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| Crayon Drawing by Jen - 11/19/09 |
Worlds within worlds, within worlds. Circles of friends, connecting circles of friends, shining light and throwing shadows.
So much unfolding, in the new vibration. Worlds within worlds, collide, interweave, and overlap.
Sharing one world with our Starseed community, in person, one on-line, one on Earth, and one in worlds beyond.
Sharing healing and transformational worlds with my Trailblazing Transformation Explorers. Sharing worlds of connection and understanding, with these bright souls, here helping and sharing, harnessing our true, bold, bright, good, divine power. Seeing, seeding and sharing, seeding by the light in fellow artists, new children, wayshowers, friends, and self. Meeting heart to heart, with friends, in our town, in our country, in our culture, on our planet, in our cosmos, and beyond.
Experiencing guidance, grace, and upliftment. Holding and sharing space, love and connection.
Bringing and knowing safety. Shining this into the dangerous places held within self and friends. Standing strong to witness the fallout, minefields, not fully clear, still emptying out that which is explosive, the old warriors ways.
Feeling unapologetic for openly sharing who we all are, who we can be, and who we are learning is possible, in the light of this true new sharing. Loving the un-lovers who un-love ourselves and others.
Feeling unapologetic for openly sharing who we all are, who we can be, and who we are learning is possible, in the light of this true new sharing. Loving the un-lovers who un-love ourselves and others.
My explorer friends awaken to soul essence, to living light, sharing spontaneous awakening, as this radiates awakening light throughout... within us.
Naturally playfully sharing this, as the energies collide, guide, crash and connect like waves in the sea. Forgetting, everyone does not see as me. Remembering, as divinity shines through eyes looking into me, she activates the same in my being.
Understanding so little, too much, knowing great depths of truth, and greater mystery. Sharing connection and healing, as on 11:11 upon gathering with our core starseed circle, here in Santa Fe. One powerful, connective, inspiring force in a friend, initiating us, over and over again, once and then on the 8/8 infinity gate, in gathering, connecting and meditating. Gathering again on 9/9/09, and initiating the official opening of Trailblazing Transformation, my soul expanding practice, using tools of progressive/regressive hypnotherapy, Holographic Memory Resolution and more. This feels more like guidance sharing, starseed awakening. This feels circular, and mostly not map centered.
We gather on 10/10, with a few twists and bends, still amidst food, drink, cake, and trickster's curves, we share deep, spontaneous connection.
Old paradigm concerns lead to signing on towards the goal of an old paradigm job. My soul steering, yet where and how does she lead?
Fear arises, at the crest of this wave, on the 11:11 gate. We learn together that this 11:11:(2+0+0+9=)11 is a gateway into DIVINE WILL.
We connect, commune, attune, and share. Divine healing and light, as I squirm, letting the old, energies releasing, snarl and bite. Clinging to fear, fear clings, holding tight. Others play roles, mirroring these dark fears, clinging biting, clawing for the worst, as programming sinks into old grooves. I fall in, fight back, fall in, fight back, let go, rise above, commune, gather... feel through.
One friend mirrors the divine union, the divine communion, the higher way, after all numbers of meditations, and my reluctant sharing in a money meditation, and again at 11:11:11 a beautiful meditation communion with our Earth.
One friend mirrors grace, by referring me to a resonant job, and a resonant job to me. Passing my fresh new papers through. Returning home and welcoming my explorer. Progressing on this way, learning of great shifts, healing, freeing and renewal. Communing with all of this.
Calling the old paradigm into the new. Reporting in, sharing holy welcoming, resonance and alignment of purpose, passion, and right livelihood. Despite old lies to self, fitting in this world, like falling of a log, into this buoyant sea. Visiting the spiral, of all this: love of art, culture, indigenous shamans, vision, people and service. A conduit to the conduit. Feeling good, sharing invitation into the circle of this familiar beloved world. This is DIVINE WILL. This is my soul pat on the back. This supports my true way. Supporting this!
The friend comes exploring. We share questions and intention. She dives off the deep end, into circular worlds, spaceship worlds, center of Earth red worlds, waterway blue worlds, light of creation worlds, worlds of song, love and light, worlds of connection, worlds of creators, worlds of flight. She shares grateful smiles, holy flight, starful seeding, rainbow jewels, and deep guidance from worlds beyond, anchoring in worlds here. We come home sharing all these gifts, to the world beyond "I"s. Sharing this is easy, while the "shapeshift-forgetful" do not always take it easy and light, as this.
Some flight lag, and dissonance occurs, bridging true worlds, into armored, false old, dirty, dry paradigms. Disarming and "dis-armoring" are two very different journeys.
Speaking truth freely, like Alice in Wonderland, surprisingly feeling sad, mad, and afraid to learn, that many do not see, feel or share this.
Still, everyday more do understand, feel in our hearts, know and resonate. We live in many, many worlds. And we are here. We are infiltrating our worlds with LOVE!
"Ultimately there is only one love, whatever it is..."
Pablo Picasso
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