Shamans, Artists, Angels, and Miracles, all come within my new Friendship with Death!

William Blake

   

DEATH

GRADUATION  -  CELEBRATION  -  INITIATION  -  COSMIC VACATION  -  TRANSITION  - EXALTATION  -  CONTINUATION  - NEW CHAPTER  -  DIVINE UPGRADE  -  RENEWAL  - ELEVATION  -  CHANGE  -  ALTERATION  -  TRANSFORMATION  - RELOCATION  -  CONVERSION  -  GROWTH  -  EXPANSION  -  PASSAGE  -  REBIRTH  -  UPHEAVAL  -  

NEW BEGINNING  -  RELEASE  -  EXIT  -  EXIT STAGE LEFT  -  NEW ASSIGNMENT  -  CROSSROADS  -  EVOLUTION  -  METAMORPHOSIS  -  RESIGNATION  -  RELEASE  -  LIFE AFTER DEATH  -  LIFE BETWEEN LIVES  - LIFE AFTER LIFE  - DEPARTURE  -  SURRENDER  - DISMEMBERMENT  -  HOMECOMING  -  DISEMBODIMENT  -  EVOLVEMENT  -  NATURAL PROCESS  -  MATURATION  -  BIRTH  -  UNFOLDING  - FLOWING  - UPROOTING  -  REPLANTING  -  SPIRALING  -  EMANCIPATION  -    FLOWERING  -  TAKING FLIGHT  -   LEAVE TAKING  - SIGNING OFF  -  COMPLETION  -  REUNION  -  RETURNING THE PHYSICAL LOANER VEHICLE  -  RELEASING THE PAIN BODY  -  DELIVERANCE  -  COSMIC REUNION  -  RETURN  -  RESTING IN PEACE  - RECYCLING TO THE LIGHT  -  REGROUPING  -  RESTING IN PEACE  - SETTING FREE  - RETURNING TO ONENESS  - ANGEL ASSIGNMENT  -  LIBERATION  -  TAKING IT TO THE NEXT LEVEL  -  LEAVING THE LOWER EMOTIONAL REGISTER  -  DROPPING ILLUSION  - ENTERING TRUTH  -  UNCHAINING  -  DIVINITY IN MOTION  -  RETURNING TO THE GODDESS  -  EVAPORATING  -  UNSHACKLING  -  FREEING  -  TRAVELING  -   TRAILBLAZING  -  SOVEREIGNTY  -  TOURING THE DIMENSIONS  -  MAGNIFICATION  -  SURFING THE ZUVUYA  -  FREEDOM  -  RETURN TO GOD  -  A NEW CHAPTER  -  CONFLUENCE  -  ETERNAL REST  -  UNION  - CONVERGENCE  -  ASCENSION  -  RELINQUISHING THE KNOWN  -  DROPPING THE BODY  -  TRAVERSING THE PORTALS  -  COMMUNION  -  MEETING OUR MAKER  -  THE GREAT MYSTERY  - TAKING THE ULTIMATE TRIP  -  RETURNING TO LOVE  - THE BIG COSMIC ORGASM  -  TOURING THE SOUL PLANE  -    DWELLING IN THE COSMIC WOMB  -  LETTING THE OTHER TEAM MATES PLAY A ROUND  -  RETURNING TO THE LIGHT  -  RECLAIMING ORIGINALITY  -  GRACE - TAKING A RIDE AS A LUMINOUS ORB OF LIGHT  -  GET OUT OF JAIL FREE CARD  -  ROUND TRIP RETURN TO THE ALL THAT IS  -  YOUR OTHER BIRTHDAY PARTY  - DROPPING BACK INTO THE GREAT I AM  -  CONTINUITY  -  VACATIONING  -  GRAND FINALE  -    SHAMANIC JOURNEYING  -  DISCONTINUATION  -  AWAKENING  -  YOU'RE 86  -  BEING LOVE  -  THE ULTIMATE E-TICKET RIDE  -   FREE HALL PASS  - THE INFINITE GAME  -  RE-ADOPTION BY GOD  -  RENEWAL  -  IS IT THE END, OR JUST THE BEGINNING?  -  EXIT HERE  - WAKING UP IN THE SPIRIT WORLD  -  

UNITY  -  INFORMAL CURTAINS  -   SOARING  -  OBLITERATION  -  KNOCK OFF  -  BUMP OFF  -  SLAY  -  BECOMING AN UNSEEN - CROSSING DIMENSIONS  -  CROSSING THE VEIL  -  RISING  -  RECYCLING THE EARTH SUIT  -   BEING EXCUSED FROM THE DINNER TABLE OF EARTH LIFE TO GO PLAY  -  REGENERATION  -  CHECKING INTO HEAVEN  -  REALIGNING WITH INFINITY  -  SOUL PLANNING MEETING  -  DROPPING YOUR ROLE  -  TAKING CLASSES ON THE ETHEREAL PLANE  -  PURE POTENTIALITY  -  REPORTING IN  -  REORIENTING AS PURE SOURCE ENERGY  -  SURRENDERING AS GOD  -  FALLING BACK INTO THE HEART OF ALL CREATION  -  RETURNING TO THE RIVER OF LIGHT  -  LETTING GO  -  CROAKING  -  FINAL CURTAIN CALL  -  TAKING A NEW TICKET  -  

 SHARING THE BIG LUCID DREAM  -  BECOMING THE SUN  -   ATTENDING THE BIG PARTY IN THE SKY!

How our Beloved Friend Ross won a forever place in our hearts!

Our Beloved Friend Ross Lewallen, at the peak of his game, surprised and saddened us all, recently this Winter, 2014, as he fell into a coma, between the worlds, after a fall and puncture to his lungs.

His passing, has renewed our friendship, and re-polished my friendship with "death" placing it in a high and revered status, along side love and life.  Death is a merging into higher states of life and living, after all.  

Having lost two old friends to this new friend, I would like to share some of the miracles and wonder I have been gifted, on the recent transitions of our Beloved Friends, both spectacular, rare, original, charming, loving, caring, enriching and enlivening human treasures and legacies!

These two amazing mystics are Ross Lewallen and Dashan Dean (DC) Chlebowski.  They both shine a lot of love and beauty into my heart and the hearts of humanity, and feeling all this love reminds me not to stop and mourn too much, or I will surely miss the whole point of their lives!  Let me tell you how I've grown to see through their eyes.

Ross Lewallen traveling Shaman, Artist & 

Extraordinary Soul sharing his art and wisdom 

at the Tarnoff Art Center's Pecos Open Studios Show

Fall 2013.

The first day that I learned from our friend Laura Tarnoff, that Ross was in the hospital, in Santa Fe, balancing in a coma, between the worlds, I wondered how to respond.  The evening found me in town, and instinctively I pulled over to write an encouraging card to Laura Ross' Daughter and Family, at the their jewelry and art gallery, off the Santa Fe Plaza www.lewallenjewelry.com.

Laura Tarnoff & I had met Ross years back, on myspace, and facebook, and years later were graced with a dear friendship that included bridging our beloved passions for art, painting, community, learning, teaching, shamanism, and more, at the Tarnoff Art Center on Rowe. Ross shared his very tender heart with us, and Laura's Father Sherwin, shared much common ground, both white haired Artists and self made business men, and family men, with roots in Chicago, a love of Native American Spiritual practices, nature, travel, poetry, art, and ceremony, as well as an earthy grounding as original artists.

I sat in my car, with the heat running, and I used a cross between my ThetaHealing & shamanic toolkits, to visit Ross as best I could, where he was.  At first I got a kind of a "do not disturb" sign or sorts, as I have seen with others who have crossed over.  I took this to mean not to pray for his return, yet more to tune in and pray for his best well being.  In this case I got that he was way far out, very expansive on his journey into the light.  I got that he could still choose either choice, to proceed, or to return.

The more I tuned in, the more I felt such a divine freedom, and loving light.  I felt deeper and deeper, as Ross shared a feeling of the essence of freedom and choices, of travelability, and shape-shifting freedoms open to him, now.

There was acknowledgement of many angels, divine feminine and Mother God Goddess Energies nurturing, holding, healing, and embracing, hands and heart, hands over his hands, of divine feminine vibrations... beautiful!  Also a sense of his joy in working with  Angels, Masters, Guides, as these and stewarding and protecting those he loves on Earth... from the Light, and or possibly returning to do so, from this side.

A feeling of great rejoicing, purpose, and love!  Also some giant joy, in the possibilities for learning on the other side.  A great feeling for, and relishing of infinite learning opportunities and options in the vast realms.

So much harmony, love, peace, and joy... so much celebration and love... on both "sides"... worlds... dimensionalities!!!  

I only felt a bit of the sadness, after my own expansive flight, when taking root, and considering the loss to his Earthly Family, both immediate, and many beautiful, soulful beloved mystics, shamans and artists throughout the world.

This was my last experience with Ross, before we learned he had aligned with the expansion fully, and was soaring onward.

One day, shortly after, I found my way to sharing with a couple, visiting Santa Fe.  They may have said something, like sorry for your loss.  Now the exact context eludes me, yet for a time, I was having these moments, while the veils were still thin, where I would look out, and see through Ross' expanded eyes, see more as Angels do.  And when I did, and do allow myself, this rare gift, it reminds me to see Heaven and God in each and every being, I meet.  My ThetaHealing Associate and Light Bringer Goddess Friend Page Maran Amrita catalyzes this within me, as she reminds, of how the sacredness, in teaching ThetaHealing, comes as we see God, in each and everyone we encounter.  I re-framed the grief the visiting  couple I encountered, attempted to uplift me from, to this gift and this triumphant blessing, of seeing their divinity, through the eyes of a visiting Angel, recently passed, yet not at all gone!

Ross is such a dear, gentle and living example of seeing, feeling, and welcoming the grace and wonder in each person he meets and receives.  Now he is doing so from a higher vantage point.  What I know in my heart of hearts, and in the very core of my being, is that every small and large gift he so enjoyed gracefully sharing with us on this plane, he is now openly sharing on a quantum scale.

We are so blessed by your Being, your presence, your love, and your trail of heart centered, Earth loving, cosmic, and shamanic gifts left behind for us.  We are so graced, knowing and imagining your path continuing on higher levels and dimensions, as we still check in and share love with you, wherever you are.  Such an outpouring of unique love is flowing over Ross' Facebook page, as friends hold him in our hearts and check in daily, sharing treasures and beauty reminding us of him.

Thank you Ross, for opening and teaching us, non-stop, even, and especially on your special flight to expansive territories still to come.  We love you forever, and share that heart song and love, that knowing who we are and seeing deeply into souls we meet toe to toe, heart to heart, and new friends a million miles apart.

Thank you, thank you thank you... we love you, and carry on your unique spark, as we know and trust you carry ours in your heart!

Dashan Dean Chlebowski (DC) 

marrying his  4th of five Earthly Brides, 

Our Starseed Sister Friend Alashea Raa

How I came to know an amazing soul named Dean.

I like imagining that I met Dashan Dean Chlebowski (DC), during the most exciting period of his life, yet maybe it all was that way.

My Starseed Sister, and most unique  Visionary Friend Alashea, had taken her date to a support group for Near Death Experiencers, in Albuquerque.  This was a group that met in Dean's home, in part due to his mystical fervor, unique open mind,  and constant curiosity.  Apparently Alashea and Dashan recognized each other, during magic rights of initiation, delivered to all, in the circle, by Alashea, and twice to Dashan.

One thing led to another, from left behind sunglasses, to lunch, to visions and soulmate-hood, to a day at a far out 5th dimensional retreat at a place called T.O.S.A. Ranch.  Here we were greeted, and given free healings, and left to walk on labyrinths and hear channeled messages from Arch Angel Zadkiel, while the hostess of the land, laid head tipped to the side, and drooling, in an open tent, on a vast property run my two tall Starseed, who trailblazed fortune and fame, after meeting on a conventional dating website, declaring bankruptcy, overcoming judgements of each other, and finally recognizing & remembering their Divinity together.

After the long drive to this ranch featuring sacred energies, and live llamas & alpacas, we finally met this man of the stories, a beautiful, impassioned, courageous, Optometrist, Earth Angel of a man, with bright  eyes, and a unique and easy charm.

Next thing we know, we were gathering a few months later, at the same high vibrational ranch, under and around a copper pyramid, beneath the setting sun, witnessing the most magical, true age marriage I have yet to partake in.  Partake, because we were all opened that day, to seeing, feeling, honoring, expressing and sharing rights of passage, an initiation of love, that seemed to catalyze us all up... and within it.

Dean or Dashan, as we knew him, occasionally graced us with his presence at Alien or Starseed Movie Night, along side his Beloved, Alashea, at Lynda Star's Studio, now Angel Station 222 - www.facebook.com/angelstation222 in Santa Fe.  They were like two quiet, composed, harmonious LOVE Gods!  Later, we gathered in Dashan & Alashea's home, for some sacred meditations and programs.  Dashan and Alashea always welcomed us with such rich juicy souls.

Later each one came to me, for two of the most intensive Dolores Cannon Quantum Healing Hypnosis Sessions, at the closing crossroads of their marriage.  Dean was adopted, as I was too.  I felt very moved and blessed to serve them, in this sacred way.  I saw a lot of myself, the tender, vulnerable parts I can't show most people, in Dashan.  His soul's biggest priority was guiding Alashea to go live near her kids, in California.

After our work together, they parted ways and Dashan rocketed out of Alashea's life, and mine, like a comet.  After my initial shock, reading Alashea's Facebook post that her Beloved Ex-husband Dean, had passed out of this world, I amused myself, at odd twists and sweeps of this Life!

What I see now, is that perhaps Dean's Soul, a little weary for wear, like so many of us, simply got up, and politely asked, "May I please be excused from this Earthly dinner table?"

Dashan... Dean... DC...

You brought so many beautiful qualities I admire and we all admire dearly.  Our passage is lighter and brighter, having shared the fabulous light in your eyes, heart, and magnanimous smile.

We are surely pissed to see you leave this party so early!!

We're blessed, along with so many, who shared your passionate, original energies, stories, and life.  I trust you'll shoot through Creation, like the comet you are!  I imagine your graduation ceremony, on the higher planes, where you learn... there was no right or wrong way, and how loving really big, fulfilled your every purpose!

I told Dean, while he was around, that his gift was not simply helping people see physically... it was helping us see as Souls, helping us expand to a broader ability to see, including all in our vantage point.

Around the window of days that Dean passed on at 11:11 pm, I had a unique and blessed experience.  I was in Santa Fe, one morning, driving West on Sant Michael's Drive.  I sat for a moment, delayed, as a train passed by.  This was the day I saw a giant plumed serpent of clouds in the Southern skies.  Something non-ordinary flashed at the back of my car.  It was like a burst from a higher dimension.  Immediately following, a medium sized white feather stuck to the top back hatchback window of my car, near my "Namaste" sticker, appropriately!  I felt amazed, and wondered how is a white feather sticking to my car at all, let alone, right where I can see it so vividly?  I thought of pulling over and catching it, for keeps.  Yet I kept going, in the line of morning traffic, instead.

Later that morning, when I read the news on Facebook, I put it all together.  Perhaps that was Dean, in his new Angel Expression, sailing through, dropping me a feather of greeting, and sacred blessing, as a reward, for bringing such an open mind and heart.

So long, for now Dean.  Thanks for reminding us to love deeply, fully, and completely, always.

We learned so many beautiful stories about you.  Like that you married your Beloved Sandi Kay Dean, six days before your early departure from this world, due to brain cancer.  And that you married Sandi, your 5th Earthly wife, from your bed, with no pants on.  That you took in homeless friends for dinner, and holidays, with out a second thought.  That you gifted friends all around you, with jokes, surprises till the end, and beyond, that you would give away money, and buy gasoline for strangers in need, and lavish the local stray cat, with cans of fresh fancy tuna fish.  That you hosted Salsa dancing lessons in your house.  That you made peace with, and gave great pride in the end, to your birth mother, for a life well lived.  You remind us to befriend everyone we meet, and to touch their hearts deeply, as we allow them to touch ours so.

We love you Dean... travel to your higher assignment in peace, good will, on purpose, and most of all, with that big bright light in your eyes, heart and being!  We treasure your way, and are uplifted and loved in your mighty wake.  Go lightly now!