, out from hiding in the shadows of who I am, into the light of my awareness, and my journal! 📓 

My angels, guides, spirit animals, my ancestors, my Creator, my intuition, and my infinite Self, are all always here, supporting me.  I used to have real friends who were here with and for me.

Most of my real friends now, are rising up out of their own personal losses and traumas too.  They are dusting themselves off, after their version of the same kinds of traumas I’ve felt and lived.

People of all levels of awareness and living, have been challenged, shaken and stripped of a lot of who we were, across this hijacked evolutionary leap.

I have more questions than answers.  

I aspire to a love filled life a new, as best I can!

I have more to accomplish, more to heal, more to face, love, hold, nurture, and dance with!  That’s my barometer reading within my self and shared today.

I miss who I was.  I never had the human game down, all fitting perfectly together.  Just kind of winging it, all the way through!  It’s not a good thing.  It’s not a bad thing.  It’s just more of who I am, spiraling through!